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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Thu, 5 February 2009 9:55 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Photos Of "Four" To The Heaven Above
On 2 February 2009, when I browsed the Internet to find your photos at Yahoo News Photos, there was a composition of you and your wife’s photos at first page which raised an inquiring mind in me. Because in that page, four of your wife’s photos were at the top, and underneath were two photos of yours, one with eyes at the corner to the right and the other to the left. I think the message was about my having to move up to the heaven above. Because my name is Firman which in Dutch or German "fir" has the meaning of "four". So the four photos of your wife on top of the page representing the message of my having to move up to the heaven above. And since your wife’s name started with "M" that reminds me with my aunt "Emma" who still alive several years after the death of her husband, it was also to remind me that if I moved to the heaven above after getting married, I should leave my wife in this world. The two photos of you under those four photos of your wife, with your eyes in the corner to the right and at the other photo to the left, could become a rumor that you would like to exchange position with me regarding my idea of "Rahma to run for president in 2014 and Paris to run for president in 2016". Well, it could be some Yahoo staffs’ speculation about this matter.
Date: Thu, 5 February 2009 10:15 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Golden Globe 2009 ‘Slumdog Millionaire’
The movie "Slumdog Millionaire" emerged as the big winner at the 66th Golden Globes, scooping four awards to underline its credentials ahead of this February's Oscars. It becomes important for me since it is the 66th Golden Globe, whereas "6" in Indonesian is "enam" which sounds like "end A.M. Firmansyah" in accordance with my consent to move out of this world. "66" is also like related with my letter Two Stages of Six Month Marriage Approaching The Die. And if my moving out of this world should be after your helping me realize the "test", I surely would become some kind of "Slumdog Millionaire", since I have been living with the support of my brother and sister for many years. In that movie the actress is Freida Pinto, her first name sounds like Mrs. Frieda my counter-sales manager when I worked at Toyota cars showroom of Astra. So it is like related with my plan of land journey through out Indonesia as a part of the test. Four awards achieved by this movie were obtained by: Danny Boyle, who won for Best Director- Motion Picture, his first name sounds like my former neighbor. A.R. Rahman who won for Best Original Score, his name reminds me with Rahma’s name. Writer Simon Beaufoy for Best Screenplay, his first name sounds like "Si Monyong" related with my rather protruded mouth which in Indonesian called "monyong". Producer Christian Colson for Best Motion Picture- Drama.
Date: Thu, 5 February 2009 10:35 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Running The Engine
Around year 1995, one day I went to Cikarang Industrial and Real Estate, a combination of industrial estate with housing complex. It was a nice place, some part containing industrial factories, some part with main road containing office buildings at the average of around 15 stories each, and some part containing real estate houses. The spirit of high activities of working days reflected at the surroundings. Three years later on early 1998 after the monetary crisis engulfed Asia, I happened to get there again for a painting exhibition at Cikarang Mall. Along the road toward the Cikarang area, some factories had shown declining activities, some infrastructure projects were with no labors working there, seemingly abandoned due to financial crisis. I was driving a white Suzuki Carry Van through the tool road toward Cikarang Estate. Probably because of rather grim situation like that after hitting hard by the monetary crisis, at some moments I felt like some jobless unseen creatures were talking to each other. "Look, it’s Firman……." "Yeah, but he is no longer enthusiastic with this life on earth anymore……" "Yeah, let’s just ignore him……" Anyhow, later on it makes me wonder, whether certain unseen creatures actually really prefer to get happy of working if I had strong enthusiast toward this life on earth. Therefore, if you helped me realize the test, I think I should be active in the business world as a motor to keep the engine running at high gear, though it did not necessarily caused me to cancel my consent to move out of this world.
Date: Thu, 5 February 2009 10:50 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: "Chaos I Galaxy"
More explanation should be made here related with my previous letter about "………..I found at Yahoo News Photos a picture of someone named Elias who just joined your foundation. This reminds me with Ellyas Pical, an Indonesian boxer who obtained his first world title in the eighties after defeating Judo Chun, a Korean boxer. Later on Khaosai Galaxy from Thailand defeating Ellyas Pical in 1987.” The name of Khaosai Galaxy sounds like containing the words "Chaos", and "I", and "Galaxy", as if related with the Butterfly Flap of Chaos Theory: "……the flap of a butterfly’s wings in Brazil set off a tornado in Texas…….a butterfly flap its wing in Beijing, in Central Park it is raining". Since the "chaos" in his first name is followed by his last name Galaxy, it becomes like a reminder for me about "the chaos that I could unintentionally trigger could become a doomsday for the galaxy", about the danger of my becoming the bait that trigger huge disasters that could escalate to a doomsday. It could be also the reason why I was inspired to write the amount of two in the "test", because two is higher above the 1,5 that you awarded to the Thailand man Virayvidia which inspired the idea of the test. Meaning that, if you helped me realized the test, it would be about my consent of moving to the heaven above, not about defeating anyone. While the 15 paintings could be to symbolize that you are in control of the 1,5 to make sure it would not cause a trigger of disasters through my self.
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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