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| �Thanks Justin, but I think I�m gonna go upstairs,� I said after a while. �Sure. Call me if you need someone to talk to,� he called after me. �I will,� I said as I went up the stairs, hiding my face behind my hair. I opened the door and closed it, falling onto my bed in sobs. Even my room couldn�t let me escape. I reached over and turned on the radio, hoping that it would make me feel any better. I listened to the soft sounds coming out of it. When the visions around you Brings tears to your eyes When all that surrounds you Are secrets and lies I�ll be your strength I�ll give you hope Keepin� your faith when it�s gone The one you should call Was standin� here all along And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you I cried even harder once I heard his beautiful voice. I�ve loved you forever In lifetimes before And I promise you never Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart This is a battle we�ve won And with this vow forever has now begun Just close your eyes Each lovin� day And know this feelin� won�t go away No�till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you Over and over I fall When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldn�t be living at all And I will take you in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you Just close your eyes Each lovin day And know this feelin� won�t go away Every word I say is true this I promise you Every word I say is true This is promise you This I promise you� Oh yeah� ^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^ I watched her and Justin with my teary eyes, hoping with all my might that it was someone else. At the end of the song, she pulled away from him and said something and went upstairs. I couldn�t see her face since it was hidden behind her long black hair. I knew I couldn�t let her go that easily. I got to my feet and went after her, pushing past people still dancing. �JC!� I whipped around. �What?� I didn�t want to waste my time. It was Justin. My eyes narrowed a little. �What do you want?� �Hey man. I just wanted to tell you�� �Tell me what? That you�re gonna take her away from me?� I asked bitterly. �No. I just wanted to tell you that you and that other girl, whatever her name may be�it�s a mistake.� �Lindsi?� I asked. �Yeah man. Crystal was literally in tears she was so crushed. Why�d you do that?� �She was crying?� �Yeah. God you made her so sad. I was trying to make her stop, but she kept saying over and over, �I lost him, I lost him, I lost him.� I thought you knew she cared for you.� Tears that had I been suppressing for the last 5 minutes finally fell. �Oh my god,� I muttered to myself. Me and Lindsi�we were just old friends. Crystal must�ve thought� I spun back around and raced up the stairs, ignoring the stares I got from the guests I passed. When I reached her door, I could hear her sobs over the music playing that I could recognize was ours. �God what did I do?� With my shirt I wiped the tears away and knocked on the door. �Go away!� she shouted, her voice shattering. �Crystal?� I said, loud enough for her to hear. �God just go away!� she cried. �I have to talk to you,� I tried. �Please just go away!� she sobbed. I gave up sadly and surrendered back to my room. I collapsed on the bed, letting my tears envelope me. Her scent was in the room, her art was on the walls, I couldn�t get away. I sat up, with one knee up. All I could do was think about the recent past. Our talks on the phone, meeting her for the first time, kissing her�god I wished I could turn back time� to tell her I loved her. |
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