551 YOU AND I WERE

It's not going to happen
You and me
Loves not gonna catch me
Better see

When you break the rules of life
You only seeR the consequences
It's not a gamble when you win
You can't cry the loss away

Echoing these roads forever as I am
Stuck in an age of hidden unknowns
I find me
I find others
But so few of true lovers at hand

I realize now
All this scenery passes by
You,thoughts, and the universe
I'm a one
To be no more
A point of reference back in your eyes

We can walk away
We can walk aside
This path I walk alone as do you
These ways are ours
In individual coincidence
In time, the precious few

MIND SIGHT

See the faces
Hear the sounds
See the blues and greens
Have to breathe
Have to wake up
I need food, I need warmth

Puzzled with insight
See the motion
See lights of colour
So small, so excluded

What are they saying
What are these wonders
Do tell me, do show me

But this is all wrong
No, no, no, not around again
Point me in a direct course
Lead me to somewhere reasoned

Let me see for myself
Don't force and frighten me
Don't cheat and corrupt me
Leave me understand myself

See between the lines
Erase the lines
Erase the bloody lines
See what is not heard































552 MIND LOVES

All the love in the world
Could never replace yours
Because you loved me
Enough to hold me
Enough to let me go

Never there, but always around
Love silent and sound
Touched by your eyes
Every tear melts as though sensitized

Questioning all my doings
With a mirror more conscientious than I
This world seemed so secure
Till I stood alone with the sky

There I heard you
There I longed for you
Out of mind
I created your presence
Wished you away
Cause I need the real you

There's a warmth
There's a sound in her voice
An aura of mystique
An intimate risk by choice

AN INDIVIDUAL CUE

I don't think like you
Didn't care to
Very rare to, think like you

I see only before me
And from here I see
Unlike any others view

But the soil is still
And waters still cool
And there's still time
But no one yet has the will

Feel like these clouds
Just get blown away
Feel like the horizons
Just to rise upon another day

But to feel as I do right now
Like nobody else
Like the only one alive
Makes me think somehow

Why does no-one think like me
How I make them see
Well, see if they want to
There's no need Of my search to rescue you
Life's an individual cue



































553 JUST CAUSE

Step out and see life
One last time
If only for the first time
Life is only till ones end

Some of us, think of things
Some of us, do things
Some of us, cry and cry again

And all of the reasons
And all of the causes
One blames the world, blaming me
Who's to fault
Who is at fault
Where all circles meet ends the purpose

So sad to see a new day
Without just cause
Just cause of being
Or of some others say so
Limited to excuses of judicial foreplay

You're all prisoners
To the fear of your laws
Your religions, your governing foolers
But here you know
And here you see

Still walking in way
Cause of an orders say
Just to die in the grey

DEAD LIES

One dead child
For you man
One dead child
For you who reads

And one per everyone
Who hears in analytical disguise

Somewhere on the other side
They pass away
But when one dies in the forest
You can't feel it anymore
They're Just another tree

One dead child
For you old man
Take your pick
A girl or a boy
Sweet little bundle of joy
One dead child
Awaits your every once of hate

Who better to listen
Than an instinct and a conscience
The childs words of wonder
You if you dare
How many a day more
You don't feel to care































554 THE DECEPTIVE STAR

Down comes the beauty
Down comes the knowledge
Don't feel like memories anymore

While this universe awaits
This mind with every key
Patiently sways to every passing melody

Foundations of pains to never be
Mind set on dreams I can't let go
I need a fever to break me through
Need a lonely place to relevate
And wake up unknown to this

Do I open the blades
Do I open the cups
What do I create to have created cause

These reasons I'm handed
These solutions I'm inclined
What of compassions to the innocent and spined

Down comes the natural
Down comes the mechanics
Needn't sense these ambitions anymore

There's no growing up
In a universe that has no name
For one can never leave here
Knowing here is as far as one will remain

NOW, BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE

Why do you feel this way
What made you so
How did you come to this conclusion
You should really change

What kind of question's that
People alike yourself
Living in your la-la world
Pisses me off the range

Have you ever been in love
Have you ever flown
Will you ever try to grow
You really should, you know

Well, what's love to you, man
Shit, I can't even dream anymore
I'm up to here,with you standardizations
Be as you are
Just leave me go

We're all individuals
And we don't need "your" rules
If we can't live for the real
We'ld have to die for 'your ' reals

Reasons of life have no answers
Yet you judge all so
The internal pains have increased down here
So excuse me for having to know






























555 SOUND OF WARMTH

And love without you
Is like being curled up on an open floor
And love without you
Was being a fool to walk away

And love without you
Is a memory that's never to be fulfilled
And love without you
Brings depression to my everafters

Now you're out of the picture
Faded to images of the times
Still in a touch of senseless feelings
I hold this emptiness for you

There are no words
There's no sound to envelope
I grasp the lost moment
I run away in thoughts lead astray

Now love without you
Has set a course into reasons unknown
And love without you
Will leave me here in a tearless dying

You being here was compareless
What was wrong
Why so wrong

DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME

If you don't grow gardens
If you don't build rockets
You're just wasting time
Living life for the being content

If you don't feel for the broken
If you don't stand for yourself
They're wasting little time
Just being another life in the living

What's your compromise
What's your survival plan
Who rules you
And who rules who
A social cult mind set scam

The learning is over
The teaching has regressed
If you don't realize all lifes existence
If you don't use thought and time wisely

The fatal birth
The painless death
If you don't see from your eyes
They're wasting time
Backing away from the morrows destined




































556 VALUES OF CONVERSE

No one to talk to
No one hears me inside
Sometimes content to be this way
Sometimes depressed to get out

The music drifts on
The words take me nowhere
Amongst these social deviations
There's no space for creations
Seems someone up there
Knows not enough to care
Of where we all belong

So I talk with no one
And nobody listens anyway
A pointed conversation
A forked out destination
Everyones views get lead astray

Can't hear your truths
Won't feel your goods
Don't see your rights
Twisted in confusions of thoughtlessness

No-one talks to me
And nobody's from there inside
Well, you can Bs your way
I'll wait to make my own roads out

NO PLACE FOR NATURE

While strolling through the forest
Mild scents of these greens linger in
Powerful sounds of a river tranquilizes
And tree after tree the mountains climb

This, a moment of freedom
I'm not here
Nothing else of man, of beast
Even careless enough to run

But we have to leave
Think of a future out there
Building castles of history long the way
Wishes behind left to weave

Little will remain
When I return again
There's a war upon the waves
And a cloud unseen falling in
By than so be the pain
Of times universal stain

These greens need no answers
Humans have none
All in time and death
The growing here recycles

The moment ends
The day ends
The road away begins ...
































557 HINTS OF COINCIDENCE

Could I be the one
Is it me
What will I have done
Wait and see

This path goes on and on
I take a naive little stroll
Almost at the end
Almost at the end
Still the path goes on as I fall

Did you hear me
Did you comprehend
There's still time to know

Just what I said
Just the way I say it
There's still room for one more thought

So if I'm the one
Who are you and all
What ever's to be done

As I think from the past
I do for the future
Here as I am perceived
Dare I bother to interfere

ALL AROUND ATTRACTION

I need your personality
Know your every insight
What makes you feel
What makes you dream away

Want your every vision
To feel I belong there too
To sense your individuality
Your ages red and blue

I'd like your disposition
Every trait of mood and pose
Your actual reals
Your situation deals

Love your intellectual temperament
You don't seem to cry
You don't tend to rage
Allured to your oblique intent

I feel your natures creation
Manners of honesty
Pains crying out for trust
Deserted by your sincere compassions

I admire your demeanour
You claw, you pamper
You void, you tamper
Kicks me up here where I should've been


































558 BETWEEN HERE AND NEVER

I love her
She's off in her future
I would have married her
But she's cheating everyone

The bluest of eyes
Long glimmering hair
You look great
You always did
Hit me if I'm wrong
But dare I ask if you care

Well, who are you looking for
When I'm right here trying to be
I haven't got the guts
I haven't what you need
In a way, I'm just too free

This is the dance you're waiting for
Coloured lights inside out
Warmth of thoughts all about
And I'm everywhere behind the door

Respecting her independence
And these cancers of youth
I'll die behind these eyes
The glimpse of heart and truth

UNI-DIRECTIONS

How all alone I am
How all alone I'll be
To turn away
From all the lies and deceit
From all the blind and corrupt

No confusion here
Dissolution seems to disappear
Feel as I want to
Rest as I do
Contemplate loopholes to misconstrue
Till all is clear

Needless sympathy
Don't require any pity
These kind of choices
Have no external voices overseeing

Interference is mine alone
Determination fills the vacant time
Creating every moment
Destroyed by ever after
Tolerant of the walls to condone

So these thoughts in the mirror
Look anywhere
Wise to be out there
Going my own way



































559 PEOPLE STOOD FOR

This be the floor so
Upon which memories passed by
Now cold and forgotten
The shoulders leaned upon

Once of a time
Where the sun was calm
And winds wild in loves
We lived to only take part

Then the hidden came about
The unknown grew
Answers twisted and denied
Corroded me and you

We justly cared for the paths
In dreams to carry on
The bridges expanded over every horizon
Mysteries universed the dawn

She was a beauty of the era
He was alluring with intrigue
But of being cloned through political press
They vanished infamous and fatigued

These colours have faded
The floor so silent of reason
Collecting time

IT'S IN YOU

It's the colour of your skin
It's the language you speak
And it's the sound of your voice

It's the colour of your hair
It's the choice of your food
And it's the shape of your body

It's the colour of your eyes
It's the clothes you wear
It's the thoughts you speak of so

It's the life you're living
It's what you do every day
And it's the way you react so accurately

It's the people you're with
It's the way you walk by
And it's the outlook on all your worlds

It's the places you are
It's the places you go to
It's the things your garden grows

It's the tunes you hum along so
It's the feeling you express
And it's the sunrises you set in



































560 A FEW CLEAR BREAKS

In every sunrise
These horizons appear mystified
The day trickles by
Yet the sunrise never adheres

On and on
They come upon us

In the night sky
Beyond your moon and stars
The void in your eyes
Fill these visions through

Somewhere cross the daydream
A place to be
Forever after echoes drift over
Please stay here with me

I keep going forward
And less to look back with
I must find evolvement
All in time

ENTER THE AWE

And at the end of the day
The multi coloured sunsets
Upon shadows of fading silhouettes

So far away from forever
And yet I feel content
The eve arises silent
What more could one ask for

Time is forgotten here
Reasons for being, set aside
Enjoy the air
Run away, I don't care
As long as you are, we'll all

A garden for you
An escape for me
And all over tomorrow
Like the mornings after worth while

So just before the stars
Outside the bounded and safe
Inside the contempt of natures place
Echoes whistling sways
Upon clouds to softly grace
These timeless emotions are ours










































561 NOBODY RULES

They're my fool
Just be who you are
Learn what you have
And go out and see this world so cruel

Where the liars sincere
The weak hope and play
The innocent obey
To fools who are never clear

You're my fool
Find your goals
Enjoy your journey
Do as you choose
My little fool

Just like your parents
Just like your children
Just like you
To listen to me again
My fool, so fooled

I've really nothing over you
But your mind set believes otherwise
So go out and see your worlds
As so many of your friends do
You're my little fool

CIPHERS KEY TOOL

You caged me in
You fed me lies
Ate all the crumbs
You even poisoned the tin

Scandaled all the cures
Taxed all the reliefs
Cut off all the exits and accesses
You even painted the walls sky blue

You looked at me strange
Didn't look at all
Knew you knew I knew
Both waiting for the fall

You saved the patient
By killing its twin
Now I feel everything she feels
Now I wish everything came true
You altered evolution
Now I'm immune to your intent

Don't feel the pain
Cause that's what I am
Don't read between the lines
Cause that's where I am
Don't dig the grave
Cause that's why I am



































562 INTENT OF RISK

Don't care to live forever
Don't care to die here either
There's got to be somewhere

Don't know you enough to love
Don't know to hate you either
There's got to be someone

Don't feel what's holding me
Don't feel what I'm holding either
There's got to be something

So here I am
Won't someone explain
Well here I am
No two answers the same

Cancelling out each others rights
Now there's nobody left
Still nobody listens
But do you hear what he says

As I live for the moment
Loving the you I only know
Going with what my feelings tell me

My own answers
My own evolvement
My own abilities to venture on

EMOTIONAL RESTRAINT

Well
Grew up on every side of town
And you were always in the middle
I've seen you there

And I've seen over there too
And as the years went by
So did you, and so did I
And now
You're still you
And now
I'm still a little bit me

But with one look
With one little sound
I melt that everafter tear
An overpowering feeling

But with emotional restraint
I find my naive little way
And stroll on with the day

It's not fair
Or is it fair
To leave unknown
These loves to never be

Well
I'm staying tuned
To hear and see you again
Even if a hundred years required
Of you to be inspired





























563 IN A WONDER WHY WORLD

If I die in a dream
You're sure to be there
If I find myself lost out there
Your thoughts will guide me on

But I never follow you
I never listen to you
Am I using you
As some synaptic device
Out of mind or in this vice

If I could hold you
Do you think I should
If I could have known you
Would it have been for the good

Yet I was never intimate
Never rose to the sun with you
The day went unknown
The years went unnoticed
You still managed to entice

So if we dreamt together
Would you be there for me
Where do you dream
After the rain, after the moony weather

INTERCOSMIC

Youth is powerful
But have you ever seen knowledge
Knowledge may be powerful
But have you ever read between me

You don't understand
But you're not a child
You'ld have to be a child
But you don't understand

Age is the wiser
Wise is naive
But I just don't have the time
Sorry but the memory's gone

Gone is truth
Yet to whom is truly martyred
Truth is the denied
Onto the weak to take credit unscarred

The child learns hate
Mother believes in men
Father believes in fear
And child hates learning anymore

Be you
And think your way out
And the you will go on
Being you



































564 WISHED OUT

I'll wish without her
I'll dream oceans apart
Open my eyes
To just another morning

I'll wander in circles
In a sissy over coffee and pickles
Opening every door
To just another step away

And you could lead me astray
Yes you could
And I'd still love you anyway
Yes I would

Cause after all these years
I still count upon your tears
To find in this universe
A reason to hold tomorrow
This child in us to fend for
We'll tend and nurse

I'll dream about her
We'ld be chasing laughter through the hours
Open my mind
To where time goes
Just another memory on display

HAND HELD MOMENTUM

A day before love
A life before the end

She says someday someone
But there's so many
And there's so little
Time and age fades by her

A romance before touch
A conversation before understanding

A trust before intimacy
A cause before reasons

She says someday somebody
Yet there are so few
And there's only one
Of her, I await these wonders

A sorrow before hate
A loss before a beginning

She says sometime soon
Still there's no-one
And I'm too far and set
My ways have gone lost towards her

A love after leaving
A vastness after feelings


































565 YOUR THOUGHTS

Are your thoughts pure
Are your thoughts sincere
Are your thoughts clear
Are your thoughts yours at all
Are you sure, are you sure

Who makes you think
What thoughts concur
And for yourself what comes to mind
Is she right

Is he right
Of their individual ways
Upon you the final rational conveys

The real is truth
The actual is observed
The right is accepted
And the felt in ones self is reason

But it's all confusing
When trust sways over truths
You get a sense
Someone's just using you
As you buy their every words

Attain your thoughts again wiser
How you think
What you thought
Proceed with skills of thoughts even higher

THE RADICAL SPACE

So I was overwhelmed
By all the natures wonders
By all of mans creations
Driven on to find all the more

So you reeled me in
Dragged me through to here
Well, what did I buy
A little time
Your every lie
The consequences of one too many beer

You're a cloud
I'm the wind
I'm the universe
You're a dream
You're the growing child
I'm the aging mind inside

So someone has to push
To make the mind move
A slide , a swing
A merry go round
So someone skips off the final groove

You can't set a mind
I'm not a crook
I'm running time
































566 PRE WAR SYNAPSE

You can't escape
You turn your back
You ignore, and carry on

But you can't go everywhere
Just how far did you think
Barely opens the window
Steps out the door
Rolls down the road
Fly passed a single cloud
How much more can you take
Till you only return to here again

He kills his mother
She kills a child
Makes more room for another
Makes me reason enough to hate

But love hates hate
Spoils the mood
Makes us so hard to tolerate

For the pain you wait
Naive and numb
Emotions in mental out shock
Now just before the tear
The cruelty and loss sets in
Reality's been cold so long

THE POSTED EVOLVER

So tired and depleted
Inspired and defeated
One big spark
And nothing to burn tonight

I'd play with the moon
But you've no room for my shadow
I'd count with you, every star
As they fade too soon to mornings light

Ran out of time
And into an age of rules
Got tossed around
Shut out and down
Once too often for this fool of all fools

Here in this sleep
The thoughts create to no end
Is it possible
Is it viable
How much of this dream can we pretend

You don't trust the forest
And I don't trust you
So the forest wraps around me
Decayed by flames and frost

Igniting with the universe
The latest expansion to existence
A nucleus of free thought
































567 HERE IN THE FIRING

This isn't for freedom
This isn't for peace
For someone else

A man, male and ego
Bitter of his limited life
Kills his way out of yesterday

But with nowhere to go
Here in the unknown
How much longer can he survive
No longer, Just a little peace of mind

As they fire another round
Another worthless sunset endures the mood
This isn't our fight
This isn't our reason

The religious, the legal, the governing
They have no leaders
Puppets on stilts
We hold them high
Just marketing labels to aim for

Wounded once, wounded twice
But we're just too angry to die today
We believe in illusions
We pay off justly
We vote for our own lies
Still who are we, all the wiser mice

WHAT STARTED THIS

Falling all around me
The weak, the strong
Yet not the powerful

What do they see
What do they feel
What do they hold

They see me, they feel nothing
And hold that against us all

Well,well, well,
How does one hold them back
Get in their mind
Make them see like you
And if they don't like it

Then you don't like it either
So you don't like them
Do you hate them, no?

Just a few personality traits
Different aged mind sets
Traditions and cultures clash
You have blue eyes
And they have brown hair
No real reasons
Just more excuses to hate
































568 INBORN QUALIFIED

A new little girl
Looks into the world
And for the first time
She sees for herself

This isn't right
Maybe I don't belong here
Mommy, why'd you bring me here
At such an unreachable height

What happened to the past
Where's the future
Why do those males hate so much
When will they mature

Mommy I want some pretty clothes
And I'd like something to eat
As she walks out of the doorway
With more conscientious plans to meet

Well, little girl
Sweet daughter of hers
There's a lot of toxic lies out there
They call them fun and games
A pretending ploy
A beautifying decoy
Another mind set toy scrapped without blame

Mommy, where's my place

CORRUPTION A

If what is
Is meant to be
Then I watch
But then I feel usefulless

I can interfere
I can leave alone
This changes direction
Setting president on my own

Ones ability to response
To what self observes and portrays
In thought like values
Upon social acceptance

Is what one does
For the better of all
Or for the one
In the time of error
In trial the knowing
In tolerance the all see as one

A method of power and moneys
An ability of perception and instinct
What watches who
Who watches who
Which watches what of who
Stepping in ages down the view
This child was you
































569 DON'T HATE YOU

Don't you hate that man
Don't you hate that smile

Silent and cold
Dares to be bold
Rarely comes out to play
What's he trying to say

I'm just one of the guys
Now I'm just one
I'm still looking out, logically of course

Don't you hate that truth
Don't you hate that glitch in his eye

Close and unknown
Aged and still alone
Outside life as a game
Inside to the end, just the same

I once lived love in her eyes
Now I admire memories
A little more confused of loves at source

Don't you just hate being reminded
Don't you hate not knowing

Well, I don't hate you
I'm not here to hate you then

EVOLVING MECHANICAL CREATIONS

Existance is mechanical
Mechanics is evolving
Evolution is creative
Creative are these words to exist

Thoughts are chemical
Chemistry is mechanical
Machines need balance
Balance is force
Force is existence

I see light
I sense heat
I smell earth scents in winds
I see no wind, but to feel

Life is motion
Motion is all that moves
So does this universe
As does within a grain of sand
These codes of particles to bond

Energy is stated molecular
Vacuum is absent power
Cold is the beginning
The truth must end
Cold is this thought
And change in motions time
Is the age of all existence
































570 LOST TO THE WARM

Cute reaction
Wild distraction
Those moments seem to have us

Playing run away games
Upon intimate names
Simple and naive as forgotten trust

Observations concerned
Compassions learned
Beyond words and numbers where feelings plus

Understanding thoughts
Parallel insights
We become us
Each others individuality unites

Perceiving every look
Phasing every move
Wishing every motion come true

Fun and exciting
So close and igniting
Hints upon me evidently without a clue

Affections revealed
Starlight reflections appeal

Of my pain blooded tears I cry forever over you

SEEING RIGHT IN THERE

Gave up on love
Gave up on you
Too much of me in your life
And so little into mine

Here alone again
No visions
And not even in wanting
Numb of this oneness
Lost to sounds echoing on over

Whats it all mean
These songs
Those people out there
Me here in a phase
And the things I see
Finding thoughts and dreams

Doing in time
A waste of flight

Should I have gone to you
Live there just a little
Not too close
Making me fit in somewhere

Between absent lines
Visualised discrete

































571 ETIQUETTE AND IGNORANCE

And here we are
Looking through the trees
Up at the sky
Stars glittering in the sway

Lying in ponders
Over how we belong
Beside each other
Or out there as we are right now

Spinning around
Another far away sun
And in a span of thought
We age another moment

It's the knowing
Of all etiquette and ignorance
Of mans forked tongue
Blinded of thoughts
From the simplest of words

This ground is ours forever
Politically and conveniently
Touch no stars
Dream no hopes of ever being

COMPARING TWO

This relevance of us
Has no meaning to the universe

Come on
And tell me which you feel
Come on
And sell me what's so real

Another innocent gone rebellious
Don't want your culture
Don't want your money
Don't want your sexual
Another righteous gone oblivious

Well, we'll never make it front row center
Still we'll be there watching

Come on
And hold me one more last time
Come on
And fold me a reason between the lines

Another weakened in forgiveness
Need your religious
Need your wealth
Need your convenience to better health
Another forgotten in universe






































572 COLOURLESS YOUTHS

This child has no rights
This child has no real
You made yours - hers
And that's wrong, wrong, wrong

This child has no words
This child still counts jelly beans
You made yours - his
Now it s blind to any other way

We all exist
We all survive
We all communicate
But looked what you've missed

Force the child to see lies
And you force the child to us force
Teach them to believe
And they'll believe in lies

The child has no defense
The child has no answers of why
And inflicted with doubts
You've grown up to be as is, again

Do you tell your child to be you
Or does she just want to be
Not easy to know what your mother knows
But this child needn't ask of me

INTIMATE SHOULDERS

Falling apart in my arms
You turn to a sleepfull daze
A story in your eyes
A dream's your final phase

Here in comfort
Just feelings of lasting content
What have we done
It's this beginning mystified
Wishing tomorrows age remained

We're not old enough to know
This isn't good to stay
This isn't wrong to stray
Sometimes I need a bad hair day
With a hint of perfect after glow

Is this how you feel
Emotional thoughts
Within physical senses
The touch of intimacies real

Sound and warm
You and I realize the moment
Letting go from the trust
And share loves apart

Until we need again, dear friend
Until we need again
































573 IT'S ALL YOU'VE LEFT

Where we stand on this
Knowledge is of the human species
It's what you teach
Word to word

But now I'm hearing different
Life's the continental way
And love's going international
And you don't have to believe me anymore

This world is one
Yet the earth keeps shifting
Not sure which way to go
For the money, for the child
For the sunny and wild

It's the paper work
It's the diapers
It's that final breath of fresh air

Have you ever been there
How many more satellites
Now much more open space
Do you need to reach the stars

Why are you so weak
Cause of everyone else
But we all watch a sun go down
Why won't you wake up

THE FACADE

Inquisitive of you, being
This deceptive mind
Implied yourself the spurious
No founding shown behind

So long to realize
So real are the lies
You're an intellectual facade
Tells me everything but

How you lead me so erroneous
How I follow just as aimless
But now I see through
As if I actually knew
All along you've portrayed fallacious

The facade
All mans words ledgerable
The facade
After the walls fall down
Nothing sound

Swearing truths so illusory
It's a propaganda sale
And you buy and buy
To a consequent facade



































574 HINTS OF REAL

Does the universe fold
No, this one's as you'll see
Does the gray matter fuse cold
No, this one's phosphotonic, see?

Forced to sleep
The tired eye closes in sequence
The dream sees onward
The silence shrouds over
For now all is calm and unsensed

But still as you are
And cold as the skies do fall
Beyond the pain
Beyond the bite
Another thought awakens to call

As once I could fly
So to the real of anothers flight
If only be true of ones day from the night
Here tomorrow I dare not die
For in the memories
Whether bird, bear, or bearded
I, in this sight, pictured me

And upon this, I in decisions
Of you and yours of all
Choosing silence in tolerance
Choosing sorrow all to clear
The ridding of all your mans to fall

Will time ever end
As does itself to never begin
Does dark matter concern
Only for the holding of light

Caught in a field of resistance
I can not cure all paths
Pulled in a molecular spin
I'm an isotope moment
I'm any thought gone by
What's a quasar to me at a parsec

A little bit of love
A little pinch of world
A dash of beliefs
A hint of trust
Tossed together in a magnetic moment

Lost in a mind set
Now these webs entangled with unreal
Conned in a blind leap
In a net of words sought unfounded

In the shape of pain
In the colour of death
In the dimensions of age
I see dreams universal abandoned
In the pulling of a plug
And your burning of the page

































575 HINTS OF REAL (II)

We can see the farthest light
We can be there as fast
Simple as the reflecting of dynamics
Bouncing off axises of electromagnetic fields
A thought-like photon quantumly structured
But we are too costly

Money holds you mindless
Order ties you back from completion
Corruption makes you vote for the unknown
For the crashing no others expectation

Weak in these times of wonder
A clouded question mark
A rainbow leading back
A strong sense of diverse intentions
Spells of miscasted weathers I feel under

With no place to die for free
I'm another trophy in some others ground
And so I'm alive at cost
An economic commodity for political avenues

Hot solid hydrogens
Cold frozen photons
Not warping of lines or light
Not weights grave or far
Even deeper than the darkest vacuum
You'll have to see

Crying at the sight of
Angry for the feeling of
Saddened with the bearing of
Laughing to the illusions of

But one can't grasp at trues
While the doing takes more
For all one knows
One further step must be taken
Beyond ones horizon to sight anothers shore

And who sees first
Them or I
In my curious thirst
To do and die
Of what in my defense is greater
To an unknown
This weapon I am, dreams and real
The fire and steel
This being I am, is as I have grown


Access to a field array
Access to a laboratory infinite
Access to answers never sought
Now it's time to turn away
From pages not yet written




































576 HINTS OR REAL (III)

As a particle has natural qualities
These quantum properties are interacting
Change to oppose
The power grows
A simple degrees in momentum refracting

No time to stop and think
And no stopping time
So you bend the rules a bit
Make your actions in time advanced
Doing today before tomorrows variables fold

Who'll be where
Will weathers rain cold
Am I feeling better now

What technical difficulties wild slow
Riddled with backlogged plans
And another full moon arises

I'm a negatively charged antimony
Reacting to every other little thing
An all or nothing process
The pressure and stress
Wish sometimes I was left when I was found

A mass of particles so minute
Full of ions of thoughts digitized
In a chaotic outlook of existence
A being too old to compromise

FOR REASONS IGNORED

Make this all disappear
Just one frozen photon
And isotope particle cyclotron
Watch this all disappear

Sorrows for the mothers
Efing fathers all of them
A soul mislead by others
Assist turned down and out again

Redesigned toys and avenues
Improved and little's changed
Same old ways and feelings
Now I feel so lost, it's strange

Everyone's wearing perfect
Everyone's in black
Everyone's an eclectic
Everybody's out of wack

For the living in content
And those in days of survival
Not even those in the life of risk
The time of aging has turned in

Pulling out changes reflective
Painting out the morrows farewell
Take flight while one can
Say goodnight, think as well































577 ONLY STATE OF JUST BEING

Waves of light chase my eyes
Like a northern night in late summer
Caught up in a celestial aurora
Dreaming out to the eve with no replies

Upon a mountain side calm
No car, no home, no warmth
A feeling to call my own
Seems so much more than a lifetime

Seeing as many in one day
As I've known all my life
These people nameless and plentiful

Whos name is on the stone
Ends the path of someone cared about
Whos name is unknown
Finds the path untouched before

Numbed with sounds deep
This body wishes in tears alone
Oh how they all understand
Still for the moment I condemn and condone

Over every inch of dirt I seek
Covering no more than a line worn out
Now I'm out of time and attractions

AGES JUST FOR LOVE

Wish I could love you
Even though I do
We can never be
As now I've become this me

I have my strengths
I have my weaknesses
I laugh inside now
As the pains abound me with age

Over a movie and dinner
I could tell you so
Of the maybes and should haves
But here the past is done
And our ways have altered such
That values of knowing will not change

There's a compromise of truths
A foundation of interests conflicting
At a time when love fades its grasp
And feelings cut so deep, they divide
Meaning and understanding torn and collide

So the wild and lustful
Or sensuous and beautiful
In moments to hold, just hold close
Gone, as if to have never been
Even worthless becomes the forgotten dream



































578 GO PLAY LIFE

Saddened and alone
Destined to be forever more
No matter the times difficult or ease

My strength fades faster
Lost that freedom for laughter
Hidden in pains as I still breathe

Always listening for anothers laughter
Always waiting for others rejoining sooner
Than too late
But just as I leave the table
The depression sets in we know

Let's go play life, she says
But we are, we always are
Who wins in the end
While the games go on and on

Crossed all the lines
Except one
But I'm not going back there
A circles a circle
So onward in my sorrow
Knowing of my final run
Preoccupied from all the care

SOLVE TO IGNORE

To the wild
I give this pen
To the wise
I give a sword

To myself I hold these words in thought
As fire to the torch
As a vacuum to each breath
Communications oversee the final of the taught

What do I think
What do I feel
The power of fire at hand

What do you want to do with me
When you bring me to my knees
What will you do with this man

Hidden are the clouds of age
And as time goes numb and envelops
Calm like a night vacant of attention
One could feel a season in change

Energy in writing
Knowledge to be done
So for the moment you run
With an answer to the substantial existence
Cold cored out sun




































579 LOVE I HATE/LOVE I

So I love you
So I leave you
So hate me like you love me

Waited so long for you
Well, I can wait
I can wait so well

You don't have to wait for morning
To find me gone
You don't have to stay tonight
There'll be no dawn for us

Nothing personal
But you should 've known point blank
Imposed and exposed
Who am I, to thank or be thanked

No you weren't cold
Wild and passionate
Soft and warm
Suavely and cool
But how I bought you and you sold

Still I love you
As we walk the other way
Stuck in a hate of loves
As matters stain to grey

WHITE WASH LOVE

Cold without you
Dry without a tear
You were here for me
How I wish I needed you

As I needed time
And I wanted life in guarantee
Love was a white wash
And I painted you in colours incomparable

Think of every morrow
As the neon fades for another season
Couldn't let you go
While you were far and gone from here
Thoughts never stop for reason

Remember I know what was best
And in certainty I was none
So I'm off to find another rainbow
A vagabond in a universe of questions

And in the sun
There's warmth for two







































580 GUIDED TO MISFIT

Sad as I feel
Being angry at you all
A moment of laughter
Carries little weight these years

Back in the real
Lost memories I can not feel
One locked in my thoughts
And a mirror of images flash too true

Aged and knowing it
One turn in the universe
While home here is still home
No matter how far I go

Political avenues mislead
Mind set views misleading
Limited to choose
To the win of lose
For the purpose to never be said

Within a law of cages
A planetary wall of ignorance and hush
Trivial as the financial etiquette waged
The cost of dying seems so plush

But in this stand to loss
Of time, life and cognition
I've a moment to create my gain
One final effort to dream away my remains

SCRUTINY

All in your mind
Yes, it's all in your mind

But of course it's in ones mind
It's the start of all thought

They make you see illusions
They tell you all they know
But you know more
And they can not see it so

Propeller is the big wing
Fusion is the universe combined
All is one
From one, none can take away
Distance relays a simple confusion

How you envision
Is where no-one tells you to go
Yet nobody lets you stay
They don't need you
They want you in their life long diversion

A global view has opened
And the shades can hide no more
As pains from all the lies slice deep
Emotions open truths of fears to adore

































581 LOOKING FROM THE END

Motivated to persevere
Striving to achieve
Struggling on empty
Thoughts in every direction

Well, it's too bad man
Take the rest of your years
Make a name for yourself
Historically remembered
For when you were there

And all the billions to come, and have gone
Whatever, doesn't matter
Life goes on
One chance to feel this first time down

Letters and numbers
Aimed at deliberate cultivation
A web full of holes
The spiders net income of a flowered design

Orbital comlinks a watchful eye
Lights echo in and back again
An economic evaluations been conducted
And reality has been excluded

So talking is out of the question
Communications skills too bloody technical
This fields frequency is faltering
The planet's buckling to give in

THE FLY BY

As far as I can see
As far as I can go
No more than I can be
As far as I do know

There's an end to all this
Meanwhile lifes been a total fly by
I'm in the lightning
I'm the train
I'm the ship, I'm the plane
As horizons become less obvious

With nature at your doorstep
The weight of dreams become universal
The pain chills my spinals cord
To sounds of an arctic fiery wind

I wanted you on the beach, baby
I needed that fast red car, man
And the perfect ever after was a must
Ya, you, a billion dollar pie crust

Well, take a portion
Choose your filling
Top it with a cloud or two
Psych your quotient of emotions

A far as you can
As far as you can
Oh, do tell






























582 A DENSITY OF ACTION

I could go back in time
Just to change who lives and cries
But of what be the use
When I could never steal you from the good
No, I never would

I could take anyone
To this end of the universe
But here is your world
And here is all you'll wish upon

For all you know
You could want me in the end
For knowing after all
After changing the rules I/we dare not bend

Such powers fissible enough
One could rip the earth apart
Rest the broken heart

I could lead the truth onward
Leave the ignorance corrupt behind
But of consequences cruel
Who would side an egos fool

So for being as I was
The course of changes were chosen
Couldn't dream you any other way
Crushed philosophy for crushing me as it does

THE SEARCHER

Has a weakness for survival
Instincts thrive on dependency
Individuals strong enough to walk away
So ignorant and naive
Seemed like intelligence overcame concerns ends

Drifting in a standstill view
No world to go back to
No new lands ahead
I look to vacant skies unsatisfied

In the glittering of all the darkness
In sides only I vision so much more
Too much time required
To live out all the answers
Endeavors we research as never before

Within the revolving electron
Expanding towards every degrees
And somewhere in there a dream

More special than a vacuum
More substantial than any rock
Existing seems a wonder I haven't dissipated

Has no time to be individual
In a trillion population quota
Find barely enough elbow room
Under the shit of ones own advice
































583 SOFTENED TO GRIT

In the middle of the ocean
Looking for the middle of the sky
In a calm
These dreams seem so far away

The sun has just gone under
The north star guiding bright
Soon the coast will come to view
This wishful world of me and you

Why I'll never know
I'm not some super human hero
I'm nor some droid out of the fug /ging shit
Just a person set to grow

For the communication skills
I could never afford
I found in vacant hills
In order for me to be with you

Far too real your make believe
Far from make belief this actual real
No corruption of man
No interruption on demand
Free for questions to ponder as I feel

An individual dependent
On a knowing universal link
In the middle of a quest
In the middle of insighters paths
An agitating wave

INTERFERE AND ALTER

You're burning all my bridges
And you've corrupted my future
These threads are cheaply sewn
And this food is killing me

But we do what we have to
To get where we're going
Maybe just onward in circles
Useless moves for the knowing

And in everyones ending
There's a place before the tranquil
And so you want to live there
Being who you are for real

No gods, no government
No rules, nor lovers fools
Thoughts freely to gaze about
Clear ns shadows in a vacuum

When you're dying from the inside
Touching the outside worlds feel so finite
Numbing the spines every pulse
Helpless memories break to pieces

So we portaged by social levels
Throughout natures ultimate contribution
To be this place content unfounded
Linked into forevers of now we shun






























584 WITHOUT RELEVANCE

Time
I need more space time
Got to warp right out of here
With no better place to go

Thinking
What am I suppose to think
Too many frequencies clutter in
I'm exhausted to the sound

Love
Shit ! just when I'm on a roll
In comes a million variables
Of dreams to which I've no control

Aged
Old and tired from all the pain
Random illusions to the end
Missed out on being me

Gone
No-one to look up to
Emotions I no longer move to
Hey, do you remember that song

Life
Experience the fly by
So many other things to do
If you've the time

BIO GRAVITY DROID

Useless body
On a useless mind
Shallow feelings
As deep as I can find
My heart breaks into a sweat
When she thunders at the door
Wild as an instinct out of coma
The conflict of doing thought begins

No economic value
A past packed away and thrown out
Harmonic to all frequencies
I was all before any big bang set about

Bombarded with contradictions
Saturated with pressures of love and hate
How much more may I take in
While my times not even begun

Knowing what to do
It's an ultra exploration
Sometimes this is all just part of being
Accepting how physics is run






































585 SPECIFIC CURVES

Nothing more powerful than

This constant plucking away of
All your sorrow

This ignorance in feeding
Upon your every pain

This thundering crack of ions
Trembling through your calm

The small of living matters
Crippling your every cell
The beat and the chill
Of this unknown invasion

Torments to humanity
Defenceless beyond the conceive able

Everything in motion takes course
Time needs not to bear

This disintegration of age
Dispersed to elements gray

Beyond the gravity
This power of nothing evades

This weakness I'm to mend

DIRECTIONS OF TIME

The matter of where we are
Here in this light
The light of the matter
Has already passed by
The matter of light
Still remains so long ago

We can not see what was
Just the other side of zero time

The universe has more mass than I
Spatial to the velocity of this earth
I tonically cling, as dust onto me
If only to revolve more negatively

Expanded to mere synaptic neurons
Compressed frequency's compounded
I'd echo in waves
Sounds of thoughts
Lost to references of this passing solar system

The galaxies move another tera light year
But that a nano on the other side
How would you feel dead stopped
No noticeable difference as is

Mass dispersion of high density photons
Repelling fields of non plasmic dark matter
Existence envelops thermal motion
Find the time
If you've the time in life in searching






























586 DARK CHAOTIC DREAMS

Breathing to this sound
Moving to my senses
Still and cold
Awareness of an almost fear

All around this darkness
Except these specks of light overhead
Sounds of nothing beyond me
This touch of ground I fall to

Warm as I rest in place
Confident as I move to wander

Closer and closer to nowhere
No sight of returning
As a brilliant haze appears
Closer and closer to an end

But I can see unknowns
This sight substantiates me
A belonging takes to mind
This must be life anew

Yet here in this light I'm alone
I mean nothing here
I came from darkness
There must be more of me back there

As I disappear once again
To never return alone
To never return

TRIALS OF SKILL

When this war begins
While the earth turns aside
Existance being ignored
Fending for yourself solutions

And hey, you, man
Something wrong with you, man
See, I don't think like you
Actually we just don't think alike

And there's no translating opposition
And conversions absolute if ever so
Or even full reversal
But communication rises to let go

But you're a female
Designed to colour blind me
Well, woman think again
You're only human, and I'm no better

Woo, woo&Mac220;woo
Just slow down a minute
It's been a while since social
Confrontations have been required

Screening out violence
Everywhere he travelled
Bewildering and confusing the greeted
So sincere of shallow naive words
The dead need not laugh too early





























587 CONTINUITY OF DILEMMA

Friends forced in lies
Or no-one standing for truths
These are ones options

From beginning to end
A head full of old stand-bys
On the leading edge of mass corruption

Economic pyramids build on environmental slaughter
Information backed up on a memory free way
Bones and steel meshed in electric fields

I'm not carbon
I'm not hydrogen
Not even plasma dreams out here

I choose to stay behind
And I chose to lead away a way
For values to morals I've yet to know

So demised of neurosis
Emotionally fatigued by inhumanity
The killing to be killed

Man is finite
Evolve the sensapient
In thoughts never felt before

Measured to the science
Spoken to the language
Survival to the sounds of elements universal

DEPTH TO THE SHALLOWS

Sensuous in the chill of morning
The skies in gray drift quietly
Woodstove soon soaks up the dampness
Time to head in to the scene of earnings

Back on line and stress two fold
This work days end is near

Pushing ignorance to the limits of overtime
Seasons fall to these times around

Wisdom strengthens to endure
Sometimes thoughts explore themselves
Ever searching the fatalities of learning

Strange to us
These yet to be unknowns
Strange to the universe
These comprehensive beings we are

Analytical to recognitions of moment
Posed in a feeling of content
Attending to the balances in true nature

Inside the warmth feeds back
Curled up in compassion
Open to the conversation of night
We drift calm memories of the morrows































588 RESOLVED TEMPORARY

Existance before the big bang
Which never was
Life before your existence
But how could that be
Motion of existence is life
Feel the thought

Time is infinite
Remember as long as you can
Thought is finite
Don't waste time, do thought, and go on

Human is an empty head
Soaking in self righteous dementia
Puzzled with these pieces
You can think them together
You can think each piece apart

Cultured values kill valued culture
Not yours nor mine to ignore
Yet ones knowledge is only synaptic
Obtained to repress for later analysis

Some of us in a physical coma
Some of us in psychologic paralysis
Numbed to everyone elses dream
Feels like a moon being impacted
By millions of suns fragmented

CENTRIFUGAL INERTIA

Feel like I've been anti-polarized
And I don't know where I stand
Ground to an economic commodity
Conversed by social scrutiny

What's my motive for ambition
Defending my every step for mere survival
We compete to overpower
We realm with unauthorized intellect

Abilities known are memorized
Functions stable on dependence of opposition
Now this relevance increase loss of heat
My momentum deters to deaden gravity

Consumed by desolation me drift
Upon dead matter we scatter in pieces
Narrowed to our choice of gravity
Cold and lost particles collide for mere friction

Conformed to electro magnetic fields
We find our place in special balance
This heat returns in uniform motion
We gather in funnels of light frequency

I'm a nucleic acid without normal force
And I'm a photon doing times total fly by
Feel like I've been compromised
A demonstration of droid plasmic man

































589 LOVES KNOWN CHOICES

Once upon a time
I thought I loved her
And I wasn't sure

Days amongst the years went by
Did she say she loves me
How often I said nothing
But in my sad little head I knew
I love you

You were economical
And I was too real
You're stable, fashioned and content
I'm free, true and drifting

Philosophy of cultures divided us
Predetermined without awareness nor permission
Choices of love and/or finance
Forced with images of acceptance and/or distrust

If we really cared for each other
We would drop this world
And sail all horizons away
Just to be us, to an unknown end

UNDISTINGUISHED INDIVIDUALS

The touch is in ones hand
The thought is in ones mind
Yet of these feelings of instinct

Wordless code of automation
Want to breathe, want to pulsate
Want to move, want to sensate
What of fear and/or of intimacy

Preprogrammed in a mind set
Reprogrammed to a social tech
Yet no course of actions philosophic
Living in a world of scrutiny
For the pains of love

Stripped of all my simple views
Struggling to have fun
Analyzing to be compassionate
Ignoring all the reals just to understand
Instincts become political taboos

So how do I love for you woman
And do you care for me
With these rules of social behaviours
Divided by bonds to external ties

Dampens the romance
Trying to step out of this real
Waiting for a sometime chance
If ever the day we use this time we steal




































590 ON ONES OWN

I want my own house
Want my own mobility
Want my own communication

Need a job to do my own thing
Need a yard to dream in the sun
Need a place to go so far away to

Do my own cooking, do my own laundry
Do my own telee, do my own toiletry

Yes, I'm an individual
Yah, I want to be independent
This is my beginning
Yes, I'm going into the system with intent

My own living room
My own bedding room
My own driveway to the yard
It's a start, and it's mine
Took a long time
Want my own after hours
Need wages more than stable
Want my own required views
Need to be this human I am

Want to be one
Before I become every other

READ IT AND FEEL

Not so far ahead I see
A space for the rest of me
It's not where one cares to be
But it's time and it's free

Guess is, the pains pushed too far
Emotionally, mentally, physically abused
Ignored by society in general
But there's innocent amongst the guilty

How to fight the many corrupt
Without harming the naive few

Must be some psycho therapeutic neutralizer
Used to be mind altering drugs back then
Now it's high compressed frequency radio waves
An ultra way to numbing the enemies

It's going to be cold for awhile
An environmental value of economy
And you can't steal love from an ice cube
Better dig deep, survivor one-o-one

Just A stroll away from here
There's a time set for me
Finally going to get my look and see
Why these clouds took so long to clear



































591 NOWHERE FAST

Just sitting here listening
Just sitting here
After a long day at work
Year onto year
Decade over decade

Just one more time to go
Look what I've accomplished
All this and memories of a little more
An inventory of mental degrees

Won't live to see the good of it
Nor the bad of all your well doing's
Only to beat what little time
Against the random consumption of the universe

Knowing your intent is aging along
Reminding yourself to struggle as is
Developed in categories off line
In these times to compromise trues of survival

Just a snack
Another entertaining deferent
And maybe some outdoor weather attractions
Just follow, obey and, engulf ones self

Just ignore your own cognosis
Leave the thinking to the queen's men
Sleep deep for all the forgotten
Just to wake the morrows and strive again

WHEN I SAW YOU

When I saw you
I stopped and wondered why
You somehow caught my eye
As we walked each other by
When I saw you

Then I saw you
Looked like you knew what kind of girl you were
No-one had to ask her just to find out for sure

That's how I saw you
Now you're still the same on the inside
That I can't see
Still sounds like you to me

When I saw you
I didn't know it was to be the last time
When I saw you
Well, what was I to say

Now I've heard you've gone away
If only for time and change
When I last saw you
I'd have said good-bye
Or how's your day



































592 MOMENT OF INSPIRE

She had eyes of hazel quartz
She was soft to touch like felted silk
Contoured as well a confident woman
Dressed in casuals for the day

And as she spoke in manners of tone
My memories clicked in of her once upon
She was the one
After all the roaming around
She was the one I've missed all along
A puzzle in pieces now reestablished

Now she's been spoken for
And well and on her way

But for that one moment
There was reason, hope, and chance
Knowing of all that was said
Her path was clear the other way

As for my feelings for her
The caring will remain inside
Unshattered yet broken in emotions heart warming
In amaze of this lingering tear

She was a special person
Expressive in compassionate views
From within her trues of society
Far enough from any loves of mine
She'll be fine, I wish

ALIKE DISLIKES

Life is out there
But you don't li]e it
And you don't like me for saying

But, you know it
And is that o.k. for you to know as well
lieu, we might not like whatever
But only for knowing

What we don't know to say
Can beat us
But if I say what you don't want to remember
Then the problem must still be

But then who causes death
As we go on ignoring life
Are we ourselves the innocent guilty
Living in fear of our own lock an key

So I stroll into the daystreets
Except when it rains at night
You see when no-one is there
But you don't like that

They still buy our weapons of famine
They still buy our food of wars
You're fools for selling
I'm foolish for telling
And we're tired of liking that































593 TORN AWAY

I'm torn apart
Torn apart from you
Long to be with you
My impulsive heart

But I see the flaws
I see walls of life dividing

You've got your beliefs in them
You vote for those colours of hem
You'll abide by rules you once condemned

I look through loves
And they all end with you
Look through all the rationale
And none are founded true

Either you or reality
And forever torn apart
Cause of me knowing
And this tear is ever growing
Waiting for an end to start

Being torn apart
Torn apart from you
If only I knew
That I didn't have to be me
I'd be with you

REACTIVE COMPONENT

There's too much violence
In your head
You've washed your mind with hate
And never rinsed yourself true

How's one to know the real you
When you don't
Are you only what you think
Or can you think from why you are

So many generations walk away
From the bitter in search for the better
So far from isolation
To close for immigration

All in your thoughts
And thoughts are all yours
Thinking out too substantial
Demised as you were taught

Theory has it, it's hereditary
Instincts are innocent
Intelligence then ignores
Empowered you invest
Icons then eliminated
Therefore idols are illuminated

I'm backed in by the anger
And you fear this sadness with rage
But if you know the mirror
How can one lack the consequence































594 FOVEAL TEMPERANCE

Where dreams find no end
No falling to rest
No rising to move
Where senses too real to pretend

No substantial seeing
No actual touch of being
No fantasized memories
No mentally overviewed scenario

This state of mind is unequalled
Cause of being there
I can make and control habitat
I can bring you there if you choose

And there, what happens is real
And here, only I and yourself recall
But how in our peace and solitude
Powers of a thermal neurological appetite

Like omni-max in sensesurround seats
The colours, the motion
That 'in your face' coldness
And you're in control of every created environment

So welcome yourself to a void
And create away young venturers Caution:

SWINDLE

Going to make you lie
Going to make you steal
Corrupt your every manner
Provoke your every instinct

And when you're three
I'll set you free
Into the chaotic streets of man

Expose you to degradation
Expose you to psycho abusive toxins
And without your permission
Without conscientiousness of self awareness

Going to probe and remove your body parts
Going to contaminate you with weakened viruses
Deliberately misguide you and divert you
Deliberately keep you naive and ignorant

Then when you're ten
Set you off again
Into the natural fields of the universe

Going to falsify your innocence
Going to mock your every mortal existence
Tell you, you're nothing without being told
And then tell you nothing

And when you are old enough
To be on your own
You'll be responsible for your own blame
Too old to learn what you've outgrown































595 CONTEMPLATE OF CAUSE

Hold-ing you on love
Brings a fear of letting go
Growing a garden of colour
Brings hate to a bugs destruction
Seeing the extent of life on earth
Brings sadness of hopeless slaughtering

A disturbance in the beauty
The ugliness of survival must be
But as I grow
And natural as I am
I know the differences of
Comprehension and understanding
And therefore answers go unquestioned

Ignore the ignorance
Feel everything without the pain
Just to love her
Just you in this simpleton scene

Should I hate me
Cause of love being everywhere
Should I cry to you
Cause of being lost and astray from all this care

How many times
Do I turn out the world
Dream between the same old lines
Only to be furled with you, girl

ADD VISE TO ME

A display of elegance
That's how she figured to me

Now my beard and pipe days are gone
Traded for a backpack and valley

As I see her there in waiting
As she notices me here in ponder

Well, I'd really love to say
Just what it is I think of you everyday
But my conscience is tied
And for so long I've denied
These kind of vibes that make me sway

Now this moments getting tense
See what these hormones do to me

The way you fire up those eyes on strong
And whisper those words so tenderly

It's time I climbed your steps so high
And ride these currents you fly

Well, now's the time to say
That I'll love you all the way
These decisions I have made
I promise never to evade
Guaranteed to dream this night sun away
































596 LOVE AROUND US

If I say to you
You hear what I say
Words are spoken
Between me and you

If you see me
I'm seen by you
You make me noticeable

If I walk to you
You see me getting closer
I get closer
The space between us fades

I love you, you are loved
Love is looking at you

You catch my eye
You have luring qualities
And attractions are apparent

How I touch you
You feel how I touch
Sensual moves connect

If you respond
I'll know I'm doing alright
Reactions encountered inspire

Love reaches out to both of us
We know love's here
Love opens us up

Trust seals the bond
We're confided to each other
Trust has no distance

Memories take away our fear
We freely let go one another
Remembering us together
Allows our feelings to stay

I dream of you here
You dream of me there
Our dreams meet in the same place

Where ever you go
Is where ever I'll wait
We're in sync
To the same space time continuum

If I know your next move
You know I'm game to play
My love is aware of your love

If we're still together
Love is content here
We're in love



































597 A WORTHY CAUSE

What you have to offer
Something personal
Something immense
Ya, what have you to offer me

Are you in it for me
Are you up for grabs
Are you part of this incentive
Are you a benefit to me

What have you to gain
Have I any hidden profits
Where's your lifetime guarantee
Can you rely on me from break down

What makes you think
I'm the one for you
What makes you feel
The way I'm to feel for you
And what makes you hold me too

What you have to offer
There's only one of you
Only I see you like I do
That's what you offer me

Ya, make me an offer
Ya, how can you refuse
Ya, make me worth your while

WHERE THOUGHT DIES

Fading from existence
Conscientiously aware
Yet to be the stillborn
Too old, too soon to care

Upon my final knees
Hands to the earth
And all I feel is me
For all time is worth

I don't belong here mother
This child's now gray and fragile
No value to these bad ridden senses
My feeling ignored unjustly

A thousand words for every tear
But I can not speak
In the peace of my mind I'm able to miser
This cruelty of being displayed

For the love of learning
I wish all else well
Stop for the knowing
Leave the rest of life for numerical spell

Existance is fading
A question for being, being questioned
Where am I now
Now that it's time to close the memories
































598 SUED THE LOVE OUT OF ME

On emotional ground
We looked each others love in the eye
Feelings instantly paralyzed

Touches from the inside
These pulses of magnetism
The trusted eye never hides

Being politically sound
We shared each others views of why
Checked, corrected and analyzed

We could talk into the stars
Where imaginations drift along
Waking to horizons brighter waves

But legally how we drown
We lived under false intention to pacify
Separate assumptions unrecognized

Cases of interests divided
Fibres of tradition torn apart
Virtues of mortality silenced
Social attitudes lost in cause

There are no cures for paper work
What's a holiday to these naive views
Maturity is the ignorance to the rest of this real

LIFE GOES ON

Thought about the good times
Think about the bad
Think about the options and choices

No matter what you do
Life goes on
No matter if you are
Life goes on
Not even if you're right or wrong
Life goes on

But while you are
Do what's best for you as anyone
Cause of life going on
So do memories good and all good

No-one runs away from themselves
You are what you learn
You are what you do
And everyone sees upon oneself

Are you really yourself
Think about this image
You've made mistakes
You've contributed well enough
Add on with another new page

Change is at hand in minds
And life goes on
Build a path, be on the way
Where life goes on































599 THE COMFORT OF YOU

You look just like my first love
Similarities subtle and hinting
Could be your hair
Could be your eyes
The way you rock'n'roll to the top ten lullabyes

I never meet you before
But I feel I've known you years ago
Love it if you knew me
Want to know you too
But perceptions tell me this not to be so

So who is this first love
Long forgotten yet a bond so connected
In my early teens or prior
A simple friend or someone higher

A mystery all along
And all the while someone I knew
A symbol of focal perfection
You were and are this factor of beauty

Now relieved of this unknown
There's no need for clinging
I'll look for my own
This storyteller dream
And recreate this sound founded home

PERSEVERER OF STAMINA

Within the wearing of threads
Strands of thought are formed
Balanced by the pulse
Conformed by circulation
Imprinted and transmitted through genetic code

Endurance of time
Adaptable to age
Compounded to a unified imagery
Durable of environmental mechanics

But human is all I am
Being medically dissected and mutated
Into a social friendly product
Nothing but good recyclable remains rot here

But if thinking is hazardous
And bearing and dying is illegal
And if fears and rage are not economical
When I am, as we are to be, manipulated so

What's best for one
Is not best for all
Advice has risk and consequence
The survival of all
Needs the existence of one
Immune to the cycle is lifes final defense




































600 CONFIDED IMPACTS

I don't see your business
I don't see your culture
But a feeling, a presence hovers about

I can not see your personality
I can not see emotions
But a sense, an aura signals in

This wave of realization
Hints me like direct contact
As if your interpretation
Deciphered me with confided impact

I will not see you reply
I will not see your words
But a sound, A calming mind envelops me

I need not hear those whispers
I need not move to condone
But a motion, A frequency raises impulse

This spontaneous drive
This driving force
This forced impulse
These moments best be due
In a time where paths turn away

Partake as best you can
You're not the mirror watching you
Trust your instincts at hand

SOFT PAIN

The body functions
The functions collaborate
The collaboration maintains the body

The function serve purpose
The cause needed function
Take away a function
And the cause will side-effect

Subtract from the genetic code
And the body will regress to primal standby
Add uncultured facsimiles
Functions will react by node

Controlling the body
Limits the evolving changes
Functions of the body are designed
Design is determined by individual
Alterations and ignorance have risks
Access to know is denied choice in mind

Tender to the senses
Signifies a faulty environment
Causes are apparent and obvious
A personal instinct derives

The collaborating functions react
The functions alarm the body
The body accepts or rejects the cause

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