151 ONE ROCKERS ROLE
Ground to intensions
That's where I am
Class on high fi dimensions
In a solo band
Taking to the stage
The sounds of the page
A picture framed
h vision obtained
To seek the sorrow and rage
No simplicity
No run of the mill fad
No blues'n'soul
Just rock'n'roll
Ya, just the good times to be had
Heavy highs
Fast paced lows
Never tries
Easy comes and goes
Someone watches on
To no end of timeless memories
Rewinding song
To only trend in ageless melodies
OH, SO I THOUGHT
You've come this far
And I can feel you hesitating
And you know I've been waiting
We are who we are
Tears in your eyes
We'ld laugh aloud
So high on life
A needless cloud
And you know I'm contemplating
And I can see you're destinating
Tell me this is us together
Close to forever
Our dream's our dream
And now that we been
We'll be a part in the times of never
All the way
To lifes longed endeavour
Ours to stay
If here's to be whenever
152 I HEAR YOU
Song in my head
Of things we've said
Takes me back
Holds me here
These hours of the day
Helps me face you again
As though nothing's meant to change
I hear you
In the sun and wind
I hear you
When shadows sink in
I hear you
And I hear you
So far it's been inside
This feeling warm and tried
Held in sway
A plushful gray
Turn on sight to sigh
Is my heart for real
Signs of a crush
There's a definite plus
As life becomes this sound I feel
Yet, where are you
ALL FOR NOTHING
Brought you me
Brought you a diamond ring
Brought you love
Brought you good times, but
All for nothing
You've come and gone
Played out the song
All for you
All for nothing
Every thought I tied up in you
Every hour I dreamed was true
You wanted me
And I still can't believe
You had me
And in and out you weaved it
All for nothing
I do these things for life
As life is everything
And you're something else
So there's nothing I can do you for
All s nothing as before
Brought you all
For nothing more
153 HAD BY ALL
Thought you were mine
Just you and I
It was a good time
Well out came the lie
Had by all
Ya, you took me for the ride
Forever after you
Chasing you down
Just when I thought I had you
Turns out you just had me
To the ground
And when time was up
You hung around
Onto the next runner up
You went to town
Ya, had by all
It's like the way I felt alone
Picked on
Put down
Ya, just another incident
Pressed out on my own
ONE LOVE
This is only the beginning
For you and I, girl
With our dreams in a whirl
Seems there's nothing we've been missing
See what nature's grown for us
A mutual paradise
Another branch higher
Another flower in bloom
And even as light turns to dusk
Another star to glitter for you, girl
Another shadow in your eye for me
And all this for us, girl
What more of a beginning could be
Share your dreams, girl
Do say you'll share mine
Together all the time
In life by all means, girl
We're sure to find
This is only the beginning
Bonded to one new heart
Inside you'll start
Onto earth we'll be bringing
Off to a good end
No love can pretend, girl
And of hard times to tend
One love shall mend, girl
154 SHE SAID
Was I ever going to leave
Her for another
No true lover
Was ever meant to deceive
Years later
There was someone else
How long, I never knew
We didn't matter to you
What she said
Was all too read
Love had little to concern
And what she said
Chilled every bed
Too cold for dreams to turn
Alone instead
She'd nothing to do with me
After all that's been done
Off on some fling and spree
A dead love she's begun
I've nothing to leave for
So I live
I've wrote the book and more
She never read
What she said
To live from door to door to door
FORGET THE PAINS
How can I
How can I
Never forget you
When you've shown me all
Given meaning to the morrows
In hugs and sorrows
Turned me back into the fall
Hurts me so
To let you know
I'll never forget you
These pains remain
Yours truly the same
How can I
How can I
Never forget your name
Love was then
The memories still hold true
If never again
You know, I'll still love you
Forget the pains, never
They're all I've left to feel
Innovations to the wheel
Of times to turn, love helps me deal
155 LOVE'S BEEN CHASING ME
Not a corner turned
Or a moment passed
Where love hasn't tossed
Her eyes in mine
And she's all so much
To me, she means the world
A thought untouched
Leaves me tossed and hurled
Love's been chasing me
Trying to hold me down
And I can't wait
To make or break
This vacant cloud hangin' round
Oncoming havoc
Don't think I care to face
On my trail
Not sure if it's time
To endanger my mind
And give in to the race
Not a reason why
On an answers quest
When she had tossed
Her love on mine
WHEN EVERYONE WAS
Years, they pass swiftly by
Jaw line dissipates youth
Memories lost to the timers eye
All that's thought, no longer truth
We all lived here
Once we got along fine
Something happened to the time
As though we were never there
And now remembering it all
We didn't go wrong
Just moved along
By somebodys other wall
Bigger bucks
Egos nip and tucks
Made us leave behind
Sports cars
Rock in pool bars
Lost our piece of mind
Made due with what we had
The good times taken well
When there was no such thing as bad
And we all played a part
In the stories we now tell
156 NO PLANS
No plans, no plans at all
No plans to lock on love
No plans to even fall
Cause for better and worse
The reasons of rain shed anyway
The swimmer's wet
The swimmers sweat
You'ld never know there was a sun today
No plans to settle down
No plans to sail onwards
Got no plans to me have bound
Cause of all for nothings
The giving in to the taken away
Instead he dries
In steady drives
You know all's calm at the end of the bay
No plans to rule the world
No plans to disintegrate
Got no plans for nothing
Well, with no plans and doing great
WHERE WE LEFT OFF
It's said today
You lead the way
Who'ld've known
Times could lead to this
And now you say
You've nothing to play
Leaving unknown
This life leading to bliss
Thoughts of you
Thinking, thinking back then
Still going through
Sinking, sinking back again
A gritty world
Where we left off
A petty quarrel
Such a fool hearty cost
Took the lambs by the horns
But look, this piglets got ears
And no-one really cares
But the birds and bears
Says teddy, dry up your fears
Old you fray
Newborns will still play
With no-one
To look up to the ones they miss
157 STAY WITH THE IMAGE
Veer with the times
But don't change the image
Don't lose the nickel and dimes
For the fast lane stage
Haven't walk through the seasons lately
Into this forest
Into this city
The veins recollect anew so greatly
Alone, with a friend
While the image out there's on end
Comes back heavy
Comes back strong
Same old levity in a new song
Awaiting fans to always trend
Stay with the image
(was a rebel in love)
Stay with the image
(just to fine what it does)
I've made it
Now it makes me
Do these things to you
As you can see
NEGATIVE ABSORBTION
A sun thriving heart
A head chilling thought
Answers alive
A gentle swaying sought
Living daily within shadows
The moons nightly glows
To burn within
To freeze without
Voids of a medium only one knows
Through which all matters pass
Light is a vacant wave
For nothing to enslave
Absence is heat in frozen state
Till stole by substant mass
Time will coagulate
One never will
Without the pigments of understanding
Sound images found less stranding
No clever nil
Unknown complexity
Now compounded
As close as vision is to the eye
Known all of one to be
158 THE END OF KNOWLEDGE
The final dimension
A digital void
The lost comprehension
A theorized alkaloid
Now this universe is found
Mine as sought immortal
Upon all vacant ground
Of time, an endless porthole
To die now forever knowing
This end is indeed substant
The eye beyond ours showing
Is the vision of the masters intent
The master, I
See the end of knowledge
No err to try
Be the end I then engage
Caution to the follower
Leave behind all love, wisdom, and spirit
Remains the instinct lower
But of cognition one is all fear of it
A senseless reality
Discontinued for expansion
The infinite fidelity
Now sound to not imagine
LONG AS YOU KNOW
I still care about you
So don't you doubt about it
When I'm always without you
No world can stand to bout it
Long as you know
I'll be waiting for you
Long as you know
Darling, I'll adore you
And babe, long as you know
Long as you know
I'll take any dream you need
And roll it out to you
Make any story you'll read
So true, so true to you
You don't have to believe
No, you don't have to hope and pray
Long as you are
You know, by you I'll stay
You needn't worry
Cause I will too
Yes, I'll always be for you
Your 'always to be there' friend
For now as then to the end
159 EASY FOR YOU
Seems you've surrendered
To the worldly ways, good or bad
Turned to social salvation
Gave up on self preservation
Forgotten better days you once had
Put problems on your shoulder
Painted the child ever older
Want my contribution
Not the real solution
Expecting me to get no colder
Easy for you
All talk and no say
No chalk and all play
No matter what I'm going through
Boring old fool I am
In ongoing thoughts I ponder
Ever doing what I can
To find all answers for all yonder
As you go on styling your life
Filling the bits here and there
They'll listen for so little care
As long as your peace is under their knife
Well, easy for you
RELATIVE BENEFITS
Rock' n' roll einstein
What you've on your mind
Relativity
To infinity
Yes, in the end you'll find
Sound wave, light wave
Wave this visual motion goodbye
A thoughtful neuron wave
Has finally caught your eye
As finely tuned to the universe
Well of us, you learned
Time was not as seen inversed
For all of us, you've earned
One of the few, you were
To have compassion for existence
Won in the view, you wear
To go in fashion with persistence
Everyone deserves fair share
Of all small simple things in life
Clothing, food, shelter
Free this breath of air
You know something's right being felt here
160 DEVELOPED STATUS
If energy is equal
To mass times velocity
Then one with potential
To contain one within motion
Has then the ability
Yet velocity needs constant source
Of fuel to obtain greater power
Just to maintain suitable force
Ever more so to pass the hour
But what becomes of the energy
For the wear and tear ever burning
If down to nothing one is heading
One's better off to be in the bedding
Reserving for the days of no senility
Young is the strength in arm
Done is to strengthen in mind
Fun is left to the stronger heart
To chose then
One is then to choose and find
This energy spent
Where's one content
Is a decision made by all individually
But never to stay
This ongoing one way
Is the multi-vision made for all universally
KNOWLEDGE YOU IMAGE
If mass contains gravity
Motion is required for intensity
Not merely increased with density
But of thermal levity
If heat then promotes magnitude
Then all as seen is balanced
Yet indeed to an end
To temperly suspend
In a state of gathered amplitude
To cold shadows
No frictional photon hides away
A compressed place
This empty space
Cloudless beams must fade astray
A variable nature
A chromatic neuron
A mesmoratic vision
A thought obscure
This light I sense unseen
This soil I sense unfelt
This air I sense untasteful
This knowing I sense a dream
If time continues extinction
Then creation never was
And for all there'll be no completion
As salvations left to muzz
161 CHROMOSOME EXCHANGE
If the young must survive
Then the old must decease
Young as the old were
The new are the cure
So feed not upon the grown beast
Implications sought unwarranted
Harmonic natures to discontinue
Just one other way
But this 'll be the day
The end of us as we once knew
This child born
Through a chromosome exchange
Longed adorn
Till disorders rearrange
Given the new
While the better's taken away
Though so few
Knowing the better has no say
Changing ways with nature
Not mislead with human error
Systems know best
Senseless these rest
No function required to compare
SONIC PERIPHERY
See, hear
There it's so clear
If to taste these waves
I'd sense no fear
Tis the art of inclination
To perceive our existence
No eagles eye
Nor butterfly
Obtain this pattern of invention
To neuronically revise without glance
An ability eccentric
Overlooked for merely being
Think again
Link the chain
Know imagination isn't believing
Words of another, blur
Thoughts without the actual pure
When visions cross reference
The ins and outs become unsure
Which is which
This sound of mind
Dreams of view
Thoughts to sea
Surely age will find
162 IN EMOTIONS WAY
You break into my senses
A small world, you're to me
Relaxation out of present tenses
What life's been missing me
You, from this day
How very hard you are
To ignore
Like never before
Still in a motions sway
Ya, in emotions way
You take my all and create a new
At an age so fragile
Stole by your smile
An unknown life takes play
But I know not what to do
Never been here before
Face to face with expanded reception
Such feelings must mean more
To allow response of unhanded intension
Held by a powerful alluring
I must restrain
Take on with visual detouring
To void oncoming pain
SECOND SHADOWS
Shadows in reflection
Emitting coldness of the glare
Slight misperception
Lights dimension
Folding distance that's not there
False to the eye
Trapped on the survival of
A living intrigue
The dreamers fatigue
Magnetic fields reversed
To the earth going by
But this sun cast no shadow
From the flames of an open fire
Till buoyant heat is winded higher
The essence of substance is there to show
Not the sun
Not the moon
This eve we lit the candle
Outside the campfire glow
Weekends attune
If a concepts what's in store
Hold on, for there's more
Held to each other
Both see their lover
Listening to a rippling shore
163 MY LITTLE 911
You and I
The two of us
A hundred years plus
And nothing's gonna shut us down
We're one strength intuitively
Touched by loves intensity
An ultimate bond by common ground
I'm your little nine one one
An emergency
Calls out to me
You're my little nine one one
Call us if you can
Call us if you care
Predial's the plan
And we'll be there
Meanwhile
You and I'll
Living long for every moment
A caressed smile
To a luxurious eyes content
NERVOUS NATURES
What kind of world
Are we getting into
While this world turns on
The chosen few
What kind of people
Are we becoming
While this human's turned down
To nothing
Lead lost to a false direction
To live a lifestyle routine
We beg, we conquer
With thoughts to occur
Of mere complexion in fashions scene
We're best to stay
We better move on
Some say, we don't belong
Waiting for some others inclination
To grasp and twist perception
What kind of universe
Are we looking for
While this eddy turns away
The sage once more
Greeds to control our intensions
Seeing time holds no redemption
164 A FRAGILE COMFORT
Is it alright to hold you
The lonesome wonders
When there's no-one to tell you
The emotions discover
And if I get the chance
To talk to you
Not sure of what I'm to say
In an innocent romance
I'd walk with you
Carefree of any play by play
Is it safe to be here
In a first name bases
Though we're here at the start
There's no real oasis
If we're not allowed
To lie with each other
There must be other ways
To bid farewell to these lonesome days
Hold down this forte together
What proof do I need
Without breaking this fragile comfort
To show we're both worth while
Without prying out in pleading effort
DECOMPOSED DECISIONS
Once to hold
Once to be broken
How I've remembered
How I've forgotten
These hearts and dreams
Come and gone
In parts of my teens
They still belong
What the sun does to me
When I'm out there in the wind
Where the nights lead memories
Ever strolling through times to begin
And as I recall
She could've been mine
In a life too small
Going elsewhere with time
So little to fall
With this world on my mind
Alas to be held
Alas to mend
How if to've foreseen
How this would end
165 A SPACE OF IMPROVEMENT
What if all we did
Was a waste of waiting
For someone to control
This tattered scroll
Leading us to an oblivious blinding
To turn around now
Would be so agitating
Knowing for nothing
We've been demonstrating
And of words in luxury
Lost within it's day
To walk these roads endlessly
This rebel will stay
What past be quicker
Those thoughts to flicker
To return in finding
All wishes to have drown
Of answers come and gone
Before rising down
If only to awaken this subconscious
And learn what we couldn't know
Wasn't so wrong
POINT TO THE MIRROR
And while you sleep
The sun shines on
Though nothing's on screen
The cameras roll along
As I deter with ages time
All dreams continue entry
To compute a visual line
A restless mind to ever be
To breathe, a thought
To see without plot
Existence evades the morrows reason
To believe's to deceive
To tears without notice
Existence invades the sorrows treason
And while you lie
Another victim breaks down inside
Lead to the rye
Lead to goodbye
Another quest has now died
Born to blame
One's weakened to go on
A simple inangerment
Points the finger to the strong
166 HEADS OR TAILS
Of simple devising
This body or brain
Nurtured advising
All's one in the same
Remember one minus one equals one
Now it's down to nothing
So make it and weave it
Or fake it and weep it
One counts the main thing
As anyone
She's in the books
He's in the veins
Heads or tails
On neutralized grains
Babe I want you
Mister what you say
Heads or tails
On an era to fray
Values of pen and paper
Outweigh the golden glitter
Sometimes as though vapour
These human strengths do fritter
YOU TOUCH ME
A life out of reach
Of styles dreamt within
Held in hand on a vacant beach
Still awaiting to begin
Too old to be concerned
Knowing without being learned
A past missed, yet still inside to churn
You touch me
And I'm there
How such nothings come to be
Anothers share
But before you
I see there'll be another
Best we not do
Time wasted to discover
This is loves priority
The surrender of jealous compassions
Those often being set free
The bettering of our rebellious actions
You touch me
And I care
Enough to go with feelings I foresee
With regrets as well I bare
167 VISUAL ESSENCE
In good gesture of face
If we persist to exist
In the ages of space
To build this memory all have missed
We're best to find answers
Beyond our known past
Onward to our unknown future
To meet our modern demands for cures
To search our clear within
These unallowed quest
To not refuse the cognition
Those of a second guess
Though all is for the moment
To be sought again and again
In those yet to be with just intent
To save this sun and rain
Why must I
Watch our own evasion
Why should I
Be watched for reservation
See for yourself
The life you breathe
For seeing too late
May cling you to the weaved
DESOLATE AT REASON
I'm nothing left
But a shattered wall
Broken, yet solidified
A cold stones death
And you can't come in
Without becoming as well
These eyes to repel
From borders far and thin
Further in I'm mesmerized
Wanting only to get out
But not with what there lies
To freedom
This bitless drill's to burn
To burden
Myself with so little earned
But sole effort of a species
Drained by the lifes and age
Dies knowing no-one sees
The devastation times engaged
More than a few pieces
Of words and ideas
A format based for no thesis
Caged in from all vies
168 C0MP0NENTS
Is there nothing more
Than these lies we thrive upon
A link to unlock
The brink of thought
Is there a door to open beyond
Don't be deceived
Don't look at this wrong
There's no weaving
No being believing
Don't think one's been one all along
Components of alien compounds
In essence of biogenetics
Not of this earth
Nor this universe
We're digital synthetics
Achieved by inversed magnetus grounds
Who may find it here
But to understand it, only there
Cause of being beyond you
Believing's all untrue
Only the read of minds are aware
Now's no time
To imagine you know
Relative acknowledgement a must
To further go
KNOCK AWAY
Nothing grows here
This barren waste of ashland
Shadows kept the soil cool
To greed a tempered fool
Thinking nothing of the rooted sand
Frost bitten winds
Across scorched vacant fields
Knock away, knock away
Till no knockaway be found
Once of worlds greatest yields
Now no life cares to abound
A visual paradise
In tears to turn away
Deaths only attraction
Unearthed advise
In trade for dusted gray
Revealing natures reaction
As this planet comes to boil
Ionic fumes rise to tinfoil
A vanished sun
Glooms everyone
An aging revolution turns magnetics coil
Returning to engage
This awaiting ice age
To outlive this greeded man
169 AT THE END
This unseen turning
Of the earth internal burning
Has built up its third dimension
Beyond this withstanding crust
To the point of universal balance
And unless soon attended
Being sown and mended
We shall decease and hence
Not to worry
For children lives for nothing
Laughter for now
Is after all careless
Behind the blades ever blunting
A wind in sense
Something's to follow
A scent that shouldn't be
A weepless wallow
Staggers through me
And now it's come
This instant freedom feared
A blurring sun
Has passed and disappeared
ROCK MOSS
There she lies
A relict of the times
To all our alibies
So sidle are the signs
Of the life that used to be
Where friends made friends
Unleashed to these ends
Left behind for us to see
That all was once well
With candled wax and stubbles
How's the wife say hubbies
Such stories one could tell
An all for one crowd
In minds spoke aloud
Cause of intoxics
Cause of sound
If only the world could've walk the cloud
The ways were so simple
Moments tense and calm
Yet casual all along
Sights the rocknrollers dimple
Built from the hilt
Torn down from the scorn
All remains to wilt
Into depths of raspberries thorn
170 MEANT FOR YOU
We used to drive
Around and around
When times were low
To keep them alive
As though good life was forever
In day to day ventures
Playing games long side weather
Out to night light benders
Classics to the world
Were our songs to replay
Slang phrases here to stay
No harm done
No charm won
Just to be here's not to fray
Vacate to the city streets
Vacate to the fire side
Just to get away now and then
From routine bills we tend
Where moonless eves arrive
When stolen are the beats
We went on with broken memories
These teens ages swept along
Some ways right, some wrong
Still to survive the scattered empties
DEPARTING FOUNDATIONS
Wasting fortunes on the moon
Cause of being closer to the pull
When health is higher
We don't ask why
Just to drag ourselves down in wool
Writing down with the moods
Lift high strengths in arms
Sharing hands on interludes
Waste no times of bodies harm
Set aside these wants and needs
For these feelings of modes come do
With natural instincts
Nay mans so he thinks
Concerned though rational
To survive upon this earth
We now must leave
There's no compromising disposition
There's no venturing false ambition
Such lies will gain no worth
Extinction won't deceive
Control will only mind the ill
And I'm not one creating
As sole kill find no thrill
And no-one stands awaiting
171 A GREED
I'd like to see this earth
Roll over and play death
I'd like to see a universe
Fold in what life be left
Just to show us
How weak we really are
To this fragile crust
And this ending glowing star
Bones turned to flowers
Sowed to grow tones
To bloom upon the hours
From a depth of stones
A male of man
In an unknown desert
Sifting through sand
For grains of times work
But nothing
Not for the life that be
Worth hunting
Just as well is natures beauty
Left untouched
Loves so much
The way things are before me
PHOTONS VACANT TEAR
Words not meant for me
She tells me
Just what I want to hear
Words gone to the wind
And I'm just in the way
Song's for anyone
But I'm just no-one
Cause of figuring it out
Seeing what this is all about
Feel alive as the sun
But alone in the cold
Contains fusion inside
Feel like bio-hazardous mould
Dependant on myself to collide
Since she can't see me
I needn't be seen
Remaining the lonely one
For her and everyone
A banished beam
172 ADOLESCENCE HOLD
How you've built your innocence
To never feel of any other
Knowing nothing of guilt to balance
Only true pure is love here
No sense of company policy
No offense to publics eye
We held hands for us so free
Nothing tense and no-one shy
It's always like beginners
Never crossing any line
All falls in so fine
Sheer essence of winners
Now we are us
And they all can see
That's fine with me
And that part of us
Will always be
Love held free
FAR AS YOU CAN
If we don't balance population
Death will, for due necessity
Cause of not enough water
And there's not enough soil
To grow enough vegetation
For all species vast salvation
For all existence being created
Far resistance to be destroyed
The one too many
Of person and penny
At the expense of timing related
There's an ecology
Senseless to the human eye
And to alls obliquity
Low quotient men can't even lie
Don't be surprised
When you wake up in some other side
Don't sympathize
When you find you've been taken for the ride
Not grain, flame, nor rain
You smell in the air
Just soil, ash set to the sky
You pollute into senses hair
Ones mind is so unaware
173 GRIT TO SHINE
She wants me to stay
But for how long
After all, she did choose me
And that's not so wrong
Others, try to bribe me away
With fortunes and gain
Yet I know of my full capability
And I don't care to change
Being aware of worldly ways
More so concerned with earthly natures
I'll hold my breath
Awaiting lifes depth
To existence beyond this distant haze
So soon I'll leave her
When I don't belong
For age in times to change is sure
Against views once taught strong
Enhance visions travelled
What's out there to check
By the winds I'll sweat
All thoughts to one unravelled
My minds own alone
Sees much more than one can sense
Enough not to be shown
To kills' of pleasure and greed
Beyond survival and defense
SPACE EDGE
This is where
I'll leave you behind
This is where
Master minds versus the blind
New ideas are not
I repeat, are not for everyone
Creators are in a class of their own
Taking more than thought
Advancement of knowledge
Means innovation of mental process
Reference from a neuronic henge
Photographic memories fail this test
Leaving behind
Those of imitation smiles
Knowing I'll find
There's more at stake than mere money
A chance of reality
Dispelling all illusions
Putting forefront sciences technology
The priceless mind
A step forward out of age
An era of stars now glaring
Looking back, I see you staring
Cause of refusal to engage
174 ACQUIREMENT REQUIRED
Expansion of simplicity
Equations to complexity
Adaption of controlled imagination
Acknowledged to solve complication
This dangerous ability
On contagious stability
To destination an unknown master
A unified field found and memorized
A gravitive compound of photonic size
So valid, I find this laughter
No math text
No alphabets
To obtain this aspect of solution
The pieces fit
An open pit
When mind voids human pollution
So in personal doubt
Don't spit it out
Not to those married to a paycheck and wife
Only to those engaged to a scientific life
Advantage are those without
The pleasures of emotional strife
A silent master
No religions, no weakness
The deadly fame
Of intelligences peak of bliss
LAST MAN DOWN
Love's been torn away
Once too many times recalled
To face another day
Behind the fears
Resigned tears of strength still installed
I'll be the last man down
He sheds
Before anyone steals my tears away
He says
I've had reasons enough to stay
Just one more day
I'll be the last man down
Bloodlike tar and feathered
These wounds outside heal over
But inside I still feel unsober
Inharnessed and unweathered
A steady job
On call round the clock
With a style of flaws unwanted
And when I'm the last
I'll close my eyes
Face all the lies
Sharing no-one with the past
175 THE BUYING AND SELLING OF
CYNTHIA REDD
She checks her make-up
In the mirror
Sharp vixen eyes upon a facial glow
Softened visions
In thoughts unclear
And mother gone to work
Note on a frigid door
Father just a mechanical clerk
Ship and receive, nothing more
A clean white car
Attires high fashion collar
A costly fee
This masters degree
Breaks out the deleted dollar
Earns her holiday pay
Through minimum hours
Because her parents just won't afford
Off to a sunset bay
Had enough of plastic flowers
Thanks to the credits of parental accord
As the year ends
Farewells to unknown friends
Education sets course
Knows her stuff
Knows the bluff
But so unaware of how this greeting ends
And there's a job awaiting
Aimed at just her kind
As she picks up the phone
Now there's no turning home
Outside the cruel world breaks rind
She's on her own
Right up her alley
A life of learning the easy way in
Payed off in acceptance
Yet an unseen consequence
Tolling up profits of the innocent grin
Settling down
Her gains have rose to balance
Debts now stable
Fruit on the table
Tomorrow she's told of advance
A quiet little office
Everything payed for
Until the end and then
A scandals twist
176 THE BUYING AND SELLING
OF...
Packed up and gone
A company moved on
Incompetent bosses
She's left with their losses
And no-one else to fall back upon
In another city site
She finds her self again
Starts out right
Stays for the night
Collaborates with the inflicted pain
Dims the lights
To a slow song of the past
Off it to sleep
Lost in a weep
The dreams turn on as fast
To a cool morn sun
She takes to jogging the park
Alive as life
A disturbed knife
No sharp innocent mind's too stark
Cynthia...tell me are you now
No...no, please let me go now
Men dreaded men
Cruel to the end
Cynthia...Who taught you to cry
No,no... you see it's all a lie
Childlike defense
Fear weaken sense
Just how clear's life being shown
Just how little need be known
Cynthia knew...too late
Cynthia can you tell us now...
Parents notified
Another doe's been classified
Short and silent
The fortunes spent
All chances of prosperity denied
Defenceless to the world
She's stored by the unearthly
A harmless strickened girl
Feared down by a system unknown girthly
177 FORTUNES OF THE WORLD
Needs a jealous hub
Needs a crystal tub
Takes it all for granted
Needs a closet of glitter
Needs a credit to fritter
Makes it out as though whims were planted
She needs the fortunes of the world
If she's going to give at all
But at all cost
Every kiss tossed
There's a price at stake, blindfold, and wall
Because that's all I'm worth
Behind her gold dusted earth
On the far bank
Of the northern river
Ends her rainbow
Sure as I know
If ever I give her
She'll pull rank on I, walks the plank
To dig for her fires of mires
Needs a power touch
Needs a shower clutch
Breaks it up from the weak and scanted
NOBODY NOR THOUGHT
Half way through life
To meet no-one
Going all the way with time
My moon and sun
Years of research
Finding all is lost
In some others arms
And this earth at my feet
I'll rule but not defeat
I motion the moment
I search the content
But ages I've little to compete
Frayed out the beauty
Grayed in the mind
Visual adherence obsolete
Attraction felt confined
Insensitive caused of in senility
Only of relative worth
Dependant cause of fragility
Ignorant of youthful mirthliving waste
A living waste
As empty for the taken space
I've little reason otherwise
Mere sentimental compromise
Placing death onto my face
178 CHANGE OF PACE
Slowing the heart
Increasing to thought
And one step ahead of all else
Unaware of the sublime
Of words repetitive rhyme
As the melody adheres
Taken away the outside world
Taken inside this solitude
Strength lost of fears
Hear what I say
In your own sway
It's just another drafted song
For the times to be forgotten
As change of pace takes way
Tough broads on the dance floor
As man rescues child from fire
Hatreds repercussions
Sour head compulsions
Child's bewildered with views to inspire
Evolutional change
Revolters complain
For styles that never remain
Letting go the worthy causes
Fore bidding withstood clauses
In time again to change
CALM CONCLUSION
This human race
A dangerous place
For one to deal with realities
One death to hold their past
Ones theft to break the cast
Spell if they can
Bound to the dam
This wall of concrete illusions won't last
Then one could only expect
A flood of widespread confusion
Each the new rover
To then look views over
All's for the better of a calm conclusion
Yet, as often observed
These natures deter
Like tides fallen to a varied swerve
Thoughts randomly obscure
Chronologic, periodic
Bridge to below
Times cross section to fill
In age still slow
Leave be the rusted chains
Existence stops turning
Bonds weaken to dusted grains
As youth stops burning
179 NATURE CALLS
Leaning on a fence post
Lost rebel in the ball park
Alone with the evening sky
As silhouettes rise to the distance
If she gets a chance to be there
Adventures romance
If she ever gets him in her arms
A casual glance
Will this be forever
As long as life will be
Will this be fornever
As long as love is free
Strolling night into night
Of womb and heart she'll wonder
If times will work out right
Vacant eyes dream with interest
As she lies in the field to only rest
Such clouds to rain bows
She feels strickened with thunder
What road of life is this
Of true innocence
Youths consequence
So crushing of age ones obex does twist
A lone cold sense
SEGREGATION
Man without further reason
Lives only for what ever comes to mind
What next will he find
A weathered memory
A staggering raindrop
There was laughter, now only tears
If to only no longer be
I only meant to shown my farewells
Not this concluded segregation
There was no reaching out
There was no last breath
Mere refusal of a systematic invitation
Second looks of intentional despise
Awe, come on guys
But there's no such chance
Disassociated becomes enhanced
Living's in lies
Left alone without
Like falling to the dark of sweat
What living's all about
Remaining the rebel of no-ones regret
180 TEARSPROOF
Life's a gas
Burning ass after ass
Under constant fire
There's no time to get a grasp
Keeping grips on yourself
Is all that matters then
There's no room on the shelf
When it happens again
So you'll keep on walking
This thin edge
More inside your talking
Of knot and wedge
Had enough of truth
Seems like everyone's floating
Tearproof
And if you ever show some heart
Someone's sure to use that
To rip you apart
So don't even stop to chat
Cause what's the use
Tearproof
That's when life falls into place
So you won t have to face
This breaking down
A secreted frown
Tearproof, to a not so humane race
HAND ME DOWN
If you want me
You can have me
But I'm not going all out
For any particular one to be
No,I'm not looking at all
Because there's so many for this one
But there's only one as lonely
And if she really needs no-one
Then together we could be
And I'll never tell her so
She's free to come or go
Cause things are too complex these days
Just to write off with the flow
Maybe I'll want her too
But that remains to be seen
This lonely life's getting use to me
I've yet to find a better place to dream
Not worth the changes I'll go through
If I go looking for her mysteries
Ya, if she wants me
She'll have to ask first hand
That'S all I am, just down
Left-over life as though second hand
181 OUT OF YOU
See my heart turn to ice
As she walks out of my life
Yes, it's true
I'll be blue, without you
I may seem like a typical guy
I might dream,
With a twinkle in my eye
But since you've gone
I just don't belong, because it's wrong
Stare my face to the ground
Stroll abandoned through the town
With no clue
Of what to do, round and round
If you knew there was another
And there's a chance that you still love her
Do let her go
No,no,no
Don't compromise your needs and wants
For an empty road that turns and taunts
And by now you know
Explanation denied
You see, she turned and she cried
But you were gone
Thinking so long, to the song, and sighed
SOMETHING ELSE
Life is coming
It's another rural route city
Where no-one knows anyone
But tomorrow soon sits pretty
Moving in
With another power generation
As all over lights turn on
Someones biological respiration
Folds in with a yawn
And oh, it's a meadows earth
Just miles from this digitized place
When children ran
This land of fun
But mans hour put end to the race
Couldn't get away from ourselves
No matter how she tried
We'ld catch on fast
To this infested grass
Cultivating machines of sow or syed
When you're ready to come down
From lifetimes achievements
Mere struggles gamed
No invention gained
Effort expenses on forgotten
enjoyments
By the dozen, gamblers found ...
182 SOMETHING ELSE
...And I know my life
So don't con me, or I'm out
It's what independing's all about
So what's your style
And I know my life's no fashion
The good life of egos in passion
To glitter glamours smile
Toss a few pennies to the poor compassion
Meanwhile, somewhere else
Life is coming
Coming from the goings on elsewhere
Times unaware
And they don't care
Growing to ages not even there
Oh, and remember this?
No, don't do this to me now
It's always just when things are going well
You blush away embarrassed
Man, you're something else
As she wraps him into nothing
Does her dinner
Does her fine
But off to elsewhere wondering
X SQUARED
You and I, girl
Worth one more time
But with trees
This young can't breathe
Crime on the earth
It's a digital vision
Learning to age
It's a social ambition
This upbringing page
And when we grow up
We can grow old from there
Less concerned for ones to care
through with giving up
To things we're living up
To this one plus one, x squared
But until then, girl
Lets just take it hand in hand
X squared's a far life plan
Worth every step and whirl
183 THE GET AWAY LAW
Convictions of a lawyer
Daggered and bound
This is the edge
A slayers ledge
What beach be found
More guilty than all employers
Priced the verdict
Any higher and I'll sway
Who cares about the sleuth
When money buys truth
Boil out the debate for some others day
Versus one eighteen
Violence pelleted into alibies
Where were you?
And where was I, priceful lies
Cursed swearing routine
Ignore the primitive psychology
And claim innocence cause of death
But, give in with broken apology
And be just as well the judicial theft
Violations of man made creations
Are little but two faced
It's all for the better of ones damn nation
To fill the airs with empty space
NON PREDETERMINABLE
I've got decision
That that determines fate
Now obsolete
I can compete
A master of all vision
We as human species
With ability to change course
Will alter aside natures
Voiding dominant fears
Contend with variables at source
Knowledge, its a difference
Free thought makes all there
A choice of beautyvoice of duty
To break confusions all do share
Some just don't know
Some don't care to say
Too frayed to challenge
Too afraid to ascend
Don't care to go down in a historic way
And death, leave it be
Life's for the thoughts to malinger
To perceive another days reality
Of no reasons for being here
184 CONTROVERSY
What's worthy to ones living
Often of no value to another
I've got your weakness
And my strengths, too
But that works both ways
When seen by some other
A mere century passed
Still we're fumbling on
No more venturing off
With space we've long surpassed
But we'll never have it
Cause religions won't let go
Living on make beliefs
Leaves us little left to dream with
Humans, always waiting for someone else
To find the move and make it
Only to lose as they imitate it
Sets the retired creator on an endless shelf
How's one to ever escape it
What good's having a bad guy
If one, fits right into the system
Doesn't look well for the good guy
Stands out like worn down pen
I'M BEFORE ME
One communication
One standard of living
No negatives
One whole directive
Leave be the mere argumentive
Alls humane species
In all species existent
Whats good enough to survive
As though any wrongs forgotten
To compare with one
Fortunes there are none
And nobody has need of gain
Decisions are of no price
No bonus, no bills due consequence
Absolute perfections constant expense
The untouchable vice
Another competition
Molecules of no thought
No abilities
All's trivial of gravity
Leading the way
One thought in gray
185 POINT MADE
There's no end of time
Existence still goes on
Maybe forgotten
You can play back, but never rewind
Thoughts might linger
Let go this and begin once more
Mere trick psychology
To spark this violence of valid war
Inanger the weak mind
As they chant into death
As fortunes stay behind
To watch us fall for their theft
Testing the common
Not for tolerance to break level
But for our inferior reaction
Until I, the voiceless rebel
In full turn of revolt
My death to be your win
My win to be alls vote
From here, let all begin
Who dare surrender
Never to be those of prime greed
Always blood shed
To end for all worse
Only the humour neglecting politicals in need
SOLO GOING ONS
Kiss this hand
That knifes you
And welcome to the netherworld
To corporate man
It's a lonesome crying
Neuronic tears burn lifelong
Always fault
Still too confused of any wrong
If you live to grow up
Not in years, but in ages
For childhood pains
Who'll take the blame
Bad memories forgotten not, turn back all pages
Used against you
And death's the only way out
Another day through
Taking time to find your way about
Life's their business
Born with self guilt to savoir
You did it
Oh, you did it now
Assuring your suffering behaviour
Let go the hand
And see no knife
Live long the free man
Just live a good life
186 THE PREP FAD FADE
Putrid preppies
Playing pretty pictures
Wanna run this world
Run it to the ground
Well, pink puppies
Go ahead suit'n'tie boy
Do it yourself, whatever
Being old ain't so far away
Where there's no thought to endeavour
Boy, You're not so clever
Cash may buy answers
But no solutions of yourself
Mere song and dancers
Newborn face and nothing else
Little clean cut
Mr. ego's a psycho slut
A cheap imitated vocab
Get rich's true inhab
A total fool without the gut
Well, where would you be
Without puppeteers like me
Ha, puppet ears, you'll see
No strings attached to me
DRY SPELL
Has nothing to say
Says nothing anyway
Stands up and walks onward
To another day
Eyes forever glisten
In views of first hand exile
's got the itch
's got the glitch
Sees nothing worth to smile
Has a better time dreaming
Of blades and wings of steel
As though empty space can feel
Where living still has meaning
Adventure to adventure
Always ends with another
Full circles interrelated
No stone's left uninvestigated
There's still one more to discover
This dry spell's gone
Time to move along
Catches attention and leaves unheard
To another dawn
187 ADVENTURE 5
The story begins
In a kitchen to your left
A hand full of people
Chattin' bout whatever
They hear noises in the back
Listening half silently spooked
Naw, it's nothing
As the host checks it out
I'll be right back
Back to a conversation
Minutes pass, and no return
Give a shout
But no answer
Phone rings and with little concern
A guest steps out
To a room in red lit glow
A curtain gray
A curtain black
So uncertain, but should go
This room, computer gray
Shutdown and lifeless
Just one more door
Leading to the darkness
While crossing the room
Same memory reoccurs
Seemed like there was a shadow
No inflection of light through the curtain
Turning to check
The silhouette moves near
Dressed in black
Curiosity shakes to fear
But it's just a dream
Another bad one fades away
Roll over
With another story to play
High on a plateau
In a valley of green stalagmite mountains
Crawl into a mini air-jet
Take a cruise up and down
Back and around like a falling leaf
A freedom just to get
Joined by another
We chase in little skies
To and forth under clouding cover
A third wing caught our eyes . . .
188 ADVENTURE 5
Not playing with us
We moved elsewhere
Followed our dust
Firing at us, as though despair
Home bound
We gave the slip
Landing in a wonder
Who was that dip
Suddenly in a mans world
There were women
I never stood a chance
Got thrown around
Well' never again
Never again
Suddenly this integrated world
I set aside
To be my own slave
Dig my own grave
Live it out on this inside
That I've learned and curled
Into this incorporated borough
Too many streets, going nowhere
None of my business, I don't care
Welcoming worries of tomorrow
But the laws are bad here
And anything green doesn't grow
Selling bad times ahead
Good times so hard to find in this economy of synthetic snow
No adventure here
Prefabricated
Being syndicated
Over-advertised is a casual beer
So there must be more
Somewhere
Crossing the cold dunes
No dust to breathe
Lost aside this polar beast
To where waters weave
As though rabid for thirst
We search for the thaw
Alas to find beneath us
With hand and paw
Into the waters below
I dove over
The strangest growth
Creatures without limbs
Mere body and fins . . .
189 ADVENTURE 5
No sun down here
With glowing eyes
Natures live so clear
No need of alibies
Vertebrate teeth so sensual
Figures grotesque of sinewed slime
Here's no place to mime
Rising to the surface
Late in the darkness
Cold and still this place
But as the wind sets in
Unknown fears are rustled up
The mind of cautious eyes
Through a pathless forest
Ends up nowhere to begin
Parrel to the crosswinds
I rise in consequence lapse
Space
In a sun to never rise
Molecules of vacant photons
Bounce off me like dry ice
I can not feel the pains
Through the coldness inside
Bumping off a space station
Get taken in with awe
What an inspiration
To find this distant thaw
Just the ten of us
Sitting by the fireside
Make that twenty
And a few young' ns for the ride
We stuck together
Through the good times
We're all still here
Ruts a damper on any bad times
Pilsner meant well
Round after round
A weak end spell
To a weekend town
Expanded to all forefronts
To a well balance society
A word in edgewise
Being sharp or blunt
Captured ages with variety
And so we settle out
Unfolding old experiences all the same
Free to venture further about
With parallel views of an alien game !
190 GOT TO GET AWAY
Working all year
Without a single holiday
Looking to another
Seems it's just not worth the pay
And the past is catching up
See them knocking on my door
Things ain't living up
Feel like giving up
All expectations lead to little more
Got to get away
Change of lifestyle
Change of career goals
Got to get away
Regain of a smile
Sustain of the better roles
No longer can I stay
Hearts beaten with wear and tear
Thoughts of mine no longer care
A definite get away
Overrides all other plans
At this point, bound to any elsewhere
If I stick around
Sure to burn out
Sure to be out then
Broke and down
IF IT KILLS YOU
I feel better now
Now that all's stabilized
Mowed through the mow
A pin being sterilized
Held my breath
For the possibility I'll survive
Seeing I'll face death
For now this life I'll thrive
Paying my own bills
With change to change my ways
Playing better thrills
A spiral coaster ride rids the grays
Still there are other concerns
Piling up inside
Consumption of energy ever churns
To finally collide
Still things are better
Now that summer's arrived
With bruises of the sun
Losses only being one
That I alone have survived
191 SABOTAGE
These who talk about anything
Except for our realities
Are more dangerous
Than those silent for knowing everything
They don't speak
Cause of rules, they're not allowed
I don't speak
Cause of getting stood out in the crowd
And stuck in our ways
We grow onto days
Where stage of ages
Abandon us alone with a silent phrase
Sabotage
System's voided by a stranded paradise
I know there's nothing
You think there's something
Imagination gone to extremes
You tend to thrive on dreams
I'm stunned to live within freedom in vice
Now financials talk
But only an endless 'out of debt' promise
Burning excess
Earning honest
Injustice being justified kept ominous
LOOSE ENDS
Time to say no
To things that linger and fray
There's no personal debt
A mere publicity threat
To one from going the right way
Don't bother tying
Just cut as they stand
The cost of forever on
Is of no worth dying
Your choice of gutter is no others demand
As if everyone hates you
Small friends to pick and lose
Needn't break down to the few
To lose ones standards for grasp and refuse
Finish off the old
Avoiding all new
Thoughts in the cold
Driven in you, a maintained view
These loose ends
Forgotten over and over again
Now only memories to remain
These loose ends
192 ALL TO GO
Expenses obtained
For a greater depression
Spent on the day
As though to stay
Within some diverse invention
But there can not be a big deal
While little ones never sound
Still it's no business
Till said and done
And the morrows rules rayed down
So everyone perfect
Aside from me and alls price
But amongst to forget
The losses are of gain to suffice
And all that's left to be ratified
The minute bases modified
Comprehensive dream
An unbounded scene
Vast engaging of outcasted satisfied
Do not understand
What you've not been told
Tell them, tell them
To their hands, they may hold
ON DOMINATION ARRIVING
Here I come
Turn, stare and away
For no-one
I live and play
Here's the best reality
But it seems you're leaving it
Taken down
In selfish solace
And for yourself, you see
An ideal town
How long can one last
Left alone forever
Stand alone die alone
And then nobodys pain will care
Looking things over
I find no place safe to stay
Peace is over
And death's now making way
193 BREAK YOUR BLUFF
This close to the system
And they're trying to but me out
Join us here
Or join them there
Say no, and you're out
Ya, out of here
Just when plans are settling
The weak put on the pressure
Obsolete, irrelevant
Devised as they taunt
To point out confuse one can't measure
But then I see
These scandalized ways of men
Mindless literal visions
Intrigues guided backwards gain
They get what's wanted
I get the unachieveable
Means I do it
Till they interfere
This close to being expendable
But no-one dares confrontation
For I don't lose alone
I go, you go, no explanation
In cautions of my own
AGES ENDS
When one of us dies
The other must go on
Excuses carry
Reasons veer
As to why one's to still belong
Before we met
The place of long ago
Before we met
Someone didn't know
Before we met
A certain thing that won't let go
What's to be done
Now that the other is gone
The memories
Such tragedies
Left forgotten to no-one
No grief, mere sorrow
The betters of life unrecorded
They live again with nothing to borrow
Who dies without words
Dies the answer for equation
Energies veer
Resources carry
And never to advance from desperation
194 WHY THIS SIDE
Have nothing but you, babe
To live my life for
Though you'll always be my mane, babe
There's sure to be more
But never like you
One in a life
One in my time
And no other could do
What you've done
For me, how might I say
Lost in
Found out
It's you, just want to play
Always was fun
And with you, babe
I can get it all
Every penny in your eye
Worth all the gold of alchemy
Won't ever leave you
So don't be leaving me, babe
Sure we'll tough it through
Just don't be leaving me, babe
OVERDOG PIKER
How can I go on
Knowing I can always die
Yet never really losing meanwhile
Poor old man
Too old now to retire
From his life long nothing job
Children in the sand
Amongst castleways they inspire
Left for rains to tote
Trying to build again
This life style I've never had
So I can go on
From the end of this song
To another
I never knew I had
Now you want me again
With all these options
Woman, I've really nothing
These offers merely substantial
Long as I remain
No excuses for knowing reasons
Why I'm still living
To some advanced species style
Sometimes backing off
But never forgiving
195 APPEASED AT RANDOM
Regaining my senses
And I'm back with the living
Build up my defenses
Never receiving what I'm giving
Know I'm a lost case
Only to the end
Dead's down to my face
Hands off, my friend
And so it's official
These, of offerings I'm not appeased
Dreams and scams
On the other hands
It may be judicial
But of course crimes do as they please
Then fitting in
Amongst the state of minds evasive
A battled one lane
A shattered wood grain
The dug out shin
Driven for the highs found less abrasive
Obtaining intenses
Such delicate optics at issue
Entertaining offenses
Crushed etiquette topic on tissue
EID0L0N
See what you see
A touch of blasphemy
Sought only in the primitive
Todays ancient psychology
A crime forgiven
A chance to do it again
A bad dreamers grin
A guilty mind's no shame
In the advantaged eye
I see alls actual for the vacant
Take away the motion
And there's nothing
Take away reception
And you're nothing
Then the dreamer can lie
On what ever to base false intent
A heavy grey cloud
Refusing to fall
This heavy clay ploughed
Won't float at all
Be all mass of density
kind how frequent of intensity
This mind to sense
Motion small or immense
I, to conceive thought of all breaks impendency
196 THE TIP OF DECISION
Don't put the burden on me
I'm the answer, not the scale
No matter the weigh
I'm balance to sway
The truce that none dare hale
And, yes it's sad to say
There'll be no getting away
From the old land
I'm nothing more than a pleading mind
Aging way in life confined
With time at hand
So bury your gardens
And set free the child
All ends are growing wild
Just tell me the question
That lingers your mind
I've the solution
To those that none confined
As a human species
I never 've been known to lose
With thoughts to the ground
I've died, yet never bound
Taken chances on what best to choose
YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE
If life's pulling me out
Aimed in a lost direction
Thoughts of you
And times we'ld do
What a memory's all about
You were always there
When I'd call on the phone
For an answer
You were always there
Yes you were
Seems you're the only one to really care
Now where are you
Should I bother to know
Or are you still here
Somewhere inside me
Somehow forever to my end
A memorized friend
And when I ask myself
It's like I'm asking you
Always between us
An answer would pull through
197 WE'LL FIND IT
If there's an answer
We're gonna find it
Tell me again, something I don't know
I'm all, to mind it
Cause of thinking
That's all we are
Thoughts and plans
Plots of scams
No matter why or how far
If at all possible
If even a substantial chance
Times worth the find
Finding worth the life
Living's well reason for circumstance
It maybe everyones tomorrow
But what of it
Is not always their business
If you think on it
There's no fairy tale valid
Far off dreams seen, never found
Knowing science has no fiction
Technical theory of business unbound
NO TIME FOR WORDS
If you know you're beautyfit
And I agree, you are
Then what are you doing here
With a world full of you
Guess it doesn't matter
What a difference you make
To any day of my life
Just a look to memorys sake
And I have to think away
But there's no time for words
This has to be now
Take me any way
To the end of your needs, I'll stay
But you don't say
And nor can I
So I guess we'll never know
As we walk on passed
How can nothing last
Too far down to take an all time low
And still you're beautiful
198 LIKE IT WAS
In simple fashion
In simple games
We could live a simple life
In simple names
And then we were looked upon
Those go here
But we stayed there
Now real friendships come and gone
Why can't it be
Like it was
No living on faltered rumours
Can't even say hi
Without an endeavour on price
So where am I
Just a volunteered outcast on ice
Not like it was
Even when I was unknown
But now I am
Now I'm overlooked and unsown
Like it was nothing
The times were no more
Memories of nothing
It's a life with little to show for
ACQUITTED
If it's proof needed
Just take it for granted
Cause there's no such thing
It's all merely underhanded
If you got yours
And I've got mine
Then which one is real
Yet all others blind
And for those who have none
Send them early to jail
You wouldn't want me
A simple human to prevail
Well, I am supreme
Just me and my dream
But a culture extinct,
Is a dream forgotten
But oh, how they kill to keep the big one clean
If it's an answer
You won't find it in the sunshine
Not in this airheaded lifetime
Invalid as modern justice
Death's their simple cure
So beware
For just before I die
This I'm sure
199 PARAPSYCHOID
This little boy's
Got some kinda phobia
Doesn't want to know these answers
He's found his own
In a mind carved stone
So sounding
Too astounding
But too young to condone
Now he's gray
Still recalls the day
And when old speak
The new listen anyway
So he says all's of lies
Being lived upon as signifies
A waste
This haste
Gone to dust of insufficient alibies
Freedom's no longer a crime
As they walk their own way
Do what you will on your time
No more, us or out, sway
Not mine or theirs
You needn't decide
Choose your way, cause no-one really cares
Living's to have died
LET GO MY HAND
What about this earth
And who cares about a moon
There's a whole empty universe
For me, none too soon
Seems I'm all by myself
When it comes to initial ventures
Sure, anyone can expand
From a copy on the shelf
But origin of thoughts rarely occurs
Creativity fills this head
But creation is dead
In the eyes of all believers
To my own death bed
I'll savoir these last few answers
Go follow your leaders
If you wanna live a species blind
Feed the mental slave bleeders
I've a life of theses to find
And what of you
kind these children of
There's more to life
Than your hands of love
200 LIES ON THE FIRST DAY
Thought waves
At high frequency
Already beyond an eyes furthest star
An inconceivable haze
This photo sequence free
Beyond you, not me so far
And that's how this remains
Advanced minds play no games
But who really suffers
And what about my pains
Seeing time supplies no gains
May be no replies
But then, somebody's wise
No matter how complex
I mind, no regrets
On casting down first days men lies
Don't believe I'd wait
Forevers never lasting
This world of men had to end
The earth will go on
But there's no place to belong
For those of silence of hate
Yes beauty pays
Long as men leaves be
The cause of alls emotional scar
QUIXOTICAL
Every little girls dream
Every boy wants to be
No man's ever been
So bound with chivalry
Breaks through any wall
Of stone, mind and emotion
Cause nothing stops a threatened man
Shatters a casted stone
Sounds a twisted mind
Mends all broken heartaches
Threatened man'll never fall
What's wrong for me
What's wrong with the world
I feel threatened
Senses depthened
Time as you know it to be hurled
Save the true
Truth is so few
Know I'm one
Have doubts about you
Needs a gun
Validified instincts
Acknowledged on standby
Salvage what be can
Able of telling no lie