And as they change us, we in turn, change them."
For all that i adore:
"as i lay on my side; soft, slow teardrops trickle by and by.
as i think of time that has gone by- and how far we've come.
as i account for every movement, every passing, every song,
i realize, and more that i was wrong.
we are Not wrong for each other and never were.
only fear held me so.
of times endured & slaving pain. & finally i feel the gain.
of what i want, i've found in you.
through horror, rain, sun, & light.
always to sparkle, through the night.
and when we dance, he spins me through the air like a parasol waiting to be rained upon.
but when he holds me, most of all, i find a new softness and meaning as i lie there- in his arms."
unwinding like a bird taking off to fly.
like a letter you unfold, with such care, not to miss a single word.
like the gift you recieve from the one you love.
like a glass heart, fragile and gentle, easily broken.
slowly, but surely, she will open.
and when it happens, it'll be so different.
can you hold on that long?
can you handle me now...
can you?
She cuts herself.
To make to bleed.
Lost within the confines
of her mind.
The door is open.
Incase he wants to visit.
With so little reason.
& yet she makes one.
Being alone drives her insane.
The fear sweeps her up.
Holding her in its' arms,
like a child.
It wont let her go.
Her mind jumps to get away.
Leaping to the depths-
of faith.
& then Polida catches her.
& hands her back to Him.
like a dove flying from the sky.
like a heart, leaping for what it longs for.
and in all it's time it wanders about searching.
and so much time passes, that it labels itself as such.
but when do you know when you have found
what your looking for...
perhaps... by a leap of faith...
and if you've never seen one before, don't worry.
you have yet to see one, or again."
