I remember back in May-June 1990 when I first wrote dozens of poems in which I praised God. After then I in 1994-5 I wrote dozens of couplets about nature and life. And in 1999 I wrote 3 poems to praise God. And one poem "Confession" in Jul 2002. After that I never wrote a single couplet. Even I forgot I can write poetry. In 11th Jan 2005, my Mom died, and I was looking someone to share my grief, unfortunately I did not find any worth full person around because that can be done by my Mom. I was wandering, and I was totally broken. Then one day I found my Mom's diary of her youth, I was so inspired that she also wrote a poem about her Mom. And then I concluded I have to document my painful feelings in poetry. From that time my philosophy of life changed a lot. As I experienced this immense pain, and people around who have not had any such experience were trying me to accept this loss :). And even I know they are not strong enough to have such painful feelings :). So I started poetry from 25th Feb 2005. And still I try to express my feelings. My poetry is very precious to me, though it may be wasteful and meaningless stuff for others but for me they are my precious feelings.