April 12, 2003

Good

Today is National Youth Service Day. The interact club, though we decided to paint previously, went to the Salvation Army for our service. I think some guy died or something so there was no painting. Sentari, a friend of Angie, was driving there. He is a new/late driver. He is a senior and he just started. So sad...Anyways, we almost kill him in his little Nissan Sentra like three times because he was being stupid. He pulled in front of us when we were turning around. There were about two inches from the edge of the van and the side of his car and door...I don't think I would feel safe anywhere around him in a car, hehe. Anyways, after getting there we got to have fun opening and sorting baby items. It was fun...kinda like the stuff ya do at the food centers (besides serving). There were so many more baby wipes there than at school! One-hundred eighty total packages...that is a lot of baby wipes. After that, I went home and had some food. Then, we went out and did stuff and I got to drive. Sometime later we went back home. I got online and chatted some. I just realized that I forgot to include on Thursday that I was accepted to become a part of the National Honor Society(NHS), yay! I dunno...the ceremony is like sometime around the twentieth or something...we're to wear nice clothing(explicitly no shorts...). It's truly an honor to get it, hehe. Well, I must end this somehow...hey! Did you know that I have been updating like everyday? It's amazing how responsible I'm being. Ya know what else? I am less sleep deprived, I think. Maybe I am in the wired stage, but I don't really know. Hmm, oh do you know what else? I think I am going to go to sleep...alas, that means I must end this...NOW.

April 11, 2003

Herumph

Well, I am soo tired. My mom tries to get me up at like...six or something. Craziness is all I can say. Maybe I did tell her to do it but shhh! I went to school...and for the first time in a long time(second time ever) I was late. Granted, it was about ten seconds late, but it was late nevertheless. We had a quiz and I felt semi-confident about it. Algebra and econ kinda melded. Algebra was like some chapter review and econ was chapter 19 section one. Ya, I'm sure you want to hear of it. Español era JUGUETTES! Nosotros jugamos toda la clase. Me divertí mucho...oh ya sorry. In Spanish we played games. I had wanted to play Monopoly but that didn't work out. So, we played "Cluedo" or Clue. I won! Hehe. During lunch there was a Spanish club meeting in which we primarily sorted lolipops for selling. I took some and sold one there! I bought one later...the one I had was not that great. The blue flavor had not much flavor. English was group presentation preparation...waste of time. I was really talkitive, hehe. In biology we had a test/quiz which we took with a partner. I don't think we did as well as we could have if I had read the book like I had intended...oh well. Again, the lab and library were closed so I did a lot of my homework in cafeteria. After school, I slept. Then I awoke to a Loren in my room. Ya, talk about a rude awakening, hehe. I'm just kidding. Sometime later we went to church and to a bible study. It was some guy from south downtown Los Angeles(a really nice neighborhood...its only real competition for being the nicest is Compton by his description). He was from Phoenix, but he was in that area building a church and converting gangs. It was...like any other sermon. I was not really inspired by it or anything. After the movie thingy, I played Loren one vs. one in basketball. I almost beat him but not quite. I think he was going easy on me, too. He beat me three times. Alas, no me gusta el baloncesto para nada, porque no soy muy bueno jugador.

April 10, 2003

Mope-ish

Alas, I find myself saying alas a lot. I do not know why. Today is the Shakespeare festival...so classes are ten minutes shorter. During physics and algebra, I finish some of the assignment/homework. Less homework there...In econ we used the entirety of the hour to set up some stuff for the festival so no worries there. In Spanish, I got to skip class to help Spanish club to set up, hehe. So that test I didn't study for has to be made up tomorrow...I get time to study!! Lunch/the Shakespeare festival was okay. I wasted some time, talked to some people, watched sword fights, and spent the other hour rotting at the Close Up booth. I was not pleased with the wasting of all my time. In addition, Mr. Preston was grumpy. Yes, it was great fun. I spent fifth hour, my English class, helping cleaning up. For one, I didn't do my project; two, I didn't dress up; and three I was not feeling like facing Mrs. Buehler. I feel like a failure...I keep doing homework in class and slacking off...like every year. I may be able to pick up the grade though. I have no clue. In biology we had presentations and whatnot. There is a test/quiz tomorrow. Yes, great funness. Free period for me was primarily sitting on my butt doing homework. I don't see the point in writing about my school day like this. For one, I do not think many people even read this. Two, I believe that my days are boring and that the day can be summed up like this: "The school day was boring as usual," or if it wasn't boring it could be said like this: "School was NOT boring suprisingly." I dunno. We went over and visited my uncle and had some dinner with him. We wasted the day there...I chatted some, I sat around, I wandered aimlessly...After that we went home. I spent a lot of time moping about thinking heavily. It is not good when I think too hard...my brain realizes reality and suddenly I feel strange. I was also thinking about certain people and what they mean to me...I dunno. The thinking was not good though. I spent like three hours just doing this for no particular reason. After all that, I got online. There were two people online...and they were semi-interesting to talk to. I don't know though...most of the people usually on were not and I was just kinda...bored. I stayed up really late just to study some and do some homework. Sleep is supposedly good but I don't know. Education would seemingly take precidence. Oh, today I decided to go find out about the whole fung/insubordination/pillow/tsoi thingy. I found some interesting stuff about it...I admit that some of the things I wrote a few days ago in this thing were incorrect and I do apologize for that. I will not, however, recind/alter those materials. I would also appreciate that any ideas and/or actions/feelings expressed in this thing to be NOT USED AGAINST ME IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM!! I mean it people, because I can stop as soon as I started. I don't need grief from you or anyone. Alas...

April 9, 2003

Just...blah

Well, life sucks. That is all I have to say on that. Physics and algebra are still relatively easy...but there's too much work, though given its about the same work as at the beginning of the year. Ya, so some worksheet in physics and some new section in algebra...In econ we got to talk about random crap and we primarily wasted the hour. Spanish was tests...I studied none and it was quite difficult...I think I have assured myself a B for sure if not lower...English, oh jeez. I did not do my project in the morning. I did the essay like in an hour...but the project not so much. I got pointed out like I feared...then I didn't have the project. Stupid crazy not allowing me to be in the corner ignored by all. I kinda like the attention but at the same instant on this day I was definately dis-enjoyed it. In biology we had a few groups presentate and we were not chosen/we didn't volunteer. In the free period that I have everyday I did...some homework in the cafeteria. Both the computer lab and the library were closed...sublimey screwyness. Everyday of this week after Monday or so it's been closed. Hmm...oh the only upside to this whole day was the actual half-day-ness of it all. I get home and watch some movie about this guy...a musician/composer, Blizet or something... Then, I took a nap. Err, a siesta...hehe. No, it was a nap. I am secure enough in myself to admit it was a nap. Sometime later I got on and chatted. I started making plans for Saturday when I was reminded of my service project thing Saturday. Alas...my mom would've prolly NOT given me the car anyways. Then, I watched Angel! It's pretty twisted...I think I am just attracted to that whole cello solo at the beginning. Maybe...My mom said no to the car thing when I asked her later for fun...I am hurt, so very hurt, hehe. I knew it would be so. Well, I did some homework but neglected the rest...I'm not doing so hot in the way of doing homework. Laziness...another side affect of my personality. Hungry? Get some food...and while you're over there grab me a drink, hehe.

April 8, 2003

Tired and lazy

Went to school without most of my homework. Physics was some sort of sound wave lab...we found the speed to be 311 meters per second but thats about twenty off. I think it's because we were hurrying too much. I dunno. In Algebra, I finished my homework in class and turned it in. I've been doing that a lot lately, not much quality work. In econ we did some crap and got some lecture. Spanish was just grading then review...there's a test tomorrow that I didn't know about until today. Lunch was an hour of not much. I slapped in on the game once but ultimately lost. We still had those projects for English. Luckily I wasn't picked but I still don't have that done. I can't believe myself. In biology we had some presentations to do. After school, I wasted time with stuff. We also went over to my uncle's house to see my other uncle who's in town. That was the reason I didn't get to finish my homework. *sighs* We were going to eat with him but he had already eaten...and they didn't answer their phone as they were not home. It was fine though. After that we just went home and I ate and went to sleep. I meant to just stay up a long time but I couldn't stay awake...I've been sleepy from all my staying up late at night, hehe. Maybe I'll finish that essay, project and vocab...along with some studying...tomorrow morning...

April 7, 2003

My soul is in anguish

I was happy today. I finally got my license but after a little chatting...my mood completely changed. I don't even know if I want to overview the day but I will. Nothing much happened today, some compression waves, doing some homework in class, finding that I have a C in econ, not having some other homework that I never knew of in Spanish...then my fun club and nothing has really been accomplished. I still didn't have a project and we had the quiz in biology today. After that, I fixed some stuff stuff on my site and went to the MVD. I rode my bike, so I left like ten minutes before all of school got out. It took like fourty minutes to get there, and I barely go there before four. I took the test and like perfectly did the parallel part, hehe. The only thing I did wrong was that I hit these speed dips at like twenty-five miles per hour. She said I was ignoring the signs, but there weren't any signs! Oh well, my license expires in fourty-eight years so, ya know...it didn't really matter anyways. Oh, about the expiration, it is really fourty-eight years. 2051 is the year of expiration. I am quite happy as the amount of money I'll save is quite substantial(a whole like thirty dollars but still). At this point, the day was not so bad. Although my school work has been flushed down the toilet, my day was still good. When I finally got home(that was like ten miles of bike riding coming back)I was just tired. We spent some time cleaning up and went to boy scouts. It was fun. I announced my school's thing to the troop and it was all fun. We ducked out early and went home to eat. After that, I watched the Final Four, in which Syracuse won. It was close...the final three woulda tied it but he just missed. I was still feeling good. My uncle Henry was about an hour outside of Phoenix, coming to visit for a week. That was good news so the day got a bit better. Then suddenly, it turned downward. I got on the computer and chatted some. I told a lot of people about my license experience...When I get on, there are certain people I always look for before deciding to stay on. Of course, when none of these are present, I get off promptly. Now one of these who I love talking to was on so I began chatting...I guess while reading my other journal entries, the person disagreed with what I said. I dunno, it was ugly...and the person made a personal attack on me. *sighs* That made the whole day's goodness, completely irrelevant.