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| 8/3/04 I'm feeling better, thank you for asking. |
| 8/26/04 California was awesome. I went to 3 different beaches, saw some famous people, watched a taping of jepordy, saw a dogers game (they lost), went hiking, and ate lots of good cheap mexican food. Overall my opinion on LA is a good place to visit but i wouldn't want to live there. I am not a city girl and I like my weahter hot, not chilly. But now I am back into the real world again, working and worring about school. And if I could just mention that I am not a prep, some people it seems only want to belive what they think is true even if it is not really true. Thank you. |
| 8/27/04 Life is going ok for me right now. I'm a lil stressed out about school but I know (or better yet i pray to god) that everything will work out ok in the end. I am a lil sad cuz my friend that I hang out with all the time is moving away so now I won't have anyone to hang out with anymore. But those are about the only two things I can think of that I can complain about. Other than that everything is good :) |
| 10/14/04 Where do I start. Well a friend of mine told me i should starting writing in this thing again, as if he or anyone actually reads it. Oh well, I don't care. I think i started this website like 3 or 4 years ago. That's a long time. Makes me think of the person I used to be back then and the person I am now. I have changed alot, but for the better, not sure. I still complain about the same things which are kindda funny. I need to lose weight, I have no bf, school or work is stressing me out, my friends don't do anything, blah,blah,blah. They are like superfical problems though, I don't tell anyone my real probelms...I kindda guess I should but I don't know who to tell. I don't trust really anyone. I think I have a self destructing behavior. I see it happening now a lil bit, but I let it continue anyway. At least its not as bad and will never get as bad as it used to be. I hope. I was hoping a certain person was going to come over tonight, but its almost 10pm and i haven't heard from him so i'll assume that he's not coming. Mutant asshole (hehe, inside joke) I cut 11 inches off my hair today. It's kindda short now. Last time I cut it short was back in 99. School is extremely stressing me out this semester, so far its not looking so good. I hope, pray, that i pass. |
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| 10/25/04 Hello out there. Well my week has been filled with so many ups and downs. First we'll start with the downs, I'm really really disliking my one teacher, he's an ass, I better plass his class. I think that if u have no desire to teach you shouldn't be a teacher. And I got a ticket for not changing my address with the DMV within 30 days of moving, Who'd a thought..i never even knew. So stupid. And my ups for the week, someone surprised me with a present, so thoughful..can't remember the last time someone gave me a gift for no reason...been a long time. And I like the gift alot, now I can give my ex back his book and forget he exist. Halloween is coming up, its about 5 days away, hopefully I'll do something fun for it on saturday. I might dress up as a schoolgirl again, fun,fun..no more pig tails though. My sister, mom, and dad are all going out of town this weekend, so i'm going to be pet sitting, I have a plan...shhh, don't tell them. But I'm going to bring my lil baby over to my place on saturday. Hope she doesn't freak out. Oh, and I can't not mention my poor little tink tink (stinky) is sick tonight, he got his rabies shot today and has thrown up at least 10 times tonight, i feel so bad for him..poor lil tink tink :( |
| 10/28/04 Well I passed all my classes, thank god. I got all B's (that i know of). Other than that nothing else hasn't been too great. I am now unemployed which also means i'm broke,, my car is in the shop (some stupid b*tch hit me and gave me all false information so now i have to pay to fix my car and my insurance will go up, no long will i ever trust a stranger again, people are evil), my dog's health isn't the best, gotta take her to the vet soon and get a dental done on her and get a xray of her heart cuz she has a bad heart and needs medicine, and my mom doesn't want to pay for any of it so broke debbie gets to pay somehow. And yes I am broke, but I will manage to pay for my bills and take care of myself and my babies. I feel fat even though I have mantained the same weight for the past 2 years, i was recently told that my ass is too big, and it wasn't a complainment, it was a complain. Great, just great. Also I can't not menton what I've been feeling a lot lately...I miss my bf, i don't think he has time for me:( Ok,Ok enough complaining. Lets see New years is coming up soon. Not sure what i'm doing yet. No clue at all, I do have a few options. As long as I do something, i'll be happy. Yeah, my life is pretty boring right now. Not much going on...been sleeping alot, no job, no school, haven't seen too much of any of my friends. Pretty boring end to the year. Oh yeah, and i do have a new years resolution, but i can't share it. |