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2002-05-07
Wipe away the tears and calm her fears
I don't really know what to say right now other than I already love Jazz and am glad she has become a part of my life...I hope she will feel the same about me. I know her life might be harder than it should be because Lisa and I are lesbians, and kids, well people in general can be cruel sometimes. She might be bugged at school because of our sexuality, she might hear that our love is wrong and she might be punished by others for who we are. She might come home crying because of what people say to her, and she might feel resentment for us because our sexuality has caused her unneeded pain. People might think it is wrong for a child to be brought up by homosexuals, that who we love will negatively affect the child and she herself will become 'sinful' because of us. And I can't do a thing to stop any of that. And I would hate to see any of that happen to Jazz, I want to make her life happy and not be the cause of her pain.

Though I can't stop what people say or stop what people think I can be there to wipe away the tears and to calm her fears. I can tell her that our love isn't wrong, and some people just can't see that yet. I can tell her I'm sorry for any hurt that I have been the cause of but also I wouldn't want to change our lives because I love her and Lisa and would never wish for that to be different. I can tell her that at times if she resents me I can accept that but it won't change what is happening around her. And I can give her all the love I can and with Lisa show her that our love is like anyone else's love. And I can tell her that no matter what anyone says or does, and no matter what she says and does, I will always love her and be there for her whether she is scared, hurt, sad, happy or wants to talk. She is my baby angel, I just want her to be happy.

I guess I did have something to say:)
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