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| WALKING INTO UNSTABLE REGIONS Code: 7.03.06 nerve racking, its 3Am again and im still up. RIDERS OF THE STORM Code: 4.03.05 @ 3:45 AM I cant believe it , i press crtl-v instead of crtl-c and lost everything i wrote. it was a nice one too. the riders of the storm is postponed. sorry folks i dont think i can rewrite that again. SPIRITUAL BOMB (RECKLESS NONSENSE) Code: 4.03.05 @ 3:13 AM Drop stop kaboom. lemme chew in bits n kibbles. drop step hop step double dribble. mighty mouse im mighty nibble. racks of rubbers in my stable. lay it down fast. dj flick that table. my back is itching pull out that label. popos on my back checking out my sound decibel level. you dont wanna be playing me out and pull my lever or ill explode. heavy load wide as a boat come in all chromed out. spot welded to the bone all gutted out. shut your mouth. roll out fall out ...(lost interest) WHAT CHU BEEN UP TO Code: 3.09.05 @11:21 PM just going to school . not just any school, a technical automotive school. beh its not anything really special. its far ass hell though. i travel 100miles a day and endure 5mph traffic. I enjoy it to put it in a plain simply put in simple ways to put things. oh yeah 2nd highest on the class as grades on my suspension session. not really satisfied though i want more shop. the other news : we are still stuck in this hell hole. i cant even really work on my car. . the house wont be built until april. it just keeps getting longer and longer with the delays. cmon dudes its not like your building a rocket ship, jk. THE DAY OF RECOLLECTION Code: 9.28.04 @ 3:03 AM Its been awhile, now. my site. i have neglected you. it was your that mirrored my image. held my creations. my mind to which roamed aiminglessly. also you advance to my changing ways. the ways also i have changed. elapsing time everytime i see you. to the past. you recorded my perceptions of events. and i could see the future. what were know as dreams. but, now i neglect you. if megabits. zeros. and ones can rot. you would have been a corpse of dust. but you are my site, my invested energy of creating. you must not die. because if you do. i will fail. one of my fear. if so i would lose the one. you held pieces of my heart that dreamt of my motovation. its was the influences of motovation that pushed me to dream harder. but time escaped on us. sometimes i do recall of the dreams would have been. i would see my motovation. telling more stories of the heartful events and what if's. yet its was just a dream. if only time had given us. it would have came true. NEW CHAPTERS Code: 8.6.04 @ 1:00 AM He's out the chubby cheekies. he's so cute i just want squeeeeeeeeeeezze his soft smooth chubby lard babyness. This got to be the most advance baby ever. BLABBERKATION TRILOGY Code: 3.22.04 @ 12:02 PM Subordinate to the origins. I esteemated my time. thrity worth of dimes. origins circulation rings compressing on things. punched my ratio to sleeved compound a dime to a nickel (10:5). Anymore your in a pickle. combustionable solution is drinkable to unwhined the deprived mind on the continuation. hold on the starving on my mind we drink sub atomic exceleration. to maintian the unbalance to stand a chance on any amount of time and many amount of time. so we subordinate to the origins. we think of kings of evil rings. halt now we stop. How does thing contribute to any of my fragmented writing. Im writing on the fluid of level minded i flow like liquid so i maintain my constant row of heavy thoughts gravity low. I like to showboat my potiental what i can accomplish to a mild mediocre build your own kits. many times sitting down so relax my meditation i dont want to flow any hesitation. im stuck on a degree of anxiiety. i cant continue to fix my high grade equation. doom i tell you. just one more chess pieces on its designatied pattern. one stroke one move its finish i can stop the horrible vision. ONLY........ Code: 1.30.04 @ 10:00 PM Okay. Let me take a step back. Only if you persued me. We could have both seen flash images of a dreams. And only if you persuade me. I would have never given you up. That you and I could be the one. Some couple you see on the streets hugging each one. The reason you inspire me is becuase im inlove with you. Fallen deep that I can touch you in my dreams. But I guess moments on time just separated us. You seeked to played games and didnt follow the abstract moments in life allows your heart two contact. Between us. you and I. I guess I have to blame myslelf not giving you time to see. The sky above me. See dove fly out thru your eyes. Staring at your smile a infinite times. frozen in my mind your body holding mine. Becuase your words tamed my heart. If only I had tried would you have tried. Given me my million dollar half court shot. I would have taken it. My heart making it. Just had to ask me.. So would I. Why did you have to deny. and lie. I tried to bypass my mind. Forget my regets. now which without you. Everyday rays of thoughts imploding on my brain. Doubts defiying reason brain washing my exsistance. erasing my DNA. somes of logic. lost and never found. wounded BACK TO THE FUTURE Code: 1.28.04 @ 1:02 PM What!!!!!! Im back in school. So many people, yeah girls. Oh wait im married. oh haha . Check..Ok I guess I dont have to worry about girls. Damn My brain is mush silly putty. Im still thinking , Keanu Reeves .. Whao dude where am I. whoa Girls. Wait check.. Im married. hah. Well So far I have only two classes and its English writing and auto.. Its okay so far. Cant wait to get into the difficult stuff like rebuilding a tranny. WHOA dude im not worthy. oh wait thats Waynes world. Got to gitz busy mates eye eye captain. aargh. LERD OV DE RINGS Code: 1.6.04 @ 5:33 PM Wow almost exact timing too as the Martix thesis. The movie was great. Amazing shizzle to the hizzle. That is all. And screw that fagget that said the ending sucked.. No no no my friend, you suck. Big cocks! Spoked to cocoy he said theyre my be a sequel know as HOBBIT. Kinda like the ewoks movie in star wars. E e e e e woks. MATRIX THESIS Code: 11.23.03 @ 5:30 PM Matrix is how its should be. people said they over did it with the whole jesus christ thing. Man Just the way it should end. It wasnt just Neo who saves the day. It was effort of other factors of the saints. Saints I call them cause they were lucky. Or clutch players with hope on there mind. Just wondering how Agent Smith got the ability to absorb and multiply well on the first Matrix Neo did the samething to Smith. He dove to his guts and destroyed him. Also How Neo defeated Smith in the end. there is the simple virus and anti-virus idea. Forget the Jesus Christ idea. Okay programers and hackers -to beat hackers the programmers must become like the hackers or hackers turned programmer hahaha nevermind. Well I thought Matrix before was like another hacker movie well it turn out to be different . Which I i give a 10 in my book. Dude if trinity only knew she was pregnant she wouldnt have gone. Nooo trinity yes I almost cried, but I also cried in American Tails and that Dinosuar movie (bigfoot and lil foot). It was long of course she was saksak. If your saksak you dont die right away. Oh I hope people saw this movie already. This movie reminded me of Armageddon not jesus christ. Wait I dont get how neo couldnt do anything at the train station. I know the train dude is god there but that doesnt matter he is the choosen one. That goes back to my hacker thing. think if Neo can see or know the codes he can bend them. Right? Lets play evolution to the matrix. Organisms evolves in a period of time adpating to environment settings.. wouldnt the mind expand more creating new abilities. If the body is dormant and the mind active. wouldnt you have the ability to control your environment which is only an illusion anyways. You know exrtrataresstial are humans of the future. The abilities to telepathically send your thoughts is an expansion from telephones, TV, internet, etc. Are ways to communicate. Thanks for listening im just babbling.... Next is Lords Of the Ring. HAWAII SHOWDOWN Code: 11.9.03 @ 11:00 PM Its time.. Hawaii showdown. THE MAN WHO IS A LIL BOY Code: 11.9.03 @ 10:00 PM Yo ..what just happened. .Wellss its a bonafied bond. What falling love started it ends here.. as the saying in the Martix ( What has a beginning must come to an end ). End of what you say my friend? Well of course my single desperation of lonleyness searching. Which will be missed..And beginning of love well thiss dude got married.. I had the greatest time of my life and with my family & freinds to share it with. It was even more a greater event of time manifesting of ever lasting moment of joys. Now I have a really big chip on my shoulder as my reponsibility grow. A baby coming..wow dude your fast. Coconuts . Thats the word I cameout outta my mind after that sentence. I also had a great time with cocoy, almond, tim. Which I will greatly miss them. We have been friends for such a long time good friends become like part of me. You cant find friends like that. We will never seperate its the filipino bond. I will still be around time to time. In the future maybe everybody will move to one spot when then have theyre own family . heh it will happen and I will be there . WHATS Code:10.23.03 @ 9:53 PM (western ) I dont know. For some reason I feel not very alive. I feel so alone sometimes. What do want from me man. dammit what is it. Why do you got to keep bothering me. What. What . What. I dont have any answer for you man. Cause I dont even know what you want man. Crazy monkey ass. I dont know. I dont know. I cant think. Stop. Im tired. hm I think I need friends. Its kinda like that movie from the 2000 space odessey . The man and the HAL, the artifical environment stimulation CPU unit thingy. Wait did I just call Arlene a robot. Hah thats funny. well I feel like trap in space with only an AI CPU to keep me company. well not really cuz shes alive like jonny five. hmm I dont know thats not it. I dont have anymore pride, man. What kind? Any kind of pride, man. Well I think im just tired. But theres is something bothering me. I guess, I guess hmm tired of thinking, man. Wow flash back there for awhile. If you didnt know there was a really long pause before I wrote this. well I guess I dont know what. OK bye. THIS APPOINTED Code:9.4.03 @ 1:19 AM (westside) hmm shimmy try. Many long ago. In ages of tranverse unified quantity. The sources was abundant and quantity was infinite. Do the forces ages and time wears the bolts and bushing joints. Chipping from the radiants suns and the rains left over dung. No more proper torque applied. No more hugging joints. Just loose fittings, rattling in & out...Of quantity ....This appointed out. WESTCOAST BALLING Code:8.29.03 @ 1:30 AM (western ) I havent played ball for awhile so today my day off the jack box ( also known as... Jack off day) .I went out to the ball park. Ate my breakfast and lunch aka McChicken with cheese. Damn it was good! It was perfect condition. My skin & body adopted well, like temperature on the east coast. I head up knowing I dont really have energy..I did my basics there as I practice. Damn I feel heavy. But damn my shot was on. I need atleast a week of playing straight to get me to 75% percent of my level before. The players were average and some above average. I been basically working on running while dribbling then change up, strife left or right. I just need more time. The players here are alright..But I really havent been playing with the NYC ballers.. I dont know how to compare. But back to my city as highschool, there was some agressive niggas that can play. BUT compare myself then I was weak on my game. So comparison now. hmmm I just play.. Who cares... That reminds me I gotta do my late night workout.. Gotta power up... KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! GIVE ME POWAH ...GIVE ME POWAH...GIVE ME POWAH WHAT DO YOU WANT Code:8.24.03 @ 12:48 AM (western) Blah Ive been busy.. Ive been slumming.. Man , Im losing my abs! Shit I need my nirvana again. So many things going on my brain its like a car battery drain on a 100000 amp powered stereo at full blast. Then the sonic pump , blasting thru my chemical imbalance DNA. Eroding the structure by every thump. I cant write any fluid scriptions cause of my dis-stress. Its like i won Thank you for fucking up my life award..I could done with out the gay bitch cop at moraga , thank you for the $400 ticket. i hope you fucken get shot ..also the gay DMV for fucking up my address number on my licence. Thank you Jack In the box for all the hard work you still bitchin only for 7 dollars an hour .. also like to thanks the cop on the white camaro, I hope you choke to death on your boyfriend's dick fagget. Thanks to my gayass retards illegal mexican neighbor. I really like to thanks is ..Thank you California for your gayness..VOTE FOR ARNOLD BITCH! YES IM BACK Code:5.16.03 @ 9:23 PM (western) After my battle against of countless numerical times fixing this computer. I had finally made it work.. Work as in my yahoo pagebuilder to run. Me..? ive been lately gathering info about my 240sx and dreaming of it becoming one of those japanese drifter super star. Even though I got a ticket for speed awhile ago, three weeks back, and I have to go to the court on and pay them my seven dollars an hour salary for a measley 51 mile per hour on a empty friday midnight 35 mph zone .. 51 mph is not fast and it doesnt take that much space or throttle. This fucking cop lady said like " whoa your doing 51 right out of jack in the box" Is she fucking kidding me if I was throttling /speeding I would have hit 65 by then. WTF small town cops are gay. They should shoot themselves. Especially that lady punani biatch.. Also cops are the law enforcers and they break theyre own laws or gives them special rights to break it @ midnight pumping gas this cop stops at the light thendecides he couldnt wait at the red anymore so he decides to go.. civilians should give tickets to cops.. also using the siren to get out of traffic.. nice! If that was me.. I just wait if its clear.. ( also note to the people dont go paranoid if you see a cop and decide to go lower than the speed limit and please dont jump on the brakes.. I hate that shit) And dont give me that small town cops is a rough job ..try working in jack in the box dealing with gay customers every second. And that sticky oily air shit all over body every day and you stink becoming like the food itself. Now this happened to me twice ( speeding downhill on a 25 at jersey city was the worst ..I wish somebody shot that cop already ~ bad attitude and i think he was racist ) I dont like Judge Dred anymore. CALL BACK Code: 2.29.03 @ 9:23 PM (western) Ohh my good lord.. I called her so many times and she is not answering. Do you know. What im talking about. Its the most frustrating thing in the world. So stressfull many times becuases I am worried for her. Many times my mind would race a million thoughts and its head hammering. Many times I just pray and I dont even watch tv cause it influence it. Any thing can happen its what i fear and most I fear is losing the one I love the most. I dont want to be broken.. pls dont break me baby. MIND R MOTION Code: 2.11.03 @ 1:01 PM (western) Nothing much really.. Just dealing situations. Healing abstract complications. Trying to connect relation between complex negotaition . Before it deteriorates to ashes.. Simple logical sums. hammering slums. to side impact thumb tacks...THINK... . Animate the retardation . awaken the hidden nation and notations. Subtract and reattach . the negative tach. Ground it to a metallic body. The oddly surges to same position track. Back it up rerouting the thrust to the same bus bandwich. 100 mega herts parallel pixel watts. I must.. To voyage the three thousand miles 80 lust. Bust it to the original track. Before fatten the horse on steriod adjectives. pumping muscle. RPM hustle. Blowing Vortec power.. spitting fire..A crafts man iron.. steel force tower. Mind racing lawn mower. Finish line define. A man in moment of time. >WARNING< READING THIS MAY CAUSE SEVERE HEADACHE THE REFRESH BUTTON Code: 2.5.03 @ 3:53 PM (western) This is a brand new session. To start a new page. My site is still at progress mode until I have the correct program to allow myself to munipulate HTML. I have some of my artworks to but I dont have a Zip drive yet so I cant upload it. My design is still basically bland cause of Yahoo Page Builder I use. Plus I dont have much time to really work on it. I need to update my shit fast! On more concerning news... I tried to reserve a table at Butterflys but you need a credit card joint to reserve a table and orders. So im in stress magnifactor about it. I dont need no stinken Credit card! blah that shit! Arlene has one but its suppose to be a suprise Valetine Day Romantico dinner. That wouldnt be as suprising and exciting. YA..you agree? And then I probably would get no love that nite =( WHAT SHOULD I DO? Call Batman...! |
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