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| April 30th, 2001, First of all, I'm putting this in BEFORE my thoughts.. WhoEVER keeps guessing me as a freaking crush STOP IT!! If I had a crush on you, I would NOT be sneaky about telling you. I generally am nervous about telling you, but I WILL tell you, damn the consequences. And if you're sending me one, dammit, just tell me. it's cute, yeah yeah yeah, blah blah blah.. but STOP it.. it makes me crazy.. I have to guess and I end up sending out all these OTHER crushlinks and it makes other people crazy and then pretty soon everybody is paranoid and looking over their shoulder looking for their staulker.. blahhhhh. If it's in earnest, it's real sweet, but.. it's unneeded, and I would much rather you saying it outloud. With that.. on with the show... As the last day of April, I think I'd like to talk about something that I find as the GREATEST thing ever.. and I know I sound like a 6 year old saying that.. kinda goes with bestest friends FOREVER... but anyway... I think the greatest things that happen in your life are never planned or even thought of. Like.. meeting up with old friends in a HUGE surprise. Christian has come to visit his second home.. HI CHRISTIAN!! It's been 3 years since the last time we saw him. Three whole years.. doesn't seem that long when you stand back from it, but do you know how much STUFF has happened between the day he left (which, amazingly enough I still remember: June 3, 1998) and now? My family and I started a business, which I must say is my baby.. takes up my life, I have to think of it, make sure it's always watched.. always taken care of.. I worry over it, I joy in it.. *shrug* for now, it's my life. My precious car broke down since I've seen him last.. boo hoo, I've been to over 5 states since he was here. And I forgot his last name in all the time he was away. But never the face, and never the memories. He goes back to Germany in a week. We'll miss him yet again. I'm sure his life has changed too, but because it seems so normal to YOU in YOUR life, you never see it changing or morphing .. same as yourself. But... I digress. What I mean to say is, you never see things coming and maybe that's what makes things special, ya think? And what I think is the coolest thing is.. it makes you feel just like you did the day you were seperated. The old stupid jokes that you've hidden under piles of thoughts and worries, and poked into cubby holes that day to day activities leave suddenly come out in a rush to once more come alive. And I think that feeling is perfect. Perfection at its finest. lol.. Oh well... uhmm... I think that's about it. I'm out. |
| May 1st, 2001, Welcome to a new month everyone!! A new chance to change your day, your life, you underwear.. ahhh.. the possibilities. And SPEAKING of possibilities, I wanted to tell everyone that it's possible I MAY BE HUMAN.. yes. veeeeery scary. Damn flies keep buzzing my head.. *SMACK* hehe.. nevermind, it won't be bugging me any longer. You know, I haven't written a really mean thoughts page in awhile. I'm kinda glad about that. OH.. I wanted to say hi to a friend of mine that thinks I'm blowing him off or something .. Hey Justin, I'm REALLY busy.. I'm not lying. Beginning of the summer season and people are falling hanging from the ceiling at work. So.. anyway. uhm... ONE month until I leave for Vegas. Oh, didn't I tell you all? oh well. ANYWAY.. you will be deprived of me for a whole *gulp* one day out of this thoughts page. I'll be leaving on a Thursday.. I think.. lemme check.. be RIGHT back.. Yeah.. I'll miss the Friday issue of the thoughts page and Ewwie Weiners won't be updated until the following Wednesday. That's nice little break. I'll be gone for a total of three days... and I'll be FLYING!!! I've never flown my entire life, and I'm so excited. I hope I don't get airsick.. cause that would totally Blech. I took a bus trip before. That was fun. You meet ALL kinds of people on the buses. It's really great, even though you don't get to take a shower as often as you like, which REALLY bites. But anyway.. hmm.. what was I gonna say? *scratches skull* I dunnah remembah. oh well. I don't really have a thought today. oh wait.. I LIKE RICE.. hehe. I'm out. |
| May 2nd, 2001, Guess who's got a date. Yup. That's me. Had one last weekend too, it went REALLY well, but our schedules don't mesh , so it's more like.. hurry up and wait and then something crops up.. blech.. but anyway.. Dezy's got a daaaaaaate. I also have to work on my webcomic.. I'm really trying to get it to where I can color it and everything on the computer. But to do that, I'm going to have to buy a pen and pad mouse type thingie. Which I've been wanting since it came out a FEW years back. They weren't as accurate then though, but I hear they're getting better. In fact, the only problem I have with getting it right now is that I don't have enough serial ports on my comp (printer, mouse, scanner, and digital camera film reader kinda takes up some kinda room). Oh man. thoughts thoughts thoughts... How to sell yourself. I've never been able to. I suck at selling myself. I'm always worried about people getting a lemon (namely, me). Callie says I think about it too much, but I figure.. yeaaa.. whatever. Honesty is the best policy, even if it DOES rub people the wrong way. Anyway, I'm not much on talking to day so I'll say this... I'm out. *wiggles eyebrows* I work that in rather well, don't I? |
| May 3rd, 2001, Oh my word, i almost forgot to write this before the strike of midnight... that's when my fingers turn back into mice and my butt into one HUGE pumpkin. hehe.. that's hilarious... HAHAHAHA.. oh.. phew.. I feel better. You konw, I've been feeling goofy all day today. Yesterday, I felt like running around with my clothes off, but I figured my neighbors would call the cops and stuff.. not only that, but the people I live with prolly don't wanna see that crap.. lol.. Ok.. well, I don't really have a new thought for today, but I did write some poetry today.. and I posted it at www.wildpoetryforum.com it's in the Euterpe forum.. there's two of them... ANYWAY.. that's all I have to say.. and I've got to post this before my fingers turn into... a;slkdnfa ;lky76asdty75l;knb.l;aky8er I'm out. |