501 THE L WORD
I don't love this
But if I have to love
And all for you, hereafter
Then I love you
I can say it
I can play it
I can think it, I can break it
I can feel it anytime
But loves become abused
And loves become obsessed
Loves I'm not to choose
Are loves I love best
I can love without a kiss
I can love without you
I can love fast roads, skies, and dreams
I can love for real and true
What love is
Well, I don't care right now
Love's no place for everything else
Love is being there
I can hear love
If you can tell me too
Just once,
Just once and forever in love
ART OF FACTS
This crystal round
This stone square
This castle angled
This bubble dented as required
Pieces of a game
But one life has every price
The closest sun
To the furthest grain of time
A riddle not revealed
An answer unexplained
You want excuses
And so here you live within
It's not your clothes
Not the smile in your eyes, well ...
Not the way you feel
Yet it really is to me
From here to there
From now till the end
From before to ever after
If once upon a wristwatch
Then wear and tear must end
At the cost of starting anew
502 FEEL THE REAL
So you love
So you believe
And when they're lost
So you trust
Anyone to hold you close
Any dream in your eyes to place
And when they're lost
Anything to grab a smile for the moment
A search for one's self
To feel this real
To feel this real
Is a search for one's self
There you are
There's a climax
And when they're lost
There's an emptiness inside
Full emotions
Full of night skies
And when they're lost
Full of tears once again
HERE BESIDE YOU
Here beside you
Is of all the places
Where I feel safe and comfort
We can sleep at night
We can drive on forever it seems
We can until three
Of all the pains and whys and dreams
Here beside you
I don't have to run anymore
Here beside you
Your heart is home
And I don't care to leave
I see with the morrows
Here beside you
Mere beside you
I see with the morrows
The warmth blends in
Thoughts don't need to pretend
I can fall to a beat
I can stay with the moments awakened
Here beside you
I want to be
If where I am
Here beside you
Is all life is meant to be
503 LO/VE
If I knew you well enough
And if you really cared
But what do I know
About the way you feel
Or does it matter
It matters alright
It always matters
Then I'd tell you openly
I like your outfit
I think your eyes are cute
And if I sense you weren't yourself
I'd ask if you were alright
Will you be o.k. and take care
Toss some philosophic view your way
Just to let you know I'm there
Here in times of mild servitude
We're not to love
Remaining politically disconcerned
We're not to say
The true ignorance of our rights
So dream as you may
For thoughts aloud in heart
You and I as everyone
Have fallen pray to rules keeping us apart
FIRM FAULTS
Alot of problems still exist
First women aren't just women
They're child tearers
More emotionally aware positively
Men are emotional, true
Yet tend to kill for all the wrong reasons
Women are not inferior
Yet in parts of the world, knowing is treason
Women should avoid
Those parts of the world
Women in those worlds
Should be helped in defense
To leave and be listened to
Advanced countries should not abuse
Unjustified cultures negatively
Knowledge should be introduced
Not killing machines and values
To a man of primitive mentally short fuse
Realization of thermal aspects
At high temperatures thoughts are irrational
At low temperatures thoughts are desperate
Instincts of survival ?
Individuals become rivals
The child so soon forgets
Religions have outreigned themselves
Hush, hush, the simpletons
Assassinate the oncoming powerful
White wash themselves in lies
504 UNDERBUILDING
Politics, politics?
Leaders to govern over all
Not one for this system or that one
For all systems as a whole
Nature
The resources of all production
Forest, minerals, waters
Medicines, foundations, technologies
The consumptions of foods to a balanced world
Industry
The blocks to build with
Simple housing, clothing, and conveniences
Into a direction endless
Complex, space age tech., archeology
Sociology
All humans are mere humans
Some choose to remain in the past
Some choose to advance with time
Best leave them so
As to those advancing
Changes are required
No supremist allowed, colour,gender,blondes,etc....
Such are negative
As men are to all others, mother and child
BUTTONS AND STRINGS
She doesn't hate me
She Just hates
She doesn't really hate
She just hurts
But I don't feel the pain
And I can't understand
Till she tells me so
And till she tells me
I feel like such a man
I stay when I shouldn't even be
I turn away
When I should stay
Not because of her or of me
Sometimes we look for answers
Instead of feelings that we see
And when the hurting is gone
So am I
But I'm learning, I gather
She is not my life
Just a friend in the corners of time
Reaching out to sanity
And I stand there naive
Facing love and hates unsigned
505 LOVE ECHOES AWAY
Peddles of flowers
Fill the sky with colours adored
Nappy tears cloud your eyes
The music echoes on
The universe takes an ear
Will it ever end
Will they return
The memory fades out cold
Here in my world again
This chair, this wall
This foggy misted window pane
If there's so much to love
Why am I here
Alone with loudest of silence
Alone without me there
Than all of this real
Wish I could walk away
But without you there
Wish you could be
Still I wish for me
As time, age, and dreams disappear
Ashes of the earth
Fill the universe with mysteries
Of someones ever goodbyes
IN WONDERS OF TALK
We could talk about anything
About you, about us
About your lifestyle in ours
Why dogs howl, why birds fly and/or sing
And this time we spend together
We learn to know us better
Our motions flow in sync
Our emotions play the game
And loves we say are somewhys forever
We stay apart long enough
Not to know where to begin
And every time it's different
And every time it's closer
Angers are sorrows we see
Laughters are wonders we live
Pains are tears we follow
We see and hear moods of swing
To take us there
Just to understand why they be
Until we're intimate
So close our minds foresee us
The dreams touch heart
The reasons settle in
No need of passions and lust
506 COLOURS OF US
I know you love me
I know I love you
Well, somewhere inbetween us
The big picture stands
With so many colours to choose from
Greens for you
Violets for me
As we go from there to the suns
We see each other
Through this glass opaque
Where we wish upon to be
In amongst the dreams
how forever it seems
That wishes touch us just to see
Love is there
Time is lost
When you and I just are
We think about
We never go
And ages of eyes glitter on
No kisses intimate
No notes indebted
Only feelings of belonging
Only you and I thinking there
THE TRUE INSIDE
Wonder what you think of me
Nope I look alright
Don't want to sound like a fool
Nope these moods don't fill in the night
I'm this and that
And you don't say much
I twirl and sway
But you really don't notice
Paths won't cross in coincidence
Worlds won't see the same
Until you've been there and empty
You look around to find you
A place, time, and laughter
You Just have to be...there
Here I am in wonder
There you are in an observation
Not even close enough together
To touch the innocence
The lost was so long ago
Well, I was speechless
Five hundred thousand words and more
With hands rolling in the air
Yes, I was with out sounds of etiquette
You think I'm o.k.
No more, no less
Life is only yours to say
No rules, no quest
507 CONTINUOUS ENDS
Don't need love tonight
If I can love you forever
And if I feel that way now
Then forever must be an endless tear
Always there
Always crying
You can't see it
But I'm there inside
Empty and emotionless
When I hold you ...
I don't need eyes to feel
And when I feel you
I wish dreams of evermore
Memories of here with no-one
Remind me I'm here with you
Intimate words
Across a social table
Never without a thing to do
Then love is tossed like confetti
Lost to the natures of time
Pieces here and there, we touch
But we're not enough
Until forever returns with us
WICKED ARE THE PEOPLE
Wicked are the people
That dress in black
That dress in white
Wicked are the people
That live in dark
That live in light
Wicked are the people
That believe in hells
That believe in heavens
Cause of evil
You have nothing to live for
You have nothing to die for
Cause of evil
You do what evil says forever more
Wicked are the people
That tell us false truths
That tell honest lies
Wicked are the people
That kill the innocent
That pray like lambs
Evil is an illusive finite
Pretend, makebelief, fairy from hell tale
It's all evil if you believe in
The fear of wicked people
508 ONE HUMAN REMAINS
As long as
One human remains
There is a chance of purpose
There is a chance of reality
There's a chance of order in the universe
As long as
One human remains
I can die in peace
I can live with that
I can dream any thoughts from there
As long as I am
No-one can win
No-one can lose
As long as I am
As long as
One human remains
Actual freedom comes closer
Actual knowledge comes nearer
Actual reality will set clearer these eyes
As long as
One human remains
The child can say yes
The child can say no
The child can overrule sweet swept lies
OUR SUMMERS AGO
In a summer cool
Outside is green and quiet
Her hair glows bright
My shadows disappear
But I care too much
But I don t know how to feel
So I don't say so
And she knows this well of me
Responds empty from the heart
Deciding to let me go
We once had fun
Looking in each others eyes
Just being that close
Just caring that much
We trusted each others lies
This went on almost ageless
While doors opened to us
Leading away in thoughtsdivided
The summers remain
Inside is blue and grey
Her dreams break away
My worries appear
509 ROUNDED DOORS
My life is here
Behind my hands over my eyes
And you want me to live out there
Well, that's so far from here
You'll drag me out on stage
You'll tell me out loud
And I have to go along or else
You'll walk away
So, spin in circles
So I step in and out
Still here with me
Still there with you
Ups and downs in spaces
Near and far
Together and apart
In high and lone places
And though we can't fly
Our dreams go all the way, woo...
And that's a touch more
And that's a sight closer
Our lifetime can never dare go
Come in, come in
As I dance out to the winds
This distance of time well learned
Soon we'll return
INTIMATE TRUST
I feel empty
Here without someone
And when I'm with someone as you
Wish I could stay
Tied up inside at times
With a mind full of you
And no-one to hold
You, know it's hard to walk these narrow lines
I'll make it this far every time
And if I don't break down
I'll turn back to you again
Just being there seemed fine
We talked of anything
We could hold just to hold
As now we can walk away
But only so far
Without that feeling inside pulling cold
Someday, this far away
One of us may not return
Wandering off into these vacant shells
510 THOUGHT OF TWO
Here in the sun
You can feel it glaring down
As the cool of the snow melts away
The clouds close in
As the sun sets the hazy orange
Settle in for the last fire of the day
The flicker of a candle
Brings out the tear of your eye
Sounds whisper in the background
Like bubbles in the wine glass
Curves cuddle in the moons reflections
And the shadows fall as one
Wicks glow out upon puddles of wax
This touch still warm and intimate
A mist rises upon a shore somewhere
The cold is gone
The fear is gone
After the day, seems strange to really care
Just me in an empty horizon
Greys of the sky cast down silence
End of every question
LEAVING LOVES ALONE
I could see the world
I had an answer for every thing
Then love stepped in
And I can't save a thought
She wasn't perfect
But she shared on understanding
That's all that counts these days
Still the consequences are outstanding
There s no new future
There's no way out of everafter
Now's the time to stay
Now's the time to decide
Do I break down in tears and laughter
Do I stay cold real and pure
I can save the world
But she loves me back again
I can save the questions
But she loves me from the inside
It hurts to hold
It hurts to let go
What to do, what to do
There's fun in her world
There's facts in mine
511 THINGS I NEVER SAID
Things I never said
When we stood heart to heart
Do you love me
Do you think I love you
Things I never said
When you called me aside
Are you waiting for me
Am I really the only one
Things I never said
Would it be o.k. to ask you
What am I allowed to Bay
Can I Just hold you
Can we just talk a while
Is this going to last forever
Is this going anywhere at all
Things I never said
Is this where we go from here
Do you feel the same
What do we really understand
Do we do like the rest
What do we mean by holding hands
Things I never said
I thought you already knew
Things I never said - to you
I thought to me, through and through
ARCHETYPE
Some one
Sitting at the top
We build the castle
We grow the food
We build the stool
We pay the fool
He just sits there
We never gain
We never survive
We never look up
We see no one wise
Well, the hierarchy must fall
So I can breathe again
This sun and rain of mine
And, the monarchy must end
So I can reason with
This real down here in decline
Don't feed the kings
Don't feed thy neighbour
Become the gold they thrive
Become the true of one
512 HATE OF THE PIOUS
There's no use getting inangered
They have children too
And through their eyes
This anger lies within them
So of the good, right and truths
Who is of peace, wisdom, and sincere
We that are, have survived
We that will be, shall survive
Those that know
Well, prove it, substantially
So even if I die
You'll live only so much longer
And if you don't see now
Then what you see is no stronger
But you still have time
Still have a thought
I don't need holes in my walls
Don't need holes in my hearts
I can't patch them both
But only so long do they last
And this is me
Frayed and unthreaded
Dust upon my dreams
Forgotten by you
PASSIONS OF DESPAIR
In every tear of love
Reflections of all these memories
Times when there was just you and me
Now you sit there waiting
Swaying upon endless wishes
I left without a forever
You stayed behind holding a smile
I had to go, you knew
You had to let me, I knew
Gone are the years in truths denial
Here alone
I need you for anything
I wish, I dream, without holding
Here alone
All but a fire
We shared the flames unlit
In ashes of desire
Not for love did we admit
Held in this goodbye
Until now
Good-bye
513 FREE SERF
Freedom
To walk this land
To travel this world
To explore this universe
Freedom
To wear these nothings
To build here, here, or here
To eat anything I can
Freedom
To speak real
To hear the trues
To see rights of a human accepted
Freedom
To be free
Of fears, hates, and lies
Ah, created by men artificially
To be controlled by them
Freedom
The child that dies of disease
The mother that freezes to death
The boy that bleeds from wounds
This is their freedom
This is politically convenient
Freedom
In the degrees of theft
In hands of aristocratic baboons
A GAME OF DEATH
Kills an animal
For the sport of it, he says
Kills a man
For the challenge of it, he says
Kills a society
For the curiosity of it, he says
Kills civilization
For the cure, he says
Destroys all life
or the righteous, he says
Destroys the planet
For the peace and quiet, he says
Destroys the sun
For believing in it, he says
Homicide, genocide, omnicide
Vote for me
Vote for me
Suicide, toxicide, chromocide
Kill for me
Die for me
From the death of a volcano to the birth of orbital decay
You're just a man
Who knows nothing of why you play
514 THE OPEN PASSAGE
Into an unknown universe
Set course to out there
Anywhere is new
Only to make it should I care
All the universe is free
One can go on forever
So many stars and galaxies
Ones lifetime to endeavour
Here's nowhere to go
Here someone owns you
And everyone else someone knows
There's nothing one can do
A ship with your name
Upon waves of light unknown
There's no destiny
There's no definite guarantees
Feel free to return any time
Waking up to see
Just that much further
And for the time and effort
A worthy venture
FORM
Don't want to marry you
Don't want to sex you
Don't want to love you
Cause of trying to be there
And after all those years of being
Around your eyes, voice and touch
All those feelings inside are in conflict
As I look at you
I see form
A form that's never to change
Not a mirror figure
Not the instinct of mystique
Too wise to accept
Too young to ignore
But these dreams have passed my curfew
And time has closed the door
I can't hear you
I can't sense you
Still of this form, I recall
In your mirrors, you know
I do not have
I can not create
Only wonder why
Only try to understand
Form
515 THE LASTING TEAR
Maybe when the sun fades to blue
Maybe when the skies fade into the night
And all I remember is you
As I drift to the endless flight
But I'm trapped in this mirror
And all I see
Is what's left of me
Thoughts of an eagle
In a body of ashes yet to be
Feelings of an owl
In a world naive as me
You were just a need
You opened your doors
You had answers I'd never find alone
And I had you for the moment
To walk along with
To hold in arms with
Those goodbyes have now gone
Maybe if these paths were life free
Maybe then these trails we could see
The search towards you
As I drift upon this endless sea
HIS RACE IS LAST
Here in a war of man
A war of technical ignorance
The mother, daughter
The unknown child to be
None of which are to die for me
In these skies of flames to dance
He has a god to kill for
He has no reason to dream
Unaware of out here on the other side
An angry egotistic brain-rinsed pride
He dies in a child like scream
And there's a thousand more
Being taught to be just the same
But I am, this time
And I hate all this the more
This never ending calculated war
Time to end this lingering line
Sure there's love around me
But of its slow death
A death I ignore
Yet still to be, I sight
End the final fight
Total omnicide this earth to the core
His failure to recognize a faithless war
516 FEAR THE OTHER CHILD
Stands before them
Untouchable, unbeatable
Demands and commands
No one lives to deny
No dies that can reason
There is no torture
There are no cages
No dreams to live in
No, there's no thing to hold you back
In the primate ages
You will venture
You will grow, and learn to know
You can walk away forever
You can tell us you care so
Looking death in the eye
Only fools enter stubbornly
But you understand
You compromise and sympathize
And walk away willingly
The last god rules
The last man stands
The last god dies
And frees the child at hand
NO INNOCENT KINGS
When someone is born
In poverty, in hierarchy
When someone is born
Long enough to know their own death
You know the system put you there
And the system keeps you there
No matter how far you dream
But I'm here to break the rules
Rules are for politicians and peasants
But I'm human
Free of thoughts in analysis content
And there is no happy here
No angers, sorrows and fears
Intellects playing gods in your head is all
Only reals of abilities actual
The doing, thinking, and feeling of all
But I can not do
And what is a dream
Why I feel nothing of these words
A dilemma of the fortunate
Creating only footprints
Forward and meaningless destinies
To end in empty paths content
517 STILL TIME TO GO
Almost time to go
And without a memory of you
And without an end to find
The going seems confused
Here's where I wish to be
And everywhere else a dream
So tonight,
With in these arms
With us in those dreams
We'll call this love
And I'll never forget love
You and the dreams
The way love was
Those years ago in love
Almost time to go
Is there anything left to say
I love you, you know
I love to dream, when I can
Guess I'll always be confused
But I don't care to die here
In arms of hope and tears
Let these memories live on and forgotten
In the rest of my days, those passing years
INDUBITABLY CERTAIN
There are no gods
There are apes
He loves to give
There's pain and torture
She lies to live
But you're suppose to believe
So just shut up
And do as they say
And they'll let you live, in the weave
What do you do
Well, what's to be done
Did it work before
Well, why fight what can't be won
What can be won
What has been won
There are lights
There are dreams
She loves to deceive
There's wonder and pleasure
He lies to receive
It's all in a book
Who wrote the book
But they're not gods
No more than I
Such a naive little boy
518 THE MISSING WORTH
What kind of future
Are we leading to
One of a hundred men
To live as king
Harvesting all of nature in a day
Selling ourselves on interest
Leaving to the dead, their dreams
Wills to no longer contest
What's mother going to do
When all the gods come down
And no-one obeys them
Even the birds fly away
Well, mother put your foot down
There's no place for kings
In a world of fax machines
Another satellite orbits the universe
Searching for our childrens dreams
We don't serve animals
And they don't serve the forest
And these mountains
Well, they're just there to awe
Still the king doesn't rule
We Just pay an old fool
Our lives of representationalist
With no foundations of values
START COUNTING
There's error in the appraisal
When war is worth more than education
When football is worth more than daycare
A sign of the times
Of values misdirected upon lifes intention
We're not here to watch
We're not here to die for entertainment
But you pay for life
Ya, you pay for life
Everything else is free
If you pay for living
These costs put on values of ourselves
Best be discontinued
And separated from the toys upon our shelves
Without being corruptly misconstrued
We're not living by rules
Merely tor the rulers say so
I'm lead to percieve
This plot of a war coming on
Someone's out there
Already in the weaves
But upon the multi-cultural dawn
The deaths to toll
Leaves no-one time to conceive
519 FICTIONAL FACTS
Holding you in arms
Swaying to a melody
Time fades with the eve
Dreams lash out with the winds
Words paint every move
As the memories begin
The lonely stand to lose
You run through my hair
I hold your every curve
Till in our eyes we sense the moment
As intimate as we share
Over every ocean
Through every night sky
Even with seasons
Where all the ever after lie
You and I
We don't need all the answers
A sincere word
A helping hand
And a feeling of belonging inside
Just to get us here
Taken in hand
Weight of the past at our feet
Sweat upon every grain of sand...
OMINOUS WAR CLOUDS
When the war begins
All the love-you's in the world
Won't be coming home
Won't be a home to return to
Just welcome death when it comes
It's stupid, we know
Just thank men for their patriotics
For writing up the gods
And stand before them on deadly chaotics
Kill or be killed
It's a peaceful way to go
So much dead has been spilled
Fed up with waiting
What good's having the power
When you're not allowed to show
Skin covered skeletons
Walking paths of teared upon demise
A child of hope
A child of wondrous dreams
Aged to face truths with inbred lies
And the war within
Rebels the war upon us now
You don't want to fight
But, you don't want to fight
But still the war begins
520 A LITTLE JUST
A little piece of sun
A little drop of rain
Just one little flower in the soil
Just a tree
Just a garden
A little bit closer to earth
A little rat
Just a pack of wolves
Just another reason to stay
A little boy
A little girl
Just a minute piece of us all
Just a toy
Just a machine
A little bit bigger and better
A little star
h little thought
Just part of this enlarged universe
Just enough life
A little unknown
A little more beyond every reach
Just happy to be here
Just curious to go on
A little step every day of the way
HEAVY ON THE BUSINESS
No more religions
This child needs to grow away
No more civil laws
These kids shouldn't have to pay
And no more violence
Why must we grow up
To slay just to stay
You won't die without it
But you'll kill to hold on
But holding nothing but illusion
Can't deal with the cold real
Real is you
Real is just living
Real is the reason for building futures
But when the building stops
The illusions live
In you, in your head
And there's nothing to hold
Those are the rules
Time to throw them away
At a cost
This child in a brand new day
No gods, you hear
No gods...
521 LOVE ABOUT US
What's to love about us
We save our lives
We save our money
Our time, our dreams
We laugh at the pain
We cry for the broken freedom
Angry with love
In love with the anger
We hate being helpless with everyone
Held in this love
The companion, the child
The feeling itself inside
Against the violence
The genocide, the euthanasia
The prejudice
A dream against realities
A theme of mislead casualties
We find the happiness
We seed only gloom
Leave behind a despair of dis ease
We'll still care
When we're out there somewhere
Learning what it is
This love about us
TWENTY ONE GODS
Twenty one gods
And none of them can save you
And when I'm gone
Life goes on
And when god dies
Lifes will go on
And don't bother trying to save it
Nobody's that strong
None of them the same
Not even in a name
Fresh out of china
Or of an old irish queen
An inca fairytale
Or a saint nicholas dream
Twenty one gods
Just a mythical power game
Kills every man
His ignorance and his shame
Twenty one gods
A hierarchy politic scam
As far as forgotten
Or as new as the unknown
Twenty one gods
And none of which are real
Enough to save
Real enough to pretend
522 TEMPORARY SANITY
Don't remember being here
Why did I do that yesterday
Well, if no-one tells me
Life wouldn't even be aware
Think I love
But I only know how to feel
Inangered by passions
Memories I never had
Unsure of what to let go
Trusty fools
And gaming the innocent
Spilling out empty hearts
To friends I Just don't know
And every morning
A new flower and blank screen
With nothing to run away from
Like living in a dream
Yet, hiding in a dream
And from here the reasoning confounds
Clearly as this silent moment
As understanding as I still am
Psyched out emotions,
Must have lost their grounds
PICTURES INSIDE
Cured by the beauty
Of legs and eyes alluring
I need your thoughts
Compatible and desired
This power of mystique
Accented by the moods of the sky
From a classic appeal
Enticed as I feel
I look for more in this cool cut eye
What holds me here
This tempting shell of years nurtured
I have found
But inside every one a varied charm
Just to sit here and communicate
Beyond personal fascinations
Beyond the warmth and attractions
Just being here making sense
Takes away the loss and abilities in
Once I'm in this world
What a sight, these thoughts beheld
Every time suggestive
Every time expelling
Will this wanting ever subside
523 THE TIMERS SET
Need time to understand
Stop and see life
Before I can live out there again
Need the time to remember
All the reasons
Just can't go on and on
Not knowing why without answers
You say, don't worry about it
But you don't know either
So I go to the books
They say go to the book
The book says, believe and don't argue
But has no answers
So when I find the time
I'm lost in a maze of arrows
Look over there
Think this way
Feel happy air-headed
And kill to feel that way
Nice cultures
Psychotic delusionists
Shallow diverged leaders
They don't understand
So how do we learn to
So unsure
SPARKLE AND A TEAR
What you have woman
That opens my eyes
Charges me back alive
Is what I need every day
To drive my emotions
Express my emotions to you
Bring me back to humanity
To a doubtless gentle sanity
And it's your nature
To never be mine
To care about me somehow
These instincts to nature
This distance last forever
Full of tact and subversion
Wordless emotions sensitivity
I'd almost feel you were as clever
Sort as warm
Real as I feel
When you're gone
The tears I know will show
So let me know
I was right about us being
And the willing possibility
Though I won't feel so
I'll let you go
524 FOOTSIES
Fast fashion
Fast colours
As elegant as this atmosphere
You fill the room
Higher than heels
Aura of the isles
Forever seems so far from here
Too much, too close
Sold around every sway
And locked in every contacted eye
I'm living you
When you live me in such style
And that's why
You're on my wall
You're on my mind
You're on the tip of my tongue
Every dream, every time
Deadly contours
Hair set affire
And love inside a glittering eye
Holds me down
B'YEH-LEE KROHF'
Squinting eyes of curiosity distant
Body sinking in a melting shore
Curves twisted in proportion
Hair like uncontrolled blades of sweat
Open to the touch
Close to the beat of the earth
Sense of a barren world
Hidden aura keeps a look of mystique
Soft warmth of skin
Wet with the grit of sand
The power of seduction
The pain of a cold universe
A song serene
And she's lost to the truth of tears
A spice in scents
And she's strong of a heart that sears
A mist of memories...
525 WHAT HAPPENED THEN
There's a right to live
There's a right to die
And the individual chooses
And since rights have been censored
Squared off, ruled out
Politically, religiously
Psychologically, kept without
The rights of one are enslaved to accord
Once intelligent
They're scorned and threatened
This will happen to you
If you don't do what I say
Believe me, trust me
Pay for me
And as long as you are
You'll never die
But of rights and reasons
And of choices and answers
None for you and I
Say goodbyes to true friends
When you come of age to be lead
Do as you're told, and don't make your bed
Where propaganda begins, and reality ends
AND TOMORROW
And tomorrow
I'm going to think of another solution
And tomorrow
I'm going to spend some time at the mall
And tomorrow after that
I'm going to be that much closer to death
And tomorrow
I'll forget another years memory
And tomorrow
I'll feel like being alone
And tomorrow
I'll see somebody die so far away
And tomorrow
I've a whole new universe to open
And tomorrow
I've all the time I need to breathe
And tomorrow
I've so much to do while I'm alive
And tomorrow
I can dream these walls away
And tomorrow
I must age like cheese and gold
And tomorrow
I should watch all the solutions
fade as I
526 LIFE LONG LURES
Though I'm just a male
Sincerely I can say
She was fun to be with
She was alluring, yet a mystique of fear
She was beauty in her moments
Her personality expanded
Her years linger on and on
Her understanding grew on me
She inspired my feelings concern
Made the calm with all my rage
Kept me in those pains of disgrace
Loved and hated me in silence
She's more open and caring
That bewilders me
She speaks of thoughts I've tossed away
That makes me intrigued
She believes all those wonders
I wonder if she's serious at all
The girl is not afraid of me
Unlike all those horror movies
The girl sees what I see
Yet, from an opposite perspective
The age between us vanishes
As time leads us away
THIS PART OF SPECIES
All this knowledge
And yet we sit in circles
Don't you know you
The way you think
The way you see
The way you run right to the edge
Do you know what's up there
Just that it is
That's all you care to know
But realize
Once you go there
You'll be there
And to get there takes time
Thought, maybe even deaths of time
And now you can go even further
But you've never been further
You'll sit in thoughts
But you're not you enough to do it
"I'm me", you'll say
'Say' as you best do, but 'do' you dare not say
You don't have knowledge
Etiquette maybe, words of words
That's all you know
No ideals of these physical pieces
To create...
527 IN A STARE
Cool and quiet
A hum of silence calm
No people around to confuse
No intellects here to answer
Clear of choice
To rest where I dream
To look upon every thought
This mumbling voice
Taken away from this whole outside world
There in body
Here in mind
But I feel I'm not at all
Another time old
Another upgraded complexity
Still upon a planet of unreachable stars
I've talked and talked
Yet, reality is never heard around here
If only there was a long ago
This distance of society could recall
But little of this past lingers
And only of us do we find
The way of thoughts
The change in nature perceived
Should this door be opened ...
HUMANE TOLERANCE
What is right for you
What is right for me
Now we're both in the others wrong
It's what I know
And what you believe
Who you talk to
Who I never speak of at all
There's what you've been taught
And what I've learned in thought
We don't add up
We don't break even
We return to how ancestors fought
They've lead us to
This blood of two
But saying and doing
Are two different views of equity
So hard to remember it all
And just to erase it all
Means you'll almost forget to breathe
What are we leading for
What leads do we take
Time to explore our own freedoms in denial
528 THE CHROMOSOME
If only I was here to see the rest of time
Then all of this would be reason enough
Of life onto life
This chain I have given you
Not for love
Not for hate
Nor the mesmerising romances of mind
Of us, we two
The unsightly
The whole drafted universe
Looking like I'm only for you
Another missing link
You think one would think
While all we had to do
Was do what was never done
Again upon this thought I drink
ONLY THIS FAR
Only this far from shore
And already I feel this cold solitude
Only this far from earth
How much more reclusive can one feel
Memories needn't end this way
I can change
Yet to what and what from
Nobody knows to say
I feel I could...
BLOCKS THE GENE
What of me now
I've nothing of value
Just being here
Was all I could offer you
And as time depreciates with age
The old times
The moments left
It's all one big white elephants page
No wasting away in seclusion
For the feelings
For the knowing
I imagine everywhere in conclusions
We wait, we wage
Already dreaming to oblivion
529 AGES PERSPECTIVE
She sees me
And I see here
We used to know us
But I'm too old
And she's another day
There's so much world out there
We'll never hold
We'll never really know for sure
This love, this hate
These moods in mind of matters
At tines apart
This forgotten heart
Sets a pace upon every corner of her door
If only I could guarantee
A lifetime and its wonders
I'd take her yesterday
But time has its way with me
Down this path
Turning to illusions, gone and remembered
So I look away
And she looks away
In wishful thoughts
A song to never play
SMALL PICTURES
There's nothing out there alone
All the dreams to be
Empty fires upon a shallow universe
This home inside of me
Well, little dreams
Little dreams of a mind set
A life time of illusive amusement
And come true these dreams
You've dreamt so long for
To understand
To travel these stars
To grow, to tell
Such little dreams
Much more than little dreams
Yet if that's all you want
Such as you are
Then alone you'll stay here
A species, a being
A planet, a star
The joys and hates of loves and fear
530 TIMING THE ENDS
Sick of all the beer
Sick of all the wine
Football's Just a game
Romance is just a game
I've learned to work
I work to live
I live for this?
Well, what have I learned
Tired of all the beauty
Tired of all the hate
I feel like thinking
I think till I'm in a migraine
This food makes it worse
Stressed out in the corners
These laughs turn away
And the sadness digs in
Less human than the very chromosome
I drop the universe
Only to be all over again
Sick of socialites
Tired of seeing the unborns tear
Do I know why we are
"Do I ?, Do I ?
Well enough, this end so near
WAS RIGHT THERE
The wind wisps in hallows
They curl in for the night
I sight the closing doors
The envisions of our evening glows
See her beauty
Wouldn't change a thing
Even if it means never touching
Just another intolerable duty
Saddened by this painless bout
I sound out ever returning
For there is no end in these eyes
Yet, of the end itself
What was in those eyes
The pound of every word
Shredded in my own feelings
Holds a tear onto all these skies
Love, to stay
Love to walk away
Gone, and I'm helpless
You had me
And I had no-one again
But you'll never know
531 THE DEAD WAR
Upon the shoreline
He stands alone and waiting
An enemy out there he knows
Fifty years and a rusty bullet
Still he stands
Everyone's gone out there
Never to return
And sure he'll die the sooner
His very bones begin to show
Still he stands
The thoughts compiled in bewilderment
Time turned cold as the universe awaiting
Seemed death was meaningless as recycled rain
With nothing to aim for
No goals to be achieved
He lays his weapon to the dust
There is no winning
Nor was anything to lose
Only he fought for what he thought
Killing only to live longer than the dead
Such trivial perceptions for the powerful
But hold out stranger
There's annihilation just over the moon
Setting at your feet
So, hang tight stranger
...still he stands
KNEW IT, DID IT
Four thousand square miles
Gone up in oblivion
At the press of a button
It was the only answer remaining
You tried talking
You tried corruption
You even tried love, ha
But there was no end to complaining
So I built a button
And all of its intents
Waited and I waited
No sign of oneness
No sign of 'The better big picture'
These minds sway symbolically
Clouds of black smother in for the life
This wonderful morning
This dawn of silence
Did you really think,...time could tick it all away
Just seven little buttons
And with a little push
I'll Just blow this galaxied ball to dust
Know it, do it
Says the newborn battered child
Says you
532 EDGES
There was fire everywhere
Competing for the air I breathe
Upon hands and knees
I sight vegetation across the way
And in this cavern damp of time
As if inside a whole different existence
How could I be
Why should I be always on these edges
Seems end after end
I return all over again
No better, no further ahead
Than a future already there
A toxic rain, a faded sun
As far as I can go
Why I'm even in this existence
If only to be no longer so
I've no appearance
I've no senses
Yet,I know I think of so
I tell my thoughts
My thoughts don't control anymore
I created the fires
I create ability
And I choose this path to lead me on ...
OUT OF POSITIONS
We were for fun
We became popular
But the price went higher
Till living cost too much to be
We didn't pay for this
And now we are
Now there's no time for staying
No where to go back to
At times we care, always too late to do
Consumed in time and effort
Fixing this, a holiday there
Being here on time
And doing that once more
Devoured by life and durability
Thinking all the while
Made it this far, I'm still here
Look out with a smile
Like that car, like this beer
But out there, they'll never know
More than pain and fear
Not even laugh upon no final mile
We had fun
Now it's made of everything but
When it's gone
Watch the depressed children walk away
533 YOUR TIME WITH ME
You wanted more out of time
And you have a way of always being there
Where did beauty come from
Having been with you so long
Staying only for our intimacy
In ageless words insighted
Well, I walk away in pain
And thoughts follow as I go
And those of you lead back again
Using all my energy just to know
I've lead you here to only doubt
What life was all about
And everyone ends here
And everyone surrenders
This choice of ours to hold away in silent dreams
Goodbye, for the last time, goodbye
This far for all that is
This far and all are gone
You could not have been better to I
INSIDE AFTER LOVES
Even as these winds blow
The stars fade into play
Above this peach set horizon
Closes for the night
I dream upon the cool flickering waters
She doesn't need me anymore
And I have seen all the way inside
There s little left and all the more
Tomorrow I'll've forgotten
As she pulls me to the ground
Too weak, too broken in my visions
To piece together words to satisfy
Remembering these bodies close
To this misty self compared
Curled up in dreams pieced together
Leaves fall with the time
Winds calm upon a washed away shore
A blue sky and sounds irrelevant
As down this road I ponder
All those forgotten
All those lost from here everafter
Dare I see this dawn alike
As empty as a universe without I
The being only for the well sighted meaning
A reason of doubt where feelings lie
534 ENDURED RESPONSE
What did this mean
The growing, the stress
The knowing of every life like test
Where no past can change
And as you see it now so clear
So many views to choose from
Strong as you are
Wishing time was not for seeing here
Tingling with cryless tears
Those loves I've abandoned live on
I couldn't dream of you
And the sounds are so hazy
Those feelings left behind hurt so strong
Wish you were gone
Wish you were near
Now I miss Just being there
Spending empty moments in wonder
In good and right of winnings
The sincere fade with memories
Do you remember
Oncoming signs of destined integration
Veering onto others
All of you
Turning with the echoing winds so high
BEHIND THE SCENERY
Underneath your beauty
Underneath your dreams
I feel everything around you
Even inside your early morning
Underneath your senses
Underneath your creation
Even this far away
I concern your even remembering
Eyes upon eyes
We don't know us
step into trust
And intimate are these skies
Where I can see you
Come out of your locks and lures
Come out of your sunsets and tears
Underneath your awe
Touch the potions of your aura
Trapped inside this luxury
Underneath your watchful claws
535 THE FINAL BIRTHDAY
So tired of this futile battle
Against mens self righteous greed
As billions will die
Just to bring them to realize
Leave the fires burn
Leave the chain to evident doom
The contamination is done
Evolution shall now devour
Come what of these alterations
No adaptation to this air you breathe
Nor the water, nor the soil
He's cast a cancer upon us all
Futile as I breathe
I watch upon these hours
The wisdom of laughter
You just don't have the collateral
To pay for what you already have
At the bottom of the universe
And not a realty sign taken seriously
He can not buy the moon, old man
You haven't the feeling required
So sell your mother to an orphanage
And buy the dream you always wanted
I've not this futile time
Aged upon in stone
THE REASON WHY
After the young
Comes the realization
Life is the incident
Going the way you do
Being there is when you turn
A thought lost, a thought gained
Here we made the laughter
Ignoring the torture there
Of children, animals, and nature
We see it, we turn it off
We can't stop it
We try against all the corrupt powers
A losing struggle
Why are children
If they're brought up like you
To love, to hate
To give, to greed
Tell us how they see it so
So grow on the knowing
And grow on the parenting
And find out why
Find out why
The reason, not the answer
536 PJ. J.
Almost feel in love with you
You were beauty
You had a motivative sparkle
But behind my mirror
I was a skeptical, grumpy old...et cetera
The lines didn't cross
The dreams never matched
Letting go before even holding you
You were fun and alive
Positively exciting
Never a moment without looking up
A character, an image
A portrait of wonder
As long as you are
Keep that light in your eye
As for love out there
Walk those stars at night
Feel the way I once could
Dare the waters
Share the sun
Feel the winds of every sky
That's me out there
Have fun and take care
Luv Bo
COMPANY UNKNOWN
Couldn't love you
If I wanted
But if you need me to
I'll love, too
Cause I Just don't know
At least surely, I'm unsure
One in a life of forever
That's who we are
When I see us through all the haze
I feel in place
I don't feel love
I feel intimate compassions
I crave for answers
They say you're the one
Yet, out of all the many
Who's to be sure
No-one and me
So tell me yes
So tell me love
I'll tell you anything you feel
And if we're right
We'll be, from this night on
537 HARD TO GET
Hard
To die for
Hard
More than what you pay for
Hard to get
The way you play it
You hit on and walk away with it
If that's hard to get
That's hard enough
As the difficulty in this procedure
When you come on in
Is this business
Is this pleasure
And where do I fit in
Plain hard to get
No more serious
Than a poet in a cloud of ideals
Stars wrapped around her arms
And oceans of forever in his head
Hard to get
Hard
Strain of intoxins
Hard
Like mutations of earth, rock and moltens
DO-GO-SEE
Let the president
Pick his own apples
Let the queen
Make her own wine
Let the righteous
Pave their own paths
I've my own roads to follow
And forever should be mine
I, the individual
Have my life
My friends, my time
My soil to grow upon
I needn't enslave myself
Onto you nor any other
For the mere purpose of being here
What has happened to us
For the so much that we can
Little that we do
And the places to go, have gone
And seeing just isn't anymore
Leave the poor die in peace
And the billions less turn to dust
Turn this big round castle
To a string of direction
Can you stand, sir
Can you stand
538 A WARM TEAR
This first dance
Could be the last deuce
For you and me, love
So hold the moment
Hold the warmth
Wish I knew I'd be holding you again
And feel the way I should
A smile brings this tear
For the joy that is
For the sorrow to part
For these words I care not to hear
In this uncertain love
Stirred with feelings cold and distant
Upon touches intimate and sound
I'm tied to this confused love
These dances are not forever
As the music lingers on and on
Let the lights go out
Let the audience fade
With you here in arms I'll stay
Here's where love dances
You and I, look back then
Close as a dream
You and I, can't go back again
THE HEART STOPS HERE
Saddened by this love for her
Married with children, happily
And that's good for her
Even though I missed out
All those years ago
Back then, I wasn't looking seriously
You caught my eye
Don't think I caught yours
And you weren't the 'only' one in mine
But you are, as you are, again
Now I'm still searching
For someone like you on the list
If I could clone you
If you had a twin
If I could go back in time
Where would I begin
Well, yes I love you
For being the woman that you are
Your rational personality
Your deep brown eyes
And you 'ld talk to me without that fear
Hey, you're a female, mayor evolute
So yah, I grabbed onto your paths
Kept in tact from a distance
Got caught up in the wonder
The wonder . . .
539 THE HEART STOPS HERE
When I thought of you
I came around to reality
That meant letting you go
Though I never held you
There lingered these feelings
Why, when I saw you
My senses went wimpy and confused
As though to cry but not
As though to understand, but can not
Over whelmed with this power
Crushed my senses and reasoning
Every time the same, awesome
On one hand, it was great
On the other, it was a pain
And being caused by you was fascinating
Love enough, this had to be
And letting go has not been easy
As it never will
For ever feeling this way again
Will only bring you to mind
Right through the heart, there princess
But that's o.k.
One of the better wounds I'll receive
For what ever the reason
It's in me, to live by
Good-bye - Take care
INDIVIDUA THOUGHT
So you love this world of yours
You leave the forests
You want the children
Wish time would stop and close all the doors
But I think it's time to move along
Leave nature to death
Love only feelings come and gone
This perfect world was errored
Based on you
And ploughed over me
You were mentally illuded
I couldn't see through all the dirt
By comparison, you should've seen
Yours was a dream
Mine was rightful
Now through all this rubble
Knowingly this true
Fallen into your own chaos
Out of patience of time I grew
I never loved your world
Just the natures of
The earth, the young, onto the universe
The feelings of wonders inside of me
540 GOING REASONLESS
Never bothered to remember
Just knowing was too much
Love and sex fell
To hate and fun
Children I could no longer tell
Between truth and lies deceived
I created wonders
Wonders caused destruction
Destroying inside of me
Thought about just thinking
But this over time was life threatening
Gave up dimensional dreams
Just to think straight at all
No, I'm not the human I could've been
Not the person I was meant to be
Cause of stopping to see
Yes, didn't like what I saw
Now I'm watching everything
Love doesn't stay
Time has already gone
Hate is always on hold
Dying came to my face a cold real
Playing here alone
Not with the game, and wishes
Waiting yes, alive in a bite of trues
A taste of your worlds
Tears and delicious
A KNOWING CHILD IS
It's a culture shock
It's a political war
It's a religious chaos
It's a legality lost
It's a choice limited
It's a freedom provided
It's a propaganda hidden
It's a language plagued
You can't walk here
You can't speak that way
You can't drink this beer
You can't wear grey
Have to lie this old
Have to earn that life
Have to pre-acknowledge
Have to ignore them
It's a do or death
It's a belief or insanity
It's a trust or doubt
It's a now and from now on
And I can go on and on
Don't have to do it
Don't have to go
Just say it, mean it
Just express it, validify it
Say no, no, no more
541 WALK AWAY POOR
This journey has me tired
Still climbing between the staggering odds
The reasons, the lies
The rights, the corruption applies
The illusions walled with gods
Cultures pointing fingers
And none of any true
Condemn the dead for memories unwanted
And whos I.Q. is high enough to judge I.Q.
Let the poor walk away
Living only to die anyway
Best the poor walk away
This world's no place to stay
Stop this journey
Don't go anywhere
Don't do any thing
Just stop their big wheels dead
Start a small world
Start all over again
Save billions of lives
Save the whole planet now
Walk away alive
Join in as individuals
A species
Not a colour, language, nor gender
And walk away strong
WHERE KNOWLEDGE IS
In the steel
In the concrete
He walks from window to window
Armed and in fear
In the city streets
Born there, died there
Never walked away
Never stepped outside
Born open, died closed
In the forest
In the mountains
He walks from field to field
Thoughts simple and clear
In the natural landscapes
But he wasn't born out there
And he walked away
And he stepped outside
Born open, died open
And you can come and go
You can go and come back again
In a world that's open
In a land that's open
Where minds as open, already know
Now and the past
To build a new present
Yet to be born
542 DIVERTED EXTENSIONS
After all the loves
As sure to end these words
I've lost for the meaning
Feelings nullified
The beauty forgotten
The despair expected
The woo comes and goes
And why anymore I don't rationalize
Not for getting older
But tor seeing more and more
Of the same out come
The same commercial doors
What have you learned
What have you gained
What's left to change
What's left to the individual
This stress and pressure
To carry on and achieve
For who, for you
No, just the doing
Time is forgotten
Death is unknown
Thought's ignored
And after all is answered
The pain rebuilds with age
WISHFUL DIRECTIONS
Wish life had a drive through
So you wish yours was ready made
And aim for any top
Then everyone else gets in the way
Wish you had a past
Wish you had stayed there
Yet, still there's tomorrow
A little older
A little unknown
With the good times you think
But why do I think
A little more
A little better
Wish I could whimsically swing on
Through golden leaves
And darkened gray clouds
For ever chasing winds hollow and echoing
Wish feelings knew the journey
Wish we could pass them by
Yet, still these moments happen
A little more compassive
Just being there and around
Sometimes helps, sometimes saves
Depressions too far down
543 A LOVE FOR YOU
If I could love you
I would love you sincere
If I could love you
I would love you so close
I'd show you everything
My feelings, my strengths
My weakest of tears
My ways of loneliness and thanks
Well, I do love you
For who you are
And for the moment being afar
I always will, someway
If we could be us
Things we could do and dare
Moments we would love to share
In a closer intimate trust
Now I've told you that I love you
So please
Let me know if you love me back, too
I should 've been clearer
You could've stayed here
Though you've faded, and I've forgotten
If you're still out there, know now
I did love you an I do here
VIEWS OF US
I did love you
I couldn't talk to you
I didn't know you well
I was here for you
I helped you
I still can't tell you
I wish you would've been here
I hope you didn't mind me being around
I'm not the greatest person
I'm not the cutest guy
I'm not the coolest dude
I'm casual-loon'ze in the clear
You, you loved me a little
And you could tell me anything personal
You, well, really didn't know me
Me, I'm Just another one of the many, passing by
I'll try to remember you
And the things we did together
And those around us, then
I'll go now
How I tried to understand
How I stood out, alone
How I opened up, when opened upon
When you look back, when I'm gone
544 PAIN,LOVE AND WISDOM
These hormones compound inside
I need you
I need someone
To hear, to hold, to clear these thoughts away
Hungry for all of nothing
Lost all sight of everything, except you
And the moon is filling closer
Oh, what am I to do
Whispers and eyes by candle light
Warmth in these arms calm
Swaying by the pulse
Beknown each others moves
We could love into the night
I've got to shako these shakes
Know this won't last long
So I'll hold on and out
For you, when you are here
All in good time
We'll meet here as now and before
Free to the depths
Ageless sounds elapse across the floor
While we're thinking
Of sweeter than nothings, nothing more
I'M IN LOVE
I'm in love but
I can't say
She won't want to hear
She won't feel as I do
I'm in love
But I'll never say
To you girl
I feel I'm wasting time
And the worst you could say is no
And I don't need another no
But it's been so long
I'm open for any reply from you
In agony over what to say
Aching and twinging in thoughts
Punished by love
Teased by you and yours
I'm in love
But I'm too self dependent
I don't mean to be
Don't want to change
And I don't want to change
And I don't want to change you
Just around and free
545 THE TEEN INJUST
You're Just a teen
Do you know what life means
Were you a child
Do you want another
And those boys are too mean to you
And those girls don't go to your school
As you watch this mini-store
Somewhere between a distant war
She sadly does her time mending fools
You're just a teen
You've nothing to wean
Just a mother, a god
And a friend in the odd
Just a bad hair dream
Do you go back to school
Do you waste in works kept astray
Well, welcome to the future
Life in mind set crime
Stuck between some old mans lines
You're just a teen
But you're too drafted clean
Here's a cancer, here's a toxin
You gullible little mental vacancy
You're just a teen
Be a god, be a tadpole in this stream
HOLDING THE WISER
Communication attraction
Culturally entwined
Such feelings never being known
Eyes in eyes
As thoughts go all awry
Swaying to the outside
And here with you
Tired of all the innocence
Want the truth
Need to see you real
I sense other hints of diversion
When you think twice every time
Call me insightive
Quick as already surmised
I mean little to you otherwise
If we love us
Where love fits in I'm unsure
And you mean love is definitive
We're on a spoon in the road
We know us
We feel, we touch
W understand our meanings
We can stay and go the round
The worlds are longer together
And this far, is that much further
546 PAINS OF BEING APART
Please don't leave me
Don't let me leave
As these paths turn to dust
Our ways have branched out
She's gone from sight
I'm gone from mind
All is mostly forgotten except forgotten trust
Too many times
I've locked in your eyes
The memories shade with tears
No-one to understand
Crushed in distress
Need to get these tempered sears
Will you come back
Will I be able to return
Afraid of old feelings
Do we care enough to change
Please don't turn
And fade forever on and on
All these years together
All those years ever after
What should we have done
PERMISSION TO RESPOND
Love your feelings upon me
And all my answers are yours to quest
You hurt without me
You anger before me
Inside where I can not read
Why without me do you void
I'm here as always
In these parallel empties
Here as I tell, shall we learn our ways
Who does one see in me
No less I see of one
These communications
We touch, hear in senses
Of words of thoughts contrived to compel
My wisdom of you preserved
Your love to me mesmerised
To only go on in this suffering
As close as forever
Distant hearts to touch
Our pain in us breath-taken
Permit me to ask
And I'll trust these words sincere
Of what you say
And of how you convey
May stun me just to bring me around
547 AND YOU
Blue crystal molten
Light flickering upon these walls
Cool breezes ripple the senses
Love in a picture of you
Can you see me holding you
Can you see me conversing casual
And when you disappear
Life's where I stand
Thoughts on a wall
And you everywhere my dreams to scan
Wanting to see you real
Just to know you really are
And for this love I feel
Again I'll senses a tear
So tonight if you dream of me
Tonight at ten we'll dream to be
In each others feelings
So close to real
Alone and cold in these arms, dare I see
Rest upon the pillow
In a room of mindless silence
I go on over you
In and out of blue
Is there no end to this picket fence
No ends
COMMUNICATION RULES
We all want this
We all want that
All we need is time
But you took our time
And you take your time
When all you really need
Is to be one of us
I love, you love
I hate, you hate
And we're normal
I lay, you lie
I pay, you pray
I weave, you deceive
Well, what's norm now
With children like you
With children like me
This war will begin again
A known ignored shame
I'm poor, you're power
I'm wise, you're weak
I'm right, you'll win
I'll die, you're cheap
A dream is no illusion
Your words spoken in so - are
548 TIME COMPRESSED
Just can't win
You Just can't win the time
You just can't win the thought
Just can't win
Worked and worked away
Sought myself another holiday
A most memorable dream
From beginning to end
But time tosses them away
How can I win
If I do care to play
What good is time
Standing only to stay
I've time to live
I've time to do
I ve time to waste and grow and run
And chose and wait, and delegate
I've time to give to you
But between lines
And beyond human designs
There's little to save
Trapped here with you and you
Even with me, I've found not enough
To spend for the after
MYSTIQUE MORROWS
After all these years
I've lost this love I long
For you I see
For you I recognize
Yet, as I look to our love
I find loves essence missing
I know love is there
For us as it was
For us it must still be
But I know not of where
Your beauty, your voice
Your ideals all there
Just as before
What more need I find
What am I looking for
Have I come to know you too well
My feelings go no further
If I miss these feelings so
Yes, upon one too many empty tears I dwell
How much we really were
To us, we remember then
But forgotten mystiques held the morrows
As I phase in a wonder
These sparks of love
Lit us up to here and now
In moments sometimes unsure
549 TIMES OBLIVIOUS LIFE
You took my rules of life
Cheated, toyed, just abused your time
Of purpose and reason
Flushed off in a rhyme
What more be ahead
But only to look on back
Further and further
You must move on
Play this adventure
Explore these journeys
Search for the knowing
Drive by the instincts
And keep moving on
Life's not to be governed
Life's not to be legalized
Life's not to be believed
Cost of time is all
All you have
All you require
You weren't meant to buy life
The value of death
Upon me you slay
A wasted population anyway
These children to be left
OUT FOR ONE
All these thoughts in mind
Killer mother
Political spindling
Lust locked away
And you watching my every word
You bring the water
You bring to soil
You bring the air
To life, strong, powerful and sensuous
To all great minds alike
If these skies were any deeper
If your dreams could ponder as far
I'd let you all go
Just to show you, you can
Be who you already are
Tis a wonder I don't consummate you
Tis a wonder I needn't leave you
And then as I do
You legalize your last goodbye
So have another child on me
And pin her little mind set your way
Don't let them see
Don't let them go
Beyond these horizons, the real dare to be
550 JUST INSIDE AFTER
Your eyes
Your figure
Your hair
Your fashion
I see, I see
Only on this outside
And in you
I never knew you
And as I did learn
Your sides all changed to one
Your tears
Your feelings
Your hold
Your flare for always being
Alone and without reason
A love for you appears
Fades just as fast
When I don't feel the caring anymore
Difficult and complex
These intimate understandings
I don't see you the same
Life can't be so indisposed
As to lead us and leave us standing
CHILDLIKE UNIVERSE
From a child
To an elder
Aging with every turn of the galaxy
Those days in sorrow
Those days of adventure
These days in pain
Onto those final days of laughter
What did we live for
Who are you going to be
So far
You Just grow up ever learning
What you are
Who are we to remain
Knowledged instincts of a memory
I can run, I can add
I can even think about how
Intricate as we've yet to see
A mind to set
A mind to unstick
Time flies by like a universe