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| 6/16/04 It's summer and I'm happy. Not too happy about having to work 40 hrs a week. I could use a day off but once I get my first paycheck I won't be complaining anymore. At least I now have sundays off, I quit my other job. No more animal hospital for the next 2 months until school starts up again. And now that i'm once again somewhat bored while at work, I'd thought I'd share it with the world. I"M BORED!!!! |
| 6/25/04 It's Friday!!!! Let the fun begin...hehe. I don't have much planned. Tomorrow is my friend's bday. We're all going down to bmore to celebrate. Hope I don't drink too much. As my tolerants has gone down a lot since I haven't been drinking much at all in the past couple months. But that's a good thing, right. Nothing really new happening, same old. Working, hanging out with dave :), rarely see my sister anymore cuz she is never home. I wonder if she'll ever spend the night again at our place. I don't really mind though, it can get lonely sometimes. I feel like I live alone for the most part. And we have completely stopped exercising cuz she is never home to exercise with me, and I don't like to exercise alone. And that sucks, I wantta exercise. After 6 months of living in our new place, we finally caved in (more like I caved in) and got a home phone, I haven't used it yet, but I will when I get home today. How exciting. |
| 7/22/04 Today sucks, yesterday sucked. If you would of asked me how I was doing yesterday morning, I would of told you ok, but now if you ask me, I'd say I'm feeling pretty crappy. Apparently I've just left some of the 1/4 of my happy life and have entered the 3/4 of my crappy life. It sucks. Just when you really start liking someone, they drop that bomb on you. All I can say is that it really sucks and I'll miss him and I hope I stop crying soon and move on. |
| 7/27/04 Its been almost a week now and while i am feeling a lil better, i'm really not feeling better enough. I did not expect to hurt this much. I'm surprised, most the time I don't even hurt I just move on. But somehow this time is different. And it just plain out sucks. Its the middle of summer I should be out having fun. I haven't even gone to full moon or bay cafe at all this summer. I am however going to LA and i think i might escape to down south for a lil bit. But these places don't excite me as much as they used to right now. I just keep thinking of all the things I wanted to do with u this summer, I feel as if I could list at least 20 things, that now will never happen, unless we do actually get along ok as friends, then i could see us maybe hanging out sometimes. But until I am completely over you, I really don't think friends is a good option...i wouldn't mind being "friends" though but even that would take some time. |
| 7/28/04 I have this song in my head, i changed a few words around..but all the same..its stuck in my head..ugh When its over, that's the time I move on again And when its over that's the time you're in my heart again And when you, go,go,go,go, i know it will end All the things that I used to say All the words that got in the way All the things I used to know Have gone out the window All the things that you used to bring All the songs that you used to sing Al the favorite ab fab shows Have gone out the window I'm missing you I never knew how much you were afraid I'm missing you I never knew how much you meant to me But I don't need you And when you go,go,go,go I know it'll end, it'll end You never said you were pretending I'm wishing you felt the same But if you came back to me I'm not sure i'd need you And when you go,go,go,go I know it will end, it'll end When its over, can i still come over and when its over is it really over when its over thats the time i move on again |
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