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* * * What do I beg for him beyond return with all to perpetual renewal? Dancers' knowledge of what a hard game with the music's command can make; mind's waking sight of the bright stream connect; loving trade in heart's market. Near Cloudcroft memory is one whole A woman is speaking to trees on the mountain. Part stand in the mat of discarded needles and leaves; some are pushed piece by piece into flame. She sees a body crisped in the flame. Outside is the winter night and her son's buried ashes are frozen. She says no, no, over and over, erasing the blinded, bewildered face, denying the final liquid rattle, but memory has her, frozen in time as he was paralyzed in space. October, November days she discarded as fast as they ended are layered over the days she intended to save. If I had recorded his voice! Now there is only the silence of trees to answer the breath of her no. Their roots nurse at the past as it absorbs their dropped leaves, and their companions are burning. Mourning This is trickier than if they had cut off my leg and nobody noticed, maiming my gait but leaving the rest of the world untouched. The city looks scathed, the landscape striped, askew. I won't engage to live as if flowers survive unplucked, as if pianos embroider the evening. I learned vigilance and became swift, driven back over ground that will not be regained. Flat aftermaths send warriors willing back from peace to life counted in hours, illumined by available light. A country's good to fight for: ground outlives every defeat; tissue is frail, its' war soon over. This explosion's only hummingbirds in honeysuckle. Continue In Love With the Angel |

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