451 I'LL UNDERSTAND
If only I knew
What kind of love you needed too
I'd try
To make it all appear
Forever with you
But this price is too high
Want me to pay
Want me to leave
While you breathe on someother guy
So lower your yields
And I'll give you all my all
A guaranteed stay
I'll swing, even sway
I'll even ride your wall
If so
Let me know
Only if
FEEL IT IN MY EYES
Aged is the tear
Edging to a fall
Weakening to the opening year
Where postures stand not so tall
The dreams pacify
But down from the sky
Sights begin to feel
Inside lost questions why
Sure, someday I'll lose this urge
Live again anew in wonder
None of this love and politics
None of child-like wars
Back to youthful nights and yonder
As for now this infecting affection
Will tamper with my time
Pulling out of me
What I've to see
This solace of human mind
452 SHE BRINGS ON
She walks the fiery line
Still carries hook, line and sinker
She has aged no more
Nor has my memories
Her beauty is
The wrinkle in my eye
Her love is
The child in waiting
She sells a breeze of elegance
And tomorrow there'll be mystified
A reason in pondering
And words unwritten
To feelings felt, yet forever denied
So walks away her everything
As the hours tick along
The driftings fade
With passings of a song
IN HER LOVE
Love is in her eyes
Entranced with the moments
I apologize
Caught up in spontaneous events
And throughout the years
She falls in love
With everyone sincere
Keeping alive, the wonders inside
Of those looking on
She sheds a final tear
I feel her feelings
And all romance is adhered
I can not save her
I can not cry
Now that the storm overhead has cleared
453 CLOUDED STONES
She wants a picket fence
She wants a mansion to the sky
She wants the freedom to fly
She wants a false pretence
And he'll buy the dream
No matter what this means
The sitter
The glitter
And all those inbetween
She wants to be held
She wants to let go
She wants to rule the rules
She wants a flower to sow
And he'll be there
Tossing a path of tomorrow
At her feet
For her to greet
A lifetime of dreams to borrow
BLOODY MACHINES
I have no heart
Not the kind
One's meant to find
Born less from the start
Died at birth
Been dying ever since
Like love in a tale
A winner bound to fail
Being weighed upon a blinded earth
Wages wise being scandalized
Warriors willing being condemned
Open truth to lose
Organised lies snicker by
So look of this world for the end
Not for powers
This hearts a beaten trial
Reasons lost a smile
To beliefs not ours
454 RAALNY
Silence is negative
Aloud is the lie
Negative is real
Real, sometimes we feel
Thus, this be allowed
The decision is ones
Who alone chooses from the sights
Of truths and fears
Truths, the balance of honesty
From the tales told aside
Fair as survival
Greed is never seen
Still the bills R.I.P.
To new flames upon old dreams
Buried in anothers universe
All the answers
Understanding thoughts unversed
And me
KNOW THE REASONING
Seems life requires thought
Yet- no-one's suppose to know
Not the body
Not the mind
But of simple ability
As a species
From axe to computer
No problem for anyone
Yet not everyone is allowed
Not to understand
Not to feel that other way
Not today
Some play the game
Some kill the pain
As you sit and watch the other half
Wondering who's to blame
Think about me next time
And for now
Think of why you know
455 TO QUIVER JUDGEMENT
If someone does wrong
By Ill reasoning
And one has to do wrong
To correct the damage done
The wrong done was bad
And the wrong righted was bad
Yet good for the right
This reasoning is rationalized
This is good being prethought
And someone loses
And one already knows
Flaws are nonexistent to real
Done is the thought
Simple as you can see
For yourself, the individual
The enveloped psych
Feels instinctively how things should be
ASK YOURSELF
I wander towards a decision
And as close as I am
To this wall in my face
I'm left undecided
One doesn't hand over the answer
A life long hardship of meanings
While no-one asks
Just waiting in isles
For handouts of a better beginning
Showered by emotions
So you cry
So you cheer
Missing feelings of a mind torn away
Out in the streets
Neither wisdom nor bravery
Lost in a purpose
The price of being obsolete
456 THE NICHE
Don't know you anymore
Didn't know you then anyway
Still it's good to see you again
For memories of the day
The past full of faces
In old cars at the time
And the doings on
In places of songs to rhyme
But the day'll come
And yours in your own way
And I'll know
Yes, I know
You won't see the pain
As I did yesterday
Was a day filled with meaning
Was a day you can't recall
Determined to guarantee
Was the cost of a permanent identity
HANDS TO THE SUN
Some of us wind up
On the street of an empty town
Some, wind down
On the couch of entertainment
Remote and all
Antarctic egos mumble on
But they don't care
Bureaucratic noise feedback thoughts
But so well aware
A child in asian forest
Watches tropical life
So unaware
So can not care
Of unknown worlds upon a planet
Living in a modern cure
Not for sale
Thin as the air is pure
Immune to the nail
457 AWESOME EYES
Tears in your arms
No sun to shine through
And a hand full of chocolates
Look at you
Old friends 'll be there
Sharp as you
In all the glittering expense
Dimming spotlights faded blue
No-one here
In a dream full of everybody
No moon to dance to
On a cold summers eve
Well can we know you
When there's no understanding
In the bright lights
On empty conversations
Unsure of best words to do
ALL ROCKED UP
Are you ready to
Are you going to
You know it's time to get
All rocked up
In a twisted body
In a twisted mind
All rocked up
Another memory flashes by
As the lights phase the darkened stage
Flames flicker to the distance
Then something awes your eyes
All rocked up
In a playback collage
In a colour fantasised
All rocked up
In the head of a mixing board
The face in one minds eye
The night sways a dreamers sky
458 ANOTHER FAST SUMMER
See the girls on the beach
The sun blaring down
Tossing a frisbee through a screen
Keeping the feet wet
Chasing feet through the reefs
Catching breathes on another wave
Dried down by the breeze
And the fireside tonight
Will send a glow towards a summers end
Along with a song, and moons tide
No time for feelings
And moodless memories
Like love and munchies gone separate ways
What's on for tomorrow
A deck of cards in the rain
A drive to the reason and back
An evening in a shack
But back to the sunny days
In lawn chairs and a pool of ice cubes
A charcoaled sweat
A croquet game
Feel the clouds roll by
Another fast summer
As the season sale ends
The geese point trus south
And these rays start to bend
I HAD A WINDOW
You had a life
And I had a window
You'ld walk on by
I'd turn it off
See the wind
See the rain
Waiting for the adventure to take hand
See the night.... fall
It's been too long passed
You see tomorrow
And I'm already gone
Such memories fade so fast
We'ld come, we'ld go
But the timing was all wrong
When you were there
Well, I just didn't show
Now the curtains are open
And we can see the other sides
An untouchable course
A paneless force
Seen through our eyes
459 I DON'T KNOW
I'm so confused
You gals confuse me
I don't know
Is it me
Cause one day you 'll talk
Next time you'll pass by blind
So I'm like, don't even watch
Just turn away, and change my mind
Why don't you just rip me apart
Patch my dreams, and tear my heart
Put me inside
Your eyes and your ways
Why don't you set me loose
Now I might fly
Now I my crash and learn
That you're always this way
And I've no real say
What changes tomorrows view
Whos rumours are you listening to
Why don't you ask me
Don't you wish you never knew
Left confused
Not known what it is
HAVE YOU
Have you done enough
Do you like what you see
Love and divorce
Political natures of misery
Have you seen it all
The merciful wars of age
Placed in your eyes
A three dimensional stage
Walking between the lines
You're finding reasons inexcusable
The soils have no borders
Yet here you stand
Against walls of man
Walls of egos and heartless minds
Who rules your world
Who serves your future
Another of time
A father of dreams
Who plays on to the fears, cold and shallow
A child unshaven
Full of pointless visions
Sees through the mirror
Feels I am for real
Well,
Have you heard everything
What's left to fall back on
460 TOLD ME
Told me this was love
Nothing but an empty feeling
Told me this was life
Paid the price at the cost of every raise
Tell me where's your end
When nature equals credit
So if I owned the sun
Should I trade you for a cigarette
And love's not psychology
An illusion bares no sound of mind
Tell me have you yours
And has it saved you the effort of time
Told me this was to be
So where's your childrens tombstone
Prepared to a role
Of a hush-hush soul
All of the many, Together alone
Seen for myself your tales
And little's changed, that's yet to remain
So obvious
So oblivious
Beating the odds has corrupted the game
HUMAN IS A PROPERTY
I see a species
A tree and a sunrise
You see a person
A dollar and a power plant
Well where's tomorrow
Where's existence for the knowledge
I see reason
Ability and time
You see opportunity
Cheap labour and profit
No independence
Freedom caged in protection
You want it
Yet you're not even allowed the intention
Well, if you want my life
Just to sell it back
You'll be paying twice the price to get it
Cause I can live it first hand
You may be lazy
But I'm not selling tomorrow to a foreign land
You taught me nothing
Compared to what best be known
A career, ha!
To a motionless universe, maybe
But not for this time of life
461 SOME MOTHERS EARTH
This world is self sufficient
It's always been since day one
But why are you paying for it
Profit?, an empty threat
Romance?, a social debt
What's best for the children
Ya, whos children
Well maybe mine first, then whatever
Thinking we were friends
And when the fun washes upon the shore
I won't live to see
And for those that do
The economic values waste time for ever more
Time to leave it in the hands
And leave the hands behind
Somewhere else
To start a better civilization
No refunds, nor any guarantees
No prizes, nor any profits
But you get it
It's yours
And all for time, effort and freedom
HERE YOU STOOD
A moon, a star
A galaxy afar
Just over the mountains
Just beyond the ocean
Just around another sunset
And there you are
Which way to turn
Already here all around
And in years ahead
Still here all around
Since then there's even more
Who's to fall
For the new to stand
An elder, a soldier, an ill terminal
Mere victims of convenience
Poor child in need
But the freedom's just not there
Just a naive fence
There's a way to get there
Ignore the ignorant
Force the revolution
Prove the solution
But don't let anyone care
There's a whole universe
So move your butt
462 SINGLED OUT
Seems this obsession of belonging
Impulsively cost the time of day
For all or nothing
You work away
Searching for a fad going passed
So here's the end of time
A dream forever yours
You reached for happiness
And struggled down the line
Of all the goals to settle for
A child in poverty
Of all the goals to settle for
Stocks in technology
Interest in living
Living on interest
Gone your separate ways
Well she feels too much
Well he doesn't feel at all
But calling on survival
Hits them where they touch
There's no greater force
Than that of the many standing alone
Best let go the hand
Letting be what always was
THE GOING AWAY PART
Look to the stars
Look to the stars
The only place for privacy
Is out there, anymore
And once you're there
You don't have to pay
You don't have to listen
Ya, once you're out there
Meanwhile, who's holding you back
Well, who's all the money
Still there's enough of you'ze to try
Just go,go,go
Leave the ethical morally blind
Built from the grounds up
Ignore the correct and the corrupt
Life is short, and I haven't the time
Children look at the stars
And tonight dream of being out there
Then soon they'll see
The feasibility
No more fast boats and cars
Just faster flying objects
Look to the stars
As being your new home
Cause here's just a garden
Turning to stone
463 STEAD LOST
You know more
Than you can imagine
Still you throw away the dream
And live it up to win
Contribute to the ends of a means
Vote the political coma
Pray an endless pain
Legalize the alley street lobotomy
And please do come again
All the wars you've walked around
Is the war you lead into
But you're not to blame, this time
Time, death, and real
Nobodys cared to touch
Somebody can't be bothered
Corruptions corrupt anyones attempt
By doing what they've done best
And every now and then
Tomorrow dies before your eyes
A multi billion dollar ego
Goes under depression highs
Not allowed to smile
And talk the Dig wave
But you know there's only one end
SO YOU HATE ME
So, you hate me
Yes, you despise me
Well, I don't play life
The way you do
So I'm to blame
Yes, I'm in the wrong
Well welcome to it
This world you walk within so
Guess it's best I go
No, you've done no harm
The understanding's never been
Though you went beyond your means
Like entering another country
Looks familiar, yet actually not
The rules are ground opposite
Well here in your thoughts
You wish everyone was under your rules
Maybe I'm a loser
And dreams down here are all I've left
Maybe I'm naive
Living within the freedoms of my own life
So hate me
For the worlds of difference
Yes, hate me
For being lost already
464 SUNS TRUE NORTH
You wish, you dream
But you know it's just never going to be
Even after you clear your head
The memories faded to timeless obliquity
Over a thousand pages read
Seems there's nothing to be said
To letting you go
Just go out there
On your own amongst the starving and the fed
And for all you know
There's a million just the same
You could echo to all the world
And hear it all back so clear
Nothing
All you want and more
Beyond everyones door
Locked and sealed with lies
Where no-one dares to explore
So open your eyes
Selling back the fortunes
And prevention of true knowledge
Is knowledge all known should know
For this price of mere truths
Whos world upon you stand
Is no one species owning of land
AND AFTER THE SEEING
Beyond your beliefs
Beyond your delegates
Beyond your appeals
There's you and me and time
But the love and hate
Feel the tears
Feel the wind
But the love and hate
Who needs friends
And who needs children
Then who needs me
When even alone, I'll reach the end
What it's all about
No, not when there's more
Do you understand
Answer precise
All in the so many words
Beyond the doubts
Beyond the roots
Beyond all the universes
There's you and me and time
But the love and hate
Grows to a balance
And that I hold with pains
All you hold as fate
465 GAZE UPON THE FIELDS
From a constant hum
Arrives the sound of a lonesome wanderer
Lingering with the trails of freedom
Calling out in foreign tongue
Answered by the auras in awe
Swept away
And vanished, to the falling horizon
The beauty of it all
Mystique, and the wanting
To be there
To see anything but here
In times of questioning changes
Over and over is wishes
Years phased with empty pains
A need to,a need not
Outside every window cry the rains
Is this the answer
As you look away, to the here and now
A costly dream fades
The touching wall invades
Back to business
No solutions for the world
No solution allowed for free
Revoke the one
And forever remain as you see
OVER YOU
All the memories
Washed away forever
Onto no shore to cry upon
An ocean drifts nowhere
Not all the love in the world
And I wish it never was true
The stories told
(Brings out the cold)
A girl entrapped to commitment
Living in lies
Intent to kill or die for freedom
Ends the tragic mystery
Would you find another lifestyle
Or an honest shoulder
On which to trust upon
Did you have to leave us all behind
The rebel, the splendour
To the storms of the virtual real
Ageless beauty
Wrapped in forever attire
The films roll on
But the answers linger tearing
Over and over you
The snowflakes fall in wishes come true
In hopes of a truth ever clearing
466 OLD BOY NETS
Time,from here
And back to me again
Death, an illusion
Of some others end to me
Thought, the touch
For colours wished upon
Some dim wit supremist
Speaks out aloud
But the president won't kick him out
Some primate over-populated
And you watch them pass it on
Well, where's mother
Of the misguided school child
Driven to obey forbidden lies
How much longer must we wait
For the true
When finances loses weight
And species integrate
With you
Another cloud fumigates
But that's o.k., just don't breathe
And if you don't like natures rules
Well, you're free to leave
Merely into time
INDUSTRIAL BINGE
There's alot to think about
No time to do so
But a must is priority
Why get this far in life
Just to keep on going
For the better of children
What better, life I'm not to see
But to lead some way
Out of this mess they left me
Forgotten dreamers of then
Where have we gone
Overloaded with formulas and due dates
The cost of diversions
Tomorrows set aside indefinite
The same aging house and garden
Over eighty years unchanged
New and improved rates
But the same ego logic domain
Stuck with military gods
And wimpy divine believers
A psychotic paradise
Play along, play along
Or else, well, look at we
As a species, who's to say
467 ONLY YOU MAN
Acts on a feeling
Acts on a strength
Tear me down
Ya,ya, tear me apart
In a world of wonders
In a world of real
Touch my blade
Ya,ya, my heart of light
Does it hurt you
Well it's my pain for life
Full of torment
I find your reasons pointless
Life is a flower
Life, ya, it's really dirt
Dead to grow
The seeds of stem and greens
And what it's all about
Wait and see
Ya, well, know it's not for me
So I'm staying out
Rules of a species
Walls of an instinct
Ya, locked in a psychology
Of orders, discrete and confined
ERROR COMPLEX CINEMA
When one rules the world
There'll be no one more
Buying and selling one mere price
An idea on paper...worthless
Well in the beginning
The first spear, wheel and brick
The first cloth, wall and fireside
Cost no more than the time to make
So, what happened?
Politics, religions, and laws
Equalling only war
And trying to change that
And you'll end up like Lincoln and Kennedy
Meaning ...
Change is not allowed
So live as you are
And so on and so on down the line
Corrupt as you are blind
In a system going just as far
For in this end
Picture yourself in charge of it all
And decisions, well
The pieces slowly, surely fall
468 INTENTIONS
And from this eye of intent
We see dead all around
The tragic end
But zero seems too real
If growing with you is all
Any time and space will do
From ashes
Or of any empty jungle
A hundred years won't change this lifetime
And the passing of memories are few
Still I say
Abandon all religions
Abandon governments too
Abandon all laws
Abandon economics too
Cause this world's no basis
Without me and you
Directives of certain rebellious
Are longed over you
All join as one
And you can't stop you
Chaotic maybe
But it's doing and following through
So, good intentions
You needn't tell me
CONTROVERSY
So the whispers linger around
So clear in my eyes without a sound
Will nobody tell me
Why do I even bother
Sometimes it helps just to be there
When I'm down
All these maybes
And no really understanding of me
Only I'll know for sure
But time and time over I'm to endure
All those questions through the window
Well, yes I am
And nothing more than you
A species
A theses
And you have nothing better to do
Parts of life and me
In perils of philosophy
Selling mans chance
Choosing romance
Shunning one's own integrity
There's never really knowing
This all of time,death, and thought
Until you're there
And not much further to go
Am I afraid
Yet, this stage of particle, a plot
469 IN A UNIVERSE TONIGHT
Now in her finishing touches
She mirrors the sparkle
And whispers out the door
You're still beautiful
You don't need to prove it
With benevolence and grace
You light up the place with frivolous compilations
And in the innocent hours
Before sunsets and candles
She pulls together in arms
Wrapped in sheets of loneliness
Eyes upon a vase of yesterdays flowers
You still feel inside
The beauty of one more reason to try
No hurry for tomorrow
These days will always be
You're a moon without a sky
She's taken to the lines
And her wishes hold another true
Weighing in to the wonders
Waiting. she still tears the blue
DO MAWT
In a vacant universe
I'm left to think alone
Going nowhere
With all the time to get there
Aging away to the bone
Think of all the reasons
But they only think for themselves
A life time
Times a billion more
Come and gone, goes an era
And the breakthroughs been discovered
And the propagandas in disbelief
So think about you
And think about without
Seems the thoughts not occurred, to you
Stay in your eyes
And let the world change your colours
Don't even dream
Your once in a lifetime flight
Upon the sounds you sway
In thoughts of direction
Best go your every way
Best dream around you for the end
470 ALIGNMENTING
Somewhere down the ocean shores
Leads a pathway to forever more
Dreams the hottest sun
Upon waves of a shallow floor
And if she lets go the pendulum
These walls of life shall crumble
And if she lets go the crystal
These skies will fades to depths forgotten
From this universe came a calling
A species so renown
All this time in a sheltering of nature
Until equalled, left alone
She's thinking the all of wonders
Wondering if she knows at all
Such is the power of a tear
For memories no longer here
As mountains crumble and rivers fall
Age of an era
Between a place and time
Existance bound by chains
Extinct in a web of featherless veins
She'll return it's said
Upon the opening and rise
Of all that remains
And all that remains, somewhere you stand
SAME TO YOU
He's a Jerk
He's got cute buns
He's a real winner
He's got possibilities
How can he take it
I wonder if knows
How come he never says
I think he's wasting this time
Well, the same to you
She's a bitch
She's got my attention
She's a pick of the crop
She's got the qualities extraordinary
Why's she even bother
Doesn't she care
Where s she get off saying that
She s history now
Well, same to you
They've got nothing
I know they're faking it
It won't last between them
What are they doing
Well, same to you
Same to you, whatever
471 WALKING THE FENCE
The pain is tearless
The cries I feel are at rest
A cold sweat
A hot burning inside
Yet nature gives no regrets
Looks, like forever
And a prototype for more
Love, sex and beauty
But dreamers don't stop there
Maybe history starts tomorrow
And living to see
Leads me impelled
To partake in this living screen view
In a void to anywhere else
As intimate as a cloud
In a desert sun burning deep
Any closer would be enveloping
To touch the aura
To sense the universe
To know you're not alone
If only time Was as true
Evolves the rules of age
Rebellious hecklers of propaganda
Cheating the deaths in denial
All solutions real before an empty page
THIS FAR AND LOST
Lines in a plastic prefabrication
Powered by a personal fusion furnace
And at a hundred and twenty five
He's thinking of ending another career
But it's not easy cloning neurons
When memories disintegrate all reasoning
Slowly forgetting why
And with the years of building conflicts
Concerns narrow to the eye
The moments ahead
Waiting to see the random changes
A thought to ponder
A knock or a ringing
A sound or sight
Maneuvers out of nothing causes reactions
Incriminates the mirror
For washing him age ill of knowledge
No reaction
No sentiment at all
Too unsure or afraid to care
But he cares
All those years in living
Moving on in names and places
Well, remembering but not knowing
He seeks a purpose
He finds no end but his own
Too simple to be reason enough
472 THE KNOWING GROWS
I remember love
But that was before politics
And all those endless parties
To gripe water and arrowroot bars
Even the mathematical equations
Equals no comparison to the dreams
So evolves a species
A thought compounded by thoughts
Feels like a migraine setting in
But you know it's stress this time
Nothing makes it go away
Ah yes, codeine and rest
Not even a massage at it's best
No, nothing makes the cause decline
New bones inside me
New fractures expanding
New glands, new functions
New reasons unknown to think about
Because in a t.v.s world
There's too many lifetimes switching
hen the days are somewhere else
You can't return from life
So why work for death
Remember age is an origin memory
DON'T ASK ME
There are more dinosaurs
Then there are gods
There are more stars
Then there are skies
But you go on dreaming
Don't you want to know why
You don't want to know
Seems no-one wants to know anymore
Makes a games
Makes you play or pay
Well' the rules are fair
As long as you live by them
Or else
There are more loves
Then there are hates
Thing is, You just can't tell anymore
There are more reasons
Then there are excuses
But we never talk long enough to us them
You want to know why
Ya, right
Why don't you want to know
Haven t time for another lie
473 WHERE ARE YOU
Where are you
There staring nowhere still
Take your feelings out of the stage
And setting them in a de-ja-vu memoir
Where are you
You there out of sight of sounds
Sensitized to a thought of being teared for
Shaken and distilled from this sage
Remember so far in those days
Seeing way back then, here and now
Well, where are you now
And do you really want to be
Where are you
Where are you
Paying no attention to your obvious abilities
To see you here
So far away
Will I every see you here again
I wonder sometimes
Well I won't know
Until I've been there
Where you are
ON YOUR OWN
You're on your own now
Sitting so pretty
And laying here's no dream either
Dependent and alone
How did you know what to do
How did you decide what to think
Where did you learn to ask your self
Just a little piece of time
Balanced with sadness and anger
Through a wrinkle of tears, aged and dry
In the cooling of the sunset
Thoughts of true trickle in
You don't care to leave the moment
As the moment clears with the wind
You're always on your own
Dreams from the stars back home
Where in the world are you
What kind of world is that
How in the world did you get there
You're on your own
Awaiting the unknown
474 REALM OF IDENTITY
There's a star on the horizon this morning
There's an american in medicine hat
And the movie, front door center
And the neighbourhood, some insane asylum
But you're o.k.
Remember that
And all we have to go by
Is all we've seen
And all we've seen
Is never enough to go by
Existance is the final heart beat
Between thought and time
As you breathe life away
The sun lingers on
There's no running from sights inside
There is always a memory that won't go away
But for a moment, touch was eminent
And I was here, you were only
Always love and hate
Never goodbye when I never knew you
Delayed
Possibly lost cause of external senses
Upon waves that ride not I
SILENT EYES
How could I love you
Not as an individual
There s too many
And all those eyes burn tears in me
Am I really allowed to say hello
And even more so
When I really don't know you
Wish I could only say
Communicating in confusion
Feeling words unsaid
For the silence of a day goes by
Waiting for the further response
Society of age and audacity
What's that you say
The grave, illusion and preparation
At least I don t have to dream tonight
To know there's a sparkle in your eyes
We're all leaving behind
Something to the desired mind
A trinket of intuition to feel
So the wish is to be said
Yet permission remains unseen
The conversation ends
Before our eyes even meet
475 ARROGANT
You're not as critical
As you are political
Mister propaganda
Why don't you sell me another fear
You live by rules
Rules are made by fools
I write the words you will not read
Only fools can read
So you live by me
And years from now
You caused me to be, a rebel
A patient in you social hypocrisy
So far off the streets
Everywhere is down from here
Watch life from oblivion
Not your cushy little window
And maybe all albums will seem more approved
Feel not what you know
You've judged the audience
You dim wit
For all fate of the actor to go free
We can t have your kind
Telling me death is due
Can we be as weak as blind
To die upon his cue
THE BEARINGS OF
There's no love in the world today
And without you
Tomorrow might as well go away
You know it's hard to feel
When you re lost in relations
When there's nowhere to be found
Seems desperation never settles down
You touch my imagination
I fantasize your morning glow
Still is the open window
Silent are the ears tonight
As you and I search the unknown
There is no right way
Thus no wrong if all is now
And a thousand times being told'
Is long enough said to be true
So close your eyes and drift away
And with me
We'll find all reasons fly
Like yesterday
476 MIND THOUGHTS
Hear the words
Whatcha thinkin'
See the sights
What are you thinking
There s no message
But you think there is
Yet if there was
Why wouldn't I tell you
Maybe because I know you're gullible
Maybe because I wish you weren't
But you're not
Because somebody else told you so
But you believe them
Because you are
Well, creature, human,...android
Inside you
Chaotic illusions, digital fusions
You are one
Of the many being stepped upon
Mind thoughts are unique
I don't feel yours
So don't peel away at mine
Cold sweat at the pours
Cold chilling cold
SECRETS TO THE FEELING
Mother's in the kitchen
Sun is in the rise
Child asleep in her arms
Flowers fill the valley
Cold clouds in the range
And the warmth of this heart alone
Glance into the darkened night
See the dreams of reason flicker
No answer to the wonders from forevers
Letting go the world
Letting go the moment
Letting go the emotions paining fatigue
Letting go the social truce
Letting go the truths
Holding back the ends
Letting go the rest of us
Looking up into it's eye
Power overwhelming for the moment
Another species just as surprised
Do you know this world
Do you know their intent
Do you feel like missing out
477 COLD SUN
So good to see you
So nice to feel you
Better than a fire at night
And oh so bright
Touch my dreams
Light up my world
Just the way we are down here
All this distance
In all this time travelled
Just to be closer to you
So you see, I'm not so far
From being some one
And you're not so distant
From being of any use
And as we age
In agreement we'll set
For mother to find
This moment in time
Where all wait upon this sky to sweat
And as these paths are made
The trails behind lead on
To you from me
Determined with curiosity and intrigue
Metabolic chaos of perfections
Simple natures
VENTURED TO THE LIMITS
Something says I love you
But there has to be a better life
So he sails across an ocean
But there's got to be more
As they build the big machine
Well the ends not enough
But dreams are coma in themselves
And that first step in space
Meant in every direction
So you stuff me full
Of politically corrupt
Expecting me to spit out happy, happy
Well, not quite
Nothing to be said
When implications spin old thoughts
Everything said is wrong
Well, too bad for understanding
In a hand-me-down depression
Heading into some technical war
Just to die off the over abundant stragglers
Sure you smile
Pocketing the silent profits of power
Yet, weak as I appear
I sure see otherwise
478 JUST BY LOOKING
You're the right one
You'll be the only one
And someday when I meet you
Every puddle, every flower
Every colour in the wind
Will bring me those moments with you
Looking up to the times
Beside you on our own way
looking ahead for the morrows
With plans to fill every day
Walking to school together
Tonight we'll take out the bicycles
Go down by the waterfront
Stroll along the rails outback
Intrigued at our differences
Laughing at all the natures
Just holding hands
Made me feel good enough just being here
Just being friends
Gave me reasons to hold memories nearer
Waking every morning
Rain or shine
Of you on my mind
Is it all a smile and tear
In waiting to fear, a fading change
EMOTIONS IMPAIRED
Your eyes, your beauty
Your touch and words of wonder
Still alocked within me
But after all these years
The more I need
Is you as you are
To listen to your thoughts
To see what you hear in me
Remember the time
Well, all leading to now
And then we'll talk for tomorrows
What's best and maybe dreams
And with you
All the night and days seem opaque
All I see is you
All wishes only so intimate
Yet, after all this time
What's on your mind
Is all that matters
Just to hold that thought
Is to love when I can not
Your hand in mine
Beauty is this tear
Not to cry upon the stillness
In ending's a dream
479 BUT THEN AFTER
Maybe for what I know
I could paint a pretty picture
I won't play for real
Knowing I can t feel anymore
So sure
Going somewhere
But I don't want to be aware
Already gone
Don't bother hangin' on
An act of feeling as though to care
Only a life long
And thinking about it
Political slaves
Quarterback graves
And a millionaire mothers to boot
A reasonable purpose
To questions never satisfied
Why, well why, well, why...
But access is always denied
I could rule the world
In a debt to the world
When it's payback time
I'll surrender to the universe
Here to death is peace
ONE PERCENT CHANCE
Going cross the world
See the violence
See the violence
Going across the world
Hiding the pain
Hiding the pain
Fighting for equity
Fight for the right to fight
Fighting for the money doubled
Fighting for ignorance
Fight, fight, fight
When I return to here
Tired of all the fighting
So brainwashed and confused
I'll fight off the fighting inside
Violence everywhere
Lies, noise, shunned, deceit
Nullified without care
Corrupt, primitive, neuronically incomplete
Going across the world
Welcome to the silence
Welcome is the silence
Going cross the earth
One last time
480 WASN'T SO HARD
But after all the ages
It's not easy stepping out
Slowing emotions real
No heart to love upon
No crying now to be heard
But for once
In another endless night
She asked for the inside of me
Feelings o.k. and comforted
Fulfilled with assurance
Love was here
Written above the place and time
We weren't innocent
We weren't guilty
We were teaching and learning
Each others doubts
Each others tears
I trust you
You confide in me
And we're free to say evermore
Feelings left so long upon the door
We never opened up to see
But tomorrow's coming
And I can feel a whole new way
Something she said so
About why we dared to stay
IN YOUR WORLD
Well, I saw you last night
While I was out with the guys
Cool attitude
In fading blues
Simple' yet eyes of trouble
So I'm going out again tonight
But I'll be glancing all around
For you, girl
Cause I want to be
In your world
In your world
Have to see what you see
There you were across the road
Doing your own thing
In your own crowd
And me in mine
I suddenly feel like a change of senses
Want to dream
In your world
Want to live
In your world
And tonight I'm here to say
To you I'd like to stay...
481 OF LOVES
Why isn't love genuine
Why isn't love for real
If only I could reason and rationalize
With every touch I'd feel
Not the curves of beauty
Not the whispers filtering clear
Not the glittering eyes in viewing
Not the secrets so disguised
Love I wish upon a golden sunset
Inside this universe
To share amongst imaginations
Set upon this earth
A way of few to hold and be held
The child, the leaf, the dream
Not the thoughts
But the feelings thoughts cause inside
Going unnoticed in the scene
Love gets lost in the words
Don't know where to feel anymore
If only love had a heart
I'd have somewhere to start
To find in me and find in you
The matters and concerns
Of loves
THE NEXT DAY
So you send me flowers
Why don't you send me rain
So you say you're sorry
Why don't you make me feel again
Nothing you can do
So let me go, too
So let me go
So you carve my name
Why don't you tell the whole world
So you dream of me
Why don't you pin me to the wall
I didn't leave to make you cry
Didn't go to be more happy
But leaving seemed so adequate
Didn't care to remain in a dazed kind of way
So you walk away vacant
Why don't I do the same
So you let me go
Why don't I feel the pain
Nothing can be done
So let it go
Let go as everyone
482 THE UNTOUCHED
Oh
How I want to tell you
How I remember you
But
You're not here
And I can't remember
And deep in my feelings
There's laughter
There s sadness
And deep in my feelings
There's something about you
But I need you
To help me return
And somehow learn
All these feelings in me of you
So understand me
So I can understand you
Just to remember
And live again anew
With you
And here is the time
And now seems forgotten
Oh
How I wish I'd've.told you
How much better here was
GET THERE AGAIN
Look out there
At all the times gone and coming
At all the ages gone and coming
At all the thoughts gone and coming
What do you see
What do you look for
And all you hear are instincts
Feelings of time
What do you think about
Changes every second
And the latest rumours
And the next days
conversations
For dinner is set
And the children on the t.v.
Don't seem concerned about why
Breathing air is content
Creating nature is intent
But I need a big room
A bigger world
A bigger universe
Need a road there out of cement
And tombstone after stone
I'll get there
And that's a dream
And that's a theory
So back out there on your own
483 EXACTLY MY POINT
Hard to tell a story
Make belief or real
When we can't feel the difference
And no-one tells you otherwise
Mere diversive spiel
Listen to what you're saying
There's nothing solid
You use violence to paint peaceful dreams
Yet you centum violence
Why the dead are never praying
And upon the moment
This touching beyond you and I
Confusion and tomorrow
The sweat and dreams wash away
Like stars blur from the sky
Controlled by governments
Seems our lives are credit cards
Magnetized and tossed away
Century after century
Just another antique heading to the scrap yards
As long as you're happy
Everyone will remain as is
No new dreams
No new goals
Just another version in a twisted quiz
IF A CHILD CARES
If the children listen
If the children do
Then none of this matters
Of me and you
If they stand for themselves
They have no lines of wrong
Never hit another
And another never hits back
The good go on
And the bad fade from histories shelf
If the children cry
And,you don't ask or wonder why
You re ignorant and careless as the next guy
If the children hate
They've learned from hate
Whether home, school, or playground
You re judgement comes too late
If the children believe
If the children ask why
Then trust must be validified
Till the day you die
And if you were a child once
Remember the dominant times
Not always so fun
But real were the occasions and lines
484 NIGHTS SO FAR
Here in the night
Every shadow reminds me of you
White glittering stars
Fill my mind with your eyes
This moon in the clouds
Take me to those summers
You and I began to grow
You and I still wonder
What all this leads us to each other
The quiet streets
The sounds of distant branches
The song of the moment
The fireside warmth
Taking all those risks and chances
Getting this far
After years of love and tears
These nights keep us holding close
Dreams set ajar
Five,ten, fifteen years
She cries still on emotions true
He feels still on devotions blue
Twenty, thirty, forty years
With a lonely night from me to you
A memory, a moment
There s still time to do
COPULATIONS
I touch her eyes
I touch her curves
I touch her thoughts
There.'s no more
She's beauty
But for how long can I see
And she's somewhere around
But for how long can 1 dream
She's calm
But for how long
And as I doubt her
I best doubt myself
This is the mirror
And fragile is my strength
So ask me why
I'm already in tears tonight
And ask me why
I've never the time to stay
But tell you what
If you tell me of love and cares
I'll touch away the fears
And tell you why
I feel her eyes
We feel the curves
She'll feel my mind's
And just that much more
485 THEN GO ON
So remember this world
And remember this time
You were here
Doing all you chose to do
For who you were
Is all you're known for
And to the world
Only you know now
And in a life time
And in the trillions coming and going
The few we'll know world wide
Are the few that ever were
You'll cross neighbours and coworkers
Etcetera etcetera
You'll remember Galileo to Micheal jackson
So why forget the sun
People in communication
Power in conspiracy
Piffle
Pour myself a coffee and go on
See the empty
Live on foundations
Keep the times
Let go the strong
THIS IS THE POINT
Let me understand
You love the ways of life
But you hate the pitted roads there
You want me to stay
But you'll continue to yell and hit
You don't care about pollution
But you wonder why breathing's more difficult
You have a big car now
But somehow the bills have gained
So let me understand
Bigger is better
Compact is convenient
Midsize is maintenance
Yet let me understand
You have all the power
But you use it, to use it, to beat it
You learn so much
But nothing told you when to take the next step
You take chances going to bed
But you wake up still at risk tomorrow
Let me understand
You know the feeling
But fade with the crowd on and on
486 A LONE PART
So cold and alone
Very alone
No trees, no sand
No sun, no darkness
Soundless thoughts
So alone
No senses, no purpose
No change, no memory
And alone
You can't go forward
You can't grow
So unaware of options
Mere existence without freedom
So alone
Forever being for nothing
Nothing changes you
And you change nothing
On and on and on...
But there s no cold
And there is no alone
So unaware
So cold and alone
Through death and life
Through time and space
Through thoughts and voids
So alone
PERSEVERATE
The more power one has
The more one gives away
The less one has of anything
And in a life time
You've left a name if anything
About once upon a power
Just a treasure of the day
And when the many say
And when the many don't know
For the little they want
What is real
What is proof
Hundreds, thousands, millions
Years and lives disappear
Because of one, a few
What is power
Because I said so
Power's not me standing here
Not even the toys I stand behind, as anyone can
Power's the shield
You can't get in
You yell,hit and set affire
But you can't deceive anymore
So one is no more
Still one stands, inside you
487 PEOPLE LOVE DREAMS
When one dies
One is put into the ground
One decays and rots to an earthly blend
No dreams left to be found
That's the end of one
That's the real of all life
All existence much the same
All that is not
Is in it's own right, no longer
All as it was
The rest is illusion
Believe me
Do what ever I say
And the rest is illusion
But you're a people
And people love dreams
Rest in peace
The only place to find peace forever
But the soil digs in
Now that the pain is gone
Think it's time
For me to find where I belong
OVER IN A WONDER
Once upon a time
There was a place on the ocean
The trees were yellowed with wines
Rainbows filled the skies
A breeze so clean
As though no air in sight
Quiet as the waves passing by
And clouds filtering through the night
On an isle the si$e of forever
In a dream as high as the stars
She was a flower
He was a castle
And from the dust grew the young
There were gardens green
And mountains so rugged and cold
They would talk of freedom
They would talk of sadness
But together they face an everafter scene
Far off in the distance
There s a star shinning new
And with a little bit of assistance
There s a place for such as two
488 HUMANE BEFORE PERSONAL
People walk the concrete streets
Humans walk the gardens green
People have the right to say
They have the right to choose
To vote, to buy, to steal, to lie
They have the right to be told
Humans, they're a species
And as a species, they've no freedom
They can't survive, can't walk away
Not allowed to just be
Or be more than allowed
No right to cry, to rule, to die
As a human species
Knowledge is an expanding link
As a people
Life is taught to a pin hole in time
Do as you are told until extinct
People play the game of money
Humans play the game of life
Money comes and goes
Life lives over and over and over
I'll play time here
And you
TODAY HAS GONE
What happened to these memories
Where did they fade away to
Don't remember you
Don't remember me
Why has the time been lost
After all the things to happen
Forgetting you and all your why's
Do I need anymore
Just come and go without goodbyes
All the grounds fade
When something changes
When somebody leaves
And the same old songs are no longer played
Those were the people around
Then those were the places and care
But we are no longer who we were
Living in doorways and second hand bars
And if those were the days
Then this must be a relics loop
Remember when
Remember when
But all the answers live afar
In another time and day
489 A WEAKER AGE
The weak must destroy
The weak must annihilate
The weak must be ingenuitive
The weak must ploy
The weak can read
The weak can think
The weak have time
The weak have link
For what is life
Of a human species
Yours is no longer
Mine is no better
Upon the same paths of thought
The weak will fail
The weak will follow
The weak will fear
The weak will still be here tomorrow
Who's to survive
In these ecological changing times
The ever pure, the ever contaminated
One in the same
In this sun lit universe
The weak will be strong
The strong will cease
WORDS VIA VOICE
Don't have to talk to you
From desert to desert
Never should believe you
Decided to choose
You brought me up
To be just like you
I'll bring you down
To be just like you
Cause of following you to your ways
I saw only your ways
But now I'm me alone
And the ways I see seem scattered
You cheated me with lies
As I piece together trues of mine
Now there's no-one to trust
Thus no-one to trust me
So climbs the social wall
But like a vine I'll grow upon
And in time, be part of
A wall to be fallen
So don't talk to me
Till you know what to say
Won't care to hear anything
Till I can hear you
490 DEEP TURNED CLOUDS
And when these summers end
Will we hold together
Sleep with time forever
If ever the summers return again
The lonely gather
The stranger they become
They see further
The individuals no longer run
There's a time of understanding
A society, a community
To get this far in hand
Yet dare not go further from the rules
Not even knowing from where
I see the beauty I once knew
I see an image changing clearer
And the views break out strong
The sense of expressions
The bonding of friendship
The openness of feeling emotions
The rational of rational responses
The fascination of wisdoms
Embodied with each other
We become more as a whole
Up against the worlds time
SHE RIDES THE TEAR
When you walked into the room
Your eyes set to tear
As I listened and comforted
Keeping heart and truths attune
I know you cried about me
Not for and against
Just about our times together
And it's not easy for me either
Not knowing for sure
Which way to go
Which decisions to make
And that's why you're here for me
That's not all of course
There's alot of things about us
I love your eyes
You love mine
No supernatural force could mold this trust
Now I see those tears
Turn the loneliness into a smile
Just a hug
And walk away from here
To cover up all her fears
491 RESPONSE ABILITY (I)
See the glass fall to the ground
Glass shatters
Glass bounces
Glass rolls
As you respond to the sound
You catch the glass
You kick the glass
The glass never falls
You pick up the pieces
You cut your finger
You sweep up the pieces
The glass is plastic
The glass is a cup
The cup is empty
The glass is full
You mop the floor
Go back to what you were doing before
Glass falls again
You feel the conclusion
You alter the solution
Attempting contribution
Never again the same
RESPONSE ABILITY (II)
A question arises
That of the reality of gods
Think about it
She enters the room
A sense of crying from the after tears
Think of reacting
A car rolls out of park
Towards a doorstep or two
Just think next
And now it's illegal to justify
Against the law to feel alright
Unjustified to save the day
And just because you don't believe
Imprisoned in an old boys technicality
Circumstantial outweighs substantial
Illusions over-rule material
And alibies mislead me to believe formalities
There are no gods
There is compassion and comfort
There's a motion to stop the wrong
Before the wrong begins
492 RESPONSE ABILITY (III)
How does a particle
Respond to another in a vacuum
How does a thought
Respond to another in a conflict
How long does it take
To respond to ones own senses
I'm only able to respond
To what I've learned to do so
And how am I to do so
If the child is mine
There's a future to make way for
If there s a price to pay
I won't buy until it's worth more
If there s a reason for doing
Best prepare for the knowing of what's in store
This is the time
To do what I can
These are the thoughts
Of an expanding human
The diversions of my death
I am to the land
GONE ABOUT
Nobody leaves my life
They all just fade from view
As though life is memoriless
Yell at everything you say
And when no-one believes the lies
You know its time to walk away
Did some internal excavations
Found myself contaminated
Ancient ashes of natures
Unpalatable synthetic nutrient
Thoughts like a digitized dream
Where am I in the end
Where i chose to be
So far, so good
And the good of this all is free
So you've had enough
Not enough work, not enough tan
And so you've had enough
Too much stress, too much plan
Every door's a back door
To those who don't belong
What good of a key
To a lock that opens to a song
493 NO GOOD BYES
A tear
The love and beauty of a newborn
A tear
The pain of an ever falling heart
We cry for emotions
We cry for response
But after the rains and waves
We cry for facts
She stands tall
He run away
And the rules of life disagree
Old boys here to stay
Anger
To get this far on lies diverged
Anger
It's not far to never really know
And the years won't come back
Now you're the one who's lost
Missed out on a whole phase of reason
Selfless regrets on selfish costs
He laughs empty
She pouts sincere
Something has to evolve
Someone has to see and trust
Someone has to be
WALLS OF FOREVER
Deep in the castles
The fires roared through the walls
The stones radiated a heat so comforting
The people danced in the winds
There was a forest outside
Slowly falling to the edges
There was a coal mine beyond
Wide and shallow as much
As the stars grew cold at night
The people started curling up inside
Closer and closer to the ills
Time was nearer to their wills
To innovate the ways of life and change
The castles still stand
The forest colourize the land
New people, new hours
Even after the wars of paradise
I look upon the time of the final man
The glitter had to rise
The stone was lost to their eyes
Replaced with infrastructures
And worthless rebate coupons
No ones freedom to reach the skies
Down in the castles core
There leads to an everafter shore
Steps of truth, Steps of the universe forevermore
494 THOUGHTS OF LOOKING BACK
You stab me with a knife
So deep, the tears crystallized
There's no aura, id, nor ego
A true we've to realize
I never cared that much
You never cared like before
I was too naive to notice
You were too tied up to show
But the blade has set
And this wound I shall carry
Forever forgotten love
Forever forgotten foes
To the end of time, I'll not forget
Said of questions why
I've no answers but of those once given
Was the choice of right
Was an individual fight
Losing one by one those all of I
But I feel it so
You felt no more of me
For you, I can not change
For you, I still the pain
And for me
Forever to know, this ever letting go
JUST THIS CLOSE
Confusion of you
I try to think away
I feel close enough to return
I never touched your hand
In all directions
I echo about you
I kneel to love
I stand to hate
I run to hold
But always without you I return
Here ln my confused state
I'm o.k. for the moment
There'll be other lifes
There'll be other times
Yet always around you too late
Just this close
Just this close
And too afraid to be
Just this close
Is all I'll ever be
Such is the inconvenience
These social behaviours
You are of
I am not
But for the knowing of instincts
495 THE LOST CAUSE OF FREEDOM
For the cause of freedom
Lost as I do see the world
But of a cause none the less
Unjustified am I
The human I see
The universe I become
The time I die
Every step
She lies to me
Every step
He lies to me
Leading me on back, again
Only to walk away
Only to build forever after
But lies behind my back
Destroy my paths in laughter
Judge me wrong, I know and see
But who am I to Judge
Could I be human
The people they all stare
If I can't see, who can
Why must I follow
Why must I lead
You tell me, I tell you
Why must I listen
READ ALL THE TEARS
I want you back
I want you back
I want you back -ah...,...,ack
But I can't go back
And start all over again
But I can't have you
Even if it was possible
Cause you've got your life
And though you were mine
It's not worth the time, this time
So all I can say
From my heart, and back again
I want you back
I want you back
I want you back ah........ack
I want you back
You'll never hear
You'll never feel
No you'll never know I cared
So far away
I want you back
I sing in my head
I want you back
But you can't hear what I said
I want you back
496 I CRY BOX I
I come home every night
Just to open the box full of tears
This one grey
I cry with the lonely rains
This one empty
I cry with final farewell pains
And for you this one blue
I cry without you...here
I have one gold
For when I cry with the laughing sun
I have another silver
For when I cry with the life anew
But not a tear for me
Ho matter how I feel
No matter what I do
No, not a tear for me
As I sit here
With a box full of tears
I dream of all the colours crystal clear
Only wishing for one more tear
Not yesterdays, not tomorrows
Just one for me
WITTED OF WISE
There is no wisdom
Passing down from age to age
Mere phrases left in mockery and laughter
Leaving knowledge without soundness
To light the fire
Without it you will live
Yet
Without it you will remain
And
For another time to find
To light the fire
Without wisdom, there's no game
Do you know why you ask
Do you know why I ask
Cause of every day you don't
I never need answer
And in the ends
What ever I answer will do
But for you now
There s no wisdom
You'll live on lies woven time
You know, I remember when
But this world here is
And one has to look around now
To find reasons before the end
497 LOVE THOUGHTS
So simple this circle of love
I love you
You love horses
Can horses love
Or do they just grow close enough
I love children
They love toys
You love their love
Girls will be girls
As boys will be boys
To be like you and me in the end
Does love itself have someone
Is it there all alone
Does love we share remain at dawn
I know there's something
To express this love I live upon
A nature, a creation
Love beyond expectations
Just having it to hold
Like a friend one only dreams of
Always there to fall upon
Always there to understand
If only to be in the end, this love
LIFES WEAR
Think it's time to wrap up my life
Tie it in a little star
Make it twinkle so bright
That it shines to a never ending
There's been a spectrum of colours
And an ocean of feelings
Seems I've touched them all
And lived them again and again
How's one to go on
Well' just once more for the road
But I've been down that road
Well, turn another turn
How can I tell when
And what's the difference anyway
Well, you'll just have to wait and see
Wait!, wait for what
Well...
Oh, all over again
Think of the time I had a life
Naive, prosperous, and endless
But I've seen too much
And there's nothing new
These grays are setting in
And my bones inside are worn to waste
498 A COLD PILLOW
It'll be lonely here without you
And the dreams are cold in the morning
I'm free to run all day
But the nights I curl up saddened
I looked out onto the ocean
An endless hazy gray
No sun, no fire, no waves of blue
But dreams won't bring you home again
Not today
I'll try to remind myself
When things go out
There's still you
When times linger off
There's always you
When ever I'm too down
There you'll be
Holding all the pieces together
Holding me in sound
And when all the hate knocks at my door
I find a rational look through your eyes
It's been lonely here
And these dreams were cold
I'll be waiting, and you know
I'll be waiting
Without you in the morning
GO ON WITH YOU
I've got a touch of wisdom
You'll never see again
Have a sense of humor
No-ones laughed upon before
I hate the universe
For leaving me here
But you exist
And it's fascinating to see
What would happen to us
If I was not to be
I've an inkling of reasons
There are no feelings for
Got doubts you've not yet theorized
Well, as long as you live
They'll never change
Why of all the loves
Time has to disagree
Why of all the loves
Thoughts set no apology
Why of all the ages
Death puts aside no degree
I've got a power of destruction
Living only to die before so
I've the need to speculate
This purpose of determination
499 THIS GRANDMOTHER CLOCK
There's a better homeland
In her eyes of political shame
She has no tears
She has no pain
So much for trust of any man
He built you a castle
At the death of all now gone
He kept your ever smile
At the lives of poor and strong
Only if she had the authority
One wonders what she would do
There' ld be food on every table
There 'ld be a table in every home
There'ld be a home for every child
A tomorrow for everyone
A reason, ration, and responsibility
I wish, I wish, I wish
Boy, I'd change a thing or two
But she's a weak honest woman
And liable of mistakes
Her priorities are subsequent of sight
Today is her foundation
And the morrows to me are fading
This land will always be home
But I'll do what I can
To make everywhere a childs home
ABDO UMBO
If there's action in the wind
There's action in your eyes
If there's fashion on the walls
Then there's fashion on the thighs
See her come and walk away
See her play the part
See her hide, and come what may
See her fray my heart
She's a compulsive spender
Pays for everything
She's impulsively tender
Like a raindrop in the rains of spring
And I can't take it
It's like a fire
When the lights go out
To a candle lit dinner
With no-one to share
If there's passion upon flare
Then there's passion upon this hair
I'm touched when she ignores me
I'm crushed when she adores me
That's technique, that's style
That's her wounds within each smile
500 HERESY INFIDEL GNOSTIC
Knowledge
Do not deceive me
Substantial as touch
Glad to meet you
So you are
Eight by ten photo glossy
So long santa
So long goose
I touch nothing but real to me
I dream
And that's a thought
But I'm human, analyze
Clever, not quite
Time is the night
And that's all of the universe
Not the tic-toe watch
Not of wish-upon lullabyes
Take for granted, nothing
For I can not see
Yet from here to the suns
Nothing exist
Therefore everything else must be
Yet knowledge
There is no real here
Yet, it is
Stop, think, appear
WALK AWAY CYCLES
What kind of love
Are you looking for
What kind of mind
Are you thinking about
What kind of life
Are you planning to end with
Wrapped in satin chains
Chiselling away at numerical scores
Gazing at someothers outside world
Out in the lights
Feeling empty of feelings
Between dark and black
Insecure of all the glamour
When rains close in
And no-one talks about you
It's a costly episode
Waking up on time, just to be there
Just being, just being
Same fast cars
Same old diapers changing
Same flights round and round
Same wheels, new rubber
Same as everyone, in every town