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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Wed, 4 February 2009 10:25 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Eighth Dream Comes True, Fireman
A few hours before the early morning smoky fire at BTN Tower of 2 February 2009, I was dreaming about fire too. It was about my going to Bandung with my father, then after I left him at a certain place, I went alone riding a public transportation Angkot. In the corner of a small street I dismounted from the Angkot and walked along the street. It was a housing complex of middle-lower income houses, and and strangely there were fires in the front yard of certain houses. The more strange thing was that every time I approached the front of the house with fire, the fire stopped. So I went by, stopping that fire in front yard of those houses, and I enjoyed doing it by sometimes saying: "Hey fire, stop burning…..", as if in the movie of some kind of super hero. When later on after I awake in the morning came the news about fire at BTN Tower, that fortunately could be overcome by the firemen, at first I did not recognize the connection with my dream. Only hours later I realized that it was like related with my dream, especially after I wrote my previous letters about BTN bank. The housing complex in that dream was small houses usually known as "BTN house".
Date: Wed, 4 February 2009 10:35 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Compilation of Reminder About Rahma’s Related Disasters
The answer from God that I wrote in my previous letter of "The Answer: BTN Tower On Smoky Fire" becomes important since it was like to reveal the compilation of reminders about Rahma’s related three huge disasters, the huge disasters that seem related with my relationship with Rahma. Smoke of the fire at BTN Tower was like reminding me with WTC 911 in 2001 that happened after I failed in developing my relationship with Rahma. Three BTN branch managers death after swallowed by the sea on 24 January 2009, and the security guard trapped in the fire at BTN Tower who worked at Lite FM, previously Ramako FM that I once visited in 1983 when the office was still at the same building with my former office Tunas Tasik, reminded me with Asian Tsunami of 2004 that happened after I failed to develop another relationship with Rahma following her re-appearance at Metro TV since early 2004. The fact that BTN bank is the pioneer of providing housing credits to middle-lower income people, reminded me with today’s world economic crisis that was triggered by the problem in housing sub-prime mortgage in the U.S., and this world economic crisis was like following my failure in developing another chance of relationship with Rahma in 2008 after Mr. Wardy informed me that she was no longer with he husband.
Date: Wed, 4 February 2009 11:15 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: An Offer Of "GD"
Thursday afternoon, 29 January 2009 after I wrote about "Who's Mr. G" an SMS came to me about a job offer as Graphic Designer, from my brother Faisal or sometimes also called Ical by his friends. And today he asked for my confirmation, while also telling me the salary is good. For me it is a hard choice, in one point I need to get income after so many years depending on financial support from my brother and sister. But on the other hand, the initial of Graphic Designer is "GD" that can be interpreted as "Gates Di". After what happened to Lady Diana, who died around two years after I began my letters and paintings of her because I thought her name sounded like "die" that commensurate with my consent to move to the eternity, yet in 2007 I changed my mind by making a letter of "sacrificing" her by an idea of she shoudl be better married someone of my recommendation, I really should be careful about this. Today I found at Yahoo News Photos a picture of someone named Elias who just joined your foundation. This reminds me with Ellyas Pical, an Indonesian boxer who obtained his first world title in the eighties after defeating Judo Chun, a Korean boxer. Later on Ellyas Pical was defeated by Khaosay Galaxy from Thailand in 1987. The important thing is that since the beginning this is about my consent to move out of this world because of my worry of becoming the bait that triggers huge disasters. And if to move me out of this world it should be by realizing the "test", then it is seriously about my worry.
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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