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| Get Out (2/18/02) Go away, Get out of my head, I don't want you, There anymore. I don't, Want to remember you, I don't want to, feel the pain anymore. You caused, All my pain, An innocent child was, Beaten into Insanity. You made, Me believe that I, Was horrible and not worth, The air I would breathe. Get out, Of my head, I can't stand to remember, What you did anymore. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| Untitled (2/18/02) Little girl, Broken and battered, Never told, She was loved. Only a child, Was made to do, Things she, Never should've done. Just a teenager, Beaten down, Lonely and scared, Of everyone. Just a teenager, Turned to drugs, To fill the void, Of emptiness inside. Just a woman, Trying to hang on, Just trying to live, Day by day. Just a woman, Reaching out, To face the truth, Of her past. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| Up, Down, All Around (2/22/02) Up and down and all around, Emotions can't decide, How to be, How to feel. So many feelings, Flood my mind, Tired of it, Wish I could pick a feeling. Happy and sad and feeling bad, When is this, Roller coaster ride, Going to be done? Pick a feeling, Stupid mind, I am sick of too many, It is driving me nuts. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| Me (2/25/02) sick and tired of being me, wish someone else I could be, tired of fighting to live, tired of abusers I have to forgive, my mind can't think straight, not sure if I will make it to the pearly gate, i can't help but think I am bad, and i am just so very sad, flashbacks haunt me, not sure how to feel or be, why does things have to be this way, why are things so hard for me to say, confusion sets in and i can't think, thoughts are gone before I blink, frustrated beyond my belief, lost childhood gives me grief, one day I hope it will be easier, that is for sure, it is just so hard to cope, and not to give up hope. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| I want to fly (3/3/02) i want to fly, so high, up in the sky. i want to go, so far, where nobody knows. i want to be free, and happy, to be me. i want to fly, so very high, where no one can touch me. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| A Dream (3/16/02) In the recesses of my mind, my dream is so fuzzy, yet so clear. He is yelling at me, I can't move, my body won't let me. I struggle to move, I only move a little, he is still yelling. Down on the floor, crying, hoping it stops. I wake up with a start, my breath is rapid, and I am afraid. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| Little Girl Remembers (4/4/02) A little girl, so fragile, so innocent, so alone. She remembers, the freckles. on his face, on his cheek. The little girl recalls, him making her, open her mouth, and being choked. The pressure, of his hand, over her mouth, she is scared. Confusion in her mind, fear unimaginable, closes her eyes, and that is all. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| If (4/4/02) If I am there for you, will you be there for me, will we be friends forever, guess we will see. I am loyal, honest and true, and that is what, I like my friends to be. Friendship takes time, need to build up trust, I will try to be all I can, To be the best. Will you be my friend, I will help you, you can help me, we'll all be happy. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| Nothing Can Help (5/19/02) there are things that your eyes can not see, buried deep inside, you think you can heal me, i say don't bother to try, hopelessness takes over my being, struggling to make it, through the day, it is very hard. i try to heal and try to deal, but I don't do that very well, i tuck myself deep inside, for no one to see, longing for a single gesture, to set me free. I wish I could be better, for I try so hard, but things just seem to get worse, and i have nowhere to look. hope is something, i just don't have, anymore. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| It's Because of You (5/31/02) It all started with you, harm an innocent child, that used to be me, i used to be happy. You made me believe, that I was crap, not worth your time, except when you needed someone to take it out on. You must be so happy right now, as I suffer, and hurt, and slowly fade away. Just when I think things are better, more hurt and pain comes in, just what you gave me, it's all because of you. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| Climbing the Mountain (5/31/02) Healing is, climbing the tallest mountain, with no protection from the weather, trying to get to the top. Scrapes and scratches, and my blood, taint the white snow, from the Mountain's harshness. Climb up so high, hopes rise, then the horrendous fall, leaving me broken. It seems, no matter how hard I try, to get to the top of healing, all I do is just fall and fall. Tired and weary, somehow I still try, try to climb, and not give up hope. Good Luck. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| Alone (6/13/02) Life can be so hard, to make it day by day, holding on to hope, trying to make a way. Reaching out for a hand, to hold and comfort me, but when I look, my hand is empty. My soul aches, loneliness sets in, my heart breakes, and I cry inside. The only arms, to comfort my soul, to hold me close, is my own. And I cry. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| ME (6/27/02) Deep hurt inside, can't handle the pain, keep it all in, a smile hides my pain. I feel so alone, that no one can care, I feel I am awful, for things in the past that are there. They say it isn't my fault, but somehow I blame me, that is pretty stupid, people probably can see. I do so much for others, hardly putting myself first, even when I am feeling like, I am gonna burst. Can't they see through my smile, all of my hurt, it is killing me inside, I feel no better than dirt. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| Ex-Dad (7/5/02) You killed my inner child, never knew what it was like, to play and be free. You hurt me, You deny it all, but I know what you did even if others do not. I still love you, don't know why, you have so many times made me want to die. Pain in my head, throbbing and throbbing, wanting to explode. Never an answer to why, never an answer to come, denial rules all don't it ex-dad? I live with the pain, while you are free, i hate being me. I hope someday, you get what you deserve, and that it is way worse than what I go through every day. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| Inside (7/8/02) Building up inside of me, many emotions, making my head hurt, i feel so much. I don't know why, I feel this way, It isn't pleasant, I don't want to be me. Crying, little tears, why? can't figure out. Holding on, taking things a minute at a time, hoping, these feelings go away. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
| If you Could See (7/11/02) If you could see my world through my eyes, you would be surprised how different it is, what is there, what I feel. The world is a strange place, scary at times, it feels so lonely and deformed, it seems so unreal. If you could see the hurt, that gives me blinding headaches, the hurt that makes the tears, fall from my eyes. The world is just not about you, it is about me too, you leave me outside of your heart, I wonder why you can't let me in. I endured so much, I still endure the after-effects, I am sorry you can't handle it, but that is the way it is. If you could see the world through my eyes, you would see my reaching out, and need for love and caring, You would see me. I don't know if that's what you want to see, I don't know if you want to see ME. *~*Angelic Skye*~* |
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