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| SHE SAYS ITS TOO MUCH Code: 1.30.03 @ 8:47 AM (western) Too much of what?... WHAT? ...LOVE? -She needs her space -She needs her privacy -She needs me to be vocal -She needs her challenge -She needs me to be assertive (Agressive: militant, pushful, pushy, pushing) (Empatic: forceful, insistent, resounding) -She needs me to speak louder tone (yelling) -She needs me to understand her ways HE.... -He needs your desire -He needs your passion -He needs your love -He needs You too > lighten up < Look and contrast between the two.. Does He really ask too much? You ask yourself who is more being dramatic about things being played. Can you deliver what he need? So then he can deliver what you need.! ARGUMENTIVE AVALANCHE Code: 1.30.03 @ 7:07 AM (western) It's basically when it comes to it, on its most primative and basic form..it's Who is wrong or right. Depending upon character usually two or more, will battle for dominance and control. I am an relentless argumentive warrior, who will battle to the bitter end and then still insist battling more on the end. A fine example: I would argue with my cousin about something something. Maybe we would argue for hours. Which is typical nonsense sometimes about nothing. Sometimes I win or sometimes I lose, sometimes argumentors would get distracted and loose momentum. Momentum is a great power when arguing, it builds and builds landsliding down on your opponent or arguementy. But, sometimes when I loose. I never leave defeated. I would ponder and ponder will come or reseach. Base on my logicalistic mind to connect my theories, my concepts, my facts, etc together.. Until the EUREKA factor hits me. I will return in hastingly to return in battle to bombard them with all my thoughts. Before they could set in their minds on the subject. Many times I had victory upon this like return and the bitterness flavor is gone from my mouth. Then we just move on and forget about it. Arguments are healthy in a way that stimulate your mind. Sometimes people take too seriuosly..I dont want to name them but one of them is arlene..heh.. Its different to the one youre inlove with..Its soo serious all the sudden.. Im even afraid to touch it sometimes and just agree for its sake. I let her control the argument, let her dominate me. Sometime she would desensitize me. Cause I know that she going to use that technique of crippling my momentum and shes good at it. But, I dont mind though. I just I hope she likes me what she wants me to be. Not really who i am but, who wants to loose who they really love. I wish she lighten up sometimes. POWERED BY EMOTION R Code: 1.29.03 @ 5:54 PM (western) An Instinctual function imitted thru chemical brain reactions. 100 mile per hour racing chasing a feeling flooded with mindless junctions presumtions ..quick based logical reactions inaccurate many times but hearing the soul beats singing hums of african drums unsweetened defeats runs like sugar in my vein.. squeeze it until it cums. compressing upon your brain seizing your alternative actions. Hold your heart if still in tack. Holding out the facts and let the sums divide your roots of your gums. E is for energy in my motion. Emotion is my battery for souless things. Love is a sponge that shrinks your body half the size. Laughter expands my universe. Now reverse 180 dergee and hit the overdrive. So you want a challenge ...Challenge ME! COSMIC MELODY TYPE R Code: 1.4.03 @ 3:05 PM (western) Star gazers and astronauts..dazed at the mid night skys.. motionless my body lay, sitting still . missing files..crashing my hard drive.. losing streaks like facet leaks..trying to break my weakened feet.. Speed I thrust rusted skills I must.. SIDEWAYS SKITS code: 12.26.02 @ 12:46 AM (western) -Without emotional content on everything you do then your only 50% percent on everything you do. -Water is my element that forms my shadows and lands. (The forge of my characteristics) Earth is the clay i mold.. The shadows are my sense of direction.. The lands is where i stand.. Water is my spirit Fire is my blood The woods is my art And my Will is steel loyal i stand loyal i crawl I will be invicible. ION MAXIMUS returns! ----I CAN DEFEAT YOU----- MID-TONES code: 12.26.02 @ 12:03 AM (western) massive..enough said. foot leaded readed. I see red tones. passing across only lonley i seek.. looking back home syndrome.. Man your making me sick. lone... Vibrant tones shinning me minded deaf zones. x rays vision..skeleton bones. humming slums of mid tones. little sessions being sewed on.. ring a bell..hit a gong! BLABBERKATION PART 3 code: 11.27.02 @ 2:10 AM Screaming bubbles..it garbles ..gable...gable ..sitting on a table... grinded to the smoothes specs.. drunken vines swing like swain..filling thru the nine innings .. feeling senses drowsey.. man overboard..lost in sea. I rather watch the preview than the movie. I bruised your hips.. can I take a sip.. dip licking ice cream lick to your lips. I take jugs and no jips. -Sweet dreams & goodnite baby ..i Love you DEVOTED EQUATION code:11.27.02 @ 2:08 AM Unknown is what I see...unknown play is going to be...but what future brings to me is... paths to train tracks ..Choosen will my decision with the most percision.. heart attacks...most powerful inner being..singing songs of tribal bongs summoning king kong.. Crusading the finally.. Of my long obsession.. healing with my hands.. soul-less things.. feeding the hunger of most perhaps isolation for not what I conquer.. evolution will die ...revolution will crumble.. a shadow will stumble in the heavens.. my head bend like seven`s..down to the foolish retardation..hyprocracy imitation... passing forward notion.. dating quotation on time .."which my two eyes should have set upon ..warrior songs"..Question..! will heaven wait upon my time consumption.. . If heavens beats so great? Will it freeze any opposes attraction and stand still on my summoned occupation.. plated tin core.. solid iron..explosive ions.. my love will freeze time...devotion REVOLUTION MARCH code:11.20.02 @ 7:05 PM The revolution march has come! Towards to my fate of the love of my life. And im not looking back... She has penatrated thru every will in my body ..Occupying every thought on my mind.. Siezing my function until I hear her voice..Activating the switch and becoming alive.. When Im truely happy in its purist form. In all my life I have a shield...Block everything that enters my domain. And barracading myself.. To breath life itself..People that knew me only knew half or an imitation..Even my mom has problem deciphering becuase I speak in riddles..But with my baby..I am alive..Like that Short Circuit Movie with the robot coming alive.."Jonny 5 feels alive"... Has anyone seen this? Only when I was with her..I cherish those days..Im so comfortable and so so so happy.. Evolution will come. I love you Arlene.. THE DOUBLE FIGURE code:9.16.02 @ 2:42 PM When someone says they are only one like him or her. Thats not true! Lets take the billion people of this world and run the everyday situations. situations like life itself is circular.. Runs around and around. Mostly like the figure 8.. The infinity symbol. Those situations create people.. It developes the each peoples character, basically is the soul of each inviduality.. The situation can range from your ethnic birth or your environmental surroundings. So the question is there anyone like you and me? The Answer...Yes.. I believe there is another Ian out there, who is experiencing the same situations who is excatly like me.. I always say to myself there is nobody like me.. To make myself special or someone special. but there is someone like you. They maybe slightly different in ways but internally its almost a perfect match. SO have I seen this person? Maybe or maybe not.. This person might not appear until 200 or 400 year later doesnt matter. But there will be! DAYS ON END code:9.9.02 @ 1:50 PM Sitting here on front of a computer at the library at my school. Waiting till the bell rings..But there is no bell..my bell rang a long time ago and im on time out..the periodical moment of mind slumber..to ease my projectile momentum..inside some instictual ritual my mind visuals retards to slow motion and sound numing..only to hear the inner songs..But i travel endlessly..a mindless zombie roaming the halls...sometimes awaking to familiar settings to peak reconssence at war..mission briefed Photography Class ...Objectives retrieval of froozen time on paper.. It did not came out to well or what i wanted but do to the error I have done..I achieved something miraculous. Fast paced froozen in time which was still..when I have took the pictures..the blurred action from a still life, two cars racing..But at times I wish I did not mistakingly set the aperture with my clumbsy thumbs. My project has been dumbed..Might as well dump the progressive stills and dwell .On recreating another one.. Another ONE..the type of force subtracts the abstracts..vacuums the attraction positive energy plus..thrusting your eye and tunneling your mind to pin point my PHOTOGRAPHY FLASH..where I want their minds to rain and flood of thoughts how marvelous brought..Then drowned with wows..haha I wish.. (( I love you Arlene)) (( My Love grows )) (( Everyday of loving you )) (( I grow stronger )) (( to love you more )) BABBLEKATION PART 2 code:8.6.02 @ 9:52 PM The beginning always tells the end..I notice not to tend..send my tension to your exterior projections..into the world i see..your function traffic junction ..speedline baby looking dime..its horizons pixels sweeps like smooth waves..enlsaved to its eye catching air bubbles..eyes watching..lives passing..singular notes..it bends solid structures..strength of iron will..ambient sound you leak thru my magnifcation ear drum..silent hums..because i tend not to hear slums..but you weaking me with the word of the organical addiction..i keep confusion spread in my belly..open my eardrum mind hums to one word. love orb i absorb like a wet sponge..too wide to dodge..extended my motion..let me chill..slum my mind to the lounge...till next time i seek my lifeboat at the dark. and then some.. >>WARNING<<EXCESSIVE USED OF WRONG VOCABULARY FULL COURT PRESS code: 8.5.02 @ 11:18 AM Wusup dip doo dop..beep bop..beep beep bop..pop.Check out my new feature..look up man! yeaaaaaaah im telling time when i write now.. I dunno i was lazy before to do it..Now i just said " What the heck hay" and i did it..Also that kungpow movie is a disgrace..piece of crap.poop some more shit..coz its crap with capital K...Its about a white fagget ass dude..making pun of older kung-fu movies..I just dont like a white boy imitating chinese cultures specially if he's the choosen one...Choosen one my butthole..annoying ass movie! |
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