"Honestly? I want this so bad I ache to have you hold me. It hurts to wake up in the morning and realize that I can't call you mine and someone else is calling me theirs. I wait endlessly just to see you say hello and I have to bite my tongue around so many people because I want to scream from the roof-tops that I've found this wonder, this magnificent feeling, all over again. I'm done playing best friends with one person and lover with another when all the while it should be the other way around. I can't stand calling you and ending the conversation before what we really want to say floats from our hearts to our lips. I don't want to wait anymore. I don't want to worry about everyone elses' feelings anymore. All I want right now, is you."
I'm not really sure what that is...a letter maybe? But, like I said, if you read it and you know me, then chances are you know who I'm talking about and who the "letter" is addressed to. If you don't know me, well then you still have a pretty good idea of what's going on and don't really care who it's about as you probably don't know them either. I just needed to say this. To have it more or less publicly posted. I hope no one that matters finds it, but if one of you (and you know who you are) are reading this...I'm sorry. I didn't know this was going to happen, but truth be told, had I known, I wouldn't have stopped it. I'm not going to apologize for the way I feel. I will apologize however, for not telling anyone involved immidiately. Right now, no one needs to know.