| 8-8-02 Last night I found out that my family's going to be a little short on cash for awhile. We've been going in and out of these spurts for the last two years since the recession began. The thing is that my dad probably won't be working until after Christmas- he might work for a week or two between then, but that still is not enough money. My mom is trying to look for a job so we can get by, but we're going to be scrapin ground. This upset me and made me extremely sad. I'm planning on going to Seattle in January for six months for Discipleship Training School. The whole thing costs $5,000 for the outreach and school and that doesn't count my airfare there and back. My mom is planning to save as much money as she can from her job, because she knows that this is really what I want. And it makes my start to cry when I think about this. I'm going to have to come up with at least $3,500 of it and I have no idea how I'm going to do. Obviously I can't do it without the Lord, and I just pray that he'll just bring all the money in. I'm starting to stress out about the situation, but I know the only way I'm going to get this amount is from the Lord. If you're reading this please be praying for the funds to come in. I could use all the prayer I need. I just need to stop thinking about it the whole day. It's so hard though. |