New Site

March 13, 2004

Hmm, if you didn't see my index page then I guess that you can read it here. This is the last entry I'll be putting into this site for now. I felt that this was an okay site but decided to try a new one. It has some iframes and should be a bit quicker. It doesn't have the "Random Button" but it is somewhat better. Uhh, I guess that is all I will be saying. My new website is www.geocities.com/ynonamous_lysdexic Hope you like it.

The Overwhelming Aptness of School

August 24, 2003

Jeez, it's only the second week of school and I have a project due in like a week. What is that? This is not college. We are not machines. I have two essays/tests, some quizes to study for, a book that takes too much of my time to read, and plenty of other assignments to occupy the remainder of the sleep I would have gotten all due on Monday. What is that? At my other school I would have not had that much homework in a week...well maybe but still not this early in the year and only if I had procrastinated. The only thing is that there is no procrastination and all of this was assigned on Friday. They just load us up. Ya know what else, we get this workload during the weekdays too. Each class is like "if you only give thirty minutes to an hour each night, you will succeed." The only problem is that I have seven classes and even if I gave each the minimum of thirty minutes it would still be three and a half hours of pure work. What is that? Alas, I feel that I have ranted on for long enough and it is getting "late." Technically it's getting early as it is about ten past twelve but you know how it is. Until the next time...two birds in the bush are worth one in the hand and no matter what, diet does NOT taste more like the regular.

Hmmm...

August 8, 2003

Ya know, I've wasted a whole summer and what have I accomplished? Nothing. I'll give you a quick overview of the summer. I got a job at AMC, watched a lot of movies, played a little of baseball, went to two camps, and learned some of the secrets to the allegedly "unsolvable" rubix cube. I didn't study and I only read one book this summer, Lord of the Flies. Ya know, sometimes I wonder if it is all just a waste. Well, no, I know that it was a waste. And now that I am used to the summer, of course it is over. That is tons of fun. Ya know, I really do wish sometimes that we have all year round school so that I could at least not have to recover from the summer's laziness and rustiness. Well, I think that is all that anyone could suffer to listen to. Umm, to all that have been waiting for this...get out and do something. Those who just happen to breeze across the untimely entry...the first in a looong time...I think that it will be a long time before I re-update this site. So...check back in next week or something. I may have added something by then. I dunno.... Oh, and welcome back to school for all those starting on August 11. Life sucks for you too.

Neh...

May 19, 2003

Damn crappiness. I cannot even begin to decribe how much I hate not having the internet anymore. It's like having a best friend removed, except a little worse. Alright, I think I will tell of my past few days...

Yeah, well on Friday I had a not-so-good day as I realized that I had not the A that I thought I had had the previous days. Yes, that was not good. I neglected my homework and on Saturday, I did the same. I went and got an application for AMC theaters, which I hope to be working at. On Saturday, I wasted a lot of time not studying or doing homework despite the whole finals being on Monday through Wednesday. I felt really sore all over despite having done nothing to myself. I did some menial labor such as mowing the lawn and was pretty much miserable all day. On Sunday, I didn't feel much better. I went to church late despite my whole waking up early. It was bad. We sang not-so-much my favorite songs during worship. After, I went and submitted my application and picked up/turned in a few more. On the way home, I already got a return on an application that I had turned in like thirty minutes previous. That night, I went to church again. We took Loren along so that there would be basketball playing, but instead there was this whole devotional that cut directly in. It was not very cool. So, instead we went over to my youth minister's house and had the devotional. Unbeknownst to myself, my mother had left her set of the car keys in the car. SO, after the whole devotional, which was pretty good just to let you know, I got to drive over to Loren's house and pick up my mom. After, I tried to do homework but unsurprisingly I was tired. It was only like eleven when I decided in my head "screw all this gayness" and went to sleep without doing some studying or homework. It was really stupid I realize today since I have even more, plus an interview. Hmm, I am really unhappy right now because I have like several essays and a lot of studying to do tonight and it sucks. It sucks arse and all I want to do is go hide in a cave. I am also friggin' tired for whatever reason. At the moment I am about to go check on my class ranking. I bet it's not even in the thirty's. Oh well. Until next time my faithful readers *coughs* umm, yeah. I'll try to update soon. Hopefully I will be getting some form of internet or something.

I hate life...

May 15, 2003

Uhh, I hate school. I just want it to be over and for me to have all A's. Yes, that would be good. I really just don't like it. I haven't gotten the applications for that one job type thingy. I am a lazy bum. I don't know, I just don't feel like doign it. My car doesn't work very well. I have to go get it fixed...it sucks. I probably will be spending some four hundred to two thousand dollars more. It just sucks. I hate my life. Everytime I get excited or enjoy something, "fate" just goes and ruins it. Maybe one could say that its all coincidence but I don't think so. It's a conspiracy that the world has against me and I hate it. I hate it. *sighs*...I will live until the conspiracy finds it easier to just end the pain.

CAR!!!

May 13, 2003

Hey! Guess what happened! Yes, I finished my autobiography. It was so exciting. It only took me an additional week to do it, too. Hehe, you probably know that is not the exciting news. Yes, it's out, I have a car. While it's not really nice or the best, it's mine. It is an '87 Caddillac Seville. Yes, it is kind of old but I like it and you should just be happy for me. Now all I need is to get a job...

I am sooooooo tired. I have had like a total of four or five hours in the past seventy-two. I feel the weariness beginning to wear down as the day continues. Well, I don't really know what else there is to say about today except that I don't want to go to school anymore. It's too strenuous. Alas...I will persevere...

This weekend was actually pretty good, it's the day that sucks

May 12, 2003

Well, the weekend wasn't completely boring. I actually did go to the lake. I didn't participate though. I didn't have the money and hate using other people's money. I dunno, it's one of those things about me.

I hope to get a new car soon. I checked out a few ghetto ones recently and thought that they were pretty cool. I finished only some of my homework this weekend. Well, I finished everything except the autobiography and the Preston essay. I just have to complete those or death for me. One more chance, because I know I'll have to turn one in and present the other tomorrow. Oh, and Mr. Preston lowered my fantastically great grade back down to a C or something. It's horrible. He needs to grade those essays and give me credit for them. If he doesn't and I get a B I don't know what I'd do. Get him fired? Nah, not enough influence...oh well...

I'm sooooo tired. I spent like literally all night doing my autobiography...and I'm still not finished. It's sad the detail I'm going into. Anyone who wants to see it can just go ask me for it. I don't feel like publishing it.

Ya know, I'm kinda disappointed in myself. I didn't do anything really special for my mom this year. All this homework and not doing it and cars and not getting one, and jobs and not wanting to work has been wearing me down. It's crazy. Despite all that, I should have done something at least a bit special...but no, not really. I am an awful son.

I think it's about that time when I stop typing but I don't know how to end it. It's not sounding final...kinda like it needs some grand something that would finish it off...Well I guess I'll stop without that and whatever. Until the next entry in the exciting tales of Lloyd, this is your host Lloyd bidding you goodnight.

This weekend is gonna be great!

May 9, 2003

This weekend, I don't plan to have much fun. I have an essay I didn't know of, that autobiography that was due Wednesday that I still haven't done, and studying for the Spanish orals. I feel unconfident in my ability to do it all. Well, I can do it; just finding the motivation is the difficult part. Angel is crazy weird and everything is going crazy. The same could be said about the Smallville episode on Tuesday. FINALLY Lana and Clark have told each other how they really feel and might be in a better relationship next season. We shall see, we shall see. Ahh, I want a car! Almost anything will do. Well, it needs to be dependable, relatively low mileage and gas mileage, and does not look too awfully bad. Oh, then it also has to be cheap, hehe. Maybe I'm expecting too much, but ya. It doesn't really matter. Soon my friends, soon. I will have a car. This weekend though will be completely opposite of the title. I may go to the Tempe Town lake thingy(an outreach), but there's nothing there to really motivate me to go...except possibly that my weekend will not be completely boring and horrid. Maybe...just maybe...

Random entry

May 8, 2003

I am feeling good. The fatigue that wears down my spirit is of yet not bothersome. While I have been worried about my grade in econ, my fears have been in vain. I am overjoyed at the notice of my grade in that class. I have an overwhelming 135% in the class. I feel great. How does one go from a C to a 135 in a few weeks? I have no clue. I am not going to complain, though. I have been actually doing my homework as of late. It is amazing how I can get things accomplished when I tell myself I have to do it. Peculiarly, I can concentrate when listening to Avril as opposed to some of my more desirable options. It has not only not interfered with my thought process, it actually was a benefit to my whole homework doing process. Maybe this is all subjective, but I can believe what I want. Hey! Only like eight days left now...yeah, but I'm not really that excited. At school there is something to do, and people to see regularly. During the summer there is so much time left to oneself that it drives me almost to insanity. Maybe this summer will be different...