Ello Ello..
Here is Part 7 to "Always Meant to Be". If you need the other previous
parts, then
e-mail me. To answer some questions, my favorite part was Part 4...okee
dokee? Ok...now...EnjoY...
*smooches*
*-*Tina*-*
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Author: Tina at [email protected]
Title: Always meant to be (part 7)
Diclaimer: Nope...I don't own the characters of Roswell or anything of them.
Distribution: Please ask me first
Rating: PG-13 ...Maybe not for long...
Category: M&M with the others too...through Maria POV
Spoilers: It has Tess, the Max & Tess thing...So if you do not want to be
spoiled, don't read! It takes place after Sexual healing so a lot of
mentioning of the other episodes are in here. Plus Tess is in here, so maybe
its a foreshadowing of "Crazy". I don't know. haha.
Notes: Um...keep reading. If I'm convinced that people aren't just deleting
my stories, then I might do a sequel. HAHA...........
Feedback: I Love them...since this is my first fanfic, it still needs work.
Dedication: to Jackie, Liz, Nennie, and Jenn for your inspiration...
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***Part 7***
The tapping at my window only grew louder. I walked over to the curtain and
looked out. It was Micheal..... I quickly opened my window to let him in,
even though I knew my mom would freak out once she saw him, again, in my
room.
"Micheal, what are you doing here? Haven't you had enough for one day?" I
asked him as soon as he got in.
"I dunno. I felt like talking..." He mumbled.
"What is there to say?"
"We never really talked about what happened."
"You mean about what happened today?"
"Yeah..."
"What about it?"
"You know..." He said without looking at me.. He always did that, never
looking me in the eye when he wanted to say something important.
"Is it about Tess? Because I feel bad too, you know. If you wanna talk about
that, then I'm here..." I said reaching out to touch his hand.
"I need you, Maria.." He pulled me in and wrapped his arms around me. Then he
buried his face into my shoulder and started to cry. This was the second time
I ever saw him cry, he was lost just like I was.
"It's ok, Micheal. I'm here...we'll work things out..ok?" I brushed my
fingers through his spiky hair and kissed his forehead.
"I lost Tess, I can't lose you too, Maria." He cried.
"We can't be together. What about Isabel...? Listen, I'm not mad about the
dreams, ok? I'm just not comfortable with the fact that Izzy is going to be
the mother of your baby..."
"Isabel is my friend. We're not like that..." He looked up at me.
"Like that or not, it's not right. Now its more than the alien thing, now
we're talking about a baby. Plus, You and Isabel are pre-destined to be
together. Before, we couldn't be together because you were an alien and I
wasn't."
"But you're half alien now..." He said quietly..
"I know. But now something else is bringing us apart. We'll always be
friends, you know."
"You're so ignorant, Maria! Don't you ever think about how I feel?"
"Of course I do. I always do but now, it's different. Now it's just plain
wrong...."
"Forget it."
He backed away from me and headed towards the window.
"Now look whose the ignorant one. The most selfish person, thats who you
are!" I shouted.
"What the hell are you talking about?" He shouted back.
"You! I thought you came here to talk. But you came to get some. Now you
leave.."
"Get some? You thought I wanted to come here to have sex with you?"
"Maybe I do. You never apologized for all the other times you hurt me....It's
not fair. Now you expect me to take you back?"
"I never did anything to have you break up with me anyway!!!" He shouted...so
loud it made me tremble.
"Because of Isabel! That's why!"
"I didn't sleep with her!"
"You dreamt about it. Same thing!"
"It was involuntary..!!!"
"So?"
"Haven't you tried to see it from my point of view, Maria? My sister just
died, my best friend is pregnant by me even though I never slept with her in
the first place, and now my girlfriend dumps me because she assumes something
thats not right..."
"Well what about me, Micheal? My dad comes back after nearly a decade and
tells me he's an alien, my friend is pregnant by my boyfriend, my dad nearly
kills me, a girl i know DIED because of me, and now my boyfriend tells me I
have no right to be assuming stuff...!"
"Fine. You win." He finally managed to say.
"Ok."
My throat started to hurt from all the screaming and my head still hurt from
the car door earlier.
"Maria, your forehead looks really bad. Let me look at it.." He stepped in
closer to me.
"No, I don't need you to do anything." I moved away but he pulled me closer
He ignored my resistence and brushed his fingers through my hair and cupped
my chin...then he leaned in to kiss me. It was a light butterfly kiss but it
still made me go 'woo-hoo!' I knew it wasn't right but it felt right. Then
we parted....he got his hand and placed it over my forehead and healed it.
"Thanks..." I said.
"Yeah..." He said.
He leaned in to kiss me again but now it was much deeper and more passionate.
I wanted to connect with him and see him, to see through his soul. I kissed
him harder and harder until he started to laugh...
"What are you laughing at?" I shoved him back and i gave him my 'you're in
trouble now' look.
"You...you bit me..." He smiled....the first time I ever saw him smile.
"No I didn't...." I said.
"You did. You want me and you want me BAD!"
He kept laughing and never stopped. I couldn't believe this. I pushed him
into my bed and started pinching his arm.
"Ow...! Ow!" He squirmed as I continued to pinch him...That is, until I lost
balance and fell into his arms. He wrapped his arms around me tightly and
started to tickle me. But our little pinch/tickle fight was at a halt when my
mom walked in........
"MARIA!" My mom screamed.
"Mom! It's not what you think!"
"I knew it! I heard all these voices...What is he doing here, Maria?" She
placed her hands over her hips and looked at me.
"He needed to talk ok? We were joking around. No need to freak out ?"
"So now GUYS climb through your window at night? " She was still staring at
me.
"Mom, we weren't doing ANYTHING, ok? Trust me." I reassured her. But she
needed convincing.
"Mr. Guerin, may I speak with you please?" She pulled him up by his ear and
yanked him out of my room. I followed them out....She let him go...
"You are to never sneak into my daughter's room through the window again! Do
you hear me, Mr. Micheal Guerin?" She said.
"Yes, ma'am." He said.
"If you want to see my Maria, you go through the front door like normal sane
people. You hear me...?"
"Yes..." He had a look of relief over his face. He had actually looked
worried that my mom wouldn't let us be together. I smiled.
"Now Micheal, will you care to stay for dinner with us?" My mom asked.
"Of course.." He said. He did the micheal grin...how cute.
Wow. Micheal and Mom were now in better terms with each other. *What a kodak
moment!*
As we headed to the kitchen to eat, Micheal grabbed me to the side..
"I hate your mom." He said.
"She IS my mother. Don't say that. She had every right to be worried.." I
said.
"Yeah..Yeah...Like mother like daughter."
"What do you mean by that, space boy?"
"Nothing, space girl."
"What did you call me?"
"Space GirL."
"That doesn't sound right..." I grinned.
"It does to me....You're now MY space cadet." He pinched my cheeks.
"Shut up." I said.
After dinner, I walked him outside. Mom wouldn't let him go into my room
again...I wonder why. It hit me that he didn't mention Tess or my dad all
night. I'm glad that he didn't. It would hurt too much to talk about it. Plus
we couldn't talk about anything in front of my mother. She would freak out if
she found out Isabel was pregnant.
"So we're ok?" Micheal asked me as soon as we walked outside.
"We're definitely friends..." I said.
"Just friends?" He looked at me.
"I'm a loner. That's the way its gotta be." I looked at him to see if he
could recognize his own words.
"Not funny.." He said as he looked into my eyes.
"I know...but listen. Until we see what's gonna happen with everything, then
this is all we can have ok?" I said clearly.
"Ok...I understand." He leaned in to kiss me on my cheek and then turned
around to walk home.
This has been one heck of a day, i thought. I went back inside to call
Liz.....
*Part 8 to be continued*
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