351 TIRED OF BEING RETIRED

What's it like
Being old as the end
And from there
To a place in the sun

But that's all to be seen
Too old to say
Too senile to be taken seriously
Left to die in a second hand dream

But isn't wonderful
Remembering the sky being blue
Just as a moment ago
But I don't know why
Didn't have the time

Even now I ponder
A creative moment
A thought forgotten
Alone once again to drift off yonder

No-one left to share a joke with
Humor's no longer funny
And if you can't fly a plane
You've no common frame
I've nothing but memories of a living myth

THIS IS I
Baby came left me
And now I'm here in empty
Telling myself
Where else can I be

Baby, she was out there
But there I was too
Now by myself
Feel like Mr.'s morning blue

What did she care
What do I know
Why should she care
Why did she go

Now I'm dying
And baby's wrapped up
Crying in her arms
She had another me

Baby gone took me
Now what will I feel
Just as well to steal
If to flee, the breaking of ice

Set the unknown memory
Upon the life as meant so free
Concluded in self astonishment





































352 TO REST UNEASY

So tired now
As thoughts can not escape
My eyes choose to rest
To the hum of a fading song

And the dreams put forth
Keep me tossing through the night
And so unique
This vision mystique
The pain to tears dilute all insight

But in the life
This dream I do not want
Awakened so
To this one alone, a solidified taunt

Why must I breathe
If only to know the reason must end
Held to be longer
kind shortened by ones own wit
Where's the stronger

Amongst the thought
Within thoughts to seek mere gratification
One of no conclusion
Will always be the one sought

ON WITH THE TIMES

Talk about the politics
Written down to the romance
Swayed to a song

On and on
With the times
Same as the years gone fad
Another scam
Different arts revealed
Emotions passed down, good or bad
On with times
Over again, once more
Continued meaninglessly being had

But overseen is a solution
Ployed away's the absolute war
Real will succeed
But you really don't want anymore

Yet in order
To profit from time
Life requires this greed promoted so

Best be discrete
In this silent way of crime
To never say nor do, but always know

A vote in question
A seat upon one to dance
Casted in place all wrong


































353 ALREADY EXTINCT

Here I am
All show, no talk
Making no rules
To knowledge what be learned

Some kinda postured etiquette
See you well enough
Don't know what you've said
But I do, no sweat

Push me out
And I'll pull you in
Rein over you
Like the end was destiny

Though so unnecessary
Wait, as I do see further
A fluke, a flaw
This I foresaw
Still here I am off in a quarry

And I can dig
Into the heart of anyone
See if you can
Feel what I say
Without sneaking into oblivion

THE VOID RETURN

I want another word
For all those incomplete
Cause I don't love
Nor can I believe
There is no other word
But I feel I must defeat

And I will
And so I have
Years later
Returned this water to ashes

The word goes by
Serves no more, the whisper
Thoughts occur
But still I slur
For reasons unclear to my eye

The cause of why's
Quest of an old man
Seeing there
Never being there
Yet sought as real as the end of my hand

As for any word
In a language satisfied
Dormant limits
Spite the morrows that have tried




































354 MEMORIES SKETCHY

Looking back
All the good times
And then the real times
Now, all these forgotten times

Look back
Always look back
Trying to remember
What it was I was doing at the time
Looking forward to this

Nothing here
But looking back awhile
Barely able
To stable my heart
Long enough to give a passionate smile

Into your arms
Into your eyes
Yet, nothing left inside of me
Means scattered like lies
A table of rumours all of one

Could I change
As I was then, the other way
As here i am
Dying so long to end this way
Looking back
The big end of all the little games

STRENGTH IN SOLITUDE

People coming
People going
Sitting here waiting
While the heat keeps growing

Lights glowing off the walls
Mellow as they are
Sets this mood so afire
As radiant as the stars

Everyone doing their own thing
A lifestyle of the night
It's own little summer time fling
Where ground rules take their plight

Invites all passers by
Car lights and wanderers
And no-one wants to be leader
Mere show offs, aren't they all
But of all the strangers
Come and gone
I seemed to be on call

Everywhere, all the time
Where else but here
Coming and going
Always waiting to be there

355 BEING A SPECIES

It's about being
As though alone
As though in a crowd
Feeling content

Seeing no difference
As though life is here
At your best
Not bound by best behaviour

Controlling instincts
Turning away knowing better wise
Today a loss
Gains tomorrows fare

A price, this heart felt adornment
A life, short as age be beauty

Existance as a species
You and I, once did understand
But now
Look at us
This world, then tell us how
To withstand

Violence's not the answer
As you yell upon w so
Fear of lies, I can not buy
But merely, we shalln't grow

SAYING OF THE SAID

I've nothing to say
About the way
Life could've been
Or how it really was

Now here I am
Saying I don't like this
As that goes by
Never seeing where I stand

Lead to understand
Within this time I live
All I destroy will be recreated
All I create will be mutilated
And still I pay to give


Trying to print my morrows
Breathing yesterdays air
Thoughts plagued by visual sorrows
Gonna die before I care

Have I reason enough
To say what the best be
A silenced advisory
The photos memory
Mere reasons appear futile mentally


































356 AFTER THE END

You turn the wrong way
Ya, I let you on your own
Weakened to the world
Sought to fit in, you did
And you are
Not by the ways I've shown

We were friends
Never needed amens
But you pushed this to granted thus far
As I watched on
Betrayed, no after the end
Just taken for a foolish trend

Yet I'm still here
And you as well
Doing our lifes of style
All to cheer
All to dwell
The one to never smile

The biggest car
The biggest universe
What more can I own
And for what do I owe this pleasure

Rules to play by
Do as I say
The price you just can't buy out
To live and die, you'll stay

And if I don't dance
I can, I just don't
For what's the reason
Survival, no
Where's the romance

While you think
Of what the next will do
I can already see right through

So I watch my memories
Forgotten and renewed
Like I've never seen before
Twisted and mutilated
Moulded and grated
Why do I bother to tell you more

Cause when I die
You'll woe me, already there
But who's to satisfy
Such illusive treachery

Yet, here I am
Another breath closer
To the win
Every move's to begin
The final end of all ends



































357 EYES IN THE MOMENT (A)

If we ever get the chance
To meet somewhere
To be ourselves inside
How far would we allow ourselves to go

Dare we say
This game we'ld play
There 'ld be no turning back
There after all was done

If you asked me
Know now, I'd agree
Said and done
We'll have fun
Looking further than one can see

And into the moment
And down to the meaning
No longing content
Of all our memories dreaming ...

THE MOMENTUM OF (B)

Down to the truth
The age of our youth
No longer
concealed
By dreams we live by

To I, you were real
As beauty did feel in my eyes
More than I myself did appear
But for you I had to reveal

First we held
Till the warmth between us calmed
Essence and aura
Taken over by oneness

Too late for innocence
She took her love from me
As I did receive from her
Such motives intense

Not even for the reason
All this passion for itself
Continuous motions on to nowhere
Makes me, takes me
More's not enough forever

Neither gives in
So unaware of the night closing in
Do what I do
Only you know what it does
Feeling feedback to subdue ...






































358 WHERE SHADES FALL (B)

Pulses increase
As though a rage of thunder silenced
Breathing out of whispers
No more weakening of defenses

Rage upon rage
We allow control untempered
Urge onto urge
Reasons long since have surrendered

How do you feel
How did I feel
At rest and unarmed
Will we feel so real

I wake up here
You'll awaken there
Waiting to share
That moment once did we care
They'll call it passion:
We'll call it intellectual stimuli
As we sit here chatting till noon
We know not of why ...

FORGOTTEN ROOMS FOR TWO (B)

Now if you stay
I'll want you more
And yet as I am to leave
You let go the door

Who's to return
Such are the tired and the wild
As those to remain

Times without a home
Are such places those to find
Here in the running
Here in a styleless life
Living for the years kept behind

At points of puppy lust
Such loves lead to soughtless wonders
For enemies hold no tears
And dreamers have no fears
But how long till all are dust

To love again
When it never really was
To hate again
A circle's all it was

At this days end
The thoughts prevail unknown
Why must one find tomorrow
To silence and pretend...





































359 ATOP THESE SHEETS (C)

Why did we play
A friend beyond the moment
You came to me
Day after day

I would talk with you
Even hold you before the fall
And if never
And if forever
We'ld see us, but never call

Folding so close
And well enough be the;reasons
Each touch a ...
Well, you'ld've had to've been there
No time for whispers
And space enough for one more to bare

Doing once more
What better be done well
What none need buy or sell

I'll stay
Knowing you'll never leave
Facing the dawns
Content be the yawns
To converse by a restless sleeve

OUT OF LINE

Always waiting for the sun
And even though it shines
What more can be seen
Will these distant views linger on

Seems forever a struggle
But going downhill's an ageless ride
A state of depression
A loser not to mention
To stand tall and strong I am to hide

And all these reasons
Plagued with corrupt violent dues
Where anyone can win
All innocence to begin
But to gain by this worldly way I refuse

So what if I'm trusted
Always being right's not always fun
I see the way
But I'm not in it
So I go my way
And though there's nothing to it
To only do more and finally be done

Only for the day
Then again for the next
While the good times wasted
And I, no power to say


































360 PRODUCT OF CHOICE

This of selection
The finest of the stuck up
The waste be all that remain
This I infection

A rebel in waiting wings
And the damage already done
Opt to complete another future
Now no-one can control
When everyone knows the pulling strings

Thinking why no-one rebels
They've not the strength, power, etc.
Angk...wrong
If a planet says, 'no more'
Mere politics can't withstand

So to choose a thought
To write for those to follow
Who's to say what's propaganda
What is natural, what is not

If this is the morrows
Alterations have been made
Off in a make-believe direction
What appears, has no real intention

Life, an expense
Nature, the disorder
Emotions, pay the price
Knowing, out of order

AFTER THE REASONS

There you are
Looking at me
Dead in the grave
Who said death was even

If only to be buried alive
At least I'd look well
For the rest of your days
Such a built in memory

Do you want my picture
Do you wish upon me through the night
Did you say love for sure
Do you wake up from this cold fight

Well, don't bother too much
I'm just another blade in the tundra
Looking to find
A piece of reason to grind
Seems to be one thing no-one dare touch

Cause if you feel
You'll feel that way till the end
And all otherwise
See through clearest eyes
What is real in who's called a friend

































361 UNDER BALANCED

Who'll be left over
And who's to remain unknown
And not so long if so
Ones life's to a universe

But of all to our mere existence
What more be not to us
Only that we have not conquered
Yet only for our own resistance

Have we kept to ourselves
What we know, not to say
And in this, kept the real away

Yes, but of changes
Ages and games gone from recollection
Why the memories of sorrow
Decisions that no longer belong
Then at the time

Endangered by the actual truth
The failers in a violent rage
Never had a chance
Against this love and hate routine

Just remains another rebel
Remembering this, long died for
Rising again
To wound this endless score

SHORT LIVE THESE LONELY

Free are the lonely
To roam where they do
Elsewhere are their horizons
Beyond the mere tranquil

For if one is not in the system
The system fails by one
And strong are the free again

But the free have nothing
And in this, are ways of deaths
Weakness of wills, age, and dreams
Till loneliness is all they've left

And what good's being strong
Just like everyone else .
As I, the weak, seemingly to be
See them much more wrong

Anew the views of existence
A step ahead of thoughts
Alone with all the time
Reasons arise unchallenged

Feels good to be right
Where no-one proves otherwise
Best to know what is
Only to take for granted all else are lies

































362 IN LOVE AND HATE

Hate me if you can
When I say to you by living
What you are
Why you did
When you tended to forget

I had nothing
But you saw me so
I was nothing
But you really didn't know
Now I've things
But to lose them in a day
Unlikely ten years ago

Love me if you could
When I've all that you can't get
What you were
Why you do
When you never seem forgiving

Day out of day
You go at me like emotions due
Leaving me tomorrow
To try and undo
These twisted plots of gray

ELLES ' WAVE

In one last world
She needs a dream to fall
And into her eyes
The choice of seasons call

Elle where's your rainbow
And all the moons glow
Elle when's the sun shine
While the tan line doesn't show

She tries the princess dress
But to a world of thorns
She rides the wings of rest
But amongst vultures to scorn
She defies the waves ever cold
But adrift the sleepless horizon

Elle who's your happy ever after
So tender to the child
Wile what's this hidden wild
Covered by the shyness of laughter

Elle, don t you go
Elle, don t you know
All I dream - of you
Is nothing new, but all too true
Elle, let me say
How much I'll love you so

She's in a dream
And so she'll remain
As far as the ocean in this winded rain

































363 NEVER LEAD ASTRAY

Never touched you
Never said I did
But if I could, you say
You'ld take me all the way

But this is my direction
A smile, a dive
A walk in the wrong
Might I be seen again

Never sought before
Never said you did
Yet if you had, here Bay
I'd be as found as all astray

Love, may be never
And we couldn't see it so
Wasn't us on the shore
Wasn't us just then before
Thereafter, never letting go

Never said no more
As you and I held on
As blue as the sky lead on
What we had, never felt before
Never all along

Now, left way back
Upon the shore's the remanence
Of two unknowns
Within the moment once intense

FROM THE EDGE

Closer and closer
Over and over
Until no more but an end
You see, you hear
But you're too far inside

Get away
From the edge
From the edge
Get away

Just to leave you all behind
Everytime returning
All the smiles placed with distance
Earns the ponders of a solitude mind

So get away
Get away from the edge
Take a rest over here
See the thoughts no end's to find
Ya, get away

The wind is clear
The water's clean
As this world is cluttered
With ways so ruled by fear
The wheat is cleaved
Now too lean

Get away
From the edge before you now
To be the fall your young to play



























364 ONE OF US

Every last one of us
Going to take over
This imprisoned country
This political wall
Even this war for machines of war

Then every last one of us
Will die in a piece of peace
A little social unrest
In a wiped out community
Where the honest lie with trust

Mis-populated
Overconsumed
And there's just not enough nos
To come from nowhere

Just to live a good time
Till we're dead, that's all
We'll fix the mess after
Ya, right's the bloodless verse to rhyme

What's to be ruled
But an earth now under world
Worn by the small wheels
Thoughtless be so foolish
To live, to die for bigger deals

So everyone
So what of I
Of us a trial and run

ALWAYS AN ONLY

Well, there she was
In a fast white dress
Looked back once
Now she's gone

I wanted to say good-bye
Not that I knew why
Just to know for sure it was
Maybe

There was a past between us
A first time, then a second
And this time seemed too long after
To be more than a distant-friend

Still, I'd take you
If you offered to take me
But of such indecisions
Prolong any possibility
Of feelings to come through

So I wait
Until we meet once more
And only once, face to face
Date or no date

Here I'll be
In who knows by then
And for you
Always and only you





























365 FOR SOMEONE ELSE

No more love
Gonna simply pass by
Knowing what it's of
Builds a tear to an aging eye

What's to be done
No, not another one
A lifetime without a broken heart
Might just as well not even be

Why need someone
When the talking burns up
Breaking down for no-one
Only to need again

Living for the day
Is all very well
But of the world tomorrow

Prolonging this illusion
In just to fit in
Illude the real reasons why we are
So dare I begin

Then there go my reasons
And inside, well, not much to go on
True as it stands
Useless helping hands
For someone else I'll do no wrong

FORGOTTEN I

We'll see tomorrow

Well, tomorrow's here
And it's a no go day
For all the rain that be
Seems I'll never see

Acknowledge
But I'm alive for something
Even nobody's better for now
Than excuses for nothing

Today's every day
What was will be again
Maybe good
But even the bad
Thats the best to be done
That's all the plays to remain

So look at me
No reasons, no guarantees
A misfortunate hunter of happiness
Finding faces
Only passing by what used to be

After the tears in ignorance
Life shows to us what's best
And not only the physical experience
As well collected thought put to test

Well we've seen the morrows
As though long before





























366 THE LAST BURDEN

Violence
Seems always to be their answer
Use it or lose
No other to choose
Seems this always comes down

After all the fun
When loves fought to have won
The emotions left
All have gone bad
And life weighs to an end

Had enough
Of anything unwanted
Non essential to survival
Sounds so tough

All those years avoiding
As the anger builds unknown
What else could arise
Untaught in honest eyes
The wrong sought as being normal

No wonders of why
Now so long after
Never do that again, they'll say
Remembering
What's already there
Shall remain thereafter

FROM PAPER ROADS

Why did you kiss me
And never again
Why did you hold me
Then let go, forever

Maybe you were too young
So was I
Not knowing why
We'd walk away from, what was simple fun

Now, I'm looking
For someone like you
Well, here I am
If you're looking, too

I hear you're gone
Why, I don't know
And maybe if I did
You'd still be here

Cause I'd be there
By you- when ever
Like a flower in the worst of weather

In forgotten laughters
I find you there still
Never changing
Forever now on this hill

































367 DEATHLY HORMONICS

Somewhere in my teens
Felt dead, feeling alive
Had to be out there
Cause being there's what it means

Felt the ego
Grasped the angers of passion
Let go the tears
Held on to the fashion

All too much
All too fast
Just one live time memory
ever wanted to let go
Never again to touch

I had you and love
Life had me tied and bound
To a threat of fatigue
To the plague of beauty
Every drive being ever turned down

Had to have you
Had to go out of it
So tired thereafter
And too old now
To surely start what will quit

Yes, dead is love
When it never comes around
Then dangerous runs life
When they always turn you down

I SAY TO ME

All the time
I got close enough to happiness
If I don't break down
The world around me will

Always left behind
By the hour, by the day
So far out of time
I'm going old with the gray

Sees the end
Of every road and dream
But to get there
Has no idea where he's been

Where's this end
Wait and see by then
That all those times
Were Just as well to happen

Made me see clearer
Forced me to withdraw!
Cast this every tear- to stone
Plaque on the wall

Just a little more positive
To balance these blues
Less these pains
These trinkets of the past
Held inside of you




























368 NO REAL FAKES, REALLY

The power killed
Not the money, not the fame
The power
What he had and never wanted

What he never had and wanted
Just a little protection
But that did not enough
So much from intention

To rule by thought alone
But alone to realize the consequences
To gain a better for all
Too costly's the deathly fall
My death alone was a fifty-fifty chance

Now he's dead
And whatcha sayin's not alright
Ain't got no critic
Don't know to quit

No, never had the power
Cause the people would definitely listen
Maybe the next life to be
Lay low and push the word
Say have you heard and fade away
But I'll know whets actually

SECOND LIFESTYLE ROUND

Think I'll show them
What a second wind's been holding
Tears to everyone
Another chance to be
Amongst the one forgotten still unfoiling

And this whisper
A scream to the ignorant ear
This fence and shield
A wall of fire to the coldest heart

All that is
To the strengths being weakened
An internal war
To remain the human or alls end

A space to conquer
A land to lose
Another lesson learned
No-one lives to choose

Thoughts for moment
You were someone else
And how you played so well the part
Merely being the while yourself

Reasons all how you take it
Well, enough to be content
With the changes meant to be
Without a wasteful life being spent

































369 THE DEAD FOREST

Snow falls down
In some far northern town
But as far as the eye can see
Life 's all black and white

No creatures this far in
Cause there's no food to get here
And everyone can own it
Any fool at all
Being abandon as an isle
Becoming picture clear

A mouse at the borders
Of horizons life
Turns away at the sight of ashes

Still the snow falls
Yet, never will there grow
A smile by this
Builds one of those mental walls

For what is seen
There is no 'why' for it all
The scent on the breeze
Finds no remains of green

Scattered are a thousand poles
Branchless from the red waves of rain
How far, how long
So much more
Things may look better still the same

MUST BE PERSONAL

What kind of life
Is forever here day in and out
Thinking as..I do
Doing as I've always been

Made of a mind content
Is this enough to go by

Needs more money
Wants more fame
Has no power

But the cost for death's too high
For all the time spent

Who's going to pay
As the higher fall upon
Knowing the catch all along
We'll all walk away

So, what kind of life
Is knowing I'm in the losers lane
Wipe out these winners
One by one
Yes, I could
But that's no good
And I'm not up to that just for gain
































370 THE WISER ROAD DOWN

All these young women
And none of them mine to be
Cause old as I am
Wise is the man
Knowing better than what's best that I see

And a shallow heart
Becomes an empty reason
Being torn apart
I know, must be this hating season

Closing our doors to you
Leaves me standing
Face to face to a long cold winter

And by the fireside
Late nights on my own
Bottle of wine on satin luxury

Thoughts of broken pride
Upon no-one to condone
All this attained for mere misery

Aged, but of the eye
Beauty sought is only the thought
Thinking so is to cry
For what I'ld've had if only taught

WINDLINES WHISPERS

Who's left
But a word once lived upon
I scream
But of an echo soon far gone

Listening to the natures of
All that was before I
I feel I'm interference
To push this peace and love

So untrue
This human species in rule
How true
I speak so, but heard a fool

But they see better, I'm sure
With flames of anger on dispute
And there is no age
To the thousands of instinct
One raised fist, one's neuronically mute

Then who can see
Someone of no concern
Listens well
And life says what is in actual

Returning in words
An answer straight by the sights
For the rest of all nights


































371 CHATTER BALL (The World)

The answer
And reason for enforcement
Merely survival
Nothing greedy, nothing violent

These are the rules
And you're free to go elsewhere
But you know
There's nowhere else as here

Free to walk the streets
Free to grow a garden
Day or night life
In a day or night street

No guns, no prejudgments
I'm this way by choice
As you are yours content
Peaceful, yet an honest voice

From out of the distance
Upon some thoughts clear as prisms
A cry onto the wines did tear
We know the whys
As do question the nos
Down to who powers the biggest fear

The solution
And maintenance of living
Advance solitaire
The one, yet never giving

SAD IN LOVE

Well, I can't love you
But you know I do
Still, I can't love you

Cause you didn't see me then
And now you've someone else
Just a moment too late
Yes I was
Just about to ask you for a date
But I was just another friend

Now I'm sad in love
As the dream breaks away
I can't see a better day
Ya, sad in love

And if I'ld've loved you sooner
I'ld've been first in line
Ya, right on time

But what about you
And who did you see
Well, see me now
So sad in love, for you

Ou...sad in love
Ah...sad in love ou.ah
She's so sad, I'm so sad
We're all so sad... in love






























372 PASS OVER

Too young to cry
Too old for a temper tantrum
She wants to know why

Had to be that age
Had to be that time
Such an emotional stage
Such a tearful crime

Innocence driven to neglect
How's one to control
Depression takes toll
Inconvenience one can't forget

Love, there's no love
He's just another excuse
Children, know no not now
Without love, what's the use
A career, e-gads, a career
Well, all my dreams in a noose

Lost in all feelings
She holds her nerves on edge
Waiting for something, anything
To bring an end to these dealings

Well, it's a life
And that's how you'll survive
He'll understand someday
That this is just your way
At an age of times to realize

THE NEXT EPILOGUE

Another sad smile
Another memorable tear
She's not to cry
She's not to fear

But the sun will appear
And for this
There's still time
To see the scars in her eye all clear

Only after death
Someone else remembers
To live on
Not just in a dream
As the game turns real
The laughter burns to embers

So, to the next epilogue
One, then one, to one
Never clears the fog
And ever shines a sun

But for this life
No more but a thought
To weave in the eye
To a historical page
No more but a further plot
Another reason able
Just one more mile to scale
But this time...





























373 IN A PLACE OF STEPS

Twice as strong
Twice as weak
And life's the second time around

Have you there, a place
To tell you that you are
Just as I
The time to mirror my face
Without having to go as far

A deadly cause for reason
No less will do
Or has one sight of mercy
Being with it
One just can't go through

So let I live
And I shall leave as well

Pushed upon violence
To extremes all and hence

Has to live it
Has to make it all worth while
Has to do it this time
But this time there '11 be no smile

Can't afford another loss
A cold fact after all that's been done
Nothing
This time, twice as much

HIERARCHY OF THE MIND

Keep the poor confused
Keep the richer content
Limited to what I choose
Where every dime is spent

Puts me to the test
But no need to be with you
Just time alone itself
To go passed faster than I view

As the trilogy falls
Off in all directions do you run
One peasant
In a thousand ages has begun

Hold the young in broken homes
Hold the old in ages alone
Living is no choice
When it ends by politics

Cut out to be in your shoes
But no chance of knowing me
For where I stand
And why I'll lose
Tis the part I play for lifes fee

Not of mine, but yours
A time to be without clarity
To see what's shown
The rest left unknown
Never able to dream of further shores




























374 WORLD'S FOR YOU

Saving the world for you, girl
A beach to walk along
A dream to drive through
Saving the smiles for you, girl

Every day by the minute
Set aside for when
I find that someone to hold in it

And you girl, that's who
With your eyes to the sky
Wrapped from the cold of eve
Girl, when I am, too

And if you want that little someone else
Well that's up to you
I'm willing to go through
And put the other trinkets on the shelf

I've a world for you
Come see your world
Once upon a time
If you'll change your mind
To your world with me
Waiting to go true

IN THE RUT

Well, maybe baby, you're alone
But have you the reasons
Maybe for the first time
Maybe for the last
Well, maybe set out on your own

What more could I see
You, a woman still unknown
Not so blind
Body and mind
Taunted for life, the broken heart

Well, being so far apart
In our ways
Face to face, that's it
End of what you 'ld call a start

In a rut, with you babe
But that's as far as we'll go
There'll be no more once upon a me

Cause you're a woman stranded
Leaves me empty handed
In the rut
In the rut
Of a season you've abandoned

Alone you are
For the time of your life
In a jar, by far
A perspective dream, never mine


































375 MORE THAN LITTLE

I look at me
And really, I'm no-one
Seems like life is wasting me
From that, I can't run

Not knowing what you see
In me there's little more
A little more
But I'll never show
A little more
So you'll never know
Just what of life I see

Here there's no fast cars
Here there's no financial gain
No fantasies
No tragedies
Here there's no guessing our games

Not worth going over
When I'm out of the age
I'm all I'll be
Getting here on in
The remains of a bounded rover -
Wordy enough to turn a blank page

In a billion lives
Seems I pay to receive mine
What's left
Survival of no-ones goodbyes

LULLA-LIE LIVER

How far can I talk
To you in return
And with you could I walk
Just to learn

All these stars in your eyes
All those reasons why

You could see through me
And I had nothing to go on
As though every word
teas lost once said
How can I remain to be
Understood, where I don't belong

Too simple, too pure
Make me feel like being immature
No longer a man
No longer a species
Just another excuse live on tour

All the sun through your hair
All the blinding shadows glare

As near as you listen
I'm a voice in replay
And with you could I histen
To just portray
































376 CRIES AGAIN

She made me cry again
Just by standing there
Didn't even imagine the pain
Or that I really care

I know, I do
But this shouldn't matter to you
Cause at least you've someone
And surely in your lifetime
But this life has passed me through

So I'll go on seeing her
And turn in tears every time
Knowing I'll never find

The love two share
The one two bare
The memories to share
I'll never be there, I know

And to change this
For the better, may be worse
Up to her level
Would bring me down
To the world so bound diverse

Well not for me
And until I cry again
I'll try not to be
So under her ball and chain

LEARNING

She's learning to love
She'll learn to care
About the ones always there

Never could see inside
So she never saw me
Cold outside like the world
No heart be seen true

And what was a tear
To a girl who couldn't see
Standing face to face clear
But alone I stood in me

Well, these dreams I made
You lived in for granted
Now I'm gone
And you're still alone
With memories made of dreams

How much did you learn
As neither of us hold love
I'll still cry
And you'll still dream
Have I nothing forward to turn

She cared too late
Now I'm sentenced with life
Eternally left desolate































377 COMPLETE IN REPEAT

Don't care to stay in here forever
But your world out there
Well, it's not for me
And long has it been
Long will it remain
By then who'll care at all

And what's one sunny day
In a life long dismal gray
A lonely street in wonderland
Waiting for some passer by

So, how can I go out
When my place to you is here
Under the wall
No peace, no war
No horizon, no shore
A simpleton with a painted on tear

Soon I'll go out
Over you, over it all
Start some environmental evolution
Burn this soil, freeze the sky
Yes, I'll know
But needn't tell you why

For cold is your ignorance
Dead is mine once sweet
Cause of a few cents
Cost of egos defense
Out there, shall remain at your feet

INEVITABLE CYCLICITY

Here my life so trivial
To battle you merely for the moment
The real war
I'd wage amongst these children

For soon we'll be forgotten
Without reasons why we were
But the children
Anew and unaware
Shall have no care
Towards their elders quibbling thoughts unsure

And they'll listen to me
Who wouldn't in a beginning
The clouds are clearing
The waters run
What better time to be

So your future's already here
But theirs depend on mine
Alas waiting for the moment
For the vigour of my spine

A war once you 'ld despise
But for the children you must enter
No matter, dead or alive
I've won
Like nature, there's no compromise































378 SOLAR BLACKOUT (I)

There's no turning back
Natures have been damaged
And the fallout is underway
Laugh, cry, opt for escape
Earth remains time prey

Not even I
No, there's no help this time
The cold invades
No everglades
Not even a star to guide the sublime

Dead for the money
Dead for the lies
For the truth you feared to decline
So say all good-byes

Yes, say them all
Say them all now
To the way things are
To never be again thereafter
The final fall

Seven years left
Even less for me foreseen
Breathe while you may
No matter what you pay
The price of existence none may redeem

FOR THE MOMENT

Why should I love you
When we both know
Times not going to hold on true

To your lovey dovey eyes
And my cheating disguise
What be said
Will no longer be, but yesterdays lies

Yet, as of now
How do we love
So much of each other
That all we see is love thoroughly

And as the feelings show
You'll still ask me
Saying what ever you want to hear
I'll never let be

So for the moment
Yes, lets you and I be one
As all others do
We shall be two
In love on the run






































379 IN-COMING

What do you tell a woman
When a newborn's on the way
But for nothing
Not even an old mother gray

For there's a war coming in
And I've no say
Just have to play
Knowing nothing else can win

Well I don't care to tell her
And no-one dares to hear
Deaf to the mutual understanding
What she doesn't know
Won't - until then - too late
Well, I can't care

So what of a world envisioned
Leave it in a dream
And you can live it that dream
But never wake up
Cause there we'll be
Reality and me

But of the newborn
Have you a reason for me
Why paint the paradise
When I'm wrapped in theory and thorn

CAN'T DIE YOUR WAY

Crawling in pains
Like no dreams to nullify
Uncooled by the skyless rains

Must have died in tears
Must have laughed so blind
To see nothing more

All in the eyes
Of a mind sought for conclusion
The change of the answers
A tempered excuse
All insecure lies

But it's a choice
And it's a freedom mystified
Shippers at the hoist
Sea's the wind no land can hide

So will he live
Still hard to say
For there's still time
Yet so little time
Life's always to end this way






































380 TOOK HIS LIFE

Wakes up in the cold
Damp as these leafs of autumn
What's he coming to
This world's no place to run

Not much for peace and war
Tis only love and hate
or these lies and truths
To fear or debate
Left desolate, no more

Learns all the fascinations
Grows up that way
But he can't contribute
Cause it took his life to join in
Yes, all the legalities and paperwork

Grows old now
For someone else to do the do's
He spent his life in the quest

Hand fed elseones
Bought the real with paper debts
Well, go he says
In sun tan holidays
For he's taken one thing solid
So soon everyone forgets

HOLDING OUT

Young at heart
Out on a dance floor
Pure from the start
In a night out for more

Has a simple car
Has alot of friends
But by far
She's a means to no ends

 

A child, not a child
Sweet, not a rose to wilt
Where did they go
The trinkets lose their glow
And the feelings sheered from wild

Still thinks she's twenty
But that was forty years ago
And if not for the cynical,political,spiteful views
Well then, I'd never actually know

The past was our past
And ours to keep
But of a price indiffered
To remain empty in her deep

How long she'll hold
Till too late and forever after
Young at heart
In eyes to the end





























381 STONE REMAINS

Got a few gray hairs
Got the meanest of breath
Got a few cute wrinkles
Got the memories I've left

But old as I am
Why be the snit of it all
And if I could change any plans
I'd plan to keep it all

Cause after the flames
And after the rains
The poetry of all shall control
Destroy as they will
In time, only kill
All the traces of ones real goal

Figures, soon as I'm gone
A nobody tops the ten
Never heard of again...

A strain on the nerves
And all these inborn bills appear
A teen scene hits the curves
And one too many beers

But why back off and quit
Well, maybe a change of course in times
Make today fit
So to wake up tomorrow better
Between the lines

DISPOSABLE FRIENDS

Like I've no emotions
When it comes to knowing you
So you can walk all over me
Even when you're not there

Like I'm suppose to care
When you used me bad
And not allowed to even let you know

Well, it's not a joke
It's reality
But you don't want.to understand
The line as drawn
The conversing Bends
I'm just a guilty man
One of your disposable friends

Like a paper doll
You cut me out
Then you cut me up
When I no longer slut your interior decor
And I'm out the door

All behind the smiles
Lies all the while
These truths of depending hates
Well, you're out of style
And emotions counted on, deflates































382 IS FOR NOTHING

And why we can see
Up here in our thoughts
But set them aside

Only for the dreams of life
We choose otherwise

Sweet happy dreams
Or an emotional break down
Multi-mass confusion
Or a total output of raging anger

Humans, just like me
But what kind of living is for nothing
Doing not what we see
But what we feel like, at the time

And oh how that changes
Age to age
But for the better
Better, think about that
But what's the use
If next time that changes

So for all we know
There's nothing real of reasons
Solid proof
Shady excuse is all they show
So we'll never know

TIME TO GO

A little while longer
That's all I have

Could be minutes
Could be years
But there's not much time to go

To change mans world
To save this fragile earth
To find the universe
To live my own life meanwhile

It's not the place
Nor the things
To do or be done
With what's being seen

And there's no-one else
And there never will be
Wasting away
A hefty price for time
And soon time will pay

Could be seconds
Could be moments
Cause of loss of reasons
To remain

Time's to go
Time to go































383 WAY AHEAD OF YOU

On my tail
But you're there before me
How can this be

Well, you're in a dream
And me, I'm still here
In the real, only to feel
Unsure of what life is best

Knowing I'm way ahead of you
From beginning to end
Going on to pretend
You know it only works £or you

So follow my tracks
But there'll be nothing more

DEVELOPED PROCESSES

Some how young
Rounded smooth to perfection
Curiousitive thoughts
True innocence
Clearly the beauty of invention

In the learning
Never is all the known
Not the age
Not the pain
The feelings lived to be shown

Games remain games
Rules remain broken
Always acknowledged
Unable to understand
Real's hand in hand with pretend

Youthful is so far from gray
Must better be, this to-do
Times never changed
It's just a fad
Of course maturity hasn't found you

Soon in scams
Lies dealt like golden coins
Useless purpose in plans
Until the faltering grows
And all the laughter goes sardonic













































384 CURIOUS MIND

What makes me
What makes me think
Why's nothing else think at my level

Not advanced to notice
Or too advanced to look back
Wondering when
I'll think of never looking there again

And is this curiosity
And is life the survival of
For the need of a better whatever
In innocence and integrity

Then from reasons of change
Thoughts recollect to the present
How can I be so strange
Feeling intelligence being unpleasant

Creating from nothing
Like an inferior universe
No memory required
Life was motion inspired
But sensing this from birth

Home's never been this mere earth
Where I've no time to find
Remains the curious mind
When, till the end

IN ANOTHER QUEST

What is sought
And what is found
Ends the searching unbound

I'm looking for
Always looking for something
Still nothing more
When all I need is one thing

To ponder at the end of the day
What evers on the mind
To search and search
And analyze some other time

So I find this
Another nothing but the moment
Does this go on
Tomorrow just another day

As of a slow lingering melody
Drifting down a big wide river
On the borderline of tranquility
Always waking up to find

What was sought
And what was found
Continues the aging run a around


































385 COLD MESSAGES

In a long winter
In a night long and still
The fullest of moons
The coldest of stars
In a small passing cloud grew the chill

Upon the crystal snow
Echoed the steps of lonely
Not of choice
A silent voice
Never heard and we'll never know

What times all about
Convenience out here in the cold
For the freedom
To rule nothing but ones self

Now that would take a war
And as many lives to keep it so
But that' ll never be
Until I come upon the emptiness
Where to begin
This step into the wind
From this stone to carry me

IN MY OPINION

The world's just for men
And life is time to waste
Together to the end
All the knowledge kept misplaced

Taught not to understand
The choice of obviously what's right
We settle for less
And bicker the rest
To never see that out of sight

Against the anger
Is anger in threads
Tied to the lie
Laughs the blind eye
Feelings forgotten to never be said

So basically
The long way's the wrong way
The best way's the rest of the day
To face actuality

I'm in need of redirection
As a species for no reason
Less then the morrows
A waste of living sorrows
Must have a hand in my own perfection







































386 LOVE AND YOU

How can you love me
I'm a miser
I'm a cynic
Always wiser than I wish to be

I'm ugly as a tear
Cruel as the cause of fear
But you love me
Why me
You'll never tell me why

Spend the rest of my life
Figuring to understand
Until then
I'm the stone cold man
In a mind of survivals ice

So don't love me
Cause of not knowing
Love and you
Love and you
May never find me

Sure I could have
Way back when
When I was your ages
But you would have been then

Yes, it's too late
Far beyond convenience

ONE LAST OPTION

There's no time left
Must act now
Bring to an end this doubt
Of life or death

Still you'll die in an illusion
Just to dream the pain away
Is this what I'll feel
A shocking conclusion
Beauty is for the ugly to pay

But if the plug is pulled
All the powers down this drain
Survival arises by nature
Instincts of the strong
Knowledge of the stronger
But always master's the deadly brain

Meanwhile
What of me and mine
I could smile
On the tea to the wine
The last sundial

Where to go
From half these better assets
A mechanical device
Tossed are the dice
One chance to know who forgets































387 PLACE TO FALL APART

Don't want to change your life
And I don't want you to leave
But I don't want you to know
I'm not as much as you perceive

Need a place to fall apart
Far from here
Far from you and me
A place to let out my heart

Don't want to face the end alone
And I don't want this to show
But I don't need you to feel
I'm not worth letting go

So many years in pieces
How much more can be taken
Can't trust anymore lies
Can't face cheating eyes

Need a place to fall apart
Far from youth
Far from tales of truth
A place to save piece of heart

THE COLD RISK

There's no use saving time
For freedom of an unborn child
What good comes of happiness
To a mind sought sound never wild

It is cold of the morning
To awaken me for another season
Only to step out in this wind
For the living of no-one

Hurry now
Always, hurry now
From the forgotten past
To a sudden end
No time to see
Hurry now

Who could foresee
This of a species to carry on
Striving to attain
The years to remain
By then, what could go wrong

All it took of life
Was one doorway to curiosity
The choice to go out
Risk losing your means of identity







































388 CHOICE OF CHOICE

Never will I know
Just how this dream, could've been

Only to snow a thousand depths
And face this end no more

But so slow
Time watches me run
Right ways for you
Far away from me
Yet when does the earth hide from the sun

The one of the war
The one of the silence
The one I never took

To the end of suffering
To set free those on edge
To burn the imbalanced book

Cold steel
Beating me in a costly pace
Tick, tick
The powers of
By this, I'll lose in ages grace

A SPARK OF GRAY

In one of those eves
Hearts open to the breeze
Any flame to hold
Anyone could spark

She was the first
And with no love between us
I was the last
Love was sure to fill the space

But I never looked twice
Maybe I was too nice
Well, that was me
Still enough to see
I'd never dare hold the dice

That was so close
Now, so far
There's no turning back
There's no starting over
A memory at the most

Now those eves
They come by empty handed
No hot suped cars
No meaningful songs
An old open heart kept stranded






































389 SAME AS LAST TIME

I've heard those words
And I hear you say them
Repeatedly
Is this time to change again

Well, why pretend
That I'm oblivious to it all
And weaken my defenses
Coincide with circumstances
See as blind and fall

For tomorrow is without
These reasons of beauty
And the past so hypnotized
To traditional duty

The old won't listen
The young can't be told
Same aged-out lecture
Same meaning, differed words
Same words, differed means
Ya,ya, sure,sure

So what if real is fair
Heard unseen
To know and not care
Lived upon dream

DISTRESS

Slowly healing
Like chocolate melting over
Long times round

Spoiling rotten
Like bubbles to the neck
All blinds down

It's an emotional restoration
This world away from life
This romance away from home
It's a personal declaration
She says and it goes

Senseless leisure
Like perfumed flowers so high
Fragrant lost and found

Think I want her that way
To be her best
At all cost of the rest
Worthy of me to leave her play

A fantasized fairytale
She sways and it shows
That the longest of nails
And largest of whales
Like candles' flickering glows
Sightless unsound


































390 WINDFALL

Another 'what to do' book
telling me it's time
Make that move, it says
Seek that groove
Be that irrational mind

And I just might find her
This time
And this time being the last
A windfall forever

How do I move
What do I say
When will she reply
How can I lose
Who cares 'bout the play
What does it matter, do or die

What to do
If she says yes
What? to where?
How's my hair
Guess it's all up to stress

Out the door
And it's loser take all
Like never before

OPPOSING EXPENSE

Ugly and dying
Keeps the pretty ones away
Leaves me with a sad face
But I don't have to run anymore

 

Lived real - too fast
Was no time for socializing
Still isn't
Just trying not to laugh

And there's a pain
In heart and minds condemned
And here I'll remain
See me there till the end

Did that done
To be as I am
At the expense of dreams
Knowing ignorance
Ignoring innocence
Looking back through forgotten means

All for the injust
Survival of the least
Fair of natures lust
Once one could feast

But of reason for you, us, and all
No ends been this quest
Not even my rest































391 GOES WITHOUT SAYING

Maybe I needed you yesterday
But the way you hold on
Ha, well
Baby time now for so longs

From your eyes, I receive
Messages shattered from a dream
Never said a word
In shadows unheard
I know you had to leave

It was to good to live
You and me
Trial of an offer
Error of a deal
What move was I to give
Meanings free

So off my shoulder
Ya, you were better off alone
Am I right
Maybe now
But then nights were colder

Needed the fire
Never meant for a sunrise
Filled with goodbyes

DUE NORTH
Lives in an iceberg
Off the coast of
Newfoundland
's got a teapot full

As he hoist the anchor
Sets adrift to further seas
Sleeps in a kayak
Eats there too

Goes out fishing
In open skies
Deep sea dives
The fire of a frosty living

Makes it to a distant Maine
Where melting ends its' role
Pulls upon the shore
For mere rest and co-ordinates
And he's off to start again

Due, due north
'll spend the back of his life
Travelin' up and forth








































392 TILL I'M DEAD

Just another micro organism
Trying to make itself at home
Just another parasitic infest
Killing without the pain

Used to be immune
But dead can't be recalled
T'was a loon
Of a different tune
Didn't count on the time involved

Some kinda blood cell
Counts on the maintained
No reproduction
No selfdestruction
Balanced of a neuronic membrane

Wants a cure
Caught in its own web
Toxic in a bitter waste
Acknowledged is the step ahead
To anything impure

Just another species
Trying to sustain mine
But without a theses
Going nowhere fast and blind

MY PARENTS FAULT

It's my parents fault
Ya, it's my parents fault
For the tear in my eye
Till the day I die

Had to wear this
Had to eat that
Never mind about the other thing

This isn't me
What I say, and who you see
My parents did this
And who cares if I've got nothing
But everything you've not
You can have it
And take my parents

The system won't die
So neither will I
Gonna do my own thing
Gonna yell never sing
Gonna speak the truth
No!, Gonna challenge the lie
For reasonable reply
My parents are to blame for the credit
Never forget it
Teens have no ' reel ' say in the game
and fear the lie

Don't tell them what you want
Ever, ever
Or you're to blame































393 WHAT'S OUT THERE

What's left of the wind
No leaves, no waves
No clouds in a sky of emptiness
And no-one to say otherwise

The last tree's turned to ashes
Still the waters are green
But I can't breathe salted weeds
And existence has no dream

Here in tomorrows face
Dependent on its unknown fascinations
Just to play a part in space
But for a solitude observation

What's out there
To be taken or taken away
An escape from the primitive
A venture to pure intell
As here you dream, here you stay

One thing's not everything
The obvious needs no solution
Left to no explanation
Someone had to bring

THE TIME OF DAY

Never do what I can
Cause I'm still here
And so are all of you
That's what I can do

But I won't
Ya, gonna let it go
Acknowledge that
And leave me be

A species beyond intellect
Of useless etiquette
A slave in social mechanics
But I'm not dead yet

So anytime now
I'm waiting
I'll be waiting
For the signs of tug or plough

Then with the rains
I'll come and go
There, the pain and pleasures
The time of day is mine

Best leave me be







































394 SO YOU SEE

If I get the chance
But then, it was
What this will be
A quest too late once remembered

And what's incentive
When it's all for someone else
Flames of sadness
Lone snow drifters
Free is the dream to end in wealth

Heal my strengths
Holding my wounds
Purest of thoughts
Rest my eyes 'mungst the tycoons

An excursion out of me
No illusion nor imagery
Your enveloped world
Legal trinkets slyly devoured
Technical administration overpowered
Your so called lifelike reality

But I'm not the same
So you see me so
So you see
All those long term memories
Don't come around to remain

ANOTHER LOVER

You come to me
As shy as privied rumours
Taken in intrigue
Words and ways allures

I had no place
And yours was in chains
This left us on the road
Without our space

Through the years
You'ld visit me
I'd drive you home
There was chemistry
But there was no social equity
You found the tears
When I left alone

Changed your ways
Lived out mine
Seems we just didn't have the time

To be another lover
To be the only one
You would've left me anyways
Seeing how we are these days
I'd be the other lover
Just another


































395 ONE OF YOU

You walk down the street
Like you're something special
Like a million other smiles
On the same two feet

You were nothing to me yesterday
And tomorrow forgotten
So pass on by today
You'll mean nothing in the end

Used to be a time
When you hung around the crowd
Everything was fine
In the shades and shine
Until the changes

Think of you now
What did you hear
What did you say
Was I missing something somehow

You are as you were
Not of age nor beauty
No, only of time
Do I no longer feel nor care

HUMAN MALIGN

Human benign
In a micro hourglass
No real worthy future
And all good times gone passed

Built the best life
But never lived the style
Had the best wife
But couldn't afford the smile

Dreamed of a life
Lived without a dream come true
Wise intrigued knife
Cut through the world for you

Illuded by love in the words
Went all the way
Went too far
Went to the gray
Touch your star but into curds

Couldn't think
Didn't want to understand
Even if I could
It'd be no good
Lending to the end this final hand







































396 WARS

Like to start a war
But peace is not allowed
Always something to fight for

A political scam
A religious sham
As they battle for control

A legality jam
A mob-like ham
Trying to get in
Without standing in line

No use paying for your last breath
No use giving yours away
You've not the money nor time
With the little of your life left

Who's going to win
Against an empty ocean
Well, I can't lose
Knowing I'll never be again

So I watch
Multi egged chronic conflicts
So I watch
The confused of warlock wits

DEATH BY THE DREAM

Awakened by a rumbling motion
Cold!
I can't see, can't move
Like fear itself created
Feeling the light upon my face

Feeling as I did when....
I must see, I have to move
I must understand to conclude

Yes, I'm still alive
But a day, a year, a lifes' time
Found my bag of possessions
Directed south and returned
With coldest of eyes

In comatose for forty-one years
The world has advanced
But the earth remains down here

Might as well be a dream
Coming true out of time
Friends old and gone
Smiles never to belong
But to see what I'd've never seen
Still numb are the memories
Good as new then
Warmth
The forgotten fires of natures breeze


































397 QUITE SIMPLE

I could say everything
To fill your endless dreams
Win you over
With thoughts, emotions, gifts
Lifes intimate values

But love
This is too easy
A home, children, money
Too drafted easy

I want you
You want me for more
No moon, no stars
Just more

And for all your beauty
Everlasting through the years
In return
This of love and hate
I can not submit to offer

As now to say
I've let you go, I'll leave you be
You were right
But not for me
As changes to be another day

POINTLESSLY YOURS

You take my world
Paint it you and call it yours
But here I am
Still amongst you
So for ever you ask for these paper wars
Gonna cut you out
And call me superior
Kinda cuts me up
Dream in and out my ear

For all your puppy love spats
I've the earth beneath your feet
Think you're big
All of you'ze all
My universe you'll never feat

Now, soon I'll be leaving
And you say that's just fine
But I'm taking this earth
Live on that
And walk on that
Your life is worthless out of time

But not for you
Have you fought so hard
To be old, gray, and thoughtless
Young little ignorant
I.Q. of an elephant
Charges onto the world wit a pistol of restlessness


































398 SO SIMPLE

Every cure you've looked for
I'm taking with me
Six foot on the ground
That's the fee

To all the disease
To all the pollution
To all the politics of the world
So simple are the solutions

See you in my future
Where insane is sanity
Just to tolerate profanity
And not belonging is the only way to be sure

So simple this way out
So simple how to get there
So vote a system not to care
And here you are

Conspires the devious
To break the famous
Near the end
Near the end, yes you surrender

But too old or died out
By then you can't turn back
Well, talk back now
How simple can life be about
Prepare for defense
Simply be prepared

TRAPPED TO DEATH

Trapped in my life
When feelings of change pass by
Left loves out in wonders
Left their smiles for a thought or so

Now I'm trapped
In a foresought future
Mine alone, not even out there

Yes I'm trapped by my own choice
And youth is gone out grown

So this is one last farewell
Cause I knew this couldn't last
I won't be the same
I won't find mercy
But I'll take the loves alas

Meanwhile want when I see
So I fall into an off the wall sanity
Time to leave this all
Time to get back up on the wall
Can't live forever on this anxiety

Trapped without a desperate voice
And truth has finally shown
So if you wonder how time
Can turn its back on you
Ask these wars you'll wage so well
I can no longer lead us through





























399 PRE FRONTAL ATTACK

Thank the governments
For leading us into this war
They says it's good for confusion
Said it was good to clean up human error

The world wanted it
They said, not another me
Dead or alive the victory
And now you've got it

You say it's all a lie
But how long can a lie last
Now that you know
Well, you know too much
So you can't live forever

And to a planetary scale
Too late to pull the plug
As dreaded thoughts are launched
Upon men weak and frail

You can afford the lives of
But you're not immune to the end
Yet one who is there
Can wait the arrival of
Not foe nor friend
For there is as will be - no-one

DOESN'T MAKE SENSE

There's no
motivation
There's no incentive
It doesn't make sense

You know the systems a scam
And that's o.k. with the world
Like, no way
Why make like a guinea pig
As according to plan

Doesn't make sense
The hypocritic democracy
The bureaucratic flagrancy
Doesn't make sense

It's the irony
Making sure nothing makes sense
Even after asking why
Making sure nobody knows

In control's the disagreement
To unfold as one is lost
In your face exactly
Why pay for the hierarchy cost

It doesn't make sense
Just to live and die
For an unreasonable ruler
For an unruly ration
Man, just doesn't make sense
































400 THE BITTER CONCERNS

Empty hearted and lost
This sun lays down a shadow
Cold and blue ice illuminating

I reminisce the freedom
Late nights just being amongst others
Where beauty became fighters
As they in turn to lovers

Of all the suns, one summer
Waiting for that day
Yes, this time I play
The question of one and runner

Up, up I say
This blood I've lived in
Open to time at prey
Will soon leave to another
As silence of waves and above
To this alone I begin

Take what is given
Is deceived from the smile
I place this broken treasure so

At your feet for confidence
Cold as blindness I felt apart
Laughter hides the sadness
Sadness hid the anger
Anger hides the weakness
The weak no longer care of heart

YET

Of a future promised
Basic maintaining has over ruled
Cheap new stuff
Worthy old thing
Seems every deal has you fooled

Buy this one
Trust me while you can
It's better for business
What, who's and where
Are you sure to understand

Told you the real
But you don t know, you feel
Now innocent games
Turn rules into themselves oblivious
So call yourself names

Ha, deal with it now
Kinda late for guarantees
What will become of this
As life goes on out there in the breeze

Of the steps taken
The direction's leading you here
And whether we want to be
The intentions remain unclear
Of someone elses glory

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