| Damaging Daydream |
| I slowly drop the book for the thousanth time today. My constant thoughts for him just keep getting in the way. Every other line sparks an image in my mind, the things these thoughts do to me really isn't kind. I read about a tender kiss shared between two lovers, and the thoughts I have about him are unlike any other. I read about two people tenderly making love, and what goes through my mind can't be said, well, just because. I really wish these feelings would just go away and hide, but they seem to be really stuck in the back of my mind. My book is going slowly, more-so than is normal, on top of all this, the timing is horrible. I really can't have these thoughts at this place and time. It's so forward in my mind I can barely even rhyme. All I can think about is lying in his arms, but right now these thoughts are doing quite a bit of harm. |