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8/26/02

Well it's been a while, but I'm back. My summer's been going ok. I've been to OC city a few times and obx a lot. I love it down there, so peaceful and relaxing, I'm going down there Labor day weekend..yippie..only 3 more days.
School has started, i'm taking two classes at two different schools. Biology and medical terminology. Hopefully I'll do good.
My boyfriend is in florida right now, he gets back tomorrow. I've been pet sitting for him while he's gone. I think I like his pets more than him, he's an asshole. I don't see us staying together much longer ..even though i've been saying that for at least 2 weeks now.
I saw my gay guy today at work and he talked to me...he is soo cute..he's got a simle that could melt u :) Too bad I had just got done eatting cookies and cream ice cream and well my teeth didn't look their best..hehe
I started writing my ex boyfriend, he's in jail...5 years he's got...don't know why i'm writing him, i don't really miss him...my current boyfriend reminds me a lot of him...they both don't appericate me the way they should, or in other words, they're assholes. But my ex bf has at least always been nice to me while he's in jail..hmm..i wonder why..
Well, i just found out my boyfriend is back!...adios...time to get me some _________! hehe

9/10/02
I can't believe my one friend went to hawaii and didn't even mention it to me, i'm so jealous. i need a vacation but looks like the earliest i can take one isn't till december since i've got class mon-fri. One of my best friends from middle and some of highschool (once i graduated and moved away, we didn't get to hang out much and lost touch with each other, but now that i'm back home were talking more))..anyway she had a cute lil baby boy, i still can't believe it...so weird..so that makes 3 people i know so far that have had kids....Well tomorrow is 9/11..i rememeber 9/11 last year very well...i'm sure lots of people do...i was driving to work on 29 when i first heard about it on the radio, then i got to work and told everyone that didn't already know, we watched it on tv in horror, then got to leave early at like 11ish...i drove to my parent's house instead of driving back to college park...met up with some friends, and we drank and watched the tv the rest of the night...every station had the same thing on it i remember...duh.

9/26/02
Life's been busy lately. Alot going through my mind. Like moving, me and duck still haven't found a place, and now nate wants to move in with us...but he is in the process of selling his condo, so we've got to find a place before the end of next month. Also are duck and nate going to get along living together, are me and nate going to get along living together. I'm acutally looking forward to it, but in the back of my head i wish it was just me and nate getting a place, but i can't be mean like that to duck. but if we don't find a place by the end of oct. i just might have to be. Schools been really stressful, i've been spending every free minute i have studying or working on hw...i spend about half my work working on school work. It's raining out today, i'm going to obx tomorrow, and i think it's suppose to rain. i don't like driving in the rain...i did get new tires today though..they costed a lil bit more than what i wented, but what u going to do.
The fact that my natey poo is moving to florida is starting to bother me, i don't want him to go but it's not like i can stop him, plus i want him to be happy. Wish i could go to florida with him, but as i breifly mentioned it last night, he didn't seem to thrilled i was thinking that, so i guess no florida for me :( My sister might win a free truck and some other prizes this weekend, i hope she does, but her chances of winning are 1 in 99, so not too good.

10/15/02
WHY IS FINDING A APARTMENT SO DAM HARD! All I'm asking for is a 1 bedroom apartment that's not in the ghetto, that allows cats and has a short term lease for about $600-$700. Why is that so hard to find. Please end my suffering and let me find a apartment. Then I can concentrate on other things like school, work, and getting drunk :)

10/22/02
So I found an apartment that me and duck both really like and the landlord lady seemed to really like us too and said she'd call us that night and let us know if we got it or not...well 2 days later and we're still waiting for the call. It's not looking good. Good bye Yanni! It would of been nice living next to you...dam he's so hot. Anyway....now the search is on again, but i just am losing hope that we will ever find a place that we like and actually get. Why, oh why am I cursed with bad luck. Also my car has been having problems starting, and yesterday I had to get two jump starts. So today I found out that the new battery I got about a month ago is dead...cost me $20 bucks for them to tell me that. So then I took my car over to where I had gotten the battery and they replaced it for free but I did have to miss work, which really wasn't a bad thing...i felt like i could of taken the whole day off..but i didn't...i managed to drag myself in around 11:30ish. Also this is the last week my baby will have his own place, he's moving about 45 mins away from me and hopefully i'll get to see him on the weekends :( I'm going to miss him...all this week i told him i'm spending every day with him since it will be our last weekdays together...i wonder how i'm going to react when his last week comes before he moves to florida...i'll probably be a wreck

10/28/02
Well my baby moved..now i don't get to see him as much. And halloween is coming up in a few days, that'll be out 6 month anniversary. I still haven't found a apartment, I'm starting to not want to incase i move to north carolina with my sister which would be in like a few months. I don't know what to do.....

11/12/02
I guess I should be happy that school is almost over with but that also means the end of the year is almost here and i have to decide once and for all if i'm going to be doing my job next year too, cuz as of now i plan to quit dec 31st...i haven't told anyone yet...but i need to it if i want to become a vet tech. Also my bf is acting like an ass lately..he's been too busy to hang out with me...i wonder if he really is busy or if this is just he's way of saying it's over...i guess i'll find out soon. The 1st weekend in december, i go to visit jon in jail, that should be interesting..why i am doing this, u ask..well i have no clue.

11/19/02
Would you believe he broke up with me :( At least I think...i haven't talked to him in over a week and it's not like i haven't tried calling him..i think he is avoiding me...why, i don't know..but he has all my movies and owes me money..but i'm sure i'll get those back in time. I just can't believe he broke up with me, not like we got into a fight or anything...that's just my luck...oh, well not like i didn't know he'd be leaving me anyway i just thought it'd be in february for florida, not now. Another holiday season that i get to spend alone, oh what fun.

12/10/02
I wanted to make sure I wrote this down so I don't foget. Well, over the weekend I went to Salisbury, haven't been there since the summer. Overall I had a good time. Don't make fun of me but I also went and visited my ex bf that has been in jail the past 2 years...it was nice, brought back a lot of old memories. I still haven't gotten my movies back from nate (ass). whoops did i say that....only a few more weeks till christmas. Oh, what fun. And before I forget we celebrated my mommie's b-day yesterday, she turned 52. I got my final exam this friday and then all done with school until february...it should be interesting...hope i'm not making a mistake.