| BLABBERKATION Code:8.2.02 what is this I want to set free..Be it me..my soul yearning to fly away...far for ways of stress days..Where i just rest and lay..Till it fades away..Let the sun rays cool and breeze the steam from my body ..the oddly ungodly speaks to me..dont bother me..im busy..email me or fax me.. take it easy..im getting sleepy..your metaphor bores me..while the tore scorch the sun splitting the millinium pass the continium bullet magnum..spotted cow rotten cheese..I pour liqiud to replenish over due system maintenance..not until 2090 its expired..I desired the perfect spherical egg..to reach the spiritual mecca. take me to another place..take me to aonther land.. >>WARNING<< MASSIVE EXCESSIVE USED OF MIS-SPELLINGS SHE FREE MY MIND code:7.21.02 Arlene ......at the midst of nowhere she pops up..She has brought me happy days..and smiling days.. She is everything I wanted and needed. When every thing was upside down..she brought me back to earth.My love for her grow and grow. Cause she's always there for me and she wants my love..I love her..so much NEGATIVE DOWN code:7.17.02 Well..well well... Looks like im at the same spot as before. After disapointment and disapointments. Im starting to think. this really sucks...I mean really SUCKS! Ive been in this road before..but this time im taking so many hits at once, left & right and even my blind sides. I feel like going down..but i aint down yet so I guess I got to keep going. Its really hard for me to concentrate..Im not doing so well in school is one side affects. My monk training before really helps, like as before right now I would have been going really out of it..Im so calm now. Right now I want to fight so bad..i dont care who it is! Just to steam off some pressure. The furtune cookie told me before this was going through big changes. Its been really a different year. Heh damn.! I still cant believe.. -I Miss you Arlene <3 DANCING EGGS code:7.12.02 I was hungry ass hell...And nothing to eat..I decide to cook me some eggs! But dammit, there was no more oil. So, I just have to boil it. Yea so I wait..till the water in boiling..Then I looked at the eggs if the were cracked. It looked like they were dancing..Hehe I was so entertained by them. I named them Jojo, Rena, Cheska, Crazylegs, Leroy, and Jlo. All of them were excellent dancers..I was so proud of them. They looked like they were dancing on a club or party. Ya know Rena was booty shaking Crazylegs..She was all up on him. I said "damn girl, Calm down your going to hurt yourself!!" Cheska was so beautiful she was like ballerina so gracieful ..While Jojo & Leroy was trying to battle each other..They were both pretty good. Then there was Jlo she had the biggest crack of them all..To bad i had to eat em up! Maybe I should have filmed it or something. but, I will always remember them and the work & duty they have full-filled me!............. -Arlene have fun in Florida...i already miss you. -Christine have fun in Philippines... -Happy birthday to Mary THE CHESKA EPISODE code:7.8.02 We meet online on the asian american chatroom.. Around mid of May. First she thought I was a snob.. Becuase she was talkin to me Tagalog..I had no idea she was even talkin to me! But once we started messenging each other..We started finding out each other..It just sort of happen. She told me the number one rule online is never to fall inlove..but she told me she really loved me. Its been rocky since then ..but im sticking to her. I promise her my love..Even though she hurt my heart so bad..I will stand by her and love her forever.. She doesnt email me..or I hardly get to talk with her anymore. Ive been feeling down lately.. she say she loves me but, im having doubts if she does..She just not showing it =(.. ...The only time..She says I love you is only after i had said it.. I am emotionaly drained..i cant even play or workout ( ION MAXIMUS ). I cant do anything..=( Even now it hurts, ill stand thru with her..I know.. Jesus..It will get better. UPDATES JULY code:6.30.02 -I just added some more of my old art joint...check it out -Trying to find my old photos i took on Florida and scan it..so stay tune for that! -Adding more car specs later im to lazy! ONE WORD Code:6.23.02 .........................TRANSPORTERS! "your hair is every where Screamin infidelity" LIVE ON THE HISTORY CHANNEL Code:6.22.02 History of my week..Last Saturday , At car show HIN at AtlaticCity..Well i found out it was a waste of my time. Looking at stupid hooked up cars was gay..Well the cars were gay..Except a few of my favorites 240sx was hot. Which there was only two of them..most of them are gay hondas wid stupid extremely large sound system on ..There werent even that much cars there..the place was huge but so lil cars..!! The only good thing cameout of it..is when i was watching the filipino bboy..It gave me inspiration to bboy again..Its so easy..i just need practice..HAI! You know the shows I enjoy more are the international car show..plain stock production cars..or concept cars..Especially the concept cars im so fascinated.. One day you'll see my designs up there. And you'll never see my cars on import car show..The only place you can see it is on the track.. Where its true magnificance burns and growls as it spit fires exhuast tossing my body around as it spin drifts at its purist form.. I wish i can live in Japan.. their more towards into competition..where my home is.! Also there was alot of beautiful ladies at the HIN ..NO not the models..There was one of girls(two of them) taking pictures of the cars and it looked like they were observing the car! Talking about it i dunno?..I just kept staring at them while walkin ..walked into this dudes car =T Something about her!!!!!(she was cute also) took me off my feet... almond was wondering so i had to follow him..But damn that girl. It was different.Unlike those girls wid their guys looking bored ass hell and those group of girls just walkin around or just standing there. Hey maan! atleast look at one or two cars and ask bout the modification and stuff...ahemm Lala ..well atleast she had a good time! I dont think ill be going to another car show any time soon..coz when you seen one ..You seen it all. Well atleast when the new cars starts rollin off the production line.like the..350z..G35 coupe evo7 The rest of the week is the same ole shiat! I also need a job..dammit ..nothing soo far and it pisses me off..arrrgh arrgh im sounding like a pirate. GOOD NEWS my baby girl is going to come over here this August..Im so excited but nervous..Im sooo Happy.!!!!!!!!!!! Jane I love you <3 THE POWER MAN ( I GOT A BASKETBALL JOB ) Code:6.21.02 I need to get my ups working... yo...I got a basketball job Damn my shots are way off yo...I got a basketball job OOoh no im getting cramps yo..I got a basketball job Shiet nigga just shook me yo...I got a basketball job oooh man were down by 5 points yo...I got a basketball job Im feeling heavy yo...I got a basketball job Times running out yo...I got a basketball job My knees are feelin weak yo...I got a basketball job Is it becuase im inlove yo.......................I got a basketball job FIRST TIME Code:6.9.02 YAY my first prom and prom date ever! Thanks to dianne she hooked me up with Gena (who found out her date wasnt comin) In the last minute like I had a week to prepare, but everything fell in to place perfectly. Cocoy who just came from his prom with Judy..hooked me up with the suit and got a 10% discount. Also thanx to the rents for getting it so fast. But the great thing is I acuatlly had fun!.YEAH the IAN danced ..imagine that IAN dancing ahahahaha!!!!! OoooH SNAPPLES.. I was ready to go crazy if the people started breaking but noone did..I just saw alot of bumpin n grindin..wheres the skills in that dude! The food was good..the limo was koo, Gena has a nice smile and was great with, the music was good. In the end..I ended up with a big fat headache..Yip i had fun..=) DRAMATIC SHIZZLE TO THE IZZLE Code:6.8.02 OK.....whats goin exactly. I have no clue. With me that is. First i was on a enlightenment high. Ian's highest emotional state of mind. Now i feel like mush.. like mash potatoe..like silly puddy..like jello..like anything that jigglie wiggle and no forms.. Ever since she crossed my path. A one to a billion of a chance we met. Like I was choosen. Which there two sides..the good and bad. First, the "good" She loves me and i love her. Thats right LOVE! so suddenly like a climactic shift of the environment... She gives me hope, dreams, and love. Which is great until the "bad".....Like a climactic shift of the environment ..I must try to adopt or I wont survive..But i cant evolved in a instant flash..Now which the most sadist thing is i met her..umm ahem..and shes so far away..=( Like Love....it usual messes up your control configuration. Like how someones messes with the buttons on Street Fighter. GOD im going to break any soon now! .ITS driving me crazy,,Wheres the instruction manual on this thing.? I serious need help here..I hope GOD will help me here.cmon big guy! help! Poor deluded boy...tsk tsk tsk! HOPELESSLY Code:6.3.02 Im never doubting you or any of your words and actions. Coz I know you can hear my heart singing from your love that brings too me. So why is it you leave before I can say i love you.. I still cant move on. OPTIMUM CAPACITIES Code;5.26.02 Finally...a judgement awakening for me. I was told to know my limits. A smack of reality in my face..In a good way..Thanx Arlene she is so wise..Also after injurying myself Breaking..I figure those monkeys I saw on the Bboy Videos was on another level..I need to push myself on a higher level...I know i can do better than this! I can.I can. I can OSU THE POETS WHISPERS Code:5.19.02 The magenta sky fills signs ..End of the day There he sits waiting.......Till the darken skies For the moon and star to reach above ..For its love . ITs the only time when its clear enough to see.. He says It twinlkes and shines.. like a sea of light Many will be lost by its unguided ways but for him there is one shined the brightest a trail for him to follow the way. ...to cheskajane Till the sunlight dawns a new day ..he sits there and wiat until the nite and the stars come back so he can whisper again to cheskajane. I wish you werent so far so i can touch you but dont worry my soul can always reach you.. thru my heart and dreams ill be there with you. EVALUATING MY DRIVING Code:5.13.02 OKay folks..People that have known me or have driven with me have witness The supreme handling of m driving ability..Not for the mainstream street roads but for the track. Yea..I know I should be careful. But when I see a open tight corner or straight road. I just eat it up. But now after getting my first speeding ticket and almost wrecking my ass in ext-139b. I decide too think twice now....It was a nice day driving to motts house to pick him up for great adventure. It was all great until I turned to ext-139b..too fast...60mhp...my mind went AAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!...But as a great driver..I took the car in control..Like a spirit took control of me.. somehow I manage to slide the rear but i was still understeering to the rails. until i was almost in a full stop i pressed the brakes hard n quickly on my left foot and gas on my right. Escapo...hoy! Talk about lucky..LUCKY MONKEY! Once I arrived..I got out quickly from the car..I just wanted to run and scream around like a crazy baboon. While Zharina introduce herself to me,not paying attension I was still in shock. Then I checked the tires if it was ok. BTW sorry about that Zharina >_< Anyways I asked my passengers How was my driving : -Motts said: Crazy -Myka Said: Crazy but controlled (YEAH!) -Zha Said: It was arrite ( which I doubt, I heard her yell YAAAAAOOO! when I was engaging the truck to pass by..Sorry again Zha ) -Judy sister Said: God I wanna live..I wanna make it home in one piece! Anyways...ill be careful now..and take Smiles advice thnx babe! PREFIX...DEFINING MIDNITE RUN Code:5.11.02 This site manifested to me in a dream. Nah j/k...its basically for my art work. that ive done. Not my koo stuff but my normal stuff. Coz i dunt want people seeing it or taking it. Yip YIp. Also as for this site NO major layout work is going to be done. Until I get dreamweaver and sum freaking memory space..So I can work on my art. Good grief, did my brother say 5 mins to pick him up. Oh wells, he can freakin wait. Coz When I push the detail on defining this, I cant be stop. Maybe! Most of this is experiementations, and workin out my HTML. Until I can do some hot shizat! This is it..Its only my first step of my plan of the greatest nothingness. So people viewers this is not for you., nor ,for your entertainment..Its for mines!! lol WHAT IF.....EPISODE code:5.9.02 Theres alot of "what if " in my mind. Thats all ive been thinking of lately. What if... I was taller like 6'3"ft, would I be greater in basketball. Good enough to make it to the pros. I know i can !!!!! I have the skills and determination. Im always developin my skills.. over time, its goin to be greater. Just imagine my speed at that level. I know I can definatly dunk at that height, probably touch the top of the backboard. My vertical rite now is 9'5 ft..juss imagine yoE! Imagine if Cocoy was tall too. Yao total domination. That nigga is juss natural at basketball! I know my defence would be awsome..Ill probably average 3-5 steals per game. I can play also other sports easily football, baseball, scoccer, boxing. coz i know i have the speed...If I was atleast 5'8" ill be in fighting. UFC, kickboxing, boxing. OOOh man it would be so much fun. hai hai hai! that would put me in the 200lbs class..I love fighting ..it gets me so excited sometimes. Thats why my gung-fu teacher always say im always smiling.E E E E@! But thats only what if! Also What if..I was raised in Philippines instead of Nyc. I wonder how would have I turned out...I wonder how would i be different.. I know I would be darker..HAHA ..What if , I had better parents..Yoe ahaha nevermind! Oh yea I got a job interview today! Pepboys called me..I think it went pretty well. I guess GOD was listening to me =) Thank you big time! Myrean is a cutey and very funny too. She sang too me, aint that sweet. She was pretty good! Keep it up.... GREAT ADVENTURE TOMORROW.. i wished you can come wid me Mryean.! COMPLAINING & HATING Code:5.6.02 Fwak fwak fuck pack fuk FUCK. Fuck that nigga! fuck the bitch! fuck yo moma and your papa too.Fuck you be. Just fuck u. aye folks fuck yi too. I applied for so many fucking places still no job. wut the fuck yoe! Fuck Im a good hard worker like chinese railroad workers or mexican farmers. Cant I get one lord. This world runs on money! and i need it. Shieet! Okay im chillin...ooh golf...oh water...oh rain...oh reading a book..oh Im fine now. =) I just gotta remind myself my motto: - Patience is my strength -Timing is my motion -Percision is my art Im just shit outa luck, with jobs...seems like noone wanna hire me. I wanna work dammit. To numb my mind from these thoughts. I dont wanna think anymore.dammit. Im tired of the words & ideas its sending me. Im tired of it consuming my energy. Where is the off button.dammit. I need to doulbe my workout to completly drop me to the floor. Then just sleep ..sleep the world away. to my dreams Ohh dream of irene =) floating away on a boat. Nah i mean yaht. A big one babe! With a swimming pool. n Basketball court. we dance, we laugh, we play thru the days away... VEGETA GENERAL RAMBLINGS Code:5.4.02 Blah blah blah..IM tired..I just bought groceries & mowed the lawn. Now my alergies is kickin. I was playin with the leaf blower. blowing it towards my lil baby bro.ahahaha man. I love bullying him. When he gets angry he starts to talk chinese & english at the sametime. ooh hahaha. The MONKEY STRIKES THE TIGER.ahahahaha..I didnt do much on this day, just like any other day. Endless boringness of boringdom. To bad the 76ers didnt make it. they got pounded, No they got destroyed by the celtics..no by Pierce himself. Its because me & cocoy wasnt watching the game, would huv given them goodluck! Specially cocoy sinces a huge AI fan. Oh wells.theres always next year! The knicks better get better coz ima start hating on them. Anyways last nite, Surfing the informational highway. Looking for ideas.I found this site made by a girl, Christine. Wow damn is all can I say. Her site is wonderfully orchestrated with her colors. The layeout is great too and the words she writes is interesting.... Also Girl like that, Ill probably be too scared to approach her.. ill be too intimidated. Ill be one scared monkey! ahaha..I always think im not good enough, but the fact is im afraid to face the expectations for a girl like that caliber. from a guy like me. I got Nothing =(...Yao errrrr.....Ohh wells i aint going to stress about that. I got other things to stress about.like my...ummm like my vertical. yea! Ima Monk and Monks dont need to worry about things like that!!. werd!!..But last nite I did meet a nice girl to chat. She was from cali and she was a lil wierd..She didnt have a pic, most peeps leave after that! But she was interesting. She seem to have confidence which is good sign. So I stuck around plus I was bored. I dunno, it was wierd. it seemed. she was very confortable to chat with. Like I know her already..I wanna see her pics. I just hope she aint booty. GENERAL RAMBLINGS Code:5.3.02 WUT THE HELL..is wrong with me! My shots are way off..Ive totally lost it. shiet ill get it bak.That wont let me down! If ur not complete ur not ready to compete. Hey guess wut?...I got another letter again frum poetry dot com. They want to use my poem again into a book of poems. Its called "Letters From the Soul". Its should be out soon..My poem is called "Battery packed soul"...They really like my poetrys! Maybe I should write more. I gave up th eemcee lyricist joint long time ago, coz I sounded more like poetry. Yea, I want that 10k geez grandprice. Wid that money I can get my dream car. What Dream car that cost around 10k you say? Well buddy, a 240z of course. Not an ordinary Z, a 240z with a V8....Oohhh thinking bout it make me so EXCITED EEEEEEEEEEeeeeee, like a lil kid in a toy store. I dream of it so much. IT feels like I own one. Spiderman movie was bangin yo! shit I didnt even seen it yet. Hah.It was sold out on the multiplex at rt35.. It better be good or id I want a refund...Then make this site a personal spiderman movie hate site!!!!!!! Burn it to the ground. Keiko !!!!!!!! hellooooooooo nurse! Shes on Fiyaaaaaaaaa! Made my jaw drop when I saw her pics. Then I started talkin to the pic. Aint it sad! An fellow artist like me....definite A+ BaBe GENERAL RAMBLINGS Code:5.2.02 Yoe!...Im tweaking around with html stuff. Trying to git a hang of it. The Pagebuilder is real nice and simple, which it also simply lacks of fine tuning. I cant git this thing to target lock the links. Ho Ho HO ill just huv to edit it manualy... PROGRESS: Project ION maximus... is under taking. Building myself a new body for the summer. Im increasing my workout Since the freaking winter seasons here in the northern regions of america makes my body hibernate. Made me really outta shape as in endurance internal wise not gut & fats external. I really hate to build up mass coz I dont want to lose my speed and flexability.But now its just i dont care anymore. I just wannna gain more wieght to 135lbs or 140+lbs in that competition level..Yea i think i got light bones..but very durable. I still need conditioning, its like everything i hit it hurts then b4 im used too. Well my workout session for me started on april. I need to drink more water..suddenly i drink less now.. Am I that lazy now. fak! Fak ME! I need to get "angry" again. So my competitiveness comes back. But fak im just too happy now. Even Cocoy is outta shape. nextin we know it we goin to be lookin like our pops wid their belly hangin-out. NAH..never!!!!! Anyways this summer i will be more defined..and way better then the previous summer. Push ups: 100x2 Arm rotos: 100x4 front & back Risk: 50X2 each hand Running: 100yards fullspeed 80% /1mile fullspeed/steady 69% need 100% Vertical: 9'5" ft ...no cavs raises..high hops no bend knees 20x2...high jumps 50x..leg press 40x2 GOAL: 10"ft Hand speed: 95% Boxing Gym tomorrow YAAY..bring on the pain! INTRODUCTION code:4.15.02 hi wusup, this my all-brand butt-spanking-new website about nothing! Like my other site before,The precursor about nothing.Well you wont see it now, becuase geocities murdered it. So, now while I got nothing to do, I decided , MAN!...that i should make another one. And another one, and another one. For now, im using the quick start web page wizard becuase my html skills is down to zero, hey I have'nt used it for awhile but it will come back! It will be hot..Blazing with fire and explosions and stuff, that makes you wanna say "w0w!" So, stay tune..for this. It maybe a while, I catch a structure base idea, layouts and stuff to build my site on. But basically its about nothing so, it will be basically more difficult. But, hey nothing means i can basically do anything and anything that pops in my head.(HeH that sounded funny.) Whoa, what an revealation! This site is about stuff whats going on inside my mind! yeah.. yeah..OKay time to work this puppy, and time for the magician<---"Me"<---"ian" Well you get the point. Im the master of this universe, unless someone hacks it =(.. Then Ima say "why?" and ask the hacker for a one on one fight! Which I doubt he will accept my request. Its just my excuse to beat down someone. Hey, if anybody wants to fight, ill be happy to accept. Unless im pissed of then ima stab you! okay stay tune.. and no you dont have to sign my gustbook, I decided not to have one! |
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