>>Poems
YOU my friend should also check out this little story thing... it's called "Portrait of a Queen"and you should all go and read it. NOW.
Okay I'm too lazy to make the links where you just click and you'll goto another place on the page so here's what you do, ctrl+f then enter the name of the poem you want to read, I've only put a few of my favorites up here... well... enjoy?
Titles:
Skeleton
For Hannuh
Lost
I seem to cry
In the corner
The dead puppet
Pass the salt
Mr Blueskys
Anything I can do
Final plea
Ramblings of an abused fool
A deck of cards
Absolutely nothing
Can I cry now?
Little girl
Fragile
*skeleton*
A skeleton in a live disguise
Spiders crawling from it�s eyes
With it�s bleeding fingernails
Everything it tries it fails
No one ever sees it fit
To come and talk to it
So it scrunches up on the floor
And pretends it is no more
Then the skin melts away
Revealing bones as it may
Then it runs away and screams
As it�s mind falls apart at the seams
I�m surprised you haven�t come to see
That this skeleton is me
*For Hannuh*
I know your day�s been bad
And the world is gray when you�re sad
And that no one wants to smile
If their hearts just been ran through with a file
I know it�s hard to pretend
Like your heart isn�t on the mend
But you do all the time
Dammit I�m having trouble trying to rhyme
You�re so great
You don�t even hate
Maybe your Mum can�t see it
Maybe you aren�t a perfect fit
But I know the real Hannah
Not the one that�s a Banana!
And I know how nice she is
And I know how good of a friend she is
So for my special Bubble Gum
With her strange Mum
And hair I love to tug
I�m giving a very special *HUG*:)
*Lost*
Watch me fail
See my face go pale
You can see my smile fade
As my debt to society�s paid
No one sees the bleeding inside
And everything else that I hide
Do you really have to wonder why I�m Lost?
I�ll never have eternal fame
No one will ever scream my name
You see that I�m just to plain
To drive the world insane
Now that I realize this
I wish for death�s cold kiss
I almost have to wonder at what Cost?
Tears are dropping like Niagra falls
While I�m writing my story in blood on the walls
I�m wishing I weren�t here
I�m wishing you were near
But this is where I�m stuck
And this is all my luck
Now I know That I�m Lost
Now I know the Cost
*I seem to cry*
I seem to cry
With no reason
Tell me why
My moods change more than the season
I want a hope
But none to be found
Shall i just mope?
Or lie dead on the cold ground
I seem to scream
Agonies to above
My soul obscene
Wishes it weren�t the slaughtered dove
I want a heart
One clean and pure
To set me apart
From all those people with eyes that lure
I seem to hide
How i feel
And all inside
You can�t see the saddness under my skin�s peel
I want an escape
From the hate
And my souls rape
But any help will come to late.
*In the corner*
Sitting in the corner
no one comes near
Sitting in the corner
with evil eyes to leer
Security,
is what you�re corner is
No one wants to hear your sobs
When you�re just the angsty teen
No one cares who you are
Unless yuo�re the popularity queen
Sitting in the corner
no one comes near
Sitting in the corner
with evil eyes to leer
Security,
is what you�re corner is
Everyon attacks you in mobs
When you�re the strangness supreme
Sarcasm only goes so far
Especially when the masses teem
Sitting in the corner
no one comes near
Sitting in the corner
with evil eyes to leer
Security,
is what your corner is
They can�t see what it robs
When everything they say is mean
Only so many stabs a child can parr
Before her failure can be seen
You miss your corner
It saved you from fear
You miss your corner
It stopped every tear
Security,
is what your corner was
*The dead puppet*
I am the puppet
You came to see my dance
A dance of wonder
and many a blunder
This is your last chance
Your last chance
You see this stage
Used of many years
and home of many tears
Is losing to the rage
Losing to the Rage
The rage of hate
the feeling of saddness
and overcoming maddness
This is the puppets fate
The puppets fate
And all things about to die
the things the puppet heard
Might�ve seemed a little abusurd
But they made the puppet cry
The puppet cry
So after all you�ve said
And it was queit a lot
It has decided to rot
And now the puppet is dead.
*Pass the Salt*
Have i ruined your life yet?
I�ve done it to everyone else.
Because andrea is everyone�s dreadful pet.
She can do nothing right
But everything wrong
Then she�s left alone
Singing her sad little song
I trusted them all too easily
Friends whom i loved
But they never did care.
It�s just not fair
I spend nights tossing and turning
wondering how i failed everyone
without even learning
what i did wrong
Oh wait the truth!
EVERYTHING!
I�m a horrible person
I hear myself saying
then someone approaches
saying it�ll be okay
I know they�re lying
But what to say?
It�s all my fault?
even though it�s not
They�re to blame?
even though i can�t
Will someone pass them the salt...
My wound needs some.
*Mr Blueskys*
Hey mr blueskys
You hafta go tommorrow
But mr blueskys
I can�t stand this sorrow
I know you can�t make up your mind
I know I�ll be left behind
I know I can�t keep you here
I know I can�t hold you near
Hey mr blueskys
I know you�re the boss
But mr blueskys
What about my loss?
I know I�m not your true love
I know I�m just a wounded dove
I know you don�t see my tears
I know you don�t feel my fears
Hey mr blueskys
Will you please stay?
But mr blueskys
You want to runaway
I know you aren�t all that nice
Maybe your just full of arvice
Hey mr blueskys
Now I always feel blue
But mr blueskys
I love you
*Anything i can do*
The worlds startin to change
You know it�s true
Barriers being broken
But i still love you
Everythings spinning
Meanings changin around
Everyone still laughs
But it�s not the same sound
No longer happy
Filled with so much glee
Now it�s just painful
Awful and sad to me
I know how they are
How they fake their smile
But there�s such a growing pile
Of this terrible thing
This despicable gloom
I�m sick of worrying
How it will all end in doom
I want to help
Stop how sad they feel
Want to show them
That happiness can be real
I remember when
I had lost hope
All I ever wanted to do
Was sit around and mope
I recall their faces
How they got so mad
Now that I�ve looked back
It makes me so glad
Glad to think that
They really did care
And now i feel so lost
It doesn�t seem fair
Is there anything
I can ever do
To make you happy
Make you... you?
*final plea*
Don�t tell me you�re sorry
I know you�re not
Even if you were
It wouldn�t stop my hearts� rot
Keep me following
So I�m still needing
That lovely feeling
Of you always leading
I�m giving up
Losing all my hope
Now I�m just looking
For the hangmans� rope
You said you loved me
Made me believe
That you cared
I was so naive
Maybe I still am
Clinging to a dream
Something that is never
As real as it seems
So why don�t i just stop
Give up what i love
It�s the easiest option
Anyone can think of
So tell me now
Why did you torment me?
All i wanted was your love
This is my final plea
*Ramblings of an abused fool.*
Confusion.
Welcome to the world of Delusion
Bold Print
That�s not what I meant
Decision
Is it time for a revision?
Failure
Did your face just get paler?
Insane
Lost in a cold rain
Heartbreak
More than I can take
Alone
Crying on the phone
Understand
No one lends a helping hand
Concession
Heart goes into recession
Continue
Pain on the menu
Not Anymore
Dead and cold on the floor
Suffer
Must become much tougher
Humane
End up blind and lame
Torment
No time to lament
Tears
Wails horrible to my ears
Reverbalize
Too much misery to agonize
Grieve
No way the hurt will relieve
Heedless
Never to be needless
Truth caped
Being emotionally raped
Consumed
Feelings always resumed
Used Tool
Ramblings of an abused fool
*A deck of cards*
I�ve stolen my soul from the queen
I never expected her to be so mean
I�m thinkin bout skipping town
Run away, become a sideshow clown
If I ramble on like this?
Do you think you�ll ever get the gist?
There�s a message here
One of pain and fear.
Do you see it?
Are you reading the secret?
It�s telling you so many truths
And denying so many lies
Things i love, and those I despise
The queen of hearts tried to kill me today
I just wanted to run away
But nowhere to run past the farm
Someone is going to raise the alarm
Kill my brain
If it wasnt already insane
Some how the Jack has stolen the deuce
Why cant the deck just make a truce?
the cards are tearing eachother to bits
And leaving the joker�s in tearful fits
See why you�ll never understand?
Why i can no more hold your hand?
The Queen is bringing out the axe
Good thing the security�s lax
I�ll be hiding under the stair
No one ever learns to play cards fair
*Lil revolutionary*
Lil� Revolutionary
Aint got no time to be wary
She�s got a knife in her back
And a bullet through her heart
There were so many things she lacked
She was doomed from the start
She has a problem and a story
But no one wants to hear them
She has a heart and a soul
But she lets no one near them
Lil� Revolutionary
Aint got any time to tary
She�s got so many lives to save
If only she werent in her grave
*Absolutely nothing*
There�s absolutely nothing that I like about you
You�re mean and ugly; Stupid and cruel
You�re just a sad excuse for a fool
Listen up now, this is all true
You�re not worth their care or their time
You�re probably not even worth mine
I hate what exactly you are
Which is a despicable and vain creature
Without a single redeeming feature
No I�m not taking this too far
You�re so horrid you cause blindness in those who could see
The thing that disgusts me most is that you�re me
*Can I cry now?*
Can I cry now?
Are you gone?
I�ve been holding it in
For oh so long.
I should send you off
Let you feel joy
Instead of sobbing here
About how I�m your toy
It�s hard to talk
Through the pain
I won�t say it
But you�re to blame
So leave me here
Please walk away
Don�t let me worry about
What you have to say
I�m so lost without
You�re beautiful face
Like a sweet memory
With poison to lace
It�ll be at my expense
When you�re happy
Don�t you worry
It�s okay if i feel crappy
Pain is love
Love is sacrafice
I have enough hurt
For death suffice
So please go smile
Just for me
Think about what there was
And what will never be
*little girl* There was a little girl
And in that little girl there was a mind
And in that mind were thoughts that made her head whirl
Thoughts that no little girl should have to think
Dead and destuctive were these thoughts
Thoughts that would make a normal mind sink
But she stayed afloat
And cried to herself about them
Then she wrote
She wrote things that made others weep
Things that made other want to die
Then her thoughts started to seep
They seeped into other places
Hiding themselves away
Waiting to inhabit other faces
Once they left that little girl she started to cry
These thoughts were all she knew
Then suddenly she wanted to die
But then came a boy
A person who seemed to think
She was more than a demented toy
And that boy said she was nice
And that she was good
And that her heart wasn�t made of ice.
Then the little girl disappeared
Because she was fulfilled
And because they boys destruction neared
She couldn�t bear to see the boys heart break
She wanted him not to be hurt
So she said that her friendship was fake
That little girl is no more
She disappeared
Melted into the floor
That little girl wanted only to be seen
As something special
Something other than mean.
*fragile*
I�m fragile,
Don�t break me;
Protect me.
Don�t taint me;
Correct me.
I know I�m oh so full of flaws;
Going against all your silly laws.
I may always seem to be perfectly fine,
But you need to know where to draw the line.
Because I break with your touch;
Every single word brings an emotional rush.
I don�t have any delicate beauty,
The kind you�d expect.
No soft words here,
To demand your respect.
All I have are these phrases,
distractions from the dazes
You leave me in everytime
You mutter some little line.
The next time you see me
Just remember what I�ll always be.
Fragile.