Di-S.Me. Version 3.0 Summer 'n' Sun(flowers): Me

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I know that some of the people that come to my site already know me but for those who don't, this is where
you could. Somewhat. It's not possible to really know me just by reading about me but you could at least
get some idea as to who I am and what I'm like. Maybe. I may come off as someone other than who I am. It
just really depends on how you look at it or something. Just read on...

Diana. 16 years old. Birthday is on February 15. Born in Guam. Lives in Georgia. Becoming a Junior in
High School this coming August.

My parents are divorced. My dad lives in the Philippines. I haven't seen him in about 3 years now. We are
now starting to email each other back again. I live with my mom and my step-dad. I have 3 siblings. An
older sister, Stephanie, and 2 younger brothers, Charles [13 years old] and William [going on 12
this August 20th]. I live with them too. Hmmm...
My fear is knives and blood. Just anything that will hurt me. Sometimes even scissors. Especially
if you get too close to me with it. I make you put it away. LOL. I'm just so paranoid. I hate getting hurt
and getting cuts. Paper cuts. Oh gosh, that freaks me out too. I will never be a doctor or a nurse!

I've traveled a lot. Compared to some people. Here's somewhat of an outline... I've traveled a
a whole lot more than what I can put on this outline just 'coz I won't really remember all of it. This is
just an outline of where I've been during the school years.

Born- Guam
Kindergarten (Preschool) - Philippines
1st Grade - Guam
2nd Grade - 5th Grade - Philippines
6th Grade - California
7th Grade - Philippines
8th Grade - California (and finished 8th Grade here in
Georgia... Went to school here for about a month)
9th Grade-Present day - Georgia

I kind of hate traveling. I had to move a lot as you can tell. I just went back and forth. It was hard
to just keep on leaving my friends. Right now, it seems like I'll be staying here for good but actually,
that may not be the case. My mom is thinking of moving back to the Philippines. Or at least
me and my siblings moving back to live with our dad. I think my mom's having a hard time right now
'coz of my step-dad's condition and her working overtime just to keep us alive.

Wow, this is hard to explain. I had a hard time just this past semester. It's over now, so I'm glad.
Anyway, I got my report card and I actually got an A, 2 B's and a C... I hate the C. I really do. The most pathetic
part is, I could have easily passed with an A only if I didn't have the case of procrastination and laziness.
And if only I never thought that not doing make-up work would never really do anything to my grade. It failed
me! 3 'not major' things I didn't make-up and I'm failing. Just like that. It was hard to get back up after that.
Hmmmm... Let's see. I have friends, I think. Haha! Yeah, I do. I don't think I'm considering anyone my best friend
just 'coz no one knows me too well. I kind of like it that way too. It's just that since I move a lot, it's been hard. I have
close friends. The friends that you'll see me hanging out with at school. That's not even true in
some ways. I don't know. School's good though. That's all I can say.

You really want to know what it's like for me here at home? One word: Chaos! Try living here and it
might just drive you crazy like it's already doing to me. There's always yelling and arguing here at home.
Mostly me, my mom, and my sister yelling at my younger brothers. My younger brothers can be soooooooo
very disrespectful. They don't listen to anyone. Not really. I think all they care about is playing video games.
Fine, sure, they can't be that bad right? Yeah, I guess not all the time. They sometimes just listen to you
but most of the time, seriously, they don't. You would find me yelling at my brothers a lot. I tell them that I don't
yell for no reason. I yell 'coz they did something that got me mad. I think the house shakes when I yell. Haha. Try
picturing that! :) Yeah, I do yell really loud. My brothers and just everyone in my family, can vouch for that. But
of course, I love them very much. I tell my brother William [who's going to be in 6th Grade this August] that
he'll be my baby forever and ever. Hehe. I love all of them to death. They get me mad a lot but my love for
them of course never changes.

My sister and I, we haven't really fought in a long time. I think. Not that I can remember. My mom. Ummm...
Yeah, I think we have gotten into arguments. Mostly 'coz of things that I forget to do that she told me to do.
Something like that.

I have been through a lot. There's just been so many hard times. There were good times and I'll never
forget them but the hard times somehow just pop up whenever they want. I wish they wouldn't but they do.
One good example of a hard time in my life is my parents' divorce. That was HARD. It still comes up in my
mind a lot. Looking through pictures where my mom and dad were together. Whenever my dad calls and my mom
talks to him, of course I think about whether they're mad at each other... or why they're getting along now but
didn't when they were together. You know, just stuff like that. Life in general I guess for me, I have no comment.
There's just so much that's going to go on. I won't ever know what's coming next but when it does, I just hope that
it's good.

I like my room. I think it's kind of crowded 'coz I have a lot of stuff
but that's okay. Oh, and for those of you who don't like Justin
Timberlake, well, I have his posters in my room so for some
reason, I just thought I'd tell you... Well, if you still want to see my
room, just be prepared (hehe), and just go ahead...

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Love Hello Kitty. Crazy. Nice. Mean.
"Funny". Lazy. Sister. Student. Sanrio.