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July 30th, 2001,

Hey ya'll!! Long time, no see, eh?  Thoughts is what you're wanting, and thoughts it what you'll get.

Malicious Children.

Where in the HELL do these demented little shits come from?  Are they born depraved?  I'm serious.  These children that from the WOMB are evil.. Is it a chemical imbalance, a terrible personality?  Why do they turn out the way they do.  I'm curious as hell, cause I don't know, but it's a real problem our culture is coming across.  This children.. I don't exactly THINK they're evil from birth, I think slowly their shown by the people AROUND THEM that that's the only way to be, or the only way to get their way, or that their way is the only RIGHT way.. and they should be bowed to.  Little malicious, selfish, evil children are over running the world, and my thoughts on it is the parents are depraved, neglect their children, use them as pets.. OOo.. some hot chicks just walked by.. Mmm... mm.. Ok.. well.. I gotta go to work.

I'm out.
August 2nd, 2001,

I wrote a paper some time ago on some book.. and I can't remember it, but the book is irrelevent.. my whole memory is of the paper saying that people are inherently evil.  I sometimes wonder about this.  Is that true? I mean, I don't feel evil, and I polled my family and as a child I wasn't evil either.  I was happy and helpful, I took care of my little brother, I played with anyone, I shared, and I would talk to anyone, no matter who, where or if they understood english or not.  *ponders*  Are people inherently evil?  Or instead... are they inherently selfish.  See.. I could see them being inherently selfish.  Baby's would have to selfish, otherwise what attention would they be getting?  They would have to be completely self-absorbed or they would never learn anything in the first few months because their vision doesn't reach over a few feet.. everything else besides them and that boob or bottle stuck in their face is a big fuzzy blob.  The reason they like things that move and are bright, noisy and colorful above their crib is because they see them as noisy floating blobs of color, much like their parents or other people that stick their head over the baby's face.  As they get older, their vision gets better and they can see the objects more clearly.   Anyway... I sometimes wonder if SOME people ever get out of that stage.  They say some adult traits are hanger-ons from their infant state.. people that have oral fixations or ass fixations... you get the point.. whatever they never completely satisfied their curiousity on when they were in an infant state carries over into their adult life.  (In that case, I must have an oral fixation)  So why not the self-absorbed fixation babies have?  But.. if they keep the self-absorbed trait, why not the curiousity.

Also... I was thinking yesterday about this global warming thing... What if our pollution wasn't the only thing making our planet heat up?  I mean, for a moment, let's pretend that pollution didn't exist.  The planet would still be warming up because of it's general cycle of going around the sun and such.. WHAT IF... all this heat that's being generated and reflected in our world is ACTUALLY linked to all the concrete we've poured on the surface of the planet.  I mean.. have you ever noticed that places with an abundance of trees and things aren't as hot as concrete?  Maybe there's something to that.. MAYBE, just maybe our planet's core temperature is rising is because we're placing more and more rock that REFLECTS HEAT on it's surface instead of dirt that would ABSORB it, and the heat is just being bounced between the layer of ozone that protects us from the sun and the surface of the planet from freezing by shielding the heat generated by itself from dissapating into the frozen cosmos, therefore bringing up the temperature of the atmosphere inside the planet.  This would cause storms and hurricanes like we're having when the ultra hot air over the bigger cities clashes with cooler MOIST air over the ocean or other large bodies of water.  OK.. saying that.. wouldn't it go to reason that the heat being generated in the INSIDE of the planet is also being bounced back?  And we all know heat + heat = more heat.. I mean.. THAT'S common sense.  Ok.. I'm not a scientist, or a meterologist, or an astrologist, in fact, I've never even gone to college.. so.. I don't know if this has any basis whatsoever in fact.. but.. it's a good theory anyway.

Well.. anyway.. that's my thoughts, I'm gonna go to work now.

lates.
I'm out.
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