401 WHEN I GET ME GOING
There's one leos reason
To carry on with reason
Losing to illusion
You're losing the sound of mind
No, don't get me going
Cause when I Bet going
Good as gone
Everything's wrong
When I get me going
And that's the actual
Underlying secondhand deception
Go along and you're fine
If not, you're in for a brutal correction
Yes, I'll lose
But if you think you've won
Well, you only feel that way
A choice that you felt to choose
Irrational emotions
Get in your way
I've no-one to play
So don't get me going
Unless reel 'e where you feel to stay
ACCELERATE ONE
I've the required intell
To create the unknown tech
Of apace travel
To go from here to there
And back
In one day, one hour
Think, it is attainable
For me in this
little time
Left graying
But realize due to neglect
I'm not allowed
It's not allowed
And in time you'll forget
So why doesn't the super
Not wish to Bet things done
A little bit of business left undone
The owner, the control
Who'll know for sure
A waste of knowing
As of life without acceleration
Is of knowledge without purpose
Existance merely growing
I'll leave you be
On my own to the end
This time
402 DON'T DO US ANY FAVOURS
Do yourself a favour
Do us all a favour
Just walk away and never return
Don't need you here anymore
Big business too big
When private's none of theirs
Controlling the rules
Of play along fools
No-one smart enough if no-one cares
Should I step in
Start the battle out there
Before the internal wars anyways
Take the blame
In the name of peaceful days
Weak as I am
Love's not worth this anger
It's their line
And they'll cross it every time
A convenient political scam
Doing myself a favour
You'll see, I told you so
When you need me
I'll be there, but I won't care
Cause you feel when I know
FEEL THE THOUGHT
Feel what you say
Do what you say
If what you say
Is how you may feel
Well, you speak from emotions
And emotions make thoughts irrational
And this I feel ironic
That knowing may be swayed by mere feelings
I don't know what to do
I don't know
Don't care to live in pieces
Don't care to die everytime
Either way
I'm going to cry myself to death
Like a rabbit in a snare
Gonna cry myself to death
Gonna cry myself to death
I won't even know
I won't care what I feel
Split decisions take all tolls
Who cares now
Kinda late, did you say
Well glad you feel that way
You never cared anyhow
403 BIG JOKE, THE
There's no winner
Not this time, not the next
And if I lose, if I choose
I'll gain only ones chaotic mess.
After all those attempts of peace
Just to maintain this world as is
It wasn't good enough
Good's never good enough
For those held down by leashes
May be physical
May be mental or emotional
And the strongest
Ages to be the weakest
Like a cheese
There's no second career
But to save ones life
Are these mutated ashes
Lost to the bureaucratic peer
I do nothing about it
I see as you see
Saying to your fears to listen
Best leave be
We know I'm right
But they feel I'm bad
And power destroys freedom
May be in the years I've had
TWO GUTS YOU
Haven't got the guts
Now haven't you
Might as well say your good-byes
Well, what to do
Just had to say no
Have to find someone else
To let you go
Better find some one else
You didn't see what it took
To turn you down
Now did you have what it takes
To keep me down
You'll never dance
You'ld never sit still
You'll bla,bla,bla
You'ad never told me though
The two sides of you
On the other side of every door
Toughest of emotions
Fragile after every smile
Never offering any less than more
Takes guts
To stand out in the true lone
Won't live long
Seems the real's incidental prone
404 LOUDER THAN CRIES
Can't tell her I'm right
Because she is
And of all emotional limits
Who's to argue the finite
Breaks down in tears
Breaks down in anger
Who walks away incomplete
Up the scales
I find the wars eager cause
And the pains of reluctant lies
After all else fails
I'll feel in the end
So don't pretend away from real
Because wars are caused by pretend
She doesn't see me out
Yet I miss her inside
So she runs me over
As under her I fall
Missed my ride
What do we know
To such temper of cause and regret
If by then you don't remember
I say try and forget
THE TURNING TO
The circle complete
No more turns to disguise
Am I dying
Have I gone too far
Sweetless as sweat that never lies
A synthetic world
Of broken hearts
Is there a place in us to feel
I know you feel
When we're torn apart
But dismal as the rains
I've no care for emotional
So take your anger
And aim it where it hurts
Of thoughts we forget
Who lives to advance
Outlives those of profit
To go further
To leave behind
To be stronger
Not to rule over chance
Deciding all's future
The breathing doubts for reason
And delays could error
The circle complete
405 SOFT DUSTER
Glare tans hide in lines
The sun and waves rippling over
Where winds fade high
To a cold fiery sky
Sleep is the breather
Taken eve every eve
Awaken to a vacant moon
You never want to leave
Listening to the echo off the water
And shuffling of the trees
The silence of a hundred years waiting
Impatient heart disagrees
Swaying thoughts from shoulder on
Sands of corrosion burn to ice
Relaxed from sights of turmoil
To only stay with the moment
Gone is the time
Why for the beautiful to vanish
The innocence in tears
Wait, she says
Wait, I reply
Don't leave now like this
All for the sunlight
Eroded to the hearts
Awaken empty with mere reflections
ESSENTIAL IGNORANCE
Papers in, papers out
People come and go
Decisions good, decisions bad
Days pass too slow
Ten, twenty, thirty years
That's all I've left
Disabled with thoughts to feel
Stress of helpless tears
Used to be able
Growing was clear and easy
But we're dying down
One after another falling unstable
Cancers and glands faulter
Survival on the increase
Government knows for what it pays
But I can't afford the disease
So dies the young healthy write off
And of the wisdom
Unwanted prophetic babblings
How you'll know
Yes, maybe, no
For they listen not to the one
406 LIVING LIFE SUPPORT
Maybe when she dies
The pains won't linger undecided
Dependent on a mother
Dependent on a machine
Maybe when he's gone
The chills won't feel so empty
Dependent on another
Dependent on a vaccine
As close as life seems dominant
Prevail the elements of ailment
For the one of reason
Of strength in cautious intent
Maybe when they re born anew
Maybe when they'll leave behind you
There'll be other plans to keep
All for nothing
Happiness finds the good life
Realness finds the actual life
Nothing for them
I gave you life
You fought living away
Survival was too easy
Now ln beds you lay
BLIND SPOT STREET
You seem to want war
Yes, they do
Now I'm forced to intervene
All for the few
You wanted freedom
You wanted your ways to prevail
But that's of violence
And mere egos dominance
There s been no difference
Kill the big worlds dreams
For your peace, your rules, et cetera
Not mine, not ours
And never by such means
To all these friends and child
In order of nullification
Me and you have gone
Survivors be the mutated wild
No planet I'll leave in piece
Breathe to death natures universal feast
For the fighting you'll defeat
For the love and lies cold truth
How nice the hungry steal
So wise the strong give in
Well, powerful is the nothing of a rebel
I'll be waiting with the wind
407 RIP THE ROCK
You made me love
You made me disappear
So I turn an empty waistline
I turn the longing tear
Torn apart to the dreams
Day and night over you
The rock is ripped
And I've only to pull through
Who came from
Is no place for me to go
The questions you own
Have come and gone so many times
To grips with me
These thoughts were vertigo
Love I lied
For the gain unknown
Hands untied
A choice you're lost to condone
Hold me
Leave me go, farewell
I don't know
Well can't you tell
I'm not me today, go away
GLACIAL PATHS
Don't hear the echoes
In my head
But thoughts go on and on
From bed to bed
As guilt plays the part of surrender
Fighting overpowers all depths
Cold blooded cells
Fire the walls of vision
To the sanity lost for battle
Have all the winds been cheering
Upon my failures of conquest
Then I laugh
For this universe awaits the fest
Cries tor the dreams
To stay and sleep awhile
A pretending
Happy ending
No truths as real as vile
Hear as they want
They never see themselves as is
Yet I for nothing
Feel all else as actual
So tell me I'm not so
You're a dream
408 EYES OF THE SUN
She just grabbed me
Pinned me to the floor
And kissed me to deathly plight
That was o.k.
I was already deadened
The moment she took my breathly sight
Seems sex was bigger
Than a four letter word
And love was like
An anchor on a thread
Bound to break the tension
Wrapped in arms
And other mobile parts
All we felt like feeling
Was the synchronized hearts
How I ran away
How she made me stay
With watering eyes
Senses tingling with sorrow
When you strolled off
I became this big fat zero
Talking grey hair loss
No street sharp cool suave hero
WHAT NOT HOW
Sit and I will
Watch deceit waste so frivolously
Our lives for pleasure
Changing thoughts
Changing emotions
Not of how much is shown
But of what part shown for
Never as displayed
As truth has no smile
As silence speaks no touch
Actual intent is portrayed
What's on my mind
Has been said by many before me
Better said once for the good
Lies ever after for the worse
Longer after forgotten ones final find
Who's going to do
As better as I could've
Not a lifetime to be
And gone are the reasons strong
Well where were you
Listening in the play
While changes all around
When you're all over
Out of place in a new lost and found
409 IN FAMOUS DECLINE
The big stars
And all the moneys hand
Have, can, and always will
Back any lie they're forced to
And after their fall
To the death of ignorance
A life kept in silence
Ones costly pull
Full circle 'tis said
For those who don't see themselves
Unknown they learn
The lost will in turn
Understanding where paths have lead
So be wary when you get there
How you played
Who changed the rules
Does it matter to them so unaware
Nobody disagrees
And nobody's never heard
Though ones right to live
One lives not for the right
A corrupted disease
THIS CLOSE
Johnny's making big plans
Marilyn's out for open hands
A birth day song
A place made strong
But of a scandalised fling banned
His child was hers
But she wasn't his
And never to be
This honest three
All but a memory lives
Couldn't have a number one
Mr. and Mrs. bigamy
Not for real, now even fun
To a worlds great country
And while john waves goodbyes
She wait at home alone
For no-one but themselves
He'll never return in lulla byes
And marilyn won't be home
He could see the blindness
And profits to this ignorance
When she felt this kindness
She loved him even more
But they never lived to say
No, not even for the day
410 IMPLOSION I
Frozen in this particle
Waiting to be waited upon
As the release of matter is initiated
The loss of absence go beyond
It was the cold
Gases heavier than earth
Winds in waves unseen
Now I'm too old
So wait you will have to
While era after era goes to dust
Generations pass on to nothing
Until reals are sought for the true
Inversed dimensions propagated
Time and space collaborated
I can fly as to die anywhere
This empty sun may pass then
But lies have always infiltrated
Rabbits live as you
You'll go nowhere now
Further in the race
Rats advance to space
After you, no after you
All delays of power
Struggling for the maintaining of itching
The common man
The final hour
WOMENIZED
She'll take you in
Give you all the numbers
Then walk out
With the morning sun
Day after day, forever
Toy do what it takes
Just one more thing, you're thinking
As she watches you endeavour
Courteous flowers and sublime
Anonymous x'n'o s in a line
She feels a little humorous something
The fun of it
Maybe more emotional
And talk about us so
Submit to these whims as graceful
As though a child to bestow
There's no positive, no negative
In her eyes, it's wait and see
For the passion in tears
For the beauty conformed
She's reason to live in memory
And nothing before
Is like nothing after she's gone
And you know she's gone
When you 'll miss her ever more
411 HERE FOR ME
Leaving soon
I'll be leaving behind forever
All that was to be
A mind so conflicting
If only to find a vacant eight
A body malfunctioning
If only to find a solid foundation
And as I feel
Stubborn and strong
Alone a master of all
A dream of nothing to fall
Back to real
Why I'm not here
When you came looking
Wasn't looking to be found
Not here
Times, moments, hours
We find ourselves contemplating
Far, fast, flying
We'll rest quietly hesitating
These made me leave you
The prices of a social species
Returning till I'm blue
SMILE IN TOUR EYE
Well, now you're gone
Nothing anyone can do
Why, why, why
Wish you could hear me, too
The cutest dimple
Soft straight hair red golden
Tall slim beautiful
Now, when I heard in the end
Well, this loss of a friend
Confused me so
To a point I don't know
Of goodbyes I've nowhere to send
Alive and daring
With goals and dreams
Toy went for it
What went wrong
What lead you off every road
What kind of song
Would ',e made you strong
Enough to keep you on any road
Well, girl next time
Tell someone already in line
I don't know, next time
412 TRUTH IN THE ENDS
Truth will win one day
Shredded and twisted today
Rewritten tomorrow
But truth one day
Will free the world
Allow this race of species
To venture anyway, anywhere
Lies beneath anyones smile
Lies before the undebated
Lies become honest replies
Of the unexpected new cast member
Like a pope without reason
Anymore than mother goose
Truth will crush these blind
Change will overwhelm the mind
To only touch the way
Don't believe in ones own say
Earth's too hot
Wind too cold
And there's noplace to swim away
The right be said
The good be done
But the truth someday
Be lived upon the proper way
R'N'R WOMAN
Found a rock n roll woman
So hard to find anymore
She was older
But she was
A rock n roll woman
Out on a rock n roll floor
Fast and slow she'd sway
In every possible rock n roll way
Cool as black lit fog
Fired like an echoing finale'
Now she's taking me home
And she's taken me in
All for the love of rock n roll
I'm found anew to begin
The face to face
The forgotten sorrows
Moments here to be
As two of us make up for the years
Torn to shreds
Inside of me
A song out of threads
Toy put in me
Another one different
The sparkle returns
Rock n roll's in cement
The record turns...
413 TAKEN OVER
Maybe the san should fade forever
Returning to the stars
Leave me cold and dark
With a fire in mind
To start from zero
Building all over this fools empire
One king, one language
One reason to leave behind
This headstone hero
No mothers, no home
And tomorrows remain as far as unknown
Deserted horizons
No trust about to be shown
And hands to lead the way
Lead only away from the going there
Sometimes enemies are safer
Than a partners corrupted ashtray
So be you for once
No parent, peer, nor population puppet
And if you already are
Take your wimpy little ego and stuff it
Now only one can atop this so
One under these winds
And never let go
DOESN'T MATTER
This is where I'll be
Ill on a long weekend
Everyone home in town
And the sun and rain doesn't matter anymore
Old friends and new
I'll miss again, sick in bed
Now dreams will get even older
And memories I'll no longer recall
Who's to live till then
Wishing only this fatigue be gone
For the pains grow deeper
Body's deteriorating each year
Smile when I can
But the good of it is now piteous
Here and now are fine
But out there's the real of our ignorance
No matter how I tell this
Or who I tell so to
Someone else somewhere else hears
I've seen what well that's to do
So sick here in bed
I sleep in goodbyes to you
414 LEAD OUT OF MIND
Biting on the edge of times
Where major changes are sought for
I've a war
Nothing more, than a cure
For this living lies in cries
Show the children dying
Feed them more
This pity war
Forever growing faster than tears are crying
Sway the teens
Left on right
Or out of sight
Till forgotten are their memories dreams
While I sweat here
The mighty pen old and brittle
No longer durable to the changes
Of words so sheer
Mere water to these spaces too clear
Time ie over
Now taste the end
For these nails have been chewed
Thoughtless answers misconstrued
The edge has passed
And where were you my friend
THE SEALING
In this balance
Of who is right and wrong
Of what is best and not
I think alliance
A cure and answer
Well, a button is just as simple
But a call for independence
At the cost of nothing but times own sweat
Everyone gets this earned
Via anyone to have learned
What you teach
You'll never understand
Doesn't matter, it's the balance
Taking this past
Giving this future
A hand me down
Redesigned up to a second glance
For comes the colour of tears
To blend in ours this tinting anew
While shadows upon moonlike eyes
Cry down to me in a fire true
Is this balance
To forget here and now
For dreaming there and far
Take the chance
415 THE STROLL
Weakness may be the stronger
Pending on death or living
Making you stronger than all
But this is the edge
And the newborn never remembers
Clear to see all anew
What kind of defenses from as
But they must go through
This life is a living
Start to finish
Life is Just a living
Goals and dreams grow to remain
In changes of time
No-one scores and lives to true
Malfunctions continue to disintegrate
As the paint thickens by layer
But dead is dead
There's nothing thereafter
Never anything thereafter
For dead is dead
So of such fictions you relevate
Dream the big prayer
Just dreams know not the universal state
GO ROCK YOURSELF
Well, you took your summer
And spent it on yourself
Never share the laughter
Never even tried
Well, I knew you before
But not anymore
Off in dreams somewhere else
So, go rock yourself
Don't need you
Don't want you
So, go rock yourself
Stuck in your heavy world
No night stick punk junk
No disco dancing geeko funk
Ever screams and dreams
In fast lane scenes
Of the good old days - daze
Well live a little faster
Along with the laughter
Where I'll be looking to gad you
Go rock yourself
Meanwhile you
As you do
Go rock yourself
416 ROCK ME IN THE MORNING
Laying me down
Putting me to sleep
There's a dream awaiting
And in it, there'll be you
And anything I wish upon
But there's a sun soon to be
And a yawn full of morrows
Just to know
That you'll ...
Rock me in the morning
Like you did Just a moment ago
People lie I know
And for the worst ways they go
But yo said what you did
Should be enough to trust
So stick around
Rock me in the morning
So I can rock you in the morning
Lets dream together
Tell me, tell me
That you'll
Rock me in the morning
ROCK MY BRAINS OUT
Every time I hear you
Word for word
I sing along
I play along
Cause all I want you to do is...
Rock my brains out
For the rest of ny life
Like no day and night
Rock my brains out
And while I see you there
Eyes on eyes
Places authorised
I want so much for you to ...
Rock my brains out
I want you to
Rock my brains out
Like no end to the page
Rock my brains out
So if ever I touch you
I'm gonna be you
And be as strong
To carry on
Rockin' my brains out
417 NO TIME TO DREAM ANYMORE
Time to tuck in
Time to rise
The days go passed
The nights, well
What of these nights
These nights are old
Blacked out and empty
Seems my dreams have drifted
Rest open in the cold
Out late at night
Up and gone in the morn
Burn out and stressed
Go,go,go
These walls sleep in too tight
No time to dream
There'll be no more falling
No more flying co high
No wishes dreamed true
No maybes worked through
No, there'll be nothing worth recalling
Now is the time to rest
But there'll be
No time to dream anymore
Only tomorrow is left
THAT CAN'T BE
That can't be
The girl that I used to know
That can't be
The only one I ever let go
She hasn't changed
Still drives me insane
For all this intrigue
I have no name
That can't be
The way we were back then
That can't be
The memories here again
Well, who are you now
What does it matter
When I can't know you anymore
We can still see each other
From a distance
We can still talk
To someone else
All those years
These eyes see like the first time
You again
That can't be
The end to this life time
That cant be
This end for you and me
418 WHAT KIND OF MIND
What kind of people
Need a divine idol to believe in
Something not even real
What kind of human
Must destroy all other creatures
Has he nothing worthy to feel
What kind of species
Learns to surpass all other existence
For one thing if no less a curious ordeal
What kind of universe
Permits such a plague to grow
What kind of tomorrow
What kind of time and space
I'd like to know
Well, really I do
Always the teachings of you
Learning wrong is right
Believing there's no other way
So little I can do
What kind of thoughts
Leave us stranded with changes
A past can never steal
IN A WOMANS WORLD
In a womans world
There's no talking when it's over
And in the morning
Well, you'ld just have to be there
Now is my turn to stay home
But this time is too long
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be in the wrong all along
In a womans world
And I know I feel, I don't belong
So to get out
Better clue into the road
Get out in the real
It's this woman
Born to tell me so
Always for the children
This ain't for me
So off I go to another unknown
Do I fight for you
Or do I die for you
And what good of this violence
You never wanted in the first place
In a womans world
419 WRINKLED PATTERN
You see I'm growing older
Faster now
And I have no reason
For understanding why
So don't question my impeccable resistance
Cause it's always there when I need it
Might say it all
May say nothing
Only to say what you already know
But forgotten due to inbred ignorance
Toy don't know when to quit
What more of aging
Could I know
In ten years I've multiplied
To say this all again
As though waiting for a real live figure
To feel the cold of the floor as much
Sharing significance
Daring impudence
Still to dream this forever touch
Time I'll be in waste
To have done better
At a price of another
Gone is the bolder face
Well, I ponder
What is blind to a memory
PRODUCT DISCONTINUED
You don't need to protect me
I'm a war coming soon
You'll have to excuse our stupidity
Due to the lack of demand for reality
I'm a discard
I'm a leftover
Disposable, expendable
I'm a scrap of matter in natures yard
Years after this salvage
You'll be replace with a newborn clone
But you did good
Toy saved only time
Rid the future of any exerted energy
Abandon this gap alone
Now all that remains
Is a lifestyle non-refundable
You ignored me then
And picked up when I've gone
Financial means in the end
I've come and gone
So leave me pass away
The war is a child
Out of control they play
Was I a disposable change of dreams all along
420 SHE'S THE NOTHING I NEED
If she says lie
I will, I will
When she said goodbye
I chill, I take a pill
Till I'm too gone to ask why
Well, here's my two tents
And you're still as alluring as ever
Hope you smile once more
So when I walk in the door
Age will still hold me together
She's the beauty
She's in fashion
Not of sexappealed sleazy styles
I can find this here
In my life of real
But she's of never
Unattainable in my unknown time
Get a life
Get a life, she says
Well, what of this breathing of mine
When I said I would
The answer went with you
The memories, reasons, and excuses
That helped me pull on through
THE AEONIC DAY
Glowing from the sun
Under the rising of rolling fog
The morning appears
And the house 'cross the street
Is now open for dispersal
Crawling with elderly
Infested with punkettes
I feel out...
I am out of place
Like stepping on absorbent-garments compiled
Old and fresh
Young and aged
Turns the colour on my face
Out upon the roads
Compressed with wheels nonrecyclable
I'll drive to the end
Then back again
Almost a wish being inevitable
Seemed the further I went
The closer I felt to me
And we all know ourselves
Out there's the freedom and fear
Out there's the echo we'll never hear
Here in a home
I can drift to you mere opinions
Like moon reflections of time
You'll analyze alone
421 A BROKEN TOUCH
Shame on the both of you
Blame's on the other
Well, I'll go my way
And I've gone mine
We'll go twice the distance we've choosen too
Time is mine
Space is yours
And all this matter's those who'll follow
Light is yours
Dark is mine
And all this matter's to show tomorrow
One as we are
Clear as you
Lost as me
One as are we
All will be this one
Then on to the next
Not a cure
Not an answer
Merely solutions of the sun
Our end was a childfull sight
No beautifulier a tear
Was yours, then mine
For the greys of a seasons night
IMPUNITY
You couldn't tell me
This war wasN't foreseen
Because here I see
And here I wait
As you there couldn't understand what I said
You said, 'what do you mean'
Truth is not all real
Real is always actual
Rules need never rhyme
For ends you can not feel
Abandon all religions
Or go down With illusions
Painted in your fears
Patriotic mirrors
Mislead unjustified to fatal conclusions
Dead because you say so
Dead because you rule
Dead because you're so afraid of lost control
Dead was real to this fool
The war will go on
Over seventy-five percent of the population gone
Taught not to be wrong
On a planet to no longer belong
The challenge exist
Evident is the risk
And no call for a win
But for a real to begin
422 EGONOMICS
I'm the best
And I can do anything
But as the walls crumble in
Powerful as you are
Help me out, help me out
I surrender
Well, stand on your own feet
And stand your ground
To the end
For now, the end is here
You chose yourself the better
No-one stood behind you
Oh sure, alot of talk
Loud and fearful
Now the observation's ignorantly clear
I've been lead on to believe
And all I can do
Is lead myself to defeat
Sure, I can walk, I can breathe
I can even dance
But to what, I never knew; never told
I'm the best
Of what is left
You never had a chance
GENETIC ATOMIC
Any country, any planet
Any face, any species
Any reason, any way out of this place
There's no real money
Just a pound of gold
An once of perfume
And a drop of deuterium
For a mind full of profit
Now you believe
Now you're afraid
Now you'll never really know
Now - is gone in time
Fight for what you're told
Someone else's death
And you will die
And you will survive
Fighting for someone else, bought and sold
Politics is the biggest threat
Peace is the next best mercy
Power has you at their feet
Pyramids fall from the bottom up
Destroy what is there
To make room for yourself
Discontinue yourself
For taking what put you here
423 AFTER THIS WAR
Maybe after this war
Life will make more sense
Values will outweigh greed
Sure environment's important
Obviously so is tech
But only to survive
We need no more
But if to strive
We need bays to this universal shore
Yet first you feel the urge
To fight all deaths to ones end
So let the war begin
Kill me, kill you
Destroy all that you have found
To mere colours of the wind
Now maybe you see why
You had enough the last time
You don't remember the last time
It would be nice to send you back
As another statistic
They were old, they were children
They were friends, foe, and foreign
Three out of four, gone
One out of all lead wrong
How could any other trust within
OF FATAL HEARTS
She's coming in
Maybe not forever' for good
But still she's coming back
Back to life
I can't even remember
Times been that long
I dream her here by closing my eyes
Opened eyes and she's gone
Why is she so obsessing
Why did she have to go
Well, I know you had to for good reason
Why did I have to miss you so
I feel so much more alive
Just knowing she's coming back
Wait a minute...
What will I say and/or do
Just say Hi
Ya, best be casual, calm, and serene
Though inside affire
In tears of emotion
A smile in the aisle
And a breath away from a fatal heart
She's coming back
To...here where life's at
I'll be waiting
Just for those moments
424 THE FINDING
Just when you trust
Just when you believe
When you think and feel
How you see is really real
You find everyone else a little different
This one disappeared
This one ran on and on
That one, well she's married now
And all of those ones went up the ladder
But he's still back where it all began
I wonder what went wrong
Nothing really
How you were brought up
School, family, dreams, failures
Friends, politics, emotions and aura
Set in your ways
Now you can't change
Now you're not free
And all those other paths,roads, and skies
I walk alone with I, myself and me
Alone in beauty
Fading out alone
To have seen so much
Till the closing of the door
You are one, only one
But will you ever be
THIS IS THE TIME
This is the time to love
About someone again
This is the time
To revolt with the out crowd
We want space
We want non-violent atmosphere
We want natures habitat
We want our true history
Want it, we demand it
For we are all
The future, live or dead
The real, actual end of it
Who's the leader
Do we really care to follow
What leaders
Do we really care to be
This is the time to be
To think about inanimate words
This is the time
To fall prey to intellected carnivores
Do you trust me, she says
Do you trust me, he said
This is the time
To feel, know, and answer best
No more
425 DISPEL THE MYTH
Anything you believe
Is mere mistrust
Only that you know
Is sure enough to chance
I know there's life
Beyond this solar star
And I know
I exist in my time and space
But who knows
Of tales, myths and stories stringed together
Of serpents and gods
Of elves and santa claus
But no-one could've dreamed forever
I liked the old
I like the new
I'd like a difference
Since it's all the same to you
But this better be real
Not the latest event
Not a decade in the making
More like why tomorrow awaits
These reasons you feel
AN ONLY SPECIAL SOMEONE
You were the last love
In all my memories
And I'll never trade you in
I'll leave you go
I'll live without you
But only for you
Should I care to go on
All those years I waited
All these days together
Romantic crime
Wasted time
We were intimate
We were the topic of the day
We were role models
We were destined to end this way
Holding hands
Into dreams, into tears
A smile to emotions letting go
This love you found in me
Will remain inside forever
Forever and always
For you as long I be
426 SAVE TOMORROW
Time to find another space
Where time itself will be mine
No religious temples
No freedomless pits
No rules out of anyplace
There'll be new laws of nature
For one to grow by
Other suns, other species
Wave earth good-bye
Like an island in the ocean of time
When we all agree
To put time and effort, for ourselves
Into distant travel
Saving tomorrow by using today
What is more costly, what more free
Leaving behind environmentalist
To maintain our earthly home
This is a humans endeavour
Not some supreme illuded being
Never to be credited so
This race, this species
This combined creed of intellects
Will lead us away onto
The inevitable future
When?, well, when you choose
TIME, THE SUFFICIENT REAL
The future's not impossible
Any real actualist knows
Otherwise- being payed to say no
And we know where the lie grows
So take a chance
Go out and find
Step by step
By the power of your hands and mind
Create that dream
Build those plans
Find out how
Find out who
The materials, resources comes to play
There's a bigger strength
In the many small
Than that of one big ruler
Sitting on a wall
Ha, sitting on you all
It'll be two hundred years passed
Before this ideal sinks through
I'll be long gone
But with a species like you
This real will come fast
427 MUSICAL
You use to be beautiful
You showed feeling
You showed meaning
You were worth a second ear
I listened to you
And you made me feel that way
As though I Was there
One on one
Be it, love,cold,power,or fun
You seemed so right
Over and over
In motion day or night
A feeling of everyday life
But soon you turned over
The leaves were prepainted make-believe
With "you" written all over
All the beauty,trust,dreams used to deceive
You came back again and again
but because you painted blind
You couldn't see yourself in the mud
Well, there's a mirror
Under here, so clear
Come back and see so open
There is no doubt
There is no fear
SHE'S BACK
She's back in my eyes
Just can't wait to see her
She's back in my arms
Just can't wait to hold her
A woman complete
Children at my feet
And still the sunset's affire
In every word
She's all senses in tact
Are you listening
Are you listening to the fact
She's back in my dreams
Just can't wait to R.E.M. her
She's back in my emotions
Just can't wait to feel her
Don't think I'll manage
Time is going too far
This grasp of patience has clutched inside out
And I'm breaking ground
Breaking down
Like an obsession
Loves an invasion
I've no silence in forgetting
No, I'm trapped into leaving
428 GONE BY
How time flew by
Before I even knew you
There were games and toys
Days and nights on the run
Life was the streets
No girlfriends after boyfriends
No specific cars a must
Though edging to the stage
Out of the bicycles
Out of the trees
Into such scenes of adventure
Never thought to write it all down
Maybe we weren't meant to
Must've been high school
Well, it was suppose to be different
Well, it certainly was
Old and new people
Coming and going like clouds
And never recalling
No-one tells you so
We were faces in a crowd
Looking back over
There was nothing directional
No options offered
Now those chances are over
CHANGE OF HONOUR
I'm never going to change
But if I never do
I can't expect you to
Why look, that's not so strange
We all differ
Some brains, some bronze
Bibled and babbled
Some beauty, some-em...better
We all prefer
I came from aquarius
I came from the universe
I came from the womb
I came from mr. baboon
Not sure how I got here
No-one can really tell me
This whole ordeal
I'm sure you feel
Is to you quite simple and clear
Well, I guess you know
So can I get that in writing
Not so willing to specify
A sound hesitation in your eye
Just you wait
Just you wait, my little foe
429 ABOUT HER
What is it about you
What brings me here
What is it about me
What keeps me here
And girl you know
The sparkle in your eye
The eclipse of a figure
The sophisticated word
Feels like an aura in glow
I singled you out
To be my only one
Out of all the others
With you I will stay
All these years we've touched
All those years we laughed
We'll remember tomorrow
For all the more times to be
These moments passed
Still now and then I wonder
What it is about you
Maybe only you know
Maybe you'll tell me in the end
Dream that better ending
Take a smile
Take a smile tear
Take what it is about you
That final mile
HOW DO I, NOW
When you go
Will I get all
emotional
And break down and cry
Or say, yah...
That's the way to die
Sad or anger
What is the danger
A mild psychosis
An estranged outbreak
To the final outlook of 'what's the use'
Seems I can never say
What ever you choose to hear
So I end up just leaving
Seeing I best stay far and clear
Well, this time you seen me
Don't feel how you feel
But I sense my confusions in the aura
And this is how we'll deal
You'll have to think about it
I'll've to let be do
All of a wonder, it's true
When you go
Express the feelings
Cold from all the instincts
Only then I'll know
430 WITHER WHILE
Don't want to know how
Just get it over with
Bring this struggle to an end
Destruction and deaths
All for the remains in peace
You and me
Impunity
We saw what real was left
They said it was the medicine
They knew it was religion
They said it was the money
They no longer find it funny
The stress of such consumption
All my time and the beauty
To be wasted and nullified
Cause of the spread of a complex malfunction
Partaking in a transformation
From a species to a human
From a human to a perception
I've done all I can... from here
Time to move on
Find a place to reason
Rest in the bitter end
Do care to see the living wrong
BACK AND WISER
See me start all over
New reasons, new goals
Same old methods though
On the spot with rock'n'roll
Look at all those people
Look at all the life and styles
Once seemed together
Now separated for their ways
Or should I say
Their personnels class of identities
She's a chainsaw
He's a suit'n'tie
They've a price on lumberjacks
I've a question why
Look at the minutes like years
And you're out of existence
The children have grown bigger
Now for the better
But so much older
Not so blind, naive, and carefree
I know who dies
I know what wins
Who tells the lies
Who'll buy the lies
What of means to such inlined grins
431 AN ANSWER IN QUEST
Just as it all came together
I could tell an end was closing in
People were missing
Smiles were fading
And topics compounded line after line
That was years passed
Now everything appears routine
But like flies they drop
Like the wind they breathe
At every door
Through every pour
Reasons only known and ignored as seen
Not in fashion
Not because of wealth
Not of class
Not a species in perfect health
Scam the mind
And you'ld figure the weak would follow
But it's not your child
And believing never saved them
Time to leave hopes behind
Imagining the bombs not falling
Won't beat knowing when to run
But didn't you think
That showing them up there
Was a thoughtless way of doing what best be done
MORE CLOUT
Power is the biggest man
Power is the complex mind
Power is the expressive emotion
Power is the all and steel
Power was the universe
Power was the virus
Power was you
Not anymore
Power has regressed
Power must infest
Upon any shore
To a simpler form of natures best
You can fight it
You can even run away
But since you've already lost
No other price can you pay
Life was free
But of greed and ignorance
This curiosity of convenience
Lifes finale'
Only time is power
This will create
This will destroy
True essence of all that's to flower
432 TIME TO FEEL
Do you love me
She says
Do you love me
Love?
Well that all depends
What kind of love
Do you wish
Do you not
All those years being friends
Do you fear me
She says
Fear?
Well, well... what do you mean
If you hit me, I'll laugh
If you scorn me, I'll step down
If you ignore me, the time may come
I'll still save you
If thats what you'll mean
Don't you understand me
I thought you understood, she says
That was then
And words have been lost
And memories have changed
Yet in these minutes
I'll love you anyways
NOTHING'S GOING TO HAPPEN
When you drop the glass
When you fall in the water
When you stand alone
Nothing's going to happen
No-one else will die
Nobody cares
And if you never get worried
Deaths not pushed at you door
If you never share
They'll always ask for more
If you have another answer
I've heard it, and I don't care
All in times
The feeling mends forgotten
Outside your world
The truths have never been sought
When you stop breathing
I still walk the straight and narrow
Narrow were the options
Straight was the real
Nothing ever came of tomorrow
Panic while you can
Cause nothings going to happen
Don't care if you care to
Cause nothing's going to happen
433 NO TIME TO THINK
How could I say no
After all so long ago
You were my dream of the day
You were the rest of my life
But then reality touched down
I was only me
And you were even more
This was too much for me to impound
So here again
I'm breaking down
For what I had
If only I had known to keep
Cries without pain
Been through it once
And now once more
I'll get over it next time before
You leave me blue
That sparkle's so cold
Being so far away I can't feel
Inside we're old
With hearts not to steal
Saddened before the smile
'No', I recall must prevail
All in a thought i
Is how I seem to always fail
A LITTLE BOTTLED IN
A little lost
A little empty right now
Sure could use some sun
Need an outdoor hobby
Build another building
For when the world comes burning down
And with this hundred-thousand dollar smile
Think I'll laugh a little longer.
I was suppose to destroy the earth
Yet for all savings worth
I was better not being at allAs I watched
Knowing at cost
The misery of her honest down fall
How lonely a bottle of scotch
As cold as winter coming in
And though santa's died
Not a reindeer cried
For the whipping of nature
And the chopping of pines
How often does a fireside rule the wind
Was I feeling the walls
Just her way of closing in
So I'm back on the road
A little more than small
434 DON'T CARE TOO LATE
Don't care about the germans
Going down for another fall
Should've nuked them the first time
Don't care about the starving africans
Born in skeleton crews of role models
Should've never let us leave
Don't care about the environment
The universe will be better off
Should've made us immobile
Children grow up
But look at your parents now
This is what you want
This is how you feel
Guess real is a little too rough
There's no more patriot country
On a world of violence permitted
Right on your street
Welcome at my feet
If you can't kill here, you're never free
Don't care to give in
Older and weaker to the ways
Should've spoke out in my teens
But then I wouldn't be here
Alive to tell you, 'Too late'
For your heros only fear
Too late
ROLLING OVER
Never been here before
Twas like de ja vue
All over you
Yet I don't recall anymore
This must be a turning point
Stepping forward
A step back
Something worth specifying
Time to soon be leaving
I've no longer a say
My hopes have lead stray
Seems here's not the place to be weaving
The implications are in
Looks like they've tallied for a new
Well, you can't buy freedom this time mr. -Johnny
So to the grave you'll win
And after the wine
Upon the sheets we'll dine
To the morning skies
To these words arise
how are you,, I'm feeling fine
I will try to reason
I'll even bite my tongue
Knowing you're the one
435 SEE THE CHANGES
More and more corrupt
Become your eyes
When you look at the floor
Telling me how high you feel
Said you didn't care for politics
In your pre-starched attitude
And all you lived for was living
From within your concrete walls so viewed
Said nothing for any tradition
Like thousands before you agedly subdued
And do I trust you
No
Free as you speak
Is as I write to no-one concerned
Safer with tomorrows dreams
I am, than any lifestyle you've to offer
Playing along with day to day
Still holding out
For the chance to come about
As time fades faster away
I can no longer say clear
My true concerns to you all, negative
A fractured fairy tale
Like listening in braille
So hard to hear when you won't touch what is
THE JUMP
Did you save me
Did you leave me to stand
Well, for what
Upon a world unfit for one free man
On a one way mission
No returning for ages time
You never said wait
You didn't even hint
We'll miss you, was all you left in mind
Of course I never said farewell
As sad as emotions yet to feel
In my memory
I'll hold your eyes as long as I can
Till the tears and glitter no longer spell
This music plays on
Fading to a sleep, I'll pout
To the furthest star
Remembering you as you are
When the essence of love was all about
In my eyes
You couldn't see me then
And now curiosity can only ponder
Yet, why bother at all
For here I stand
One species abandoning all men
For you
436 A YEAR BELOW
This quiet season
Shall bring along the turning pages
The common death
The hidden truths
Alas all empires fall their stages
I held my conscience
Even stood upon a smile
At a price
A price that must end
Common sense
I painted the picture
Now it's time to hang it an you all
Crime is overpopulated
A species so degrading
Wish someone stood up to it all
Don't want to see reality
Well, the children won't live to disagree
They don't like work
And work's just not the same
A human game
Anothers gain
Progress seems to have turned
Into a political drain
When I'm gone
Who'll twist and deceive
Just who to believe
No-one, for I'm gone
ACTUAL TWIN IN ESSENCE
While in the search for fusion
The new was found
Even more profound
The universes theoretical solution
What ever is the matter
Why's nothing less
Weight a minute
In just a second temper
Thermal's to address
Waves of light
Electron or proton as assumed
Error as of sun and moon
Send receive
Gravity is velocity
Neither are combustible
Neither are containable
To control itself
External or internal inertia
Considered and appliable
So concluded in the cold
The friction inside expands
Reaction infire
Element conspire
To a universe in ones hands
437 SEEN ENOUGH
The way she walks
The way she looks at me
The way she knows
Her every move is on me
What ever she's selling
I'm sure to buy
And as long as she still sells
She'll keep that eye on me
Now, I'll never afford her
But she is, and thats all that matters now
So walk away lady
Walk away too
Until we meet again
More than just a fashion
Or a princess in black intrigue
Like a deluxe combo
She could bring down rambo
Just another male out of league
She shows virtue
She shows reality
Leaving nothing for me behind
Of a forever view
Still there she is
Everytime. . .
ARTICHOKE I
So I went against the grain
But the grain was rotten
Right to the root and heart
I pulled out the true and pain
They saw the control
They knew they' ld lose it
No more corruption
No more scandals
But they sought the maintenance of it
Send some gullible fool
To put an end to me
Brainwashed and paid off
The trigger aimed at me
Now he's dead
Now he doesn't recall
The C.I.A.
Get away
With a shredder made wall
Well, now we know
This time, next time
Don't let anything go
Vote for the future
Peace,freedom, and childrens rights
For anyone against the cause of negative nature
Just to sleep well at night
438 VIRTUAL REAL
And in here we live
With images of gods
And images of santa claus's
With orders and refunds they only give
And you'll buy it everytime
A game for the child
Compassion for the wild
Contribute to another street crime
Doesn't 'he' have parents
Does 'he' have children
Who made 'it' better than me
'It' doesn't matter when you don't care
So here on earth
Living in a virtual reality
Controlled by a political world
No room for any species actuality
She blames this on a male ego
I now say of primitive dominance
Knowledge was no priority
Unlike tomorrow by efficient authority
Yes, well, what of romance
When you care about me
I'll care about you
But that's you and me in a feeling
Not a living upon the cue
ME AND YOU,SEPARATE
Passed by time
Long beyond my age
And you're still waiting for me
Well, I can't help you
You'll have to from within
Understand what was, was not to be
So admit it
I was doing better
Than the better of society
Not even there
Yet, as far and aware
How or what did you think I was capable of
Now, amongst yourselves
Can you admit that you really care
Try to remember
As a species without a leader
What 'you' see as fit
What 'you' feel be best, from here on in
And everyone else
For themselves as individuals
No book or special effects for back up
Or someothers words
You search for the conflict
You see the eight by ten photo mat
You touch the bone
You throw away the bat
439 HEAVY'S ROMANCE
So you learned how to love
Toy learned how to dance
And say hello at the right time
After all the shouting and running... around
You take a pulse and bring paces down
A voice, acoustic and piano
A sense of feeling you now show
How cold and alone in our 'once upon' sound
Rent a sound
Rock round and round
Fall down in a tizzy
Laughing out dizzy
To another beat of the lost you've found
An instrumental sway
With every hair in play
Wild as the shadows
Alive as this night
If only wishes to stay, would stay
Dressed in blacks of lace and leathers
Wrapped in trinkets of steel
Bad is your game
Trouble ie your second name
But in the end every sunrise is real
So you learned to walk away
For the first and last time
WAR IN THE MAKING
You waited all these years
Did all you could, to save one more
But one against the world
Lost to a way within a war
You can't win
When you don't wish for it to end
You'll never lose
When you're born to betray your only friend
You won't quit
When you never receive from the money you send
Life to waste
Time has no taste
Bitter to the end of an age
A savouring of primitive rage
Now you're out of years
And these children have grown opposed
To pain in their tears
And falsified fears
The matter of a revolution is now closed
So take your chance
And let death be the cause
Clean up the lies
Look onto the skies
No more excuses for patriot applauses
440 ALONG THE WAY
About fourteen years ago today
Everyone at the time was together
The crowd was strong
The gang was at a peak
And in this weather, an end was never
But at this time now
I don't even know them well
The memories have "forgotten
In one eye and dreamt out the other
So far gone, as time does dwell
Still we're all here that are
Except the few stragglers
Gone for good, gone forever
Where coming back down solved no cures
In our ways we stood
We stand still as always
Older lifestyles
In a worlds bigger woods
So time took away the moments
Changed the rules
And for the better, and for the worse
And for the fools
We merely lived with the discontent
FAST VISIONS
Living in stress
Is worse than p.m.s.
There's working, and
And pain in my bones
To save a neighbour
To save ourselves
While we sit and watch time
Tic on every shelf
A child born to starve
An elder dying thoughtless
A choice of political educations
An evolution without interest
The time of day
The shape I'm in
With children to play
And degrees to win
What kinda clothes
What kinda attitude
The bills, the people, the songs
Space, trees and atoms
The shape of my nose
I feel great, I feel sick
Another year gone with age
Note the paths I pick
Tote the reasons why I rage
Another gray hair
Nowhere to rest... alone
441 SKIPPING
When the needle broke
The scars remained embedded
Sound changed motion
Lost that essence of r'n'r potion
No more spinning round
No more meaning of experience
The pros on stage
No super chain of events
Over and forgotten is the power
Playing back
Where I can never return
Playing back
The memories I took so long to
At the price of inflation
I've ignored this nation
And it's picturesque views of greed
Upon us they feed
Well, no more degradation
INTIMIDATION
You strip me
You beat me
You starve me
Still I speak 'my' mind
Gods kill me
Rules cage me
Money buys me
Still I stand 'my' ground
I'm a species
Not a patriot slaver
I exist for purpose
Not a day to day behaver
I want to know the universe
Not another new car... again
Time is short
So is your temper
Still you play this americanised game
442 THEY THINK
Well they think they can
Do you with a power of attorney
Well, only in their world
Out here's a planet
Oh so they forget
And everything cost big time
Pushing buttons
Pulling strings
No-one wins out here
Well time is mine
To change every second
To never move again
They think what they believe
They thought too late alas
Time they ignored
Time they abused
For now their time has passed
IN THE ROOM
In the room
There s a girl
As beautiful as the feeling
And she s curious
Why when I say Hi
It's like I've known her all along
Yet we've never met day to day
In the, room
There s a taken heart
As tame as the silent sun
Still in a sigh
I know this feeling has passed
Broken is the strongest hold I have
In the room
Is only a scent of memories
Where everyones dreams belong
443 THE VACANT HOLD
You make me crazy
When you say hi
And walk away
And that's every day
Bringing pains to my eye
Why must you love me, hate me, leave me
Is this corrugated wave
Please let me go
So I won't have to leave, no
Till the end of time
I'll cry inside a pantomime
Without feelings to ever show
You make me feel
With the look of your eyes
But this empty touch
I know so full of lies
For some reason
Can never be
AGE IS A DREAM
If holding you is too much
Well,
Then seeing you
Is all I can handle
At the cost of a tear, tonight
I'll look again
Ouu... and the chill
Keep telling myself, I'll be alright
Docile of the pain
And when love comes to mind
I'll want more as always
But you're holding back
And this alluring I feel
Takes me off the good ole days
As I see you now
And this will never change
Age is the dream
I'll hold you only in times between
444 VARIABLE UNISON
The universe won't suffer
When this planet falls apart
Bet this worlds gonna feel it
When Joanne breaks his heart
That's because we're here
Merely for today
And in a hundred years
We'll still be here as is
But galaxies will live and die
Without their knowing why
That's this universe
Not a particle of difference
Without a self-aware eye
Pain is the species
Not this stone tossed upon
Yet for every exploitation
The balance of time draws the wrong
TO THE GROUND
Waiting for the evening crowd
Sitting by the fireside
A quiet wind is high
In gray clouds shifting by
All that's left of being proud
A few more logs of warmth
As the sun sets a shady blue
A light aims the way
Of voices come to play
Another song entertains
The puppet and I at the walls
Mixed to mingle
Fixed for the single
Empty fixtures are all that remains
Empty except the coals
Holding me in warmth and time
Another tomorrow
Here to come by travels
In the distant dustings of mine
445 I'LL DINE ALONE TONIGHT
There'll be candles
Wine, flowers, and chocolates
A full moon at ten
And a warm breeze with the tide
But you're gone now
And these memories hold the tears
Till then, I'll raise a glass
Till then, I'll raise a glass
But a dream won't hold me now
I'll dine alone tonight
And across the table from me
Time, still as recollection
No-one, no-one but me
Dining alone every night
From here, there's the new
Meaningless without you
So alone without you
I'll dine alone
YOU BEST CHANGE
I've got eighteen arrows
Aimed at the planet below
I've got a button
That says, "No winners guaranteed"
One asks, 'why destroy the planet'
Oh yah, child abuse
Why continue this growing view
What's the use
The whole planet
Versus the spark of an eye
Think of it as
The balance of lies and life
Only people lie
But a newborn,... no
What you've taught
Is based on illusion
Bringing this conclusion
Reason sound, for letting go
446 SOME FINAL WORDS
Don't listen to his orders
Don,t look into her eyes
Don t walk away from her
Don't tauntingly ignore him
Does he know what he's talking about
Does she feel like a mother might
Does he look like he'll do anything
Does she care about what's right
Will he phone at all
Will she stand her own ground
Will he not be such an idiot
Will she stay anyway
Who's she going to listen to
Who's he stick to
When's he going to grow up
When's she going to, too
And then
PUTTING ON THE FRONT
He paints a pretty picture
The flowers, the children
The happy ever after
But now the painting's done
His ugliness shows through true
She caught his eye
He did everything to buy
But he never really saw you
You were the piece of strength
To the weakness of his ego
You didn't need 'him'
You never loved 'him'
Just the alluring romance show
Tell your friends
Tell your children
Stand together for the
Time is on hand
Time for a plan
To keep him painting to the end
447 SHE LOOKS TOO
Dressed down to evade
Dressed up to kill, metaphoric
Yet in the natural
There's nothing she can do
Beauty is beauty
Repulsive is as well
To an onlookers eye
Is ones choice to decide
Not by anothers lie
Is she tough
Does he cry
Do they both agree why
What they are is enough to get by
Listen to her
In eye to eye
She understands me
Do I care
Enough to be here
Understanding what I see
YOU BETTER CHANGE II
Politics is propaganda
Propaganda is patriotism
Patriotic is the pauper
The pauper pays
Peace is powerless
Meet your maker
Seems I've got an ego
As conscientious as a rabbit
In a snare looking up at me
One shot
And I'm down
But now I'm out forever
The final round
You waste my intel-quo
So little do you know
I say action, I disagree
You know you, you know me
Yet you don't know
448 NOT WORTH FOREVER
It was so romantic
We were together in new
Doing everything together
It was, it was pictured perfect
Now she cries in discomfort
Thinking about the times
Now he's off in bewilderment
Going over all the lines
Well, there's no coming back
And these waves ahead are rippled
All that cry
Mere puppy love tales
But changes never remain as simple
As intimate as business
As legal as feeling brushed away
You're better off
You're better off
As free as vision coming into view
As alive as a new face in the game
THE OTHER EMPTY
You fight for your child
But the child won't fight for you
The here and now
Is the time all pass, motionlessly through
There are no enemies
Only rules, dreams, and governings
Of all the above
Over and over
Not an instinct amongst them
Thoughtless you 'ld say
Too politically in tact
Another full incirling of theirs
Indeed a system
The chaos at theirs fingers
They are one
You are all
To walk away from them
Rebuild with all the lingerers
449 OUT THERE
So you see things more venturing
You're old enough to go out there
Take a lifestyle
Set another
Show the past you really care
And at a standstill
This world awaits ones arrival
What's your answer
What's your cure
Pay the rest of your life for our survival
Just one step
And like a bottomless pit
Life's the world forever
Even when you quit
So you see things more real
Looking out the windows
No longer care to feel
What 'out there' never shows
TOO STRONG IN LOVE
You took her away
You told me to stay
Well, I just don't want to play anymore
I loved her
She loved me
We were happy enough just to be
Look what you've done
I've lost and you've won
Now of this game
Nothing's the same
You've taken away the meaning and fun
So feel as I feel
And die as I die
You blind thoughtless lie
In all the dreams you steal
With her I belong
With her I'll lay
450 TURNS A TREE
Something different
I sense new rules taking part
As if time was altered
By someones alienated thought
A change in incident
As the universe spins by
Together are the lost
Alone is the leader
Parallels amongst this common eye
Beyond the closest star
Beyond the furthest particle
A thought transpires
Nothing - expires
Thereafter times drift still
The work of one
Is the work now of ten
Even a memory
Has the weight of a well-less pen
CHANCE IT
The words are old
Tarnished as rains gray overcast
And a look out this window
Sends feelings of vacant truths
I am real
And love brings tears
Timeless thoughts
Laugh away the faded peers
We are us as always
Yet clean of a slate seems never
Why start over
Why not continue
We still have the morrows to gage
So put a smile in the mirror
Find the fire, but beware
Youth lies the other side of here
Knowing everything I dare