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| September 6th, 2001, After many of [email protected]'s emails saying I looked sexy, and how he thought I would have a great figure (he even said "tee hee", I mean, C'MON!!).. this is the following transcript of our emails. -- You know, you are sexy as Hell!! Wow! -- go away -- Not only are you Sexy, you're an A1 Bitch too CHILD. -- If I'm a child, should I call you a pedofile? -- Being a child Mentally and being a child Physically are two different things. -- Wow, you really got me pegged. I bow to your intelligence and wisdom, all mighty old fart. -- Your statement not only Contradicts what you had just said, it also shows that you don't know the meaning of an "old fart." Look at my picture before you judge me. Time will go by sooner than you think and your "looks" (such as they are) will soon be gone. Even Sooner depending on how you live your life. And with your attitude, I predict not very long. So say what you want, it doesn't bother me. -- Apparently it bothers you more than you say. And looking at your picture I do consider you an "old fart" that's hmm... lemme see.. you're somewhere near 40 ? ooo.. perhaps closer to 50. Did you know you're about the same age as my father? Exactly WHY would I want to develop a relationship with a man that more than likely will throw his back out picking up his keys off the ground when I can have a relationship with someone in their early 30's, late 20's and be perfectly content? And as you think, my looks are not important to me. As I recall you were the one harping on my sexiness. I never implied I was, or ever HAVE been sexy. As for my "looks" going with time, if someone actually cares for me, looks will have nothing to do with it. So you can take your I-know-women-better-than-any-one ass elsewhere. I'm not interested in what you're peddling, it's old, sour, and insulting to my childish persona. -- you wouldn't have to worry about my throwing my back out bending down because I was born unable to walk; something I hope you never have to experience. But an ugly personality is Ultimately worse than any aged looks can ever be. Your attempts at insults don't bother me because unlike you I have lived long enough to have learned a few things that matter in life. One of which is that you don't Have to be a smart ass to get along in this world like society makes out that you do. I wish you well. -- And with that, I allowed him to have the last word. Even though I felt like asking whether the mention of his crippledness was a cry for sympathy or maybe a restart on his whatever to attract me to him. Personally, I don't exactly feel guilty for saying all those nasty things to him, because he was harassing me, when I had thanked him to begin with. I probably could have handled it differently, which at this point, I don't care about. I don't enjoy being called sexy, especially when I don't know the person. It goes totally against everything I know about myself, that it shocks me everytime I hear it said. And.. with my history, my first response is to view it as an insult. Pair that with the simple fact that in the community that he found my name in he had posted that he had figured out women, and they hated him for it, and previously he posted a list of women's excuses to get out of a relationship. SO.. I figured the best way to get rid of him, with all his brilliance and history, was just to be blunt. Then he goes and insults me. Not a good way to impress the Dez. As for an ugly personality, I don't mind having an ugly personality, if I actually HAD an ugly personality... but I don't. I know I don't, I just don't like getting called an a1 bitch, when I was trying to spare his feelings and such with all of his intelligence. And although I don't need to be a smart ass, I am a smart ass, in fact, that's the ONLY way I've been able to get anywhere. So... with all his brillance and bright personality, and extremely wonderful personality, I will leave him behind as *sigh* a love that never will be.. AWWW SHUCKS... With me passing up REAL winners like that.. wow.... I'm NEVER gonna be a mom or wife. rats. I'm out. Dezy. |
| September 5th, 2001, What in the hell is it.. do you expect me to do a thought today? Today when I'm busier than shit? fuck you, man.. I'm gonna work like my life depended on it.. and it does.. d: I'm OUT Dezy. |
| September 4th, 2001, Favorite Song of the day: When It's Over : Sugar Ray When it's over That's the time I fall in love again And when it's over That's the time you're in my heart again And it never ends All the things that I used to say All the words that got in the way All the things that I used to know Have gone out the window All the things that she used to bring All the songs she used to sing All the favorite TV shows Have gone out the window I'm missing you I never knew how much she'd loved me I'm missing you I never knew how much you meant to me I need you and when you go go go go I know, it never ends, never ends All the things that I used to say All the words that got in the way All the things that I used to know Have gone out the window All the things that she used to bring All the songs she used to sing All the favorite TV shows Have gone out the window When it's over Can I still come over In the middle of the night When it's over Is it really over Or are you coming back this time, this time, this time All the things that I used to say All the words that got in the way All the things that I used to know Have gone out the window All the things that she used to bring All the songs she used to sing All the favorite TV shows Have gone out the window All the things that I used to say All the words that got in the way All the things that I used to know Have gone out the window All the things that she used to bring All the songs she used to sing All the favorite TV shows Have gone out the window Lesse.. a thought? Well.. I'm thinking about getting a kitten. A little orange thing. I dunno what I'll call it though... maybe ... uhm... lesse.. AHH.. I know.. refer to a name website for reference to something that means loyal and loving.. hmm... Loyal: CHENG DAMON KERDA LEALA Loving ALOHA CARON GUILLERMINA KAMI PHILLIP PHILOMENA Geez.. these names WANK. I'm gonna have to find some interesting OTHER names in my MIGHTY index txt file of NAMES.. yay!! research is FUN!! oooo.. speaking of research, I'm gonna give ya'll a list of interesting sites I've stumbled upon in that last few months since my computer's brain has been wiped clean by virus and such.. OH.. SPEAKING OF VIRUS!! Ya'll need to REALLY watch out for this virus called SirCam. It's a bitch, our network caught it, and believe me, we had a time trying to isolate and eradicate it. We had to actually d/l a fix over the internet on it. Can you believe it, my father, the modern day King Arthur (*wink* love ya, pops), had to notify someone (i don't remember who) that there was even a problem, and then BOOM next thing we know, they come up with a fix for the virus.. thank god, we d/l it.. think we got rid of it, and the DAMN THING has resurrected itself from another machine on the network. So.. we set up all 7 machines to do this at the same time.. and KABLAMO... virus gone. hopefully.. but.. still ya'll need to go to your start menu, find and search for "*scam*.*" or "sirc" if ANYTHING comes up rather than what you KNOW on your harddrive, or the fix for it, you've been infected. The damn thing comes through email, so those who are on public access machines or don't have email, you really have no worries, mate. but those of who have BOUGHT and PAID dearly for your machines, you need to start sweating bullets, if you have acquired this wonderful virus you've got a 1/60 chance of having your drives formatted on October the 16th of THIS YEAR!! YAY!! HOORAY!! oh happy day. aren't we all pleased? I'd give ya LINK to this stuff.. but I can't find it.. uhmm... I'll get back to you on it once I have all my ducks in a row. NOW for the links to sites I found interesting. http://www.bornmagazine.com/ http://www.somethingawful.com/cliff/ihateyou/ http://www.mskiteonline.com/ http://www.geocities.com/SoHo/Veranda/1916/Home.html www.brown.edu/Students/Korean_Students_Association/asian_voices/spring95/chloe.html later... I'm OUT Dezy. |
| September 7th, 2001, I figured it out.. I will name my orange kitten... Lambert. Do you remember that little disney flick? hmm.. prolly not.. lemme see if I can find a link to it.. brb.. Lambert, the Sheepish Lion. I loved lambert.. or leo.. maybe I should call him leo.. or Lionel.. Oooo.. Lionel.. nahh.. I like Lambert. Yup.. lambert it is. Lambert You can't even baa, you can't even bleat Your ears are too big and so are your feet Lambert Your tail is too short and so is your wool There isn't enough for one bag full Lambert, the Sheepish Lion Lambert is always tryin' To be a wild and wooly sheep Lambert, the Sheepish Lion Little lambs all love to butt Their heads are hard as stone Lambert thought that he could lick A dozen lambs alone. While the other lambs all gathered 'round To watch the funny bout (oh, oh, oh, oh...) He wanted to be counted in But he was counted out. Lambert, the Sheepish Lion Lambert is always tryin' To be a wild and wooly sheep Lambert, the Sheepish Lion. The little lambs got Lambert's goat He was a nervous wreck He had to hide behind his ma To save his little neck. He couldn't baa and he couldn't butt At last poor Lambert knew He hated to admit that he Was yellow through and through. (After the fight with the wolf) Lambert the Sheepish Lion Lambert ... there's no denyin' Now he's a wild a wooly sheep Instead of a sheepish Wailing and weepish Little-Bo-Peepish Lion. NOW... just to find a kitten.. *enter mission impossible theme* This thoughts page will self-destruct in 5 seconds. Have a Good weekend, Happy FRIDAY!! Ohh.. And off subject totally... Narboza is happening this 11th of September (next Tuesday). Ya'll know what Narboza is, doncha? YES!! of course!! IT's my NEW World-wide Holiday. Gather up your friends, have a great time, ya'll... 'Tis the Season for Friendship. Grab 'em while you still got'em and damn the wife when she scowls about your night out with the boys. I'm gonna enjoy myself. First Annual NARBOZA!!! SEPTEMBER 11TH!!!! Celebrate like your life depended on it. I'm OUT Dezy. |