i can't believe all of this is happening i love it yay...you are like the most perfect gal for me...since well your a good looker we have stuff in common and we can talk for hours without a pause its awesome. when i was holding you today oh my god i was in heaven it was so blissful and brought me so much joy. how did i ever live without you for the past two years. i hope that when we start going out that we can last a very long time...and maybe like we both thought and want i could be your second time lol. lets see here i am gonna go take a shower and shave when i am done with this. i wish you never had to leave i was enjoying myself so much i really feel something between us...more than me and jill...oh great she called...no, she got me something...help me...this isn't helping oh well i think she understands but she sounded jealous when i told her you came over oh well. i told her i have always been single and she gave me a reply that was as honest and true as it gets. she said "well it took alot for you to realize that" well yeah it did but who cares i am glad i finally realized that...because i found you again which is well worth a little bit of heart ache from jill. and besides she will get over me very quickly...so who cares...oh joy school starts tomorrow FUCK when do you work this week over labor day weekend or whatever i am going to colorado springs for a family reunion and then comin back more school and it blows... really hope i can work up the nerve to tell jillian soon... I got a question where do you plan on going to college...i might go to CSU or the art institute of colorado since that is where andy and alex got there sites set on going i can be close to them if all works out like i wished for tonight (remember to the star) you will go to either CSU or the AIoC. or whatever college i go to or else, well i will have to go to any college you go to lol. oh yeah by the way thanks for the bracelet thingies they are neato. well tomorrow will be interesting eh? look how much i have typed...now what else i love about talking to you is the fact that when we talk you never let there be a pause and i try to never let there be one and i love the fact that i can be myself to the max cause i don't need to impress you because i know that you will like me for all that i am and thats the same for me to you you can be yourself and it will make me see who i am falling in love with lol. well i hope to never hurt you as i really have a good feeling about us. I just hope that my feelings are correct. how long is a relationship that you would want cause i mean you were telling me about how you have always wanted a "jillian relationship" (you know what i mean) so how long will make it a jillian relationship for you. you know what i was just thinking about how your hair was all poofin out you know and i was thinking in my head how beautiful of a person you are your personality and all that and what made me see that the best was how you told me you were so pissed at jillian for the shit jill was putting me through that made me see how much you care and how great of a person you are and to tell you the truth i miss the person jill was but i don't miss her...and i miss you everything about you...when we kissed tonight i felt an electical spark and it made me realize how much worth the fight you are for and how much jill is kinda just i don't know...what i am trying to say is that i like you so much more than jill and i am glad brad left and casey couldn't come that enabled me to well kiss you and hold you and make sure you had no regrets with what is gonna happen i know the second i planted my lips onto yours i knew i had no regrets or second though i just am nervous to tell everyone especially brad...more brad then jill...and you have to tell brad but i am nervous to have to face him...maybe it will be easier if they both find the secret.html page. well i got to go and take my shower for it is almost ten now and i still have to shave and become pretty for you tomorrow lol. well have a goodnight and i will see you tomorrow i we have fun this year with eachother and don't forget no matter what happens i will have my arms open and you CAN come running to me with any problem I will be there for you as much as possible...no I WILL FOR SURELY be there for you. you were my saving grace i hope i can be yours...my feelings for you are growing so deep and i am falling so hard for you again i am so glad all this happened and i am glad that i found you all over again and if i ever cry over you at least now i know that i will be crying over something precious.
well here is the third attempt at getting off cause now i really got to go
Miranda my feelings for you are boiling to the brim i am on the verge of telling you something other than i like you and i think i would be right if i did tell you i love you because i believe with all my heart that i do
goodbye have fun with everything
i'll see you tomorrow,
Travis