301 THE PEOPLE WAY
If not for the people
Humans could be quite extraordinary
But no
People belong to the system
And we belong to the people
So what are we
Maybe too real
Too much to feel
As low as this cynical hypocrisy
Mans world
A misfit to earths perfection
Growing out
Twisting about
Another piffled war to control population
Don't think
Just get in
And live the people way
Another drink
And tailspin
Couldn't figure out why we stay
Love is for women
Hate is for men
Lost is left for the children
To be seen, but never defend
Can't afford a true friend
THE HUMAN WAY
Eat, sleep and breathe
Cure another disease
Natures heart's
A mechanical core
A case of baskets to weave
Nothing more
More than a rabbit
Must I wed before I grab it
Perversion and egos
Persuasion, then who knows
How easy styles become habit
Another generation born
Another gone
Keeps going on and on
But as the blindfold becomes worn
Well I don't have to say
What they dare not hear
But we do
Not always you
Who belongs there in the gray
If not, disappear
We can't argue
To what we don't know
Imagine if we knew
How far we'd go
302 THE THOUGHTLY WAY
Thinks about the world
Thinks about the earth
Thoughts bout to be knurled
Thoughts about giving birth
Children, whos children
Loves drug's rock'n'roll
A pail of sand
A wiser man
A players part of an earthlys role
To better them all
Where do I fall
No love on my back
No greedlings sack
Who can I call
When all weaknesses lack
Wars for the king
Peaceful kinds sit by
Word's the broken wing
Shot down to the sky
The child to live, forced to lie
It's not the going through with it
It's more the getting through it
To see an end
To reach it safely
To get there and say I know it
JUST NO WAY
Live or learn
Cold hearts or burn
Lie or deceive
Die or believe
There's no just way to turn
Take all this money
Take all this love
What ever you want
Then what you have
No-one left to hold, nor shove
Rent a kid
Sign the guarantee
Smile for the camera
Send'em back for free
Insurance for collateral
You're worth more to your self
Than some collectors scroll
Dead and for parts
The scalpel starts
The right of way takes toll
Built for a reason
Body and mind beats the limit
Guilt for a season
Hilt for a treason
To survive as all within it
303 TRUTH SHALL LIE
People trapped in control
None dare speak out
None dare walk away
Humans, cut down when they try
World tied up by a system
Meant for each other
No mercy, no misery to end
And us, we'll suffer
Best play our part, best we can
To better them
Is to better us
After all, animals are all for the better of man
Living is the worst of dreams
And only a dream
Life a better half
Kept so clean
Fear is the silence
No reason for the lonesome
Anxious for violence
To be over with, the vacant home
Questions have no answers
Problems change to each solution
A 'sorry-try again' routine
Buys another lost in confusion
NO KNOWING WAYS
Are you afraid
What are you afraid of
You fear to stay
You fear to say a friend
A friend as so
One best leave go
To help another smile
To fears best afar awhile
A friend better as a foe
Yet upon your side
Not against, they stand
Truth is lost
Love at cost
To hold no others hand
And I can not talk to you
Seeing you can't talk to me
Cause of discussion
The topic at point
Your morals, my ethics
A sudden end
Thinking each is true to view
Constant changes of friends to be
When all that matters
Once was you and me
Bought away our freedom
Not knowing we were free
304 TUNED TO MONEY
At the cost of an item
Of actual worth
An ore of earth
A dollar even, but then
The mold, the machinery
The labour, the language obscene
The design, the taxes
The shelf rested upon so clean
Up the price
Add this and that
Up the price
Another wage strike
Up the price
Still the same item
Ten times the original price
A mere pyramid effect
The poor still poorer
The rich still richer
Ten times in their increase
As well, the item once again
So everyone spends ninety percent more
To a system to waste it well
Best buy the casual
And save for another
Depression and stress won't sell
THOUGHTS NO DREAM
Never saw anyone
Never called
Started hiding from the sun
Sometimes even stalled
Everything was dying
The mode and melody
Felt like flying
To a cold empty sea
Could be this misers season
But it feels like me
Though I don't care to be
Mere coldness shades no reason
Not knowing what to wait for
They say I'll see
But if all I do is ignore
A dim possibility
What I am is fine
Who I am's the glitch
A species unclassified
Having to act superiors the hitch
On a social ladder
Instead of a biological chain
Wasting our mind,thoughts disalligned
As though no purpose for this brain
305 IF ONLY NOT SO
No womans going to put me
Under stress
And not get spoiled for it
No mans gonna put me
On the spot
And not get stuck with it
There's no kindness
And cruelty is preset by cause
Wit of knowledge over blindness
Natures nothing for peopled laws
The choice of sides are rallied
But not forever, nor a lifetime
Changes of course have disagreed
If I can't have a blanket
You'll have to do
I don't remember, nor forget
Know just what to do
Love is always positive
But the stress to get there
No thanks, anyways
Well enough to say I care
If not for the children everywhere
TALKING IT OUT
No-one here involved
No-one there to call
No problems left to solve
Nothing up this wall
But it's so quiet
Almost depressing
To walk with the earth
To watch their worlds worth
Thinking off questions
Lone thoughts re-addressing
Relaxed insane position
Welcome to yourself
In an age of youths final end
No longer may you play
Proper tea and values
Etiquette ha, have a nice day
A price you mightn't excuse
But here, there's infinity
Chaotic fingerings of choice at a whim
Stable points on ability
So little to do
Out there once about you
Breath of a spat
A cynical chat
No conversation is seen through
306 TURNS OUT
Look what you've done
As everyone can see
All but me
Thought you were having fun
Turns out
You were living for real
Made all the moves
To the woes and woos
Turns out
I felt nothing to feel
Now, well
What was the difference
The knowing
The going
All the way through experience
I knew better
You went elsewhere
And so it never really mattered
What we'ld share
Turns out
We were on the ball
Looking up and waiting to fall
Turns out
You and I were all
TO GRIND WITH
A diligent bite
Till all weakness is effaced
Not corrupt
This age does not know right
Good feelings out of place
Years much later
It's all so corrupt
All the same
Who is to blame
For then you couldn't hate her
Nor now, this child to look up
Look to the overseers
They, their failing ways
Weave all youth into a system
Of humans, or of people
Divided lines they'll haze
Friendships have no peers
And yet they still pretend
Recessive from the big life
Too big for the demand
Being here or there
Decisions both out of hand
Just a portion of conflict
Discomforts of age once learned
Trivial thereafter
To further concerns
307 CHANGE REMAINS THE POINT
She's got cruel plans
Schemes of love and hate
Thinks it's great
Taking part in such scams
Not so, as seen
She's no-one left to bother
Tales became truthless
Hearts broken-in to the ruthless
So no-one cares to call her
Back to the sofa
A shallow glass of ice
A game in love is over
Time for further advice
Leave alone anothers faults
Compassions your only concern
To understand their whys and why nots
To acknowledge not to churn
She had to do me
But I didn't budge
She still holds that grudge
But that never bothered me
Looking back then
Knowing the species, not just people
Kept off my knees, from the hateful
Knowing everytime again
LOOKING FAST
To the longer days
To the warmer waves
Looking forward
From these winds and grays
One blade of grass
Buds into green
Calm still moon pass
Endless clear dream
No need of a fireside
No need of heavy wear
All purpose attire
No excuses to care
Unlimited distance
Of walkways to travel
Unanswered questions
To perceive and unravel
Done for each day
And to spare thawing laughter
If only to stay
Here elsewhere everafter
A space time continuum
As I, must live on
Soon comes this morrow
When long days have gone
308 BUT THEN AGAIN
Changing your world
More like taking it away
Just to a planet
See what you can do
To sow or slay
Maybe it's nothing
For no-one like me to be concerned
What a difference to be learned
Over's the hunting
Decided to go on
With finding what best be
To right the good
To wrong the bad
No matter what becomes of me
Won't be easy
Never could see the knife at my back
But it's there
As I'm well aware
Keeps me two steps up in head and tact
So simple to lose
But humans refuse
To live and die
As you may try
You think, and so we choose
JOANNE (III)
Why are you doing
What I feel is not so
Shreds me out, now you know
What you're doing
Could be moods swing
But the stress on me's baffling
Thoughts of offspring
Changes this careerless outlook
To a definite wondering
Wish a mutual control could be
maintained
Don't worry about ice cream
Ignore depression downing
Cause of when you feel, I do the same
Of the inner you
I never really knew
Strong and positive
Weak to forgive
You never said, saying I seen through
Hold what you have
Maybe love is waiting your questions of
When not whys
Acknowledge the cries
Time to perceive I ask not to shove
Calm I can receive
Let me know this sad
309 SWING
Knocking at your door
But then I don't want to know you
Feel like dancing
But I'm feeling so blue
What can I tell you
But you yell when I explain
How can I say goodbye
But we're sure to meet again
I'd give this ring as concerned
But you say a box of roses's fine
Not knowing what we've yet to learn
But we blame this every time
Sometimes when I hold you
But too much, feels only pain
Inspired comforts never tell
When to hold off prior to strain
Ups and downs
Could be as mine unknown
Cheers and frowns
Accustom to me, I've grown
Doing for you, does me well
But then, you're cold as a stranger
Looking to your eyes the clue
Experience tells me, look out danger
UNSURE OF US
I think I love her
But she loves me
How can this be
Why is she so sure
Loves never said
As they come and go alike
All in my head
Well I don't think so, right
Emotions take part
Notions tear apart
Must we remain calm
Look at my palm
When every question tends to start
I look at me
There's nothing new to see
She looks at me
I'm all her world to be
Making sense in seclusion
But it works
Over spats and quirks
As though romance was no illusion
And then I say I love her
And love matters no more
T'was better not being so sure
Loves the guessing once more
310 ARRIVED AT NOTHING
When it comes to business
When it comes to man
When it comes to the world
What's the plan
Nothing to share
Nothing to give
Nothing to really care for
Taken from the hand
A simple smile
But she doesn't understand
Another mile
But he doesn't ask for assistance
Know why I don't care
Well, I don't care to know
Feels for nothing
Nothing to feel
Together will never go
But they want to be there
When it comes to change
When it comes to us
When it comes to birth
Where's the plus
AND FROM PURPOSE
Don't remember well
When I was a child
Doing all the things and such they did
Wasn't in there, you don't know
What I mean
Taken by your standards
So close but here between us
A gap of words
They called them relatives
Just more people to me
And if you couldn't understand then
Now you'll never see
There's memory for knowledge
Always the stranger
A friend unsure of
But cause of nothing more being said
Doing through the hours
Life an uncynical venture
Reasons no more than real
Carefree as the flowers
What is to happen
This species in a process of aging
True innocence disengaging
What of us then
311 BENDING THE STEEL
Looking for something
Someplace out of time
To change these ways
To censor the old thoughts in mind
No strifeling maze
No unseen waves
The expected is known to arrive
No age of the days
No constant grays
In the past was only to survive
Nothing to do with the forest
Nor the cities so inclined
No ghostly illusions
Nor unstately of sound mind
Looking forward to the unearthly
Alienative romances to obliqueness
To touch these walls of stone
To stare through a mist so breathless
I've no style as yours
Nor the place to live as so
Looking where to go
But taken are all the shores
TO AN END
There's a finite beginning
A random chance through chaotics
And a limit to alls end
Stood only by this universes atomics
No pin point
Variables happen constantly
Quantum continuum
Dynamic equilibrium
Here what is, there is not dauntingly
But you see
Yours is that way, keep it so
Until for sure we all know
True complexity
Creation of existence
Was of no intelligence
That shall remain
Illuded minds may stain
But times day will hold real evidence
Brought to an end
Our superiority is merely earthly
Though as you still pretend
I too, shall pass on early
312 THE HIGHEST REIN
Seems leaders
Control the male species
With sports and war and cruelty
Females with fashions
The frills and passions of beauty
What of the leaders
Being mostly males old and cynical
Though of women
Appearing more knowledged and tough
Just to barely fit in
Decisions ordered by what was
For them, not for what is
Leaving the mistakes for those yet to be
Taking oaths of silence thereafter
For fear of their own retirement fee
The children ill knowingly
Carry on as though all's well
Till out there, suddenly involved
Confused to ever dwell
Back to the leaders
Why so late do they appear
To solve the world of yesteryear
Are they delinquent as those before them
What people do these humans fear
THANATO UTOPIO
Question full of questions
Question full of questions?
Answers never found
As the artist quietly mentions
Such laughter, but no clown
And do they understand
No, as they hush to a cynical silence
But to raise one hand
And they're back to logical violence
All know the rules
But more maintain the mentality required
Buttock warming fools
Repeating tactical shams with nothing inspired
Thinking in dreams
Believes life as it seems
Cloud nine's where it's at
Actuality's a knife in the back
To keep it so, he schemes
And if she knew she had his ego
We'ld all be wearing flowers
So he buys her some, to illude her so
How now we waste the hours
Somehow sardonic
How they patronize the detectives
Not so ironic
To their high pitched incentives
313 NOW, I REMEMBER YOU
She made me cry
Could almost catch the tears
And she knew why
She was leaving
With reasons of her own
But not a word
Makes me feel that much more alone
Maybe I should be happy for her
Going on her ways
But of our days
Don't think I'll ever forget her
No, I'll never forget her
No one else at the moment
Holds my dreams together
But tonight they'll fall apart
to end a beaten fragile heart
And did I cry
For her, never before
So now, why
Cause I'll never see her anymore
And the tears, they'll pass
And you and I, forgotten
I'll still remember
Love can't end here
UP TO HER
A new woman
Does she love me
Does it matter
I'll have to wait and see
Didn't know her then
But I know now again
How I feel
Is how I wish to, till the end
Should I ask her so
Should I see how things go
What's the hurry
Will she find someone else
If so, be it so
So old, why bother
I feel love for knowing it
So how could she understand
Being taught and thought to show it so
And if this makes her happy
Who am I to say no
Not sure of being compatible
So long an independent individual
A new woman seems so tacky
314 SILENCED BY A DEATH THREAT
Word by word
Getting around to nowhere
A poet always there
Answers of death dissipate
As I reach closer to there
For the life I've to create
Left behind to bare
As they search distant questions
I know not conceivable
Yet, now I lead the way
A universe perceivable
Beyond the blue sky
Beyond her womb
Such goals pass my eye
To this world of gloom
Sports of god and wars
Games of fashion and amours
These diversions and illusions
To keep us from further shores
Well thought out
All are bought out
Price for trivial ordeal
Costly the unreal
Word by word I bout
ASK AGAIN
He don't care 'bout her
Says he does
And she takes him in every time
Nowhere loves
Thinks she has him
Around her little finger
To me, it won!t figure
The guys too dim
Speaking words of love
When he does, she's there
Commitment, and he's gone
And say no, if she'll dare
Remains the one to care
But she must be careful
All's fair upon reason
Do him wrong, and he's gone
And she's back to pleasing
Does he care
She's gonna find straight out
Maybe this time
Through piece of mind
She'll find someone with to whom they can share
315 BETTER YET BITTER
Feel like I'm getting nowhere
But I know I am
Don't think I'll ever leave
And I see I will
Yet what am I doing
Nothing any place elsewhere as much
Must be habitat
With closed eyes I can touch
But I'm tired
But not of her
No, I love her
And she knows that
I will never leave her
Yes, I will
Always be so inspired
What a place to be
Here with it all but a life
Living on the equity
Of time and age I strife
As I sit here
Without your world in my face
Confusion is clear
How I disappear
From the people of our human race
SOMETHING MISSING
I've all required
Wife, kids and a car
Life after at the bar
The last food stamp
A far away camp
A dream without another star
Almost fifteen years
About as many peers
Good and hard times
Bills in frills on line
More salt than tears
But what have I so blind
A reason
A fact acknowledged
Where's the ambitions kept aside
What were they for
I'm intelligence
A species out to venture
Yet to nowhere before
Must have independence
Create my wings
Create the winds unseen
Something missing
A tradition too routine
316 OUT OF PLACE
Sitting at the end
Of a long line of love
Been here before
Seems too familiar
And I don't understand
Why this happens to me
Is it beauty
Do they trust me
Then it's team, gone
As I start all over again
With no interest, still I find
Or am I found
Why am I always I, all the time
Females
I don't have one
And when I dare
There's too many to compare
Now fun's fun
This routine's graying my hair
It's all or nothing
Great, what every male wants
And I get stuck with it
But who's doing the bluffing
REAL SELECTIVE DREAMS
What kind of dream is that
Is one not real enough
And look at your life, boy
You're just too much
And you've no control for compromise
You choose one not the other
No freedom to do otherwise
So dream a way out
And no-one need win or lose
See the answer
Keep the option
For the time of day to take or refuse
And in mind kept
Survival of the species
Dead with the dream unknown
A floor never swept
The earth may grow no more
As the sunsets everywhere
Hunger thrives upon the poor
But dreams have no despair
And as each ends
Begins again a search for more so
Expanding trends
As is new just another
317 DON'T SHOW ME YOUR WORLDS
Some unfortunate pathetic ego
Stood to me a statement
Sought I was more seemingly than query
But being used to such intent
I let it go
For what is an artist
But of colourized passions quest beyond
Imagery bound in silent bliss
Thrashing winds to the water calm
The big spark
Sending fires to the sky
Understanding the crushing earth
And feeling all this why
Some pathetic ego
As different as anyone
But no rumours on you
And they don't stain me
So leave it go
What society has done
Putting people to their minds
When they're what they'll never be
Destined to ones confines
Permitted they can't see
FRESH WATERS WINTER
Good with cold
These sounds of fire
No flames of light
Mere thoughts out to inspire
As they stagger through the night
Sweat by their hearts
A reason to go on from plight
Shores of torn charts
Near by the source
A hole in this ground
Points to a star of alchemy
No sense to it
But confused needs intelligence more to see
None of them a master
Survival was to leave alone
Rival was the curious
There'll be no answer
Till the search is over and thereafter
The knowledged shall condone
This course is set
When all sources have vanished
The masters shall intervene
Those to blame being banished
I've no regret
318 BUT I CAN NOT
Sense my death
Untheft innocence
Never literally knew
I'd die without you
But too late now
It's all passed tense
Soon I'll be gone
And you can all remember why
Some called it insanity
And so called vanity to the eye
Truths to not belong
And since there's no further on
The road will only return
I stand still for my senses
To be stolen not by you
But of earths own defenses
Where life long ago shone
So feel nothing for me, love
The world cares not for us
Share none the mercy pled
As we're done all so must
To be no clearer
This way is nearer
Of greatness there's no power
To force a final tear
LAND SPOILED LAND
Far from this world
There's another earthlike planet
With no world upon it
Half a sun
Twice the moons
And a similar misty atmosphere
Suits anyone
But all in distant time
Takes two lifes just to be there
Someday one will find
What it was to know freedom everywhere
A forest balanced by danger
Creatures unknown now expected
Waters hidden to flourish
Choosing a step anywhere and never misdirected
Going on to untrampled scenery
On defenses state
In a curious frame
Looking ahead for a way out of what I feel in me
You'll find room for all
Until one too many
To leave again another world
An earth to surely fall
319 UPSTAGING COMPLEXITY BALANCE
Everytime
Always over there, set aside
Everytime
Sort of, change the subject
And the women are right
Within reason
But few are men
To fight for such right
In treasoned to hypocrisy
Frigid in ones mortal truth
Against the silent blade
Violence by the ill-ludified minds
Who 've nothing but mere trade
If to the best of their knowledge
Then so little do they actually know
This traditional stereotype
Often errors common sense
As they promote the unlearning to ever grow
Must mere children prevail
To a desolate earth displayed
Everytime
Where there's money to be made
Everytime
Stability tips the further scale
WE'LL NEVER BE
Well, if you and I
Don't see eye to eye
Then you and I best never be
So don't look my way
If you'll only turn away
In confusions name
Why play this game
Of all the pains, I must say
Go, just go
These tears unseen must remain
If this is our love
Then I don't want to know
Go, just go
Again, will never be the same
Even though
We both love children
And we're down to the same earth
You'd think, what could be worse
But then
Seeing the better's not enough
If we can't see each other
As we are
We'll never make it together
No matter how far we try
You and I
320 MOTHER CRY FAREWELL
Learn to live with it
If one's foolish enough to point blank
While others allow mere rank
To get away with it
Then enjoy such human error
Of selling power for a prayer
Mere capital gain
Shall never cure anyones pain
How can mere profits care
And always of men
And their weakness to violence
A weakness no less
Like a tear wrapped up in silence
All mothers cry
Cry best you can
And leave your man
Ever in why
For if he loves violence
More than you
Then leave him and hence
And they'll find in time
This insane side of mind
And return to the stability of the picket fence
Meanwhile live with it
These weaknesses so mortal
Endure or submit
0UT OF BUSINESS
What's he saying
Wait, wait, no way
Yes, it's true
Except in your mind
Nowhere else will you find
Acception of this slaying
There are no gods
None here round the earth
Nor cross any universe
Not one reason to shield any odds
Don't talk to me
Don't let me live
Don't let me walk
Cut my brake lines
Watch me drive over the sea
Maybe I've fallen
But my thought still stands
Never see me calling
To your master illusion of scams
Burn the paper, not the view
Answers will end from you
Aliens, they'll laugh
Delusions to last
As long as you never ask the next clue
321 CHAOTIC SENSES
Ear to the ground
Colours of sound
Taste like emotions
Thoughts have unwound
Tearing me out of my mind
But you really can't find
Me girl, yes me
I never let you see
Anymore than means of kind
Volcanic inspires
Desolate empires
The moments answer
Cold by the fires
This is the way
No, this could be the day
Someone comes along
Sets everything wrong
Tells me, best beyond my stay
Thirst, the starving ego
Must flare these savaged eyes
To what, I needn't ask
As I take on the task
Conforming clarity digitized
LAUNCH PAD
Join us in this illusion
But I refuse to play
I've the illusion to slay
For when it's gone
You'll stand there long
Face to face with conclusion
As I've learned all these years
You'll battle the fight
But not the cause of any tears
For there's no damage done
But you're wrong
It's psychology
Do no harm to your fellow ones
Burn a tree
Kill a rabbit
Abuse the wife and child
There's no fee
It's a habit
You were born to be wild
And amongst yourselves, it's o.k.
No apology
Keep on waving your flags and gems
Well none for me, thanks not
I see your systems plot
And it's wrong
322 BABY ME
She didn't have much for education
Just want to settle down
But she lost instead of found
Now second hand streets her destination
Walks the corners by eve
Hopes to get picked up by the night
Another trick without a sleeve
Cries every moment
To a dream not so right
Makes money like a broker
Spends it like debts unpaid
And where does it all go
Never learned, life isn't so
And life is where you could've stayed
Could've had children
A house, a place to stay
A life to work and play
But it's too soon to live again
Best get tougher, darling
eke understanding mandatory
Leave this nothing-love here
Take no underhanding from society
COST OF EARNING
Had a sense of values
Sold them to his lawyer
Went for the money
Went for the kill
Now he's really nothing to lose
Caught up in the business
Cheque book's gotta bigger name
He could die tomorrow
For all moneys worth
His business would carry on the same
No time to live in a balance
A virtue of ego eyed glory
A moral of an empty story
Never a dream for his own picket fence
Can we, should we feel sorry
A choice does he have
Limited to his learning
Capable of doing better more
Than this life he's earning
But he doesn't know
But to see him go
He chose to be the last page news
Sadly be it so
323 ARCINY VALLEY
ON the outside of a metropolis
Where Smanits span the valley
Amongst them lives a family
They've chosen to expand
From the dwellings of the Krydones
One, now a grown man
Sympit, plants seeds in the field
Before leaving on a yearly journey
To unknown land
His maiden, Tuittii
Does the research of the unknown
From maps of the past
Partaking in the task
She too, shall be leaving home
MEANWHILE, in stone quarters
Ahppo and delegates of the Krydones
Hearing of another venture
Raises arguments of doubt
Of Sympit and his yearly findings
No-one has been told
Of his private findings
ore greed than curiosity
Ahppo thought such unknowns be publicised
Not left out in the cold
The Krydones, decepted so
Could only agree
But to obtain such information
What sly ones be
A mentioning of the Cedans arised
The Cedans wouldn't know better
They could quest in disguise
Taking notes and such
To steal without touch
The visions kept hidden so
Slatata, offspring of Ahppo
Was later sent with friends
To the Arciny valley
Supplies for the miles on ends
RETURNING to Sympit at home
Scheduling Thieko's and Fetune's chores
To maintain the house hold thereafter
Once gone
These days seemingly long
Best be filled with routines to do...
324 ARCINY VALLEY
...Hours the day after
Visitors came into view
The Cedans, Tuittii recognized
As Sympit went to greet
As they met
Slatata and Sympit faced
She was wet
From head to toe, as the others
Offered a warm place
And for the night
They would converse
Of lifestyles high and low
To the dimmest light
In the early days awakening
Thieko and Fetune, the first
Began playing around the Cedans
Reacting with laughter
The Cedans stopped with caution
A feeling unpunished, new to them
One by one continued
Slatata joined the children
For the hours in the field and forest
The others pondered in rest
What to do till then
Sympit entered the hall
Acknowledged their replies of where
Again the Cedans stunned
Of the Smanits concerns mere casual care
Slatata and Fetune returned
Thieko went elsewhere
And after a conference of friends
Slatata confronted Sympit
Speaking on behalf of Ahppo
Sympit understood
And knowing of the Cedan ways
Showed her maps
Filled in the gaps
With words to simply amaze
Slatata surprised of his openness
Continued with intrigue in questions
Why the Smanits left
Why the Cedans remained
What would Ahppo really gain from all this
Confused as slatata was
She had made a decision
To stay with the Smanits
Give the information to the others
With well ways onto returning
Through the days
Slatata would care the children
As Sympit and Tuittii set out...
325 ARCINY VALLEY
...As well two others of the Cedans
Yenton and Lesmiva, a couple
To venture this freedom
MEANWHILE, days after
The Cedans returned to the Krydones
With the information
Without Slatata and the other two
Ahppo was enraged with fear
My only, in the unknowns
So far from protection
So far from corruption, more clear
As he set out through to the valley
THUS, meanwhile
Sympit and the others
Came upon a riverside
On the edge of forest and uncharted
To rest a fresh breath
Before travelling on
Sympit pulls out a utensil
Echoing with it, a resonate sound
The Cedans wondered
Later arrived, a stranger
But known to the Smanits
Twas Cruetri, a creator
Species of another time
Like us yet too pure
Seemed to great to be as kind
Cruetri told of Ahppos intentions
To take Slatata home
If not for the children
Sympit and Tuittii wouldn't be concerned
Know they could hold there own
But with Ahppos presence
What of danger would arise
The Cedans bewilderment
Of Cruetri's knowings
This stranger must sleep in his walks
To dream before each step
Without doubts of faulter
WITHIN timing
Ahppo arrived at the homestead
Calling her name
As Slatata exited the structure of stone
With a sneer to him, she stood sound
To his ego, he pried
Calling to his side, her ground
Motions were still...
326 ARCINY VALLEY
The children arrived from beyond
And to her side, they drew
As, up to her in anger
Ahppo walk to seise Slatatas hand
But not to go, she refused
Elbow to the face
Knee to the crotch
Face to the ground
By twisted arm, she held him
Defending freedom was hers
Injuring only Ahppos ignorance of life
Letting him go
Explaining so
That here she had chose
A Krydone defecting to existence
Ahppo shook off the inangered tears
Slatata held resistance
Go, you best do, it appears
But Ahppo calmed sound
Remained, to converse over a spot
If possible for the eve to rest
Well enough, he seen her dream
Returning of the others
Expecting the worst, finding allwise
I social chats
That, like sisters and brothers
They'ld compromise
Another nightfall to collate
Each in their own thoughts of the morrows
More better now
Then, never knowing how
Ahppo wanting to venture along
Sympit refused
But offered another area uncharted
If he could find a few others
To search for finds unknown
In agreement, they went
Sympit to the edge
Ahppo returning to the metropolis
For others with incentive
To stake out claims found
By Sympit, now renown
When Ahppo arrived home
He looked around
For the adventurers and willing
To search the Arciny valley and beyond
On grounds they'ld stand alone
327 ARCINY VALLEY
...After a days search
About twenty Krydones joined
Together set out to the eve
Settling for the night
As the early moon went down
Planning for tomorrow
The places they'll be bound
MEANWHILE Sympit and Tuittii
After crossing the river
Were greeted by Felgo and Dayron
Friends and Smanits met earlier on
At sunrise
Felgo told Sympit of a barrier
After the second horizon
Nothing but sand to the eyesight
Quite interested to Sympit
He chose to travel through
Tuittii and him said their goodbyes
And sailed off out of view
Nearing the water break
To the shore, they would set foot
From there breach the forest
To reach the first horizon
A line of mountains by sundown
MEANWHILE, Slatata at home
Learning with the children
The lifestyles easier than strange
Like all over again
Without being restrained
By rules of Krydones invisible chains
Rules that now seemed aimless
To mere survival
Here there was reason
Shelter, food and children
Silence, distance, and dreams again
Sense for each season
AHPPO and the others
Were surveying and recording various sites
For further expansion and resources
But thinking by Krydones law; and rights
The price in his eye
And sense of values off course
Back with sympit and Tuittii
At sunrise leaving the first horizon
Journey to the second and a new barrier
Gathering stable supplies along the way
Been down this trail before
With nothing but laughter to share
To keep up soundness while well aware
What all this venturing is for
Not to live day to day
Not to merely breathe till gray
To find the reason
Knowing the existence
The purpose of their thoughts...
328 ARCINY VALLEY
Persistent to age
A memory not to stay
What they and those before
Sought from living as Krydones do
Fortunes, fame, and fun
But nothing direct for the human view
TO BE CONTINUED...
CAST
Lead male; Sympit Smanit
Lead femme; Tuittii Smanit
Male; Ahppo Krydon
Male; Cruetri Overseer
Femme; Fetune child Smanit
Male; Thieko child Smanit
People; Krydone's Corrupt
Humans; Smanit's Survivors
Youths; Cedan's Krydones
Femme; Slatata Krydone
Observers; Male - Felgo 'I' / Smanit's
Femme - Dayron 'YOU' /
Cedan's; Male- Yenton
Femme- Lesmiva
TACTICAL PURPOSE
Why did they venture
Why did they return
What mind of man's to learn
How can he find
When there's always something more
And from his life
For ever on earth no more
Aeons of life lost
Passed down to a careless age
So why go on
For a purpose at too high a simple cost
Food, clothing, and shelter
That's all He'll require
Just drink by the fire
No more rebellious chaotic helter skelter
Year after year after year..
Just to get here?
Leaving nowhere left to turn
329 PUSH THE SYSTEM
Seen mans world
Now to see lifes earth
Maybe the universe
And what ever thoughts I've to find
How can man be blind
Living to live, not find
Reason and purpose for existing
They say don't ask questions
They say why don't you know
When all I have to do
Is be born with their I.Q.
But I didn't like to grow
Limb by limb
Age by age to my eyes
When all's to begin
What's really out there
Beyond that, the quest never ends
For us to ever bare Mans illusive beliefs and pretends
Who of this audience
Do we have our tedious lewd concern
To critically acclaim pre-ignorance
So truths never be disclosed or learned
Which we fear not to dispense
THOUGHTS OF COLUMBUS
When dreams go so far
Realities easier to find returning
So I dream of another life
And mine becomes more stable
And I dream of other worlds
If and when mines too far
Tossed out angels of evil
And gods waged imbalanced deity
Anything I can't touch with my eyes
Finding mans actual madness
And his ways of controlling priority
Being more inferior to his lies
With trivial incentives
Mere threads to hang life on
Fools, we are to surrender
Gutless as our fragile spine
But a fool best belong
Earning to live ones life
Paying more for destruction
Give less to creation
Feeling more for the blade than the blood on the knife
Well, this is us
Is this as far as we'll go
Primitive intellects
Building dreams so not to know
330 TIME FOR ONE MORE
Listen to the sway
Sit down and close your eyes
Feel your worries away.
Push out all good-byes
And here you are
With me, in this one life lullabye
Dreams to our ears
Sandless as tears
Inside to reach this far
A melody in harmony
Roses to the windswept fields
A symphony in rhapsody
Soft glitters of a romantic waltz yields
How's a man to understand
A woman in love with so
Seeing no reason
Lonesome all their lives
She holds on till he lets go
And is it over
When the feelings play on and on
Swaying to the dawn
But dreams awaken before or after
A reminiscing song
HERE,BUT NOT ME
Anywhere but here
Is where I rather be
In a life I can actually be free
Say what's being done
Do what 's not being said
Have no threats of fear
But here is as far as man
And so I need space
Distance from this face
Going to get there the only way one can
A spaceship
A 'how to build' book
An earth
Another planet for I to look
All in one life
Get there just to die
Free's the only reason why
No sorrows
No spectacle
A timeless everafter
And no senseless goodbye
Anywhere but here
Is where I should better be
Just to be really me
Just to be
Alive, and far clear
Of mans profanity
331 JUST FOR THAT
Why do I love you
Why should I, for that
Cause when we're through
It'll be old hat
Then love is gone
With the lies lived upon
Thoughts prevail
Answers quest all anew
And as you question fates
The beliefs just dissipate
And there's nothing to touch beyond
Another game on display
Fights to keep things the way
We're expendable to die
Through greeds business eye
Keep realitys existence in delay
And I needn't hate
Such a waste of courage
Weakening to the primitive neuron
Before this unknown debate
Life as us conceive
Seeing reasons all wrong
Learn to earn and deceive
This time, my genes don't belong
AM I YOU
You'll have to find another
This rebel's not your man
You just being a lover
Don't bother taking my hand
No-ones business
Won't get any prophet out of me
Less I tell you otherwise
Trust no other guess
I've goals to never reach
Bounded by systems control
There for those
Unaware to be exposed
For playing societys experimental role
And what becomes
Of you, as those footsteps before
Who rules, who runs
Over you are those caring less of any shore
So I sit, I stand, I stay
But no pleasures for anothers feed
Mental violations they try to prey
Upon this, my tears do bleed
And sad death in my eyes
They fear as all end
And now you see this wise
My only being friend
332 IN LIGHT IN EYE
Cut the power
Total darkness
Face to unseen face
And upon the moment
My eyes spark light onto you
You sigh out of grasp
I pass out at last
As you dream the newborn view
When I wake
You'll be there
In a nauseous state
Dare I debate why knowingly
A positive sample
I prove quite ample
For saving plans ahead
You set the date
Whom I to debate
Facts are, no matter what's said
Gullible gullets
And curvaceous lies
Moments soon forget
The long ago lullabies
JESINAPSIDA
Just before words
Something thought why not
And this thing said
Onto the gullible herds
Look what I got
Made a name for itself
Called its kind the 'Muewa'
All others were 'Wa'
But then the 'Augs' stepped in
Don't know how
They control now
Shouldn't've let them in at all
And together aloud
The Muewa gathered
We're us, and walked away
To another way of the worlds
Theirs free to advance
But this time, no outsiders
To lie the ways in, no chance
These things rare to live
But we'll survive
To one day grow
Back as we know
Not forgotten, never to forgive
333 TIME TO GO
If one thinks about it
There's nowhere left to go
Not on earth
So why's space so far fetched
Wasting time and energy
Wasting fortunes and knowledge
On sports and battle machines
On mere business of gainless dreams
For ones t own lifetime
Suitable for stability control
Space has no profit
Mere equities of survival
The way I see it
Once we leave here
Who's to say where we'll go
By then who'll be in control
You go this way
And they'll go another
Once we're gone
We'll be going anywhere else
Space, further and further more so
It's time to go
How many here think
We're not suppose to know
Money can't buy the unknown
DID YOU SEE THAT !
It's all hush, hush
But do you see that guy over there
Well, he's,'whisper,whisper'
And that girl over there
She's,'whisper, whisper'
Hey, but you didn't hear it from me
Did you see such and such
Holding hands in the hall
Maybe they're a rumour going round
Not yet written on the wall
Oh my heart
Did you see that
Well, I don't believe it
So what gives
Did you see that
One life I'd like to receive
Well, I found out
But I just let it go
Because now, now that I know
That's not what life s all about
But I'll tell you
What we need is 'whisper,whisper'
And did you hear about
Well, the whisper isn't true
334 FAR FROM THE END
Last one aboard
As the draw seals out the past
We're off towards
A life time in the fast
Through every galaxy
Cross every universe
No more worldly luxury
No more round-a-bout earth
Is it fear
Is it adventure
Freedom at last
Knowing age will hold no cure
And we're not looking for an answer
One by one, each of us
We'll find a lifestyle suitable
We'll search to the end if we choose
There'll be other planets
There'll be other ships
And so endless the reasons to go on
To settle down
Upon a growing moon so vast
Ships grave aground
Here I'll rest the first, the last
REASONS SAID
They say to you
Don't say, just do
But hey
First one has to think this through
What's to be done
What materials are required
Expenses and manhours
Hand tools or other powers
Has one the time
Who else is to be involved
What's their price
Too much, too high, dissolved
No reason nor necessity to fix the dice
You build, you own
No deal with funders supplies
Creating's priceless without compromise
So to do
One must have all thats needed
Thought, ability to put down
From pen to product
For a purpose not yet bound
335 GRAVITY No. 9
Here I stand
So far from earth
Some original birth
But not of this man
Raised in this casted steel
To reap the glitters of your night
But more to you they are
Than to me another sun so far
Of secrets mysterious, found unreal
Thoughts bound to their atmosphere
Pushed by the winds
Burned by the sun
Here so far I feel none as clear
Weighed by the sights
If not to leave, I'd return
But of changes
The unaged fights
To be given, not to learn
Left to be
Those to live and for nothings
Sweet as the lie they fee
Not for me
So far from such silent runnings
POINT OF ARC
All this beauty around
I stand alone
To create life
Another child to capitalize on
Lonely vision
Stripped away the reason
Works for you
Works with me
Tis priced like treason
This social prison
Doesn't matter if you're smart
Don't matter if you're strong
Just to get to the top
Just go along
Doesn't matter how right or wrong
Now I'm here
See the scam
Raising not a word, nor hand
Cause of being here
Alone so high's the tear
To fall on and on, never land
Forgetting why, and disappear
Of the beauty
Well, all that was told
A natural factory
Of notarized,plasticized valued gold
336 THE CON SEQUENCE
Free rounds
On the house
Goes ones money under the till
Next town
Repeats at will
A rat remains the mouse
But stop!
This tower not being built
No pick and axe at hilt
Mere power struggle
Atop
The best con of them all
A pyramid
A wall
A cone toppled
Centrifugally shall fall
And the one to gain
I, the lowest to remain
Already here
Where all seen as clear
Held to the origin of the rein
Laughter sides this war
To fools for reaching more
There, found nothing
For a game of worthless score
LIES ON ME
Can't wait on the good times
And through this bad life
Found everything quite right
Unattainable
See him happy
Tear him down
United social orders
Force the frown
Read like a book
Turns away left unopened
And life gets worse
From the better once back then
Time caused interference
Held back long enough
For corrupt syndicates to capitalize
Innocence called no bluff
So good times
Well, to get there, how so wrong
Cunning ill-minded bribes
To get them, just along
As I wait
Wasting meanwhile with bad times
Good life's a thought
Isn't this great
337 THE DEATHLY SURVIVAL LARKS
The earths core
Has extinguished itself
It's been four days
On this dead planet
The polar caps are clouding in
The atmospheres falling thin
The remaining people still hoping
But soon they'll die so
Lifes final course
Natures merciless laws
Have ruled again
Over man and machines flaws
Many have gone
Through space and time
Many remain
Self contained
In power stations kept behind
But how long will life last
In a universe predisposed
To itself
Until it's defeated one could suppose
But who shall grasp
YOUR LOSS
And while I live and breathe
Best do what I can
To break mans plan
Of control by games to deceive
Separate purpose and reason
From beliefs and their treason
What created these gods
And who created what
Thoughts of one to beat such odds
Is one to endure all seasons
As now I turn a phase
Now more over puerility of loves
Now that of a well aged mind
To which no other may engrave
So if you tell me so
Nay shall circumstances be proof enough
A powerful voice speaking echoes
A fist full of primitive blows
These have no foundation for their bluff
And am I in anger
Cause of so as it is what can be done
So not to be self endangered
I laugh to my self
For I've no place to run
338 DREAM AWAY THE FEAR
I could put up a fight
But there's no use
For battling against the lesser intellects
Would be wasting the good and right
On one liners of abuse
See, you weren't taught
To learn beyond their limits
What are their limits
Love onto violence
Ask and get silenced
By beliefs they've so long fought
Anything beyond their understanding
Is assumed nonsense and rubbish
But later by their underhanding
Anew, is the almighty with a twist
Thus fighting my own words
But only through their ignorant eyes
Reality has no god
End of illusion
Anyone seeing otherwise lives by lies
Not always by choice
But for survival
Molecular bonding created this universe
Not any supreme intelligence
Intelligent of us to create our creator
But such goals shall as now reverse
GETTING CLOSER
If I, man
Created these supreme beings
Why, for what intensions
To control our instincts
Of sex, violence
To control even our ability to create
Our thoughts feared to silence
But I acknowledge my existence
As I look to the trees and creatures of
They have none to tell us of
But I as man observe this difference
So those of us believing as real
Must be primitive in their intelligence
Unable to selfcontrol thoughts to feel
To plat a game for fun is one thing
To promote and sell it is another
Thus here, entertainment
What of ita price
Those that promote further thought
Those that idle the past
Again what control becomes intent
339 KNOWLEDGE HAS NO FEAR
Hate me
Hate me while you can
Don't touch me
Don't even raise your hand
Are you human
Are you beast
Have you the ability to control yourself
Have you the knowledge
To understand
In your ear
Balance to hear
Words you ponder not to quest
Choosing the silent fear
Over the truths you now detest
So hate me
Hate me more than war
Cause of being too real
You feel hatred more than ever before
Again you kill
In hopes that I'll die
But it's not me you wish dead
But what I have said
And written, spoke, and acknowledged
The picture won't disappear
Pushed me to the final edge
But knowing what remains, leaves no fear
COURAGE HAS NO ANGER
A reason
A purpose
An end to this bitter taunting
To ridicule us
We know better
Not to hold the blade for fun
But the blade we hold so well
Against the abusive tongue
But who's to say what's right
Well, not who, but what itself
The ways of life
Uncontrolled conditionally of sound priorities
All's well must be correct
Individuals taught all lifes concerns
Not forced to take part until able
Ability to step forward understanding
At that level
Of acknowledging the real from fable
Then, to their own choice
Not just to play a role in society
But to live to a goal within their existence
Thus, the casual voice
Alas, heard and understood by any
340 ENERGY CONSUMPTION
Used to eat to grow
But now out of those teen ages
Why so much
Excess beyond the crutch
Nor do I have the wages
Where 's all this consumption go
Maintaining mobility
This energy I must know
To hear, to see
To speak, to dream
Beyond heart and lungs agility
And the newborn now in mind
If not
Mere food for thought
Mental nutrients I've to find
Just to listen by my thoughts
I attain a weary condition
Neurons in an ecliptic remission
Thin are the systems clots
Now all mind
Beating, breathing fine
Purified for dying
But of the energy attained
To a shivering spine
FELT LIKE THINKING
Have no answer
For you
For you have no answer
For yourself
And you must be able
To choose and decide
To lose and confide
In this weak and excused fable
Cause you'll die otherwise
Mere dust in your eyes
Fornever to find the answer
But I'm dying anyways
This choice not mine to doubt
Why remain in a haze
Knowing where I am can only be
A time I'll choose to bout
A choice my answer
I needn't question your wise
And of your answerless reply
I find adventure
Of the mind
Of the body
Of nature and man
All of where one must hide
I've to find
341 MENTAL COALITION
One thought
Thinks in the way
No other can get by
No, nothing adds to say
The distinct ability of our species
Mathematical
Alphabetical
Not just another random hypothetical theses
Birds can fly
And apes can climb
But they've never known why
We know rhythm and rhyme
And what we live on
We create and control
And what we once upon-a
We dream and in the role
So build we will
A whole new wind
A brand new species
The bones so thin
To the homemade hill
Magnetics memorised my whole thinking theses
But still I know
That no other can
Add the illusions against the feet
That what I am
Is this nothing, nothing else can stack
The neuronic glow
ENTIRETY
Used to have a universe
That long ago had no end
But finally
I've found myself a friend
And we turn without motion
Learning everything we've taught
Like a pebble in the ocean
An intruder has been caught
Dissolved
The roles involved
I become nothing
It becomes all
To mutually arrive
To a common
understanding
We are both alive
Divulging the diverse
Upon this molten earth
Lost in illusion
Satisfied with confusion
What existence could be worse
No-one to challenge
Only for the better of all
We drift in empty
Once sought too plenty
342 CARRIED AWAY
Do you wish to love me
As once did you dream
Did you wish to keep me
As though we could seem
Gathered for to a romance
Carried away this evening
Carried away
With all this disbelieving
As we'ld come to divide
The memories remain as now
Just forgotten
By feelings lost to hide
Too carried away
Away with the youths at then
A life to loves illusion
Bound in eyes confusion
Seeing wise now to never be again
A wish to be swept
But only to the ground of earth
Of mere pieces kept
In thoughts of faded worth
Wish once more
To be carried away
But as the dream sought before
The memory to only stay
PRESSION
Crowded in this world
The earth becomes unseen
A land without my kind
A land before the dream
Now gone
The dreams they're
nothing of
What could be
Left to see
The other side of all above
Wedged in this view
My life's no place for you
You, the second to be
Fatigued with company
For no clear breath to get through
No massive changes
Just small games chains
Hold me in
This fantasized grin
Of the vast solitude remains
Crushed under psychology
All my purposes exposed
A species doomed
Born with the wound
Of this spherical weight enclosed
343 WEAKENING TO DEATH
Getting weaker
Not merely to age
Nor thoughts complex
But to the social and communitive ways
Cause of realizing
You're not fitting in
Leaves you hated out
And they're compromising
Strong as you are
Alone at the bar
And feeling there's alienating
Knowing to stand
But you weakened so far
To the warmth of minds
From other you find
Joining in's the oneness of the heart
Lowered your I.Q.
And now look at you
Another one in the crowds
Big time loser
Pig grime chooser
Appraised instincts of these clouds
A weakness
Your publicised haze
Broke through you
To alls final phase
QUIETING
No more wars
Nay,nay love
Living under black clouds
Cows drift these shores
Up in my arms
She dyes in tears
That's all I see in mine
The blood ridden sun
Beneath, I sleep like winds
Cold rooted flower
Thus to fold in a shallow one
Narrowing down a new reality
Is one without
Is one gone unnoticed
No turning backs on actuality
To live at all
Was the thought put to question
Chance for change
Direction of reins
Held by one with further intension
Reason for knowledge
Why know how to think
If not our species
An inquisitive theses
Pushing your meekness to the brink
344 AS I LIVE
Only so often
I attain this imbalanced urge
A crazy insane
Aligned with electrical surges
To do what best be done
But I chose to turn from surrender
Run the insane
Immune now's the game
And returning, I've won
Adapted with durability
To the ills in instinct and diversity
One I am
Dead or living
One I'll remain
In hunger, pain and fragility
And when I'm sound
Standing quietly my ground
You tell him
No, you tell him
But they know what be found
Here I freely survive
With nothing and death outcasted
Friends not quite
But I'll be alright
As now I'm still alive
ONE ACCEPTION
No-one lived to tell
But nobody understands
A story to tell
Of longed far away lands
And so it was
This mysterious species
Evolving from the horizon
Shielded by our fear
hey come to conquer or pass on
They arrive
Just what do we hear
Band together a wall
The wise step aside
But fools unseen still hide
Welcome blade against blade
Indeed unarmed
Mind to mind
Thoughts remain alarmed
Passing through
Existance is out there
Live to remember
We are few
345 DERELICT INTENT
One way flight to
The end of all and all
Into a final night
For every dawn to call
Not of sun nor soil
This place being seen as I
Of tranquil energy
Of vital soundness
Sight no earth, no sky
Free alas, and every breath alive
To go this far and still survive
All those failures
Greeded behaviours
With I and the moment to arrive
I was right
To the end of all and all
There is more
Than just man and his empire
And his little earths to fall
Fools they were
Fool I was to go along with
But no more
Knowing now this right to dare
INVADING EYE
They watch us
We're like puppets without means
Some amphibious
But they'll never read our dreams
So I dream through them
Saying nothing to their eyes
Closed as they are
Clear as a star
They've been to me since then
Acknowledged
Existance, hidden not as so
Dimensional foliage
But of this spectrum to show
Obvious as you are there
Control you best beware
Said of terms
Illogical germs
I've now you to compare
Kill me once, twice
But I live by your mistake
What is dead
To the universe
We're just a distant dream
With us in itself to break
346 DO YOU REAL OR MAKEBELIEVE
People thinking wrong
And doing by that right
Knowing only so
The ways they know
Nothing more of day or night
Beyond the obvious
Thoughts dissipate in ignorance
Aloud as anger
Words heard admitted
Weakness in selfreliance
Flaws of conditioning
Overrule their human nature
Primitive instincts
One no longer thinks
Submitting to superiors in remission
Inferior are his godly beings
Taken over the better of dreams
Prove it so
Not to know
The substance evidently won't intervene
So maybe you do
But don't I
No I never will by reason
Threat or mercy maybe
But under you
Best I die
TOMORROW LIVES ONE MEMORY
How much further
Same step as the last
Sure to come
The next I long to pass
Old shoes
Upon new soil
Where dreams no longer flicker
The child shall spoil
As thoughts are swayed
While was once survival content
Roads no longer paved
Predominant futures seem betrayed
For all that money spent
What of the castle abandoned
Who's to bare the remains
Ideal for ones creation
But empty without one to tell
Of reasons why one came
A name for all unknown
Should remain their first stepping stone
To be their last
A picture, a word, a sound
For those of no memory of
Their future as being as shown
347 EMINENT LEAD
All the stars
And all the suns
All around's darkness
Where nothing runs
Can you see it
Here and there
But now that's forgotten
Purpose of care
Of this light
If not to see by it so
What is night
No matter where to go
Any life
Is better unknown
Being misunderstood as used
No masters
But a well appraised throne
Replies awaiting
The lost choose not to hear
Carried on
Another blind newborns ear
Sought too late
The use of it all
Injust to wait
Is this cause to bring the fall
NO FURTHER
Soon anyways
As I await this chance
To thoughtfully graze
The loneliest romance
With nothing to lead me
But my subconscious wits end
Choosing freedom over reality
Controlling this lifeless pretend
Doing nothing
Brings tomorrow no more
Seeing what happens
As one looks to the floor
Truth is now sadness
Reason lost to laughter
To hold you
Then I'm gone
Does this ever really matter
Taken away the suns and all
What horizons shall awaken
Tearful song
Left here to stay
Another dream at the tip of my pen
348 FEAR ONLY THE LIES
Can't think
For what's a thought
To change
For views I've not
Stronger the weakening
More durable to the lies
Still one dies
Dropping all the dreams grown for
And once I fall
There's no stooping me
For who of power
Dares to touch the grim
Like bio-hazardous material
I man, the poisonous view
I fear only the lies
Another man of any, will do
There else I'm free
There alone to challenge
Unknown
A species once again to grow
As I used to be
One thought ahead
Every step lead safely behind
Trust enough
When all to me is dead
THE FUNNEL
Put your money here
Buy it, fix it
Tax it, wax it
Just put your money here
Don't buy gasoline
Buy another cigarette
Don't buy disposables
But that's all we really are
Poor people
Buy poor quality, forever
Rich folk
Pay to no end
Yet as long as they pay
The funnel drains
Higher the money rises
Bigger the bills
Into terminal enterprises
From there to burn
In funnels of time being killed
An innocent waste
Is more so the illusion. caused
Take another trip
To a place already there
No more an escape
Like stepping out the back door
349 DYING OUT
And here I am
Looking on a new way to survive
Seeing as I couldn't understand
As do the weak
As do the strong
Time to do as they do wrong
But no
Why faulter so
Is not righteous what all seek
And survival, for ever how long
Is all as now just so
What good is longer to being futile
Finding no mind to grow
If I can just stay
Yes, if I can
Well away from the guessers at question
I'll stay who I am
And to know, so much
For the simple conversation
Lead to belief
Heads final thief
Meanwhile in my further observation
Strength for what
The thoughts, feelings, nor arms
Can grow anew
AND THEN AGAIN
Seeing you again
Just about clouds me over
And if you look at me and leave
That makes me feel
Yes, I'm to feel once again
We could've been
Before years ever mattered
Almost perfect
But I didn't know then
What I know too well now
Too late for self-pitied dream
Emotions forced and shattered
Yes, middle aged misery's
A looking back the other way
Seeing me there
Misery it is to stay
A high, and low
And though seeing you
One good moment
A life down ever after
And little left to go
Now for what is
A pearl a tear for everyone
A thought of you's my pain
What was so much fun
350 WHAT YOU DIDN'T
Facing the memories
Touching them real as then
They no longer need to be
I can go on
But to where
I look and see through the worst
But to dare
Well enough ahead
For what, not when to see
All to be said
Is all so little to do with me
Forgotten like yesterday
Whatever it was
An ongoing conclusion
With whom ever did I play
Remembering the bad times
And everything else to have been
Just so, so
But what did you know
Couldn't hurt anothers dream
So I left unfinished
To begin once more all over
Fading by the memories
A NATURAL DEATH
Seems the deeper I get
Into a lifestyle of the system
The more political I entwine
And less concerned with being me
As though to forget
Why being born
Why be, until then
Why die
Covered with fairy tared illusions
And no-one takes them real
But one day
To pull away
These dreams of times seclusion
And just as you figure
They'll cause a war
Or a diluted mercy marathon
The figure s washed
The prosper memory's lost
Silenced once more
But faster I die
So far out and high
Another ploy?
Acknowledged, I'm no toy
But nice try