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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Thu, 11 December 2008 11:55 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: F/A 18 D Crashed At San Diego
Before I started this letter, I should apologize for the probability of some rather "private" part. The news about military plane crash in San Diego appeared on TV after I wrote my letter of "Message of Light-Green And Scrambled Black-White Only" dated 9 December 2008. In that letter I wrote about Rahma's appearance in the evening of 8 December 2008 with Alfito Deannova who was wearing gray shirt, which becomes like a message about my consent to "sacrifice" my self in this year's sacrificing day. Because Alfito Deannova's initial is "A.D." that sounds like "ade", a day-to-day word for "adik" which means "younger brother". In my family, I am the younger brother of my brother Faisal and my sister Fessy, so I always become "ade". And he is wearing eye-glass like me, among many male newscasters at TV-One who mostly not wearing eye-glass. I happened to wear a gray T-Shirt too from the previous evening, since now it is a cool rainy season in Jakarta that allows me not to change shirt everyday. Something missing in that letter was about my becoming Alfito Deannova, to be beside Rahma Sarita, means that I would be like what I often mentioned earlier, treating Rahma like my aunt Emma who still alive after his husband, my uncle Zainoel or usually called "Noel", died several years ago, like written in "Rahm Emmanuel In The US Congress". I did not write this missing part because I thought those who had read these letters from months ago would have known about it. Yet since that letter about my becoming Alfito Deannova was written only one day after the sacrificing day of 8 December 2008, so it could had been worrying for certain people. Especially since the word "ade", which means "younger brother", has the connotation of "always under my brother or sisters or others", which sounds like I no longer hold the consent to move up to the heaven above, to the eternity. Therefore, the crash of military plane F/A -18D seemed like to remind me about this. "F/A - 18 D" seems like having certain meanings for me. "F" is from my name Firman, "/ " is to remind me to move up to the heaven above, "AD" is about my becoming Alfito Deannova, and "18" is like the Jakarta license plate for Australian corps diplomatic cars, whereas Australia is known as the "down under". So the message is, my becoming Alfito Deannova should not mean I would go down under and releasing my consent to move up to the heaven above. But regarding the correction for captions of the location map of military jet crash in San Diego, which also contain the map of Marine Corps Air Station in Miramar that looks like a posture of a woman leaning forward on a sofa, I still have no idea what was the meaning. Or maybe, that correction about the line previously like directed to the woman's womb but then directed to the red bottom part, means that I should stick with my consent about 'marriage to move to the eternity' like I wrote in "Two Stages of Six Month Marriage Approaching The Die", and not to wish for having descendants which would probably take longer time of marriage. While regarding the location in San Diego, it sounds like "sandi ego" for me. "Sandi" is from Indonesian word which means "codes" used by intelligent secret agents, and "ego" from the word "egoist". It could be related with my buying news papers recently. For more than a year my sister no longer subscribes newspaper, only once and a while the member of the family bought newspaper. In recent two months, I bought newspaper twice, on 22 November 2008 and on 7 December 2008, and the tendency is to search for job-vacancy advertisements. So the "sandi ego" could mean that if I preferred to find a job and live normally, it would be an egoism of myself, after so many signs from God about my having to stick with my consent to move to the eternity.
My condolences to the victims of F/A -18D military jet crash in San Diego neighborhood: Young M. Yoon, her motherSuk Kim, and her two children, 15-month-old Grace Yoon and 2-month-old Rachel Yoon.
Date: Thu, 11 December 2008 12:55 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Emmanuel Defeated Oscar, About Rahma As Emma Noel
Inevitably the match between Manny Pacquiao against Oscar De La Hoya recently also contains some important messages for me related with my consent to move the eternity. The real name of Manny Pacquiao is Emmanuel Dapidran Pacquiao, which sounds related with my treating Rahma like my aunt Emma who still alive after his husband, my uncle Zainoel or usually called "Noel", died several years ago, like written in "Rahm Emmanuel In The US Congress". Those important messages were strengthen with the appearance of some distinguished persons among the audience, such as New Mexico Governor Bill Richardson who recently named as Secretary of Commerce in President-elect Barack Obama's cabinet, Senator Harry Ried, recording artist Marc Anthony, actress Eva Longoria Parker, political pundit James Carville who sits with actor James Caan, actor Russell Crowe, and comedian George Lopez, each of them seems like carrying the messages related with their names. Senator Harry Reid, like to remind me of the sibling Prince William and Prince Harry the children of Lady Diana. Marc Anthony the husband of Jennifer Lopez or usually known as "J-Lo", like to remind me of "jangan low", whereas "jangan" is Indonesian word for "don't", so the message is not going low because my consent is to move up to the heaven above. James Carville with James Caan, like to remind me about my should have the can be attitude toward the plan of car journey with Rahma. And the most intriguing message was from New Mexico Governor Bill Richardson. His name Bill Richardson is like containing the key-words of "Bill, Rich, Art, So, End", related with the probability of your purchasing my "15 Paintings" to enable me to realize "Two Stages of Six Month Marriage Approaching The Die" in accordance to "Rahma’s Green Light for the 'Combination' ".
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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