101 CRIES FOR THE CANDLE
What makes you cold
What makes you lonely
What makes you realize
What makes you cry for me
As I wax down another tear
The time clock winds down inside
As I burn a little clearer
Well what can I say
As you point me to the pier
But the candle's no more wick
This wax is freezing over
The magic seems to lose the trick
When you feel tense
Pressure puts you to the floor
Between you and the fence .
Lies the flames within the door
You touch
It burns
You wonder how you cry
Now you think about why
But it's all too much
The feeling churns
Can't hold out till tomorrow
Makes you give up alive
Breaks you to the marrow
Can't wait for the sun to arrive
FUAZ
Wish I had someone
To hold me when I'm confused
Watch the setting sun
To be there when I lose
Because the world's not always there
To light these nights turned gray
Needing a hand to hold with care
Someone I know will stay
When the angers won't let go
Weakened to a soft tears flow
When I wait to throw it all away
That someone to say no
A lonely essence burns inside
And all I can do is hide
For myself there's no-one else
Where the lines no longer guide
But who else can I trust
Through my life, I see none
Wish there was someone
Overall concerned to make life through
Tears wound like acid
laughter only soothe this pain
Wish someone could've said
But they never seem to remain
102 PATH TO HOSTILITY
Step into this world
Bound to be yours truly
Just because you want it all
You dare to treat so cruelly
Still you walk on carefree
As though clouds come from nowhere
As though the air you breathe's never changed
This lifestyle to ever be
Planting gardens
Till they grow no more
Burning gardens
Till they balance score
And to the humane complaint
You make the blame elsewhere
From where ever the created is caused
Still, from the species bases the flaws
Since it's not you, so why care
Too late, said the wisdom
Years before you realize
This change had to come
Without or with the lies
So watch out
For these third worlds wanting in
To be themselves a super power nation
As this path to hostility's to begin
COLLISION COURSE
Did you like the power
Was the big stage so revealing
Tell us all a story
But yours, we'll never know
Concealing the falls of glory
This one then that one
Seemed like everyone
But appearances bought you out
he one con veered you on
Into the mainstream and round-a-bout
Knew you couldn't stand alone
Not forever, as I shall
Ya, she asked you
Never me to take them home
Ya, good luck pal
In that human zoo
Because once you buy
Any piece of the lie
They'll drag you through like...
Like dreams drift on your eye
Then you're theirs
And everyone else will follow
Till everyone cares
Leaving you no room to swallow
103 TRUE BACKING
I was better
Then you were
Better than the rest
We were
I'd sing
And you 'ld sing
They'ld all play along
And we sang another song
Well, what did we know
Let me tell you
Let us tell them
Well, what do they know
It was down with the hair
It was down with life
It was down with the precious priestess
Back down to you and me...and the wife
And for what we've done
And for what, in return
The wrong end of the gun
'cause we were having fun
Just amazing at what you'll learn
Guess you were better
Then I was
Better than the best
Yes, we'ze was
NAWJSNA, THE SEEING DOG
Somewhere on the big screen
I heard the camera say
You were coming back so crisp
Like you were here today
Should've known you 'ld never leave
And you knew it all along
The tears, the pain, to actually believe
Had one more sleeve in song
Now we're back together
And all your world is one
And what you say 'll go
And how your world 'll glow
If only you could see what you've done
Lead us to the morrows
Ya, what you've wasn't blind
And we'll take the blame
It's the best thing we can do
No thanks to this game
Never thought to watch out for you
Nawjsna, the seeing dog
Lead us a way out of this
Now it's time to lead ourselves
Guided by your ways
Ya, this time we'll never miss
104 WHAT WOULD YOU SAY
Every question, every answer
In my mind
What would you say
If you were here to find
The fighter, the dancer
Left behind
How can they play
While thriving on the lesser kind
When I know what this is
And said by those 60 wrong
Capitalist falls
Critic stalls
Awaiting a final stand of one strong
But enough would you say
As much
Living in the rough
And a dream to never touch
No more could you say
Than from that, the life you live
No less
For freedom you can not give
MORAL VICES
Experience and fairy tales
Based on shaky ground
And they all fall for it
But I, yes I just get out of town
More and more I stand
Alone with the earth to lose
Little to walk on
A surface all gone
They failed to foresee what to choose
The criminal believes
Do you believe in anything
Under the influence
Of alls peace viewed a twisted king
I'm a costume
Definitely your masquerade
That's all they see
You inside me
Concealing as you betrayed
Now looking at your thoughts
No creativity is found
I'm a frayed and a lone plot
Naw, get out of town
Now I'm real, but you are not
105 DAY AND NIGHTS
What am I to tell you
When all you want's to feel
At thought of comfort
Someone to support
Now am I to know the feeling too
A quiet heart
A cute smile
Sophisticated brows arise wide
Makes one fall apart inside
A life lived for, worth while
Thinking of your eyes
From one to another I'm entwined
Face to face
Hands in hands
Where nothing else matters you'll find
Then when the day comes
We're left to leave each other
What tears shall remain
And in memories they'll contain
Hold close this pillows cover
For all I can tell you
To the edges I can feel
Days and nights
In captured heights
These brink of moments seemed so real
Kept ever for only you
WISDOM OF OBLIQUITY
Dependant as the moon
Onto this universe
I stand alone
To find as well inverse
I, this human species
Ever searching for another
Aging elsewhere amongst us
To view the final theses
Never said to be known
No laughter found for this mystery
To grow onward
Without such beings to condone
Freedom alas could be
Needless kings nor cowards
Let go the guest to die unanswered
Seek on the knowledge found
Faults received
Thoughts perceived
Dreams conceived
Reach extends to higher bounds
Fames and fortunes soon forgotten
To dust and solar flares
No concern or care
A human to compete situates a no win
106 WITH YOU HERE
You know what it is about the world
Without you girl, in it
My reasons of life would vastly veer
No, without you girl
I just wouldn't care to begin it
Because out there
I see so much in hatred
But with you here
Every single tear
Life seems to clear in my head
Not sure what you got me for
This I can't see
Because I'm me
And with you I'm even more so
So as long as you stick around
Your world, girl on mine
Will be the best offer in town
With me in hand, you'll climb
Over my shoulder
Beyond those mountains
As long as this life can be
And memories even older
You know what it is about you girl
In my world, you'll fit
Between the air, and the stones I'll carry
Yes, forever in my world
With you I know someday we'll win it
LIVIN' ON
Why can't we live
Just live
For now for the morrows
Never to give
Into the gains and sorrows
Out of the games
Playing in our head
Into the flames
Of silk' n'satin beds
The schemes they'll con you into
To another leading upon
Left behind you thought so true
The goals have come and gone
Salvage these medical magician.
Let the farmers grow
Do away with these middle men
Who've nothing more to show
You tell them
And I'll step outside
Then maybe then
The causes can not hide
From life weeds out the flaws
Still we live, Survivals quiz
Nature rules over petty laws
107 LOOKING FOR ANSWERS
No replies nor response
No, don't care for mere conflictions
Statements over my head they fly
Misguides to actual directions
As you age amongst them
Lies become hard to ignore
Even more so to get around
Either You're in or abandoned
But I remember the wrongs
So long ago, yet they still remain
And as you forget
The base of an answer ever belongs
Not voice nor glitter
May save the prosper tomorrow
More is for ones meaning
For interpretation, none can borrow
Ya, answers are yours alone
To look upon when being faced again
To stand against or fall into the lame
With those to condemn and condone
Ask yourself for conclusion
Of solutions yet to be
Finding so little confusion
Of what it is you see
WHAT IS TO ADDITION
Dig a lake
Dig,dig,dig, till you drown
Lower the beach line
Until the waters rise aground
Don't wait for the rain
Our life finds deeper plots
Under the growing shades
Lay fortunes of old spades
Dig in for the gain
Cause this world is turning down
Spinning cycles too hot and cold
Repercussions return for another round
And this time we're too old
To plug the gaps
These plagiarized yaps
I've been there, but youth no more
Not words nor dance
Stands forth to these inflictions
But of ethics and morals
To which wisdoms world need no addiction
Tie a mountain
Tie,tie,tie them all down
Raise up the goals
Until a stakes reach too astound
108 KILL THE WORLD
Here comes the war
You've all been waiting for
No-one to lead the way
A battle on ever more
The winner's the loser
And round again they go
The books been bitten
The flames rewritten
To ashes we'll never know
For spirits that never die
You will for any granted given
Be it all future
Be it all a lie
For only the cause of men and women
No one world
Ethnical ethics gaps all balance
We all remember the past
Letting go for these days only
To be a life that can not cast
So more innocent remain victims
Lives mere wages to gamble
For who, but no one answer's pinned
A thought set out to ramble
INNOCUOUS
Violate the innocent
How is the one to blame
Never to know anothers intent
Within a ruthless worldly game
Intruders from out of town
Become invaders of your privacy
So don't clown around
With strangers that appear, just to be
Then the laughter is lullened
The brighter days are dullened
And there's no returning
Blades ever turning
Those dreams vanish so sullened
In another town to start again
A clean slate, but not forgotten
With wisdom of old pain
All innocence up to blame
No knowledge from the cons being baughten
Remove the ill and aged
From all ends of each table
To feed not with greed
But of one mortal to plead
By blood of tears since child and ladle
109 INFRINGEMENT
Breaking into my rights to be
As I am, alone
Thoughts to condone
Not of mine, this human you see
To coincide not with others
But to all in an earthly way
Nay is mine right
Nay more is yours
But do not con me in the play
I've left you alone
To live the life you chose
But as thoughts of me arose
You took an obligated thrown
Yet, the system I must use
I'm of one, not of your many
Surviving on my final penny
Long side a scratch and bruise
My weakness is your strength
Do not infringe your morrows so
I'm well enough to go the length
If left alone where the sorrows grow
Obedient only to oneself
No nature commits crime
Yet, even though there I fit in
My step to all's out of line
THE LIES THE PRICE
Imagination has capability
To be within grasp of falsehood
But not invention nor creativity
To be of stories told and misunderstood
The dream
Is all a remanence in mind
The thought
Is all a vision of mankind
Thin as they differ
The dream can be transferred
The thought in essence can not
The written may be seen
But the writer's never heard
Is then, creation not actuality
Is what they see not relative
For I breathe the air
To only see the shadows of
But of this falsehood as love
Row then, am I to be
Grant no more
Than ones self onto this universe
Trust none other
Believe not at all
Only to you to understand that of before
And leave behind this earth
110 LOON ON THE LAKE
Looking for some perfect lifestyle
Some country side of time
Water, land, and sky
Hills and trees to climb
Long summers and winters
Enhanced seasons in between
Soft moons to flickering splinters
Wind of colour to spriteful green
To skate, to swim
To go boating in the scene
To breathe, to fly
lo rest your all on a dream
And on the outside
Spouse,kids, and a car
Routine workplace and bar
To be set aside
Freedom from the confusion
Of words and ways
Choices without enforced illusion
Resting by the waves
Cold one out of the ice
Not song on the table
Breeze of air sighs by
Life, no fiction nor fable
FOR BETTER FOR YOU
You girl
If I ever needed someone
No other, girl
Could do me well
This side of the sun
In a touch of your hand
Ouu... the bond inside aflare
Like oil on a tan
Girl, you know I'll go anywhere
With you
I'm not that of men
But an ever companion
With you
There would be no end
The life we'ld travel
Like ribbons to unravel
Within gifts of adventure long the way
Without thoughts if you
I'd be nowhere to say
And as long as you stay
Girl, for you anything I'll do
111 THE CHANGER
Have you there
Given up your choice
To live as you are
Losing your own voice
For someothers in the back ground
To give in's not the concern
It's whether to yourself or the system
The system's just day to day
At least alone is your own way
With no more than life to contend
Buying the answers
Gets you through the problems
But out in reality
One to one with nature you'll see
Self taught's the price of survival
To live passed all others ends
So change the ways
Oppose the routines of history
Say yes or no to what isn't already
Make a stand and walk away
Keep profiles low
All your futures in reserve
Keep in mind
What's yours to find
Keep the best of them as you deserve
SETBACK TWO
Making a move
Far,far away
Opening a door
From a style left to fray
For romance has asked me in
To hold her close
For a life shared as two to begin
But this one knows
All that I have
Would be lost
To paint, to write, to sing no more
For what I've not
Would be the cost
Her, a social life, child on the floor
Creative abilities out the door
A decision of choice forever
To be another neighbour
Or their tomorrow off to where ever
The life, or my life
A moments notice
To face the rest of my days
Best for all, I move along
No tear, no kiss
112 MORE OUT OF LIFE
Seems you've put in enough
Now it's time to go for bigger wages
A couple of years in the rough
Time to stand out on those big light stages
To advance one step higher
Let the next age change the tire
In for the bucks
In hard body trucks
In a fast lane to retire
The loads now are heavy
The days of sweat are long
Time to sit behind the scenes
Time to use thought in fuller means
You've a world out there
That you've never been able to afford
Maybe soon from adventure and dare
You'll return to find the same old chord
Set aside the seasons sports
To find what games your mind may play
A song, a story
A scene upon all glory
From yourself, To the world beyond the last day
Getting the most out of living
Is why you're still alive
IN YEARS ARRIVAL
So I've won
And now to have lost again
It's just a rung
Left with memories behind to remain
And onto the next
Not upon this social ladder
But of one I've built myself
To which no other may shatter
A stepping stone context
Knowledge
All I've left to waste
And nowhere on earth to do so
The perfect edge
The thought alas to taste
Towards an end tossed to and fro
Just one more age and then
A world upon my door
And will I hear to answer
Within this age all shall depend
To win again
To wait is patience enough
To turn ashamed
The strong not so tough
113 MIND SEEKER
Not one to overlook
As each of us go our own way
For one to write the book
For all those to chose their say
See for yourself
How far you've gone
In highs and lows when down
Roads far beyond each dawn
Some thoughts to rearrange
Written to a melody played over
Blackened blue and gray
The sky and sea seem strange
Thriving through your mind
A fresh clean dream
Wishing to see this alive
Outside for those who 've never seen
But this is never going to be
The way you see it
Hold your words
You're best to leave it
Give only their answers
To the questions found so hard to find
It's all that can be done
For a memorys journey off in time
Sought long ago by everyone
WHEN THE PORTRAITS DRY
Drum set in the corner
Guitar by the wall
Bed long side the far side
Portraits of lifes dolls
Tapedeck stares me in the face
Papers cluttered all around
Door's the only thing out of place
In a life six foot down
Fills the crypt with smoke
To feel like the innards of a crowded room
He's wasted life as a Joke
Covers out romance with clutching perfume
For the day she arrives
This lifestyle's sure to end
No more heavy rock posters
No more laughs from beer coasters
For the true hand in hand, my friend
Exchanging amps for diapers
Flush, flush, flush the far goals
Sports cars out the window
All that was, ash by the coals
Just as I reach the beginning
Another calls its end
The style lost to the family thing
As age now's to trend
114 THE FAMILY THING
Grandmother's in her rocking chair
Children in the trees
Feel like climbing a wall
Baking for some others please
But trees as all, do age
As families sprout the new
Against the natures to subdue
To flames and disease engaged
Meanwhile, gathered around
All doing the family thing
Border to border safe and sound
The crowds break down
To do the family thing
Aunt this and uncle that
Long time, no see
Spelled upon the door mat
For who ever can it be
Conversing through the doings
Since the last time to have met
Remembering things we 60 often forget
From castles to old ruins
Now the time is over
As all friendships return in cheers
The family thing held sober
As the rest of the world disappears
THE TOOTH OF WISDOM
Child intrigued
With war in his eyes
Fascinating concept
As a flame fills the skies
Can't wait to pull a trigger
To hear the riveting roar
Too far away from the falling targets
To see the tears and gore
Till one day full grown
Holds death in his arms
Too late to have known
Such feedback to his harm
Old now, with aged memories
Cares no more for fears to be shed
As the screen breeds new tragedies
For the children of the dead
Child intrigued
With war in his eyes
Wow, neat-o
As a flame burns the skies
But he won't live to pull the trigger
Cause of sisters state of mind
Tired of all these men unkind
Wants an end to it all
Puts her finger on something even bigger
115 TO BEING NICE, SO LONG
Don't care to be a nice guy
I was once
But it's so heavy to all the reasons why
Trust goes far
For the lies to hold it there
The twinkle and grin is too unaware
Of the long running scar
This back is weakened and weary
The back of mind falls wary
The mirror sags out the true
These bones crack up the youth
This skin too fragile to veer
Sun burned and frostbite
Take toll on the visual innocence
Days lost to the night
To the blackouts of romance and violence
Nice guys used by cons
Nice guys lose in the long
Friends become a sure thing
Even to the doubts of wrong
So the nice guy that I was
Can be no more
For knowing what being nice sadly does
TO THE HILLSIDE ITSELF
Two thousand and one day
Senses like the beginning of time
Two children born today
Future morrows, theirs to find
Another earth so barren
Of minds to conquer are none
Awaiting change to tend
New life under an unknown sun
A final wave of farewells
To a world of illusioned minds
No history to base on heavens hells
No need of survival on tarnished dimes
With machinery to mend all wounds
Freedoms nowhere left to hide
Orbiting spheres turn with elderly
Children continue in the ride
Ten thousand and one day
You and I forgotten
As thoughts of an era fade away
With no more than a message to send
116 SYSTEMIZED VICTIM
Cold city streets
Comfort no more than an alley
Such are the feats
Of survival down here
Should've took a mistress
But for love, a price too high
Put to the test
In endless stress
Without solid reasons of why
Should've finished school
But for life, no-one's ever taught
Plays the fool
On the corners stool
For being harmless, I was caught
Soulest shoes
Bagged bottle of booze
Sharing this cats nightly shelter
No-one to trust
From dusk to dusk
Guess the cards weren't meant to be dealt here
The dampened winds arrive
An end has come early this year
Still well enough to be alive
With time, I'll sense no fear
TAKE A BREATHER
Take not the advantage
Of fortunes on others
Friends are only while they are
For the morrows to disengage
The lie only smothers
Give not the submission
To crowds looked high upon
Styles are only when they are
Of fashions come and gone
Hold out with self ambition
Don't be lead down
The wrong fork in the road
By someone who's never seen
Don't get pinned down
To a life on debt owed
By someone who lives in a dream
When fools come to you
Don't give your tooth of wisdom
To share only a view
Is the best you can do, as anyone
Knowledge is priceless
Don't stab your own back
For cons that lack
Have no intent of sharing progress
117 ESTIMATION UNDER FIRE
Thought you were close
Enough to rule by pen
But by the final toast
You played the fool again
Off on a tangent
Intent of persuasion
But not even a dent
Awoke to the invasion
Now the warrior will not fight
But to death, a suitable end
You should 've left alone the spite
Now exitance remains to defend
Fusion beams now in place
To the cores of earth, no mercy
Now's not a good time
To snide remark in my face
You've underestimated my intelligence
Even under fire I've stood out
And with the time I've survived on tolerance
I've gathered up for the final bout
And to your spark
My flame is parallel
And to your hope
None shall live to tell
COREAGON FOUR
Held my breath to death
Last chance to breathe once more
Brown clouds take depth
As the earth's now to face coreagon four
Massive output of greenery
Is now ladened with cold shadows
Soon to dawn no scenery
Out of time to dibble and dabble
Kiss goodbye all fears
For none shall live to see then fade away
Best you bury the tears
For none shall have dreams to smile out gray
Not just a human
Not just a world
Not even a universe to escape
I could not evade
And can not lie
How could a message made
Get passed your eye
You heard, listened, and understood
But acknowledgement seemed to veer off
Now the stones turned to wood
And the woods been set aloft
Now to a cloud of ashes
You breathe a deadly breath to cough
118 THE END
An eery sound of thunder
Ploughs in from the horizon
As quick as you turn
All escapes have gone
Your final thought
Why by those dreaded men
Must all else pay
Let me live
Nature, you and me
I'm not much of a whiz
But I've learned to plant a tree
Let me die
Nature, you and I
As the many carry on
The truth those men could never see
Existence is not classified
For those to choose what's best
We've lived and died
But not for those to rule or pest
Silence opens the eye
With reason to belong
Nothing acquired on wonder
To search the seed growing strong
SLEEP IF YOU CARE
Back to etch upon the charts
I got you now
To mend all broken hearts
You've got what I'm looking for
Ya, and you knew it all along
That one special thing
That one weakness, but I adore
Because it belongs to you
And you alone will find
To use it to your advantage
Will give you that edge in time
So hit the streets
And I'll do so as well
So alas we'll meet
To share stories we'll tell
On every heart beat
Not your smile
Not your dreams
Just you, eyes on eyes
Not your style
Not your means
Just you with me, I've realized
That's all two need
To break the charts
Tomorrows in hand
With bonded hearts
119 AN INSPIRING TASTE
No reason to be starving
As another child's born
Oh, isn't she cute
Such a darling little thing
To a song she cries
New beginning fills the skies
Burps upon a bubble
To rest within her sighs
Parents, what a concept
A mother, a father
Such words add on lifes depth
By means of a daughter
Worth all the caressing
By the candles lit back then
Worth all the snuggles
To now share and tend
Here's to the newborn
And the times we'll try again
Here's to the roses thorn
Changing up to a priceless gain
ALL THROUGH THE EARTH
Still young enough
To catch her eye
And you know
I've really nothing to lose
I'll take the rough
Knowing she's the reason why
That youthful glow
Has me shivering in my shoes
And only for you
I'll sing and dance
Yes, only with you
I'll take the chance
And would you stay
A lifetime by my side
Leaving games fall where they may
Share dreams together
In hearts to collide
Take hold at hand all seasons weather
Yes, were still young enough
To run somewhere away
Through the fields, upon the mountains
Into a sunset of another day
120 LEAVE YOU NEVER
Looking over the hill
See a lifestyle grown for me
But this can't be for me
For everything is still
Cut and dried
The water's plastic blue
Don't care to step over
Without finding you
The emotion would fade fast
If there's no-one then to share
Mere empty laughs
No echo to grasp
A moments smile without a care
Best I go back on stage
Play you out of the crowd
Take to the age
From the plastic cage
Run off with you in hand
From the mountains of endless shroud
Well enough to have someone
But needless are those hills all ride
Life is once, but never done
Green roots to the gray's meant not to hide from the sun
ENOUGH FOR TOMORROWS
Advertize the message
All time highs and then forgotten
Hints along the passage
But the core is never baughten
Parts of the all
Keeps survival of those daily
All given as one
To live, to die more rapidly
The fame and fortunate fall
The cast is done
This box I'm in
Seems too big for the prize
Light up this place
Find this extra space
Filled with sales pitched lies
But these words, not mine
How the many care to hear
So, in the corner I decline
To walk the plank alone
Not to drag this world out on a pier
For the back bench of crime
Show no colour
And seen is no side
Con no other
And lost is no pride
121 WHINES AND RUMBLE
I sense from a distance
A sound unheard in so many years
While before me
Stands something I don't care to see
And in my hand
A mechanical device to wrench upon
As an eye keeps tact with time
I await only the weekends dawn
The longest years
Seem to vanish without seasons
Time merely appears
Within dreams to awaken doubted reasons
Just stay out of my life
Your styles and expense
Butter up your knife
Before you claim my defense
In face with those
No thoughts intertwine
All elegance froze
As a vacant road sign
Go back to where you came from
Beyond, there's no starvation
Because nothing lives
Where nothing is
A gasp of devastation, with anywhere to run
FAULTY REFLECTIONS
If down's where you want to go
Then rise to the final show
Breathe again
Out with the seconds of the sun
You've not far to wander
To this edge over yonder
Climb if you can
This watered down ledge you'll ponder
Of paper or sand
Thoughts of a physical dream
Thoughts of a labouring wage
Abandoning this final scene
As aside you feel heart to reengage
Look around in nature
Carefree with life in an overall sway
Thoughts so often reoccur
When you run your worries Right out of the day
Don't leave your conscience unaware
When changes make the play
So many strangers that know this view, still care
About those thoughts you've yet to say
122 NAY,NAY, FAX ME
Functional structures
Thriving with visions
Species read like a book
To be done with
What ever time brings
With out myth
The written never sings
Lies on every shore
Welcome, welcome in
To strain the poor
Of backbone and kin
Weaken in fame and glore
So don't rule me king
For last pennies of your living
I don't care to sing
On your priceless breath so willing
No need to be the best
Just of the better gets you this far
A waste of time to guess
What actually made a superstar
If you know, then you do
But not for me, as the many view
The good of one
Isn't all or none
Just a course of style set to and through
FILM
Long and thin
Blank as we begin
No colour, a shade of mud
Close your eyes
That's all you'll see
Particlized
A faded mystery
One light blink
Mere images of no distance
Inversed to think
What's not is all of presence
Then with open sight
You spin around
As all colour takes flight
From stable ground
Onto a sudden standpoint
Reflections turn clear
No longer buoyant
This prismed tear
Far and wide
So we dreamers have tried
To bring vision out of this mud
123 AFFLUENT OF ALL WITHIN ABSENCE
You won't look at my face
Wouldn't even say hi
But if you were in my place
Then why shouldn't i
You, the princess
I, a pauper
No one need confess
No one.oughta
The rich have the poor
The poor have none
But I've the mind, creations finest
To leave you behind, destitutions quest
Then who'll've won
Then whoms tear's to pour
You didn't know I wanted you
How I could've made you queen
Lead your posture out to pasture
NoW your statue lost its stature
Cause of your misconsciousness dream
Next time you see my face
Remember this pauper in disguise
The poor are of no disgrace
My weakness of strength has kept me wise
MIDNIGHT GLIDE OF INNOCENCE
In a long black glittering dress
She stands beneath a moonlit sky
Her and I
At distance in stress
As dark eyes glow
The candle pours the wine
Conversing voices toned low
In a scene left out of tune
Humming echoes of an old song
So close we danced in sway
To an end we swept along
Greeting light of a suns rising way
Far as forever and romantic
Has been, now a wrapped up memory
Could have crossed the atlantic
With these wings inside of me
Set around the breakfast table
The children we have bound
To find their ways from fable
In nights to be unwound
In a long black satin sheet
She sleeps with an innocence in sigh
Her and I
In dreams we meet
124 WHO CAN NOT ANSWER
Only the inoculate may fly
With winds unseen except to their eye
Remembering when this was of I
Oh, to dream again
Think tonight I will
The purest thoughts of sun and rain
Run the laughter from the hill
For the wings, it's all survival
The fleeing from worldly ways
Simplicity of freedom
Sophisticated all fall
For greeds too heavy disobeys
See the music soar
As words try to leap and bound
But in stagnant thoughts ever more
As the melody never lets down
A lesson understood
Only the neutral are of good
Weather, barren or wood
IDEALS CONNECTION
Lovers stay away
Believers stay away
Gamblers stay away
Tis of your lies, that I'm ill
Sick of being bed ridden
Sick of faithful conclusions
Sick of words kept hidden
Obsessions, fanaticals, and "reeds of humane pollution
True crimes to ever kill
Needless to the child
This learning makes the master
For me, may be too late
Lost the survival of the wild
Fed to me young, this cosmetic laughter
Unwebbed, I took the bait
But as now, I peel away these lies
Look to life with opening eyes
Though plagued with confusion
I see with dynamic conclusion
To mental debate, I wave all good-byes
So wisdom stay away
I've no longer need to play
I know you better now
Just snow to this plough
What's black and white, now gray
125 BY A BREEZE
As the winter sweat
Thaws from my brow
I sense this debt
Is over as of now
It matters not or so
If you submit to this defeat
I've won and died
And so long ago
You thought so worthy upon these feet
Confronted and confide
Set free the gloom you ponder
Free to wander, you are
Dig down to these waters yonder
Take flight for any star
As the summer frost
Burns from my skin
I sense the cost
Is now to begin
Seek out the doom off yonder
Keep distance as though void
Make life your mile to wander
No passes bliss destroyed
UNSEEN THE CURIOSITY
Flickering filters
Look what's been done
World grown to ashes
Leaving life none
Fine fed flames
A plague of rain is casted
Carefree natures win
Deaths diet now has fasted
With no where to go
You should 've heard me out
Running off for the show
Not for survivals living bout
Existence is no game
But I, you tinker with so
Persistence all a shame
Song and dance
Was well for the time
Now to ignorance
Your breaths be just as blind
Fearless flirting
Not with progress
But the conventions based upon
Invisible to infest
126 GONE
What is one
Without another to oppose
Gone, I suppose
At the will of thought
All could be calm
Gone, the care and hate
Mere challenge in ones palm
To onto the morrows
A life so far away
And needless to say
Gone are all my sorrows
And from, I'll travel onward
To the wrongs of their unknown
To separate harsh from softspoken unheard
kind false images to have grown
Fast is the mind upon my word
The lost have understood
A heart beats on good
Again, setting free a wistful herd
Gone, is all I look to be
A place to find once more
And gone
A life long battle without score
MIND THE FOOL
To take the chance
A song for romance
For this night
Or for this ever after
You, I ask the answer
Intentions to be final
Or incomplete denial
New birth lets go the dancer
So tell me of your concern
Is it me or of some status
Careful, for what I've learned
Tends what's to become of us
If quest be fair
I'll take in hand, yours truly
If guess be fare
I'll break commands, unruly
Falls now, the tears
But of love on lies I wonder
Compassion I adhere
As you shy away the spell there under
And so remains unknown
Her innocence kept veiled
Strengths of wisdom shown
To be still unmatched as scaled
127 MY TURN
And in words
I dare not to say
Glance an eye your way
Wish you were aside me
A wish, a dream, and honest sigh
If only you could hear me
No tears alone I'd cry
Would you ask me for awhile
Would I've the time to stay
What am I to say
To find a moment longed to smile
No touch, no lie
Just you and I
In a room cold at the thought
Thermal intensions raise the plot
A boring reply
No song in mind
Into a total blind
I ask your name and on
Safely set where I didn't belong
A fragile sign
In careless words
Too scared to fray
Live to leap another day
ALL SHIED OUT
Tired of the jump back scene
Deeking out these weaknesses
To the heart of my minds dream
What this man really misses
All shied out
I need you woman
Without your love
And all the beauties of
I hold an empty hand
Ya, I'm all shied out
All shied out
Stepping into this check out line
Box of roses, candle and wine
To you woman
A life so fine
Used to go my own way
Strong willed ego, alone to stay
But woman, oh my
Sharp glitter in your eye
Seems the lonely have nowhere to play
All shied out
Now woman, would you show me how
To turn my world around
From the lost to found
Yes, I'm all shied out, for you here and now
128 DIDN'T YOU SAY
You won't walk with me
You don't care about my pains
You laugh so cruel to me
You don't call me puppy love names, anymore
Didn't you say
These feelings would last forever
And didn't you say
We would spend them all together
Oh, what's been lost
You know at any cost
For my life to remain
I'd beg love back again
To find where our hearts been crossed
Seems when I need you
You're never there
On top of the world, or down and blue
But you're nowhere to be found
In for an all or nothing share
When you wash up on the shore
I took your hand so kind
If only these tears, you'd touch once more
This love I'm sure you'll find
BOUGHT AND PAID FOR
My life
Mine and no-one else
Every step of the way
My love
Picture on the wall
To the very last day
Bought and paid for
Gave it all to you
For dreams, nothing more
And what did you feel, like you had to do
Took them and ran
To some far away tan
My world without an answer
And it's one free ticket gone
Bought and paid for
Never been here before
On this down side of the dawn
So much for the cost of living
Thoughtful to share, and end up giving
My lungs
Left open to wheeze
Victim of dismay
129 WEAKNESS
Collision course
Of action left untold
Friction force
An attraction to hold
Weakness takes this stage
Surrenders to the moon
lf to only skip this page
Find ends met all to soon
A strength of instincts
No one human can hold
Endless are the chain links
As the youthful grow old
Years of practical observations
Shacked up in a day
Out the window with anticipation
Life falls into foul play
Experience unknown to instant recall
To the forefront of fascinations
The rest of the world
Being tossed and hurled
Set aside for reservations
As this weakness gets pinned to the wall
REST OF THE WAY
I don't want to wait
Around all day
You said you 'ld be here
Yours ago
Why don't you call to say
Flat tires or not
You should be here by now
What do you expect me to do
Sit here and rot
There must be someway somehow
To get a message through
Feel like I'm doing time
For having a little concern
A gaining stress
A straining test
Of patience I've to learn
As you come up the drive
My worries fade away
Just glad to know you are alive
All's well, alright and A o.k.
130 SURVIVAL OF THE WEALTHY
Old and wrinkled now
Old friends the same
The days skip by 60 fast
Lonely is time to remain
Light fades in and out my window
No-one knocks on the door
Seems like I'm caught in
A world 60 long forgotten
Wonder if tomorrow's anymore
Memory's too short to recall
Hex, thugs and rock on something
Might as well not be at all
My name si, is... echoes down the hall
Into nothing
All the answers I've found
Entangled into mush
A total crush
Of dead weight per mental pound
Skin dry as dust
Blood thin blue as
watercolour
Synthetic tusks
Tips of hollow bones even duller
AEONIAN VIEW
Out there, a steady world
Could change at any moment
I'd rather miss it
Then dare to visit
A world living without intent
Somewhere eyes move along
With timeless sunsets
While other eyes meet the dawn
Without any regrets
Still the earth turns away
Into silence and dismay
No mercy nor glee
For you and me
Just another species to universal gray
Lifestyle to lifestyle
Is change enough right here
A one out of all smile
Is all one needs to adhere
Staying put
Far from reach of the thriving
Measures took
Against the meek and greed arising
131 SISTER'S GOING ON
When sister dies
What's there left to say
A memory in voice
A tear to hoist
Love goes on its mystic way
The child survives
The passed on passes down
Of stories told
When days were old
And sister was talk of the town
But alone and uneasy
We sit thereafter
How then she used to tease me
All for laughter
Thoughts we shared inside
Now mine to flare these eyes
In times of confusion
Of her conclusions
I'll ask myself her words so wise
When sister dies
Old school friends still care
We've all fit in somewhere
So remember when she cries
GREW UP THERE
The day before rock' n' roil
Men sung strong
Women sang so long
Innocence took their toll
Electromagnetic wires
Echoed across the mires
Beats picked up the pace
And voices raised desires
Fans clapped their hands
Checked out the local bands
Cried out to sing along
Popularity sold out to the night
Youthful dreams all took flight
Opened roads to live upon
Upped the fashions
In flamed passions
Leisure and pleasure got the pass
The day after rock'n'roll
We raise ourselves up on
To live our lives along
Treasures of our heart and soul
132 LOVE IN THE SUN
Who'll walk out here
Upon these autumn leaves
In the cool turning sun
And enlightening breeze
Just holding hands
And to talk about plans
Two lovers I've seen before
They've been alone
And they've shared the nights
Found themselves a home
To greet these morning lights
Love in the sun
They'ld show everyone
How true love can find their ways
Love in the sun
Is so much more than fun
When two chase to the ground in sways
Innocence is their love
Under a sun they held so tight
No reasons to hide these beauties of
Life in a setting so bright
LOVE OF YOURS
Not a word
My love
This tear shall dry to remain
A crystal blue love
All for you
My love ,
In heart of memories to stain
An ever so true love
Hold on close
My love
For now we're on our way
To this never ending day
We've seen each others dreams
We've found what love now means
Not afraid nor shy
Between you and I
To touch within words, that towards us leans
Forever and always
My love
To be yours to share the pain
To start anew in love
133 WHAT'S LOVE
Been splitting wood dry
To heat this hearty meal
Hunting with the sharpest eye
Unknown heart of steel
What's love
Where you coming from, boy
What's love
Some small town out of illinois
Lost in a wilderness
Life's the nature
When he paints, he paints the world
Natures in such wildness
Out in the fields mist
To harvest autumns cache
Never time for bliss
The seasons fall too fast
What's love
Whatcha going through, boy
What's love
Some kind of settlers ploy
Just another pioneer
Drawn in to adhere
WHEN YOU'RE AROUND
I was talkin' to my girl
She told me
Take my hand and you'll never be lonely
So I hold her in a swirl
Astounding me
Doing what I can to always be
By your side
And there's no better place I know
Nothing to hide and all to show
You love me
And I'm all yours
I'll love you
And all forever mores
Grapefruit bitter
Gold and glitter
But for you, a hand to hold
What ever the matter
Come pitter then patter
But for you, myself, a song untold
Anything to flatter
134 WOVEN, MY MIND
Into the ground, you fall
Shallow darkness floods over
Out to me, you call
No sooner said, and it all comes to an end
Onto the ground, you're pinned
Dark masked stranger laughs you to tears
Out to me you call
No sooner said, and gone are all your fears
What would I do
If I were you
Well, there's no surrender
Life's not always tender
It's survival of the fittest
And do onto others as loves defender
A trial to the end
The youthful tend
In dreams and adventure
I'm this friend
Yes, you can find me anytime
This strength of heart, you breathe
Anywhere you call
In no time at all, it's over
Everytime you fall, I'll be there
To love from this ill-web weaved
LENITIZED
Sitting in a hot tub
Out in the middle of winter
Singing la de da de dub dub
Hey, hey, you should 've been here
Doing time with the sun
Children wishing in the pond
Thinking about the things being done
And why the better of them gone
Wife sits deeply beside me
As we look onto the universe
Sky fades into a sparkling mystery
Moon glows onto this earth
Between rebelry and senility
So this is life at ease
Faxing out bills
Televised tills
Love's so hard to please
Aiming for a hundred and three
Years so rare to be found
Well, live it, he says, live it for me
Ya, live it before you drown
135 DRIFTING ALOFT
With a little bit of perspective
You're off and running
Not stuck on some nickel'n'dime directive
In a world artfully cunning
Well, I don't care to settle down
Best I keep drifting aloft
If not for being so drafted sound
I'd stay at any cost
But when I was young
There was no-one to set course
Always- here boy, there boy
Now look what you've done
And I never had the chance to get back on the horse
With a heart full of incentive
She's off and running with me
Out to a lifestyle so complementive
Holding hands and to the sky we flee
TWO HEADS IN A CLOUD
My world isn't your world
So I guess it's best we part
I've seen yours and you've seen mine
And an apple's an apple
And a tart's a tart
Yours has been cooked, but I'm still on the vine
My mind's been shrinking
From all this thinking
Has your ever been put to the test
Yours has been drying
From all that frying
Have you ever thought to give it a rest
Ya, we're two rocks cracking
By this heart attack yacking
Too much love and too much understanding
Too much stress from a world so demanding
We're now so big
We've our own pack backing
Things might have been better
If I never had have met her
But you seemed to have notice life too
It was just a matter of time
Before we both crossed the line
But I felt the war a little harder than you
136 MARES ONTO THE SUNSET
Some where in the night
Alone she rides
Lead on by the moonlight
Onto the tides
And there's no telling when
She'll ever,slow down
Because she s wild
But she's no child
No, forever chasing dreams around
Trails within this forest
Seem to go on without end
At night to become alivened
By hoofs and heels to never rest
And upon the dawn
All is calm
No hints of prints
Scents of the wind have carried on
The day slips by
From a distance, echoes cry
Mares into the sunset
No, I'll never forget
These tears she rode so high
THE FALLEN CLOUD
Always in a wonder
This life I'm living for
Some kinda spell I'm under
Lets me ask no more
Forever in a world of searching
With no time to live behind
Forgotten thoughts researching
But in question s all I find
I'm here
With nowhere else to be better
So clear
How on earth did I get here
And time, it has no answers
Time is only time
As life, it only prances
To lose body and mind
Production line's been victimized
Steel toes and ties all systemized
Ladder becomes adjustable
Truths become fable
Innocent smiles grow up vandalized
No roads to safely walk upon
I fear
All reasons for being lost are gone
So sheer
137 NOW, I'M REALLY TIRED
Car won't start
Puts a pace to the heart
Call it frustration
Call it irritation
Shreds the sound apart
Well the rest of life can wait
And it's best I take a break
Obtain that casual mode
Retain that patience stowed
Ah, ya, isn't life just great
I'll be in stress all day
I can't see it now
But this migraine's giving way
I'll be dropping things as usual
But ticked off just because
Where as any other day, it'ld be casual
But, no, no
It's like I woke up on the wrong bed
Hand wedged into half my face
It's a,"why me" situation
A twenty four hour agitation
What once was fun in the wrong place
Now leaves me stiff necked and to a tilted head
LIARS RAIN
Too much to love you
You say hi
I reply
But no more can I do
For you are beauty full
So attractive you pull
Me and my heart in a sigh
But too much so
I'm to let you go
To some other less caring guy
Like the moon and sun
I'm just another lonely one
Living my time
No worldly crime
Without the anger, nor the fun
I'll understand your concern
But there's much to learn
So much to learn
I love, I know
I feel, and still I let you go
You're better off
In the long run liars rain
Than in this short run shy mans lane
You've come to cross
138 TEARS TO SCORN
If I say no
Those tears are sure to wound
If I say yes
The years will surely bring gloom
And I don't care to be part of this
To open arms or to enclose these fist
Life is more than just do or die
Time offers more than to you and I
So look beyond the ploys of hate, greed, and tenderness
Don't ask me
If I love you now
There will be
Answers you'll find somehow
Just one tear
And I'm in the wrong
Scorned with fear
And we'll live together
But we'll never get along
It's wrong, so wrong
These ambitions of youth
Driven by a song
To traditions without truth
So nothing is said
Another love scene torn to shreds
No rings to wed
All wrapped out of these single beds
I'VE NEVER BEEN THERE
Always at the end
This line for the less privileged
Letting everyone go ahead
Only to see others survive
A chance to better their lives
I'll step aside
And so it remains
I've never been there
And so little concerns of ever going
In winter winds and rains
Bow can one care
More about others never knowing
Well, I'm in a wonder
Is it worth my while now
To step upon the other side
Getting chain down to the ride
Just to feel myself a smile now
Meanwhile, go ahead friend
I've not reason yet for despair
Until these knees must bend
I'll never feel as you do, to be there
139 MOONS DUSK
Somewhere in town
There's a bash going down
I can hear it
I'm getting near it
Echoes grasp the sound
Indoors and outdoors
There were people all over
Lost in the tall grass
Looking for another empty
Singles double their scores
All but this outcasted rover
Another song, and one more glass
Moods and modes so plenty
And over cross the lines
The villa settles quiet
So long ago, they had such times
Must have been a riot
Still everyone here's alivened
With bliss to the weekends dawn
Soon the moons dusk shall be arriving
And forgotten memories will be gone
So party on
Ya, party on, he says
KALONIA
Far off in another universe
There lives one named kalonia
Immortal child all around
Awaiting mothers new birth
A green sun severs the horizon
Seasoned with falling stars
Kalonias newborn grips to fawn
Forgiven for the scars
This one shall learn
All powers of knowledge and compassion
To once again on turn
Teach to be, this life of all ration
Years have passed
And kalonia's to be no more
As she drifts out from the shore
The children shed no laughs
These waters calm
The child turns on
To a land to oversee
Guardian of the free
So cold to be so strong
Kalonia must 've had a callus shoulder
To carry such burdened thoughts
Beneath such tenderness even when older
140 WATCH THEM ALL GO
From one place to another
Up and down in the scenes
A heavy bash
A place to crash
Ya, we were rock'n'roll teens
But school's out
And the work force's taking over
So little time to run and shout
Watch them all go
One by one, to the last
No one left to know
These memories of the past
Gone solo, gone in couples
Gone, is the word I recall too often
Change of contents fill the duffles
Gone east, gone west, to never be seen again
A distant farewell
A shallow letter
So little said of being more
So remember well
When times were better
For the chance to be,
Just to be once more
THE WINDS ARE RISING
In ionic magnitudes
This earth is reaching peak
Internal fractures
Time manufactures
Natures no-one cares to seek
And nothing may be done
For those this side of the sun
No creatures despair
No machine's aware
To unwind this harness spun
The winds are rising
To extreme chaotic behaviours
By simple surmising
Opposed thoughts become endeavors
Senses faulter to recognize
So useless to run and hide
A full scaled earth, being vandalized
Waves too high for a mere tide
Still young our species to know
Of what time on nature's to grow
Ledges crack
The celts snap
To flames that never flow
141 DESPONDER
What are these to me
To grow upon the land
In a depthly rooted tree
To grasp within this hand
Survival of all trial and error
Who's less too weak to care
Must I be one
For to have come
In chance of never needing despair
The walls have fallen inward
No knowledge longer be heard
The weak manipulated
True reason desecrated
Off and running from this view absurd
And beneath it all
These blue bulbs of youth
Another day younger
Time has proven proof
So life's not just survival
When getting an edge on a beaten path
For after the flowers span
Grows that of what I am
That of an elegant species out of natures wrath
THE PENCIL PUSHER
We would've been better off
Doing one for bri
But until these paths cross
It's up to you and I
We were merely figurines
Making everyones dreams
Lost our heads
In sunken beds
Woke up out of our teens
Harsh vocal chords
Under wrinkles plastered over
Wheeled into wards
Of the broad casted rover
We could've took the real
And played on all for fun
But happiness
Was loneliness
Cold triggers should 've made you run
But I froze, and you drown
Had no time to turn around
Paths took to debt
We both lost the bet
Did we have to let our parents down
142 RELEASED ON LIFE
Obliquity
Obscurity
Feels like I'm free
In a melody with words
Echoes off the walls
Such soundless calls
But it's all for the birds
Because now we're flying
Yes, you and I
Never felt like dying
Till you opened up my eye
Split right down
Between the fast times and the good life
Stepped off the ground
Dropped the heavy load and took the wife
Surprise, surprise
A nightmare of cancer-sticks
System's been playing tricks
Mothers were so wise
So I sing a song or so
I should 've let it go
But I'm here now, memories to you all
When will we ever know
LIFE THE KILN OF TIME
If I never told you one time
You'ld've never heard me again
And yet to you, a mental mime
This songs just not the same
Took a shattered road to get here
And you can't walk me in a day
So pick up your act
Get where you're at
In the scene and scream away
Rock it to me babe
Roll me a dime
Think you got it made
Run it to me one more time
Listening to my heart
Beaten to the score
Frightened all apart
Flashed upon the shore
As the tattered comes so clear
There's so much more to say
This is where it's at
So full of bric-a-brac
My thoughts of moulded clay
143 SOMEWHY
For every doing
There's a reason
Of any viewing
That you breathe on
Somewhy
There's been nothing definite
As you and us
In a public eye
Ever wondering incomplete
Somewhy
Lady and I
We go over well
In times so deep
The wishes last forever
In tears to seep
This life pulls through together
Answers come and gone
As seasons move along
From ocean to ocean
Ceaseless in motion
To somewhy of another dawn
BEATS YOU
One in a thousand beats
This heart thrives on for you
In and out of the day
In thoughts I'm to stay
Always waiting for this chance left blur
To pick you up
Without a breath around
High heeled despair
A moonlit glare
Too shy to sigh a sound
One in a hundred beats
This break in's over due
Love's torn me apart
To some fancy new start
With enhance notions being you
I can take it
Yes I can
With you through all the winds
Mother, child, to rocking chair
Come what may to only care
We could make it
Adjusting the hearts
The trusting starts
To dreams synchronized
To woos in our eyes, the journey parts
144 BORED IN ROOM
Under a grey light
Dust upon the screen
Not so bright, this internal scene
A passing stranger
Hello and passes by
Ho, hum, and sigh
No adventure, no danger
Fly in the window
Stale draft in the door
Been here so long
No time to belong
This is definitely a bore
Life to change
Life to move upon
Time for games
Time before it's gone
Eight thirty to half passed four
A career drifting to no shore
Walls are thickening
Routine's sickening
Chance to rock out once more
DREAMT UP MEMORY
Awoke from sleeping
Never knew I had the time
Don't remember dreaming
Must be coming sane
What's happening to this mind
Some small town misfit crowd
A teen stage, in or out
Rather odd of things we're not allowed
Until too old we did without
Remember the song
Where once we'ld belong
Mid summer fun
Midnight sun
Ages time went, meant no wrong
Into a rising world
This earth a surface floor
Thoughts found
Answers bound
Nothing changed more than separate ways
Never the same as before
Conversation out of personal reach
Leave them ramble on
Nowhere vacant on a pop polluted beach
Each crowd to somewhere gone
145 MONICA
Mysterious monica
What cha coin' with those eyes
In harmony of innocence
Makes us want to climb a fence
Oh, surely you must realize
What brings you here
To waste your dreams away
So angel clear
Never a tear
In essence of life's your every sway
Necklace and compassion
True grace in fashion
In awe, to hold our hearts a flutter
To ponder us with ration
Speechless if only to stutter
Perfection's all that need be said
But for you, to mind such matters
No more than to kiss your hand
No more love falls true to stand
A style ahead of all these mad-hatters
Remain as you are
Is all to be requested
Purely free spirited
A princess over par
SOME REASON TOO
I must be going someplace
And with you
I'll always be there
But if I'm going no place
Without you
You know I really won't care
Cause holding you there
How could I let go
To fall out of love
With you, I don't know
Why's this have to be
A double jointed life
When you latched on to me
Everything free, needed a second opinion
Freedom's now more so dumb
Still I kept on going
With you
At least to someplace to share
And all the while knowing
With you
This child I'm witness to bear
146 DON'T YOU LOVE ME
There's no way
You're gonna separate me
From my music, art and writing
Cute as you sway
There's no way we're gonna be
So don't bother with your eyes so inviting
Paced with caution
The sounded heart
Don't you love me
Don't you love me
My dreams to never part
No,no,no,
Don't you love me
Cause love's no tear
We often alas die for
And who knows the fear
Knows better not to open my door
So babe
Go ahead and love anyone
But hey,
Don't you love me
No, don't you love me
Cause life in there's no fun
I'M YOURS AND YOURS
I'm gonna take you
I'm gonna let you down
Fill your open heart
Spread it all around
Only to kiss you goodbye
And I'll remember so
Few of all reasons why
To ever let you go
Say those words awaiting
Never going there to know what it means
Leave you aggravating
Set up on a cloud without any dreams
I'm going to hold you
I'm gonna let you breathe
Take your caressed tears
Flush this web you weave
Know, you'll never touch me
When I'm just a smile away
No, I'll never leave you be
Until you turn away
147 TO HEAR FROM YOU
The story told
Is never gold
Until told by the teller
Who finds the gold cellar
Within the bounded lines to fold
Yes, I've read the song
Though few are the words
To disfigure the melody
Once shall make all wrong
And you may sell a million
But the moment soon arrives
When creativity turns to lies
And you don't realize what's been done
So, sound or cynical
Tell your story
But not for me and my reaction
And egos glory
Because life's once
And yours is now
Take the bumps and curves
While you still remember how
No, don't let it sink into your nerves
GIVE MAN THE NOBEL
Let's over populate
Till there's no room to stand
kind no food to eat
No time to hold hands
With the newborns we greet
Stay on this planet
Till we're too old to conceive
The thoughts once held
When we were too young to leave
Lets hope to pass on
Before these worldly, change our ways
Lets start another war
To keep the knowledged in a daze
Kill all the animals
Burn all the trees
Spread this mental disease
Build so many towers
Smell so many flowers
Hold fate forever on its knees
Till there's nothing left
Just us born to death
Well, said and done
Down slowly we run
To blindly lead the rest
148 WORK'S FOR ME
Head aches and fatigued
And you want me to smile
How's one to be intrigued
Trying to live another mile
Feel like drifting an endless ocean long
Rippling through the silence
It's funny what tomorrow can buy
With a little common sense
Gone are the worries
For a breath of yesterdays
Strong to hold
Reasons old
Deterring time with ages ways
What it is to be, but once
With ones life of no precedence
Just being there
In anothers affair
Nose in the air to activate stunts
A classic phase out as into the skies you vision
Toes in the sand, you rout,
Soundly perspiring in submission
A FAST COVER
Got this guitar
On an open stage
Rock' n' roll star
Breaks out the rage
Fast song
Come and gone
Haven't sung in years
Fast cover
Caught the lover
No more starry eyed peers
How it went
Nerves too shot too hard to sustain
Used to be decent
Just running with the game
But you remember
Something like this
Out on a bender
In the morning's all you missed
Fame on the roadside
Know my face
But it gets no freeride
Anyplace
149 JUST ANOTHER HEAVY HIGH
Teacher's at the door
Single file and polished nails
Called her Mrs. more
Class full of roomers told the tales
Then we all grew up
To 'bout twenty still on hold
Now we all grow old
To 'bout when ever we'll end up
High pressured vacuum
This world within a world of finity
No velocity consumed
So sure to find the means of obliquity
Boss is round the corner
Hears every word we've said
Never's there time to warn her
What's going through my head
Where ever the sky's high, high
When ever the wind blow-ou-woes
Who ever catch-es my eye
Well, that's why we'll wanna go
Back to the walls
Of locker lined halls
Next years dreams
On summer scenes
Bad luck boys in high pitched calls
HOW'S YOUR HEART
I have no answers
To how I've come so far
So many questions
Echoing from this bell jar
They tell me I'm at the wrong lane
You told me it's eccentric
Still round and round we all remain
Mere element of mistake
If not for the sun
There' ld be no darkness
Alone to be
This light through such coldness
How's your heart
A healthy laugh
A beaten path
How's your heart
Built to last
Facsimile flashpod
A sudden burst of burn out
Snowblind lightning rod
The dead of lifes round-a-bout
So who needs answers
While they don't care why you are
150 GIVING OUR AGES WAY
We're on our way
And this is where we belong
Where ever we say
And this is how we were so long
Growing our ways
Up and old
Turning cold
Going our ways
This is what I'm wearing down
My fashions to the finish
No matter the look of the town
My era and me to diminish
The styles of life uncaught to be
Can't we be ourselves
The now for morrows of you and me
Needn't be our shelves
Mere memories that we are
To those beyond and yet to come
The time for us has been so far
The things we've said and done
Giving way
To the one we love
To the ones we loved
Given way
BEFORE THE PAST
After all your promises
And all your dreams
You turn your back
Into lies and schemes
After all I've given
Well,
For all I've been living
Seems nothing's all it means
Don't you know
I'm in love with you woman
And I don't wanna let you go
I'm in need of you woman
What more do I have to show
I want to give to you
What ever you want
Still, you don't seem to know
Who you've been to me
What's love meant to be
If only love could let you know, too
Remember before us
There was you, and me, alone
Looking for the plus
To hold this love to be shown