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Secrets
Remember all those times we sat together?
© copyright 2004 by Christine Felipe. All rights reserved.
The Phone Call
Every time the phone rings
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Why?
Do you feel what I feel?
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Forgiveness
Why should I forgive you?
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Remorse
I hate the way I love you
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Dream
On a clear and brilliant night I had a dream
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How I told you everything and kept nothing?
In turn, you yourself, would share your thoughts
You would tell me things you'd not dare tell anyone
Such things we called our "own little secrets."
Those days in wich everthing felt right...
Everything was picture perfect like a day in June
Even better like the day we first met...
Everything was sweet like a hershy kiss
Somehow something happened, and a storm came over the sun
You forgot about me, but still you were a part of me
I shared with you my hopes, dreams, and fears
You knew me like the palm of your hand or even better
I thought I knew you... after all we'd told each other everything
If anyone was to say their life was "an open book" it was us
We were the authors and narrators of our "book"
Then you started to drift away...the storm came...
You were no longer an open book
"Our secrets" were now "your secrets" "my secrets" were "Ours"
I still knew you but through other people...
The weather was changing and you could feel the storm coming
Full speed and not stopping for anything or anyone...
The pages were turning and the writting was gibberish
The howling wind turned the last page and shut the book
Keeping me out...it's not like I could understand
It was all a foreign language... I no longer knew you
As with all books that have a good begining...
They must have a bad end... so why couldn't I see?
That our book of "secrets" would eventually have a bad end?
I still run to pick it up
Eventhough I know it's not you
For you've moved on to other things
Yet I can't seem to forget
How you would call me every day
You'd ask me how my day had gone
And told me what you'd done
You'd always make me smile
Somehow we couldn't get enough
We'd talk for hours at a time
And never ran out of things to say
The conversations always great
No matter how our day had gone
Or how late at night it was
We'd make time for one another
Then all I heard was silence
One day the phone didn't ring
You hadn't forgotten, or didn't have time
It was over. The line was disconnected
Somehow you had me staring at my watch
The hours seemed to go by slow
I guess it was because there was nothing to do
I knew I should get used to it
There'd be no more "hellos"
Or "how are you's." It's too bad
Guess you wern't man enough to pick up a phone
And say a last "goodbye."
I think not.
I do fear you've got a heart of steel
Thats been torn and thrown in an empty lot.
Is it my fault you are confused?
I tried to help you out, I gave you my...
Heart and soul. I can't take this abuse.
You say you do, you say you don't...but why?
Did I do something wrong?
I gave you opportunities and strenght.
I waited for the ansewer but you've taken too long!
You ignored every hint.
Now I'm with him and your gone.
But why do I feel all this guilt?
I know not where I belong.
Whats happened to the friendship we built?
Has it gone down the drain?
Why dont we talk like we used to?
I feel it in my blood... we have drifted away.
Nobody knew it'd be no longer two.
Why cant you see what I see?
I invested all my time and love.
You can feel it in your blood...you know you miss me.
Why can't you just admit it? Just let go of your pride.
And you'll see your the one I love.
You ask for forgiveness,
Yet you show no sign of sorrow.
You care for no one but yourself,
You used me for all I had.
You took advantage of our love,
And you abused it.
Why should I forgive you?
A mother forgives a child,
A friend forgives a friend.
But does a girl forgive a boy,
Who broke her heart...?
How I confide my thoughts to you
The best of friends
That's what we were
Untill the day I told you what I felt for you
I knew the ansewer from the start
You loved another and cared for them too
I felt I had been in a storm, my heart was hurt and bruised
No one knows the true meaning of love
That is untill they meet the one in their dreams
The one that stands there holding you in their arms
All the while your waiting for your wolds to collide
The anticipation can kill a person and your hoping it's not you
Our hearts were racing and time was wasting
I was living in a fantasy, wishing one day youd care for me
Finnaly the time had come for me to let you go
I had to see you as a friend and lose all hope in love
But how could I forget your summer night eyes
That haunt me in my dreams?
Or the way your arms were a blanket to me?
Most importantly I had to ignore what people said
I made a vow to stay by your side and be a true friend
It hurt so much everytime you said their name...
Yet I had to be strong for I was your friend trough thick and thin
I rather be your friend than not be a part of your life
Still I hated the way I felt for you
I hated the way you took my breath away
The way everyone knew how I felt for you
Somehow I managed to have patience
Eventhough you'd dishonored the love that came from a to be lover
I stood by your side through thick and thin
It was time for me to seek the key to your dusty door
I found it, and kept it stored
Waiting for the right moment to open your door
The anticipation was too much too hold
My heart was bruised and could take no more
Times winged chariot arrived and everything became cold
I had live life to its fullest...
I accomplished everything I wanted...
My only remore was not being able to love you.
That you were here and I was in your arms
You kept harm away from me
Time stood still and sorrow was no more
Your face was cold against the world
Yet warm and loving towards me
We seemed to be so happy...
Our hearts were racing
It felt as if they would leap out
As we walked under the moon light
And we held each others hand...
We knew we were meant for one another.
Our future was clearly written in the stars
We were filled with anticipation
Our smiles gave each others thoughts away
We gave each other teasing and flirtatiouse looks
All of our emotions were quickly said and done...
In a sweet and tender kiss
When all of a sudden reality struck me and I awoke
To a cruel and furiouse world
Everything vanished in a split second
I was left alone without a dream...
Most importantly with out you.
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