51 TECH TACH ON
Looks like I made it
Just in time
There may be time
For me to save it
All these species being mislead
And it's so hard
To turn them around
To see this ground
They trample, no longer walk upon
Is all to be a burdened seed
Show them what's right
Never what isn't
As though non-existent
No negative conscience insight
No negative
Advance all as one
Collaboration over competition
None better, merely differed observation
As their future's begun
Dismantle the system
Straighten the crooked- paths
Live if you must contend
Final views of these aftermaths
And maybe before my time
I'll re-engrave it
Underpave it
Let loose the final sign
BRIEF CASE GARDENS
Lead the leaders
Bleed the bleeders
Free the freedoms
Feedback the feeders
No word of mouth
No diverged psychologies
Just you man
A lie on a lie
No need for apologies
And drag'em all down
Back in this mental race
Break'em until sound
Cause of us all livin'
The ladder turns for ends
A real view is given
And these threads make no pretends
Oh so, they say
But they're of yesterday
If never at all
How would we portray
So, make'em live
Out in this world of theirs
Sweat down the coolers
Cool off the sweaters
This other side of what is
52 SOME KINDA THERAPIST
Twisting me around
She keeps on
trying
To twist me around
When I say this
She takes it as that
These ways will never change
These strong stood mental games
And for what
To keep me tied down
To make up in the final round
Bad psychology
Inherits bad mesh acts
Bed sheets folded and never torn
No emotions, just the facts
Give me candles 'n' ice
All the beauty in romance
Glowing silhouettes to entice
Moves on to a whole new dance
Could be me
In her eyes so varied
But I'm still me
With differed views carried
ARE WE HERE
Old enough to see
These worldly ones not so right
In ages yet to be
Will these human species invite
The negative mind
The lies to the blind
False hearts painted smooth
Bribes to the weak
Strengthen the meek
And still all stand to lose
Are we here to love
Are we here to kill
Are we here to frill
Well, none of the above
But that's what I've seen
And no-one cares to get it clean
To keep it that way
They just breathe and say
How's your day, and have you ever been
To save our past
To build aside, the new
To set aside this new
To create our morrows task
53 THE ULTIMATE INCULCATION
Wise enough to know better
Too old to do other wise
I'm existence, not an entity
I'm a species, not a being
I'm the human
With nil fears of really seeing reality
Capable of capacity
Face, figure, and function
See me now so free
Collating that all's in conjunction
In a far cottage by the waters
No, this isn't paradise
But it's the best they've to offer
Still endeavoured to be suffice
Yet this silence does not echo
Sense the lingering through the day
To this tranquility I know
Is the final settings I'm to stay
And as the youthful do venture
Amongst these stars to glitter by me
To find their own destine pure
Contributions of the next peer
Is no need for invalid traditions
IN A WEAKNESS
You, you rise headstrong
You, you sleep along
With power
You say with all your knowings
But even when you're wrong
And this, fool friend
Is where the winning is mine
As you reach your end
I crush your words sublime
So watch out
For my weakness so advanced
To take all others fear
Point them out clear
Lost and free from being so tranced
Ya, I'm a weakness
I've conquered all
In a weakness
I'll make the big ones so small
Stuttering and stunned
I'm not intrigued as you crawl
So you, you better steer clear
Because this one's mine
All mine
To do where no-one cares to interfere
54 SPARKS ON DEW
These fires that burn
A simple wood burning flame
Intense beyond visual flickers
A heat to life does churn
So I'm acknowledged well of this
No longer need I fear
This psychological downcasted myth
I see, and see so clear
Concerned to this ice,as much
Their pain to burn if touched
In the forest
In the waters
So close to enemies in beauty at rest
So why the fear
Promoting hatred to illknowledged
It's wrong, so wrong
Still I hear
Above us these clouds
This star, galaxy, through all universes
To no end, there's no shroud
But we wait over primitive curses
Recent as all may be
So long they've lingered
They must end
This sudden trend
So pointed out as one sees
KISS 'N' KILL
Eyes that flare
Lips to thrill
You know I didn't care
My kinda kill
And she's ratty
So much, I just never said
But I tell yauh
Such are the visions in my head
No surprise
Just had to survive
For once again
To meet the pain
Light show and live
She don't bite
No, not in the night
Hair on my eyes
Ridden through highs
Down I rode alright
So innocent she sways
Towards my portrays
Should I run
Should I run
Should've ran, no way
It's what she's done
Now how she plays
55 OF YOU IN EYES
That of all -
That I do not have,
That if I did
That I'd not speak of them so
Be better this thought
From me as all unknown
Amplitudically taught
To one day let be shown
Reality, this is of substance
Ideally from each dream
To create as a solid scheme
For all as one to advance
The winds be better off
Without our breaths to alter
The word's out
And look at you'ze now
Hope in wars all lead to falter
Yet, when I have you
I still love about you, the same
All these years and nothing's changed
Through these eyes of view
BEFORE THEN AGAIN
Where's no-one been
Not even in dreams
Beyond the final void
There's nothing to be seen
Think about
It being all around you
Is surely to astound you
Live it out
Keep on moving on
Till distance has no bearing
Keep on going along
With all that is yet so daring
No attractions
No distractions
Intrigued and amused
For all to be used
In oncoming confrontal actions
And to return
From all you've never seen
In memories learned
Just what will it all mean
Losing curiosity
Gaining all of the known
Living in obliquity
In a chance to be shown
56 OMNI OF ALL
He's got an eye for the future
For the beauty
For the profile
A product of nature, that's for sure
But no-one needs him
Just his ideas
To misuse today
Before he gets away
Soon forgotten like a whim
And he seems to be everywhere
Doing one thing then another
Ever ingenious
Advanced creator
Still nobody seems to care
And when they laugh
He walks away too humane
To never condone
These reasons known
To be so ill and insane
Of what is
And what could be
Only he could see
And that's sad
Knowing what will never become
SO MUCH YOUNGER
As we were
A lot I can't recall
But no wrinkles for sure
Ya, stood straight 'n' tall
And the girls, wo
Always front row center
In swings and swirls
Pushed our hearts right out of canter
So much younger
Too weak wised to influence
Hay day hunger
Too rambunctious for defense
Followed our idols
Till we became ourselves
Fell apart
Went our suppurate ways
Shattering hearts
Such were the waves in wells
57 THE SECOND BARRIER
We've a political system
Being weakened by worldless ways
We've a legal system
To incriminate one before the crimes
We've a social system
That outcast those who don't take part
But you can't tell
Who you're suppose to trust
No-one seems absolute
You're just money to sell
Long as your neuronic views hold thrust
Then there it is
You see and observe
Till you find all the loop holes
Like a strategic whiz
You live the final curve
Without any peeling for your goals
And now that you're in
You don't have to win
For what can you lose
For all existence to choose
The second barrier's broken
Now it's time for strength to begin
MITOSIS II
Down in a lab
With a coffee set aside
Sit's the engineer edging on age
Running through and through
Slides of genetics breakdown
Searching for an age
Where growing ends
And failure begins
To find what none have found
The age to preservation
Where D.N.A.'s no transformation
At stable youth
This chromosome sleuth
To be first in incubation
Ya, he's found what it is
But no longer will he be
In stable views
A life time to choose
Any one of minds creativity
And now with time
He'll search to find
All the denials of deaths
To master his mind
Living under the line
Amongst existence of no thefts
58 IN SECONDS SOUGHT
Now permeable as time
He sets course in new design
To now become
The first only one
This mass of extinct thought defined
But not to be here
No body
No heart
No weakness kept to adhere
And as he thought
In seconds sought
Expansion of his molecular structure
Within reaching for
Till grasping and caught
Compressing photonic energy
In a light absorbing vacuum
Yet, mere energy
No life like form's entombed
From man to immortal
Now, but soon beyond
Soon on through this porthole
Second nature shall've dawned
TRANSFORMATION II
Knowing that light ages
A reservoir was needed
To store biogenesis within
Now incapable of being bleeded
This partaking was to begin
Confirming final stages
He now was durable to all
Of matters nay and be
What left but this universe
To challenge until free
It's fires and winds
It's voids and flares
So not to dismembered
This must be stowed, lab and all
Within a planet dead and lost
Useful to only those remembered
Now to find alls center
To see what shall become
To alter, not to enter
To save any if already begun
Never to return
He was to all, no more
A flower churned
In a waveless ocean floor
59 SECOND TO MOTION
Are you sure
Are you sure now
Do you really want to go
Yes I must
I've worked too hard
Even made my own cards
Out of this dust
But here's where all your friends are
Here's the car you've always wanted
In the sun
With everyone
Why must your eyes live so afar
Because this is what will be
For you and all these children
Yet for me, it wasn't to be
Got my space craft
Life support and gear
No room for a laugh
Not ever one last frosty beer
Are you sure now
Are you sure
Is there nothing left to know
No, it's time to move
For there's little to lose
Just one lost in the many
VANISHING POINT
Be's gone
How are we to go on
What good's seeing another dawn
Never knowing, never showing
Where we went wrong
What will we do
No-one to lead us
Yet amongst us, there is you
And whatcha got to do
To build from this dust
Just to get your mentalities through
When it all becomes clear
And the vanishing point's forgotten
Who then will look on
See where they belong
Stand aside from all, sound and unboughten
He or she, the one
To lose all
Till all errors undone
Quake and fall
What in one's mind
Ignites such determination
To barely survive
Yet fully contrive
Alls unearthly views in destination
60 WILL YOU RETURN
No
You've all become foolish
For powers at each's wish
So
Believe or disbelieve
Nay matter to that of living
Your existence you conceive
Is of no relativeness worth giving
Answers to be your own
As always
This is no longer home
Just a phase
No-one needed me then
No more than now another name
You laughed and refused
You questioned then accused
And only for not playing this mindless game
No, I needn't return
For what
To see no change of mind
Ever worse and ill learned
Mental gut
Totally confined
WITHOUT ILLUSION
Now the sun's just a sun
Life's just life
Living as long as anyone
So what's the tripe
And those in fortunes power
Show too weak in minds
For they can not solve solutions
Upon a desperate hour
Merely speak of diversions
Divine to the final wines
Of others deaths, their ultimate contributions
And you've grown to trust them
Till of an age too late you find
Your long lost peers were so condemned
Cause of following a different blind
Not us, we realize
The meek to refuse social scams
To merely survive
Under big lies
Lead by the guilty of such plans
Imbedded with this psychology
They kill and die for fame
Knowing this, I've gave no apology
For it's been of greed in shame
61 THIS COLD FEAR
Wedged into all's thoughts
This cold fear
Lingering as though in darkness
Yet so clear
Humans of all species
Shelter this so well
Yet from what, but each other
They use this over burdened spell
Then the lonely don't smile
The violent grit teeth in laughter
But what more can I be
To advance this modality
Break this misused exit everafter
I've left them to do so
Alone in their child like ways
Futile minds shall never grow
Nor shall children under one as betrays
So live on with cold fear
Until shed, you'll never be
No-one has been
No one shall ever be
Complete masters of each peer
SECONDS TO END
See's the people
See's the styles of life
See's the pets in the garden
See's the steeple
But doesn't like what's seen
Not to what once had been
Curiosity without greed
Solutions just to feed
Learning to life, a one life dream
Destroyed were the visions
Misusing all provisions
What's to be done
But of wars, death and disease
Only soil to have won
No human be spared to please
Such pain of mastered decision
If there were any other way
All of all soon should say
Existence coldly cares
For what human bares
When taught to a vengeance play
See's the bodies
See's the change of nature
See's the breath taken and returned
See's the oddities
62 CHAOTIC ANSWERS
This you ask
Solves no equation
A simple evasion
The foolers task
Creator of thirst war
With you all in this story
What in existence for
To feel tears of no glory
Putting you in this sphere
To fight for your death
You die, you win
But not so evidently clear
Till upon your final breath
You dare to give in
So don't stop from trying
Cause of what others have said
Save yourself from buying
Anothers thoughts taken for granted
All is unified
But still they accuse
Those that denied
They'll hassle and refuse
SOME SERIOUS THOUGHTS
When you've the time
Analyze what you can
The things you've never acknowledged
For what makes us is our minds
Apart from that of human
For this,there is no college
Thought in itself
Is for each to learn alone
Like books upon a shelf
They in themselves are home
To store for an incident of time
To do with what one can
ask thoughts upon this ledge
Ignore the colours
Define all patterns irrelevant
Sense these contours
Observe ones brows so evident
The words in a tone
No equivocal mind can alter
Ill-natured discondoned
True weaknesses ever falter
63 TACTICS SURVIVE
The closer to cannibalism
The more primitive you are
The closer to realism
The chance you advanced too afar
Burning anger you preserved
Violent deaths validly deserved
Shying away from beauty
My schematical duty
Somehow more of strength than ill-nerved
Might I touch
But I can not live as though
Yet to clutch
Experience may never let go
And then all dreams be conquered
To age from rapid youth
To glimpse as being truth
This silent retreat must be endured
Now up on my wall's all beauty
For me to only gaze
As now I write through mental duty
For me to all amazed
Onward in this sheltered confrontation
Ultimate of all's ingredient
What makes us make further intergradation
For one to stand so confident
WE HAVEN'T REALLY CHANGED
New toys
New words
But underneath this
The basis of personalities
Remain illingly oblivious
Creating, then living in hatred
To tease and annoy others
To laugh from in their cynical psychotic heads
To ease their violent wimpish selves
For moods to make out lovers
He lies, she lies
Even worse, saying nothing
Just to get what they want
The flash and sighs
Where do they learn this bad
Without learning self control
At home, at school, on the street
What kind of humans do they meet
And what kind of life did they have
No we haven't really changed
For tens of thousands of years
Still primitively based estranged
Amongst modern knowledged peers
64 IN SEARCH OF THE SOCIAL LITE INGREDIENT
Where can one start
When the matter has no heart
Somewhere upon the surface
Yet of minds through bodies set apart
This one alive
Limits reproduction
Thinking with eyes
Creates, but for destruction
This other won't survive
So reproduces mass production
Yet no nourishment near to thrive
Incubates for no real function
Then so many illcontrived
To some neutral construction
Just to appear as sly and wise
With none to set injunction
In error so found
The knowledged create powers
But like children unbound
Exchange advanced towers
To the violent
To the mislead
For moments when inangered
To pull triggers
For an answer to the hours
Self-knowledged now endangered
And who'll be more advanced
If such powers were kept to themselves
Omit the one
Now what do others hold upon their shelves
And as you break down the species
You find the weakness of the theses
But there seems to be so many
Why so many
On what psychology do they base
Their instable existence
Their chance to escape decreases
Like dinosaurs in an earthly race
They run for cover
Yet what shelter have they
found
To a falling universe
Mental fools
Misused tools
Left no room for all to break
ground
As for how we are now
Who amongst the equator
Seek space beyond the sky
None I've found
Mere missiles and aircraft
Bound to the blue, with nowhere to fly
. . .
65 IN SEARCH...
Gods what gods
For the many, there are none
For if there were one
Then all others would be false
And those under such odds
Would not exist at all
Someones psychology set it out wrong
Just a psychosomatic wall
Against those that persist to reality and beyond
To be outcasted as death itself
Then to only be left
But with nowhere else, they must fall
Marco polo left
Columbus left
But for us here now
Only death
Mind criminals govern us
Devious rulers judge us
But over all, still the worst
This mentality of the steeple
Roars welcome to the people
But for the one wisely knowledged
They're all of a fearful curse
So why do they fear sound actuality
kind then you look at us
From caves to taverns
From walls to canvas
Still, the knowledged sustain violent curiosity
What instinct learned
Has held all over the hidden anger
What causes us to churn
From this calm
To a state of raging fragile languor
No control when called to yearn
What book's being read
What rumour's being heard
Brainwashed head
Lives the lie, word for word
Then in an age of confusion
Where's one to go from here
Here, on and on, till here
So simple for this complex mind
Too complex for those simply blind
But what out comes of this contribution
Thinking ahead and seeing
Who'll control the vision
Who'll misuse provision
If latter sought, leave be
Knowing trivial concerns
Of fusion, space and time travel
Knowing violence returns
Such concerns, I care not to unravel
Looking into smaller matters
Of diapers and bi-cycle chains
66 IN SEARCH...
To merely survive
An endless drive
Without the above, so little remains
Yet of these remains
Again I must find
To pick and choose
The unseen of mankind
No use opposing the system
For one can't advance without
No bother of fitting in
Knowing they'll live you till burned out
It's sad
It's a shame
Two sides of the life so bad
This circumference and ongoing frame
When one's deceased
So will be ones knowledge
Futures chance decreased
Ones mind becomes so wedged
And you know they know this
And if you won't give in
Or care to fit in
Against you they'll stand, foul and fist
Dead is the fear
If I die, you die
Time has no fear
Yet upon it, they still lie.
So we the peaceful promoting violence
And the violent promote peace
Who scammed this
Nay bitter nor bliss
As the shoddy to shaved refuse to commence
Then this love breaks out
Body and mind overpowered
Physiological and psychosomatics turn about
Attractions appear colourful and unsoured
But alike that of molecules
Attractions soon must bond
To build anew in fractions
But the loss of original attractions
Becomes instable to belong
So we fade in suppurate ways
Thoughts forgotten
Memories condemned
All strongholds to go on so hazed
As we look through nature
Other species, flowers to flesh
What's been their cure
Would it work for these worldly one in a mess
67 IN SEARCH...
But as they survive
My thoughts come and thrive
I've this mental capability
To use for more than stability
That to which natures no longer contrive
Full circle one complete
I must go on
For still there's wrong
Now the worldly system I must defeat
This system
We so much care to run
But it knows this, yes they know
Of everything of anyone
Not just for those
This side of the sun
But for all others
Where the nights have begun
How's one to get around
Without some scam in the plan
Within there's none
But of this mental strength at hand
I've not the expenses
For these costly big schools
But one must learn
So I needn't turn
Here I master highest rules
But of others
In the dollar
In the functions
In the collar to injunctions
Or mere lovers
This money for things
These sexual flings
That's all they're taught
So few have time for thought
Lead away from the one thing missing
No knowledge
Without reason to understand
Psychology, philosophy
No self etiquette at hand
They look up to the higher
They look up too
Nothing but sky up here
Yet, I'm here too
But I'm not looking up or down
Not searching through nor all around
For acknowledgement comes from within
Where all thoughts are sure to begin
And as one thinks it out
Clear views come about
Straight forward and sound, no lies for to win
68 IN SEARCH...
Selling the ground we stand on
Right to the cores
Selling the knowledge we live upon
To far disobedient shores
Not keeping on our shelves
The works we've made ourselves
Leaving us nothing
Not even something
To keep from bleeding our wishy washed wells
Don't give it away
Well, you don't have to play
No need to age and fray
There's no negotiation
If they can't or won't acknowledge
Leave them behind
The primitive mind
Existence does better without rooted foliage
It may bloom
It may rot
But if it stagnates in one place
No purpose but desolation
So here we are all over
Mutating into con-artists
Look at this, but don't think ahead
If you don't shout out a rover
They declare you a twisted mentalist
But one knows how advanced
One really is
On the ball
To a psychos wall
The actual whiz
May only shut up and dance
Some say things that are obsolete
That don't help to sustain or promote
Our further existence
Simply shouldn't be
Yet of our creativity
Certain things should be allowed
What are these examples, you say
Lost atoms in this shroud
What country's well without
If none, maybe there
There I'll get somewhere
Well beyond all others doubt
In the heat
These minds go weirs
In the cold
These minds grow weary
69 IN SEARCH...
Of this world
You sleep, you reap
Deep in this keep
Through all else they have knurled
You find them weak
But I've known this
And so I back off
From those so aloft
Cause of being their world too
But in no way being new
It's the same old skull on the cross
Everything they say they've stood for
They've fractured severe head injuries
Onto themselves
No answer dwells
As they sweat out their daily furies
And so it appears
That no-one has the ears
To listen to themselves inly
Ya, so it appears
That in this time of existence
There's no room for real persistence
Cut off by syndicated sheers
Now we've political crime
Wedging out these plays
A self contoured industry
Cheap clothes, housing, and wine
But watch the prices raise
Puts a bullet in my tree
Just doing what they're told
But who's doing the telling
Ever lying about what they're selling
Can't wait till they're no longer old
All of then
I live not long enough to see
And once again
Where's all this leave me
Head's back to back
With a pillow's case of dreams
Leads me off track
From what ever this all means
70 IMPETUS MOMENTUM
So I remembered
Now's time to forget all
In a circle template
Putting the pencil down
Anywhere, anywhere at all
Because no matter where I begin
I've been round there before
Darkened to the core
And erased it all out again
Now from the outside
Now in vast dimensions
Self propelled
All's impelled
In turn colourful intensions
Too, too clear is this to see
The one thing of all to destroy
But, too late is this for me
To ignore it, to merely enjoy
What's to be done
This only one
Surviving amongst lies in minds
In control of where all run
To walk through my dreams
Till forgotten, and then once more
Forever knowing what existence mens
Yet, to never reach this shore
SO SOLO
Concealing knowledge
Closed off to the public
Information in foliage
To never be shown to the slick
It's mine
And it's priceless
Like gold to the sublime
Yet, for such minds
It's always been useless
No finders fee
Has been offered to me
So no advancement to see
A future to waste
Cause of greeds and haste
To take no part
This blood and heart
Shall cease without distaste
Within an understanding
I'll remain solo and meek
For I've sought over all
To the point where nothing's left to seek
But I've found of every nothing
And everything non-known as well
Now only to forever be wondering
Of these thoughts I'll never tell
71 MANMADE MAN
Maybe anglo's
Should help the orientals
And in turn
They should help afro's
To somehow learn
Fill these social gaps
As natural order
Dispersed from commune synapse
Inversed and smooth
Yet, don't forget
This planet holds much unknown to you
And ancient intuitions telling me
You've not seen regret
The way you see us
At your age
Will take another as long
To engage
Collation through each thalamus
Just to adjust and belong
An hour, a life
However long it's taken
For just one to learn to live
So it will be for another
To capture the exact essence
Whatever style there is
HIGH TECH BABE
Born, yes she was
In her own arms
Same eyes
Same smile
Same wavy hair style
Yes mothers one and only
Turns, hand to hand
Even though I'm some man
Wasn't sure about loving then
Through your eyes into your hands
Such are we, these men
Well, what did you know
And how was I to understand
Now I've one way to go
With you in compassions unplanned
Two girls for you
Drail endeavors tor me
Just to get through
Lifestyles unplanned to see
Hands on perfection
Looks wild in all direction
Can't go back now
Life'll never be the same
72 I'M NOBODY
Who's gonna stop you
Who's gonna make you
Nobody
Who really cares about you
Ya, welcome to the world
Education incomplete
Never learned the social street
You sit there thinking
So down to the drinking
In a world where you have to cheat
On a system made not to compete
But I'm nobody
Ya, so many of them say
Born to lies in loves
To be airheaded to all above
And for nothing more
Not even to score
From actual honest ways
You want me to smile
To make your world better viewing
But still I'm nobody
And nobody cares
About what the real styles end down doing
You want someone
Well, shore's plenty of them to be found
And if anywhere else
There's always nobody around
NO MORE MORTAL MEMORIES
Seems you've forgotten
What it was
That got you there
Dreams stored and boughten
By other scuzz
Still, you didn't care
Because you're the creative one
No use for memories
With all natural instinctive neurons
The morrows are a breeze
So gather your schemes
Keep them far from view
Don't dwell them
Don't sell them
They belong to none but you
And when this next war comes around
At least you'll be safe and sound
So distantly away
To laugh as they play
Ever dead, dead, dead to the ground
And on that day
You'll bring those schemes alive
To be used so proper
To a world free to offer
Without taking for granted, things contrived
73 HERE IN AFTER VIEWS
My friends have all now gone
I've no nights to belong
Inside this life I lone
No need for words
For none to hear
To roam these songs in hum and song
Free now to see
These worlds around me
Careless natures
No styles or cures
To live to die, just to be
An existence undisturbed
Nay mind nor machines
How could this be
All unknown to my dreams
Till now, there's been no words
What were we to become
If only to expand these creations
It only without these deceptions
What could I've become
And so I live upon this unseen throne
Which no-one cares to see
No crown, no gold, no valuables to own
But of thoughts, I am so many
INTER DIGITAL VISIONS
In darkness
One closes these eyes
Brilliant white circles appear
In sharpness
Chaotic flares arise
Into digital swirling colours so clear
Then visions of dreams
Instate a fascinating exploration
No details to the means
Of this soundless contemplation
One hundred to the thousandth power
In depth of photonic flowers
Violet to red to green
How ultrasonic then devours
This light weightless dream
It is here
Perfection in cubical turmoil
Ever clear
A motion constant out of coil
In still it's not the same
The change of glittering colours is it's essence
Not even artist could frame
This actual partaking with presence
There in your eyes
That which lets you see
Knowledge from the wise
74 INDEPTHLY PRINTS
What will be done
I'm still waiting
Somewhere, some other sun
Warmly desolating
Photon phonetics
As mechanically as I am
Rounded genetics
Has schematical ways to plan
Sticking to this stone
Frozen in an unfound time
No-one searches
As the snowflake perches
Another layer longer to find
Slowly letting go
These meaningful reasons
To grow in life
In an aging era
Down to all's final depletions
Thriving for the real new
Recycling in old mental nothings
They become so easy to subdue
In anothers triteful dreams
A LOSING DILEMMA
There's nowhere left to live
For this life of freedoms findings
The world's a dead end span
Within so many roads turned
True paths forgotten
I walk along this plotted land
Saddened and discerned
Old and rotten
One in the same
Understanding nothing to look up to
No more rebels game
Patience the one thing to hold on to
With all there is to give
To be caught up in these buildings
Left in a thinking process
A chance to know
Digital flakes to chaotic ashes
A chance to grow
Before another day returns
Second ages shower and shave
Soundess modality still burns
Senses sleep to store and save
75 LOVE NO MORE
This love you speak of
Has never been for me
Sure I've been there
But it's not my place to be
Too many nothing tears
Innocent still they're lies
Something that always veers
From this world within my eyes
Such insensitive pains
Are never so easily forgotten
Through rays and rains
I still soak up a tan
Burn up a bleached hand
Around thoughts to never be laughtened
No, this to be, is not for me
To touch what is, is well enough
To feel what is real
In this lifestyled ordeal
Yes, harmless and lonesome is rough
It's just the thought of being free
And such thoughts are counted worthy
This one if any
Just one in a lite time chance
To refrain from this mangled trance
To acknowledge beyond, sound and earthly
AN EYE FOR THE WORLD
Sounds of echoing worlds
Staggering store to shore
No prospering endeavors
No unknown ventures
Through winds forever more
Children laugh in the playground
Mothers searching ever around
Old men trying to remember
Forgetting why
Till again, they can't remember
To the sky they stare astound
And in the first place
Abiogenetics made us make us
Falling crystals from flurries ashes
As to breathe this microscopic dust
There's no need for a king
These leaders grown to follow
The decisionaire returns to bring
These reasons none could swallow
I see all I am
Just an eye for the world
And the burden weighs
Looks back to far frightened days
Time to return this all to sand
76 LET IT GO
You take it out on me
Thing it's you
Taking it out of you
And just giving it to another
Learn to let it go
It's not really you or me
Just this outlay of a system
In a higher social degree
They want violence in the streets
They need us puppets for the play
So next time it comes
Let it go, but remember
For the war those to slay
Sense their personality
Can you see how they lie
To con you and me
So they'll live to watch us die
Let it go
Leave those liars to be
To become themselves
The puppets and elves
That you and I care not to see
A DAY FOR LIVING
Old woman by her barrel
Collecting raindrops from rainbows end
To dream in a prism of crystals
Wishing no more of being young again
But these ripples settle clear
Senses reoccur a multitude of pain
Will there ever be a bright day
As she leaves the barrel drain
What's happened not to our memories
But the dreams we cared to hold
To never find
Beyond our mind
Nor even when eyes look to be old
And she'll live another day
For the chance that she may smile
To just one of her many dreams
Alive and well through these worldly schemes
To breathe with ease her final mile
77 TIME TO TORPOR
Time for a break
From all this life I've lived
And I can feel it
Time to cram back where I've hid
Set relations aside
Thoughts prior inside
Such fascinations I can see
To torpor, I fall alas
Long side these mellowing sounds
Cymbals muffled as falling glass
Organs vibrate to staggering pounds
The whining of two guitars
Long side a mysterious crawling bass
Drifting away to all hours
Into a dream I flashfuly pace
Only tired of those daily routines
Never weirs of these ongoing dreams
If only to inverse
I'd sleep so sound
Only to awaken with what life really means
I DON'T KNOW MAN
Lookin' through the earthly natures
And these wild things living on
To the stones walls and bridges
That no longer advance on
I see how all's evolved
Yet, to a stand still of routines
This dust gradually gathers
To one day be noticed and cleaned
We, as a species
Given by the freaks of nature
The time and chance to move on
But of the theses
Taught against so, to only deter
Living only as that of ants in a lawn
I know thoughts of what is
To better what we can
But from molecules
To the universe
Of all existence I may understand
I, I don't know man
Not that I care to or nay of so
For I am one
But I know me
Still of man as a species, I don't know
78 BACK TO THE LIFE OF EQUITY
There is a balance
Intertwined with all actual individualities
Whether flower or moon
Through highs and lows of reasons
To enact each their parts
For the better of yet to come
And as that of ceasing hearts
To the worst when best is done
You, oneself, live a persona
To be only the best within the habitat
No intensions to understand
Modality over mortality of man
For where one lives is not always where it's at
To only get away
Not from careers, but of the style of life
Not for fortunes, but of an equity of strife
A hooded life to stray
So poor we were
But for this final day of fame
All along we'd share
Just a beer to just a name
As you live as long enough
Receive the faults and glore
Weave each way to be tough
For the other morrows weighs more
WHEN IT COMES
When it comes to the universe
There's actually little left to be known
For all we have to be transversed
Like colours individualized
To be mixed and bonded
From seedlings of thoughts we have grown
To you and me
Well, seems change's for the worst
For the body and mind
But for what we see
This pretends to reimburse
Machines for a dime
So, when it comes
It will be as expected
No anger into tears
No laughter onto fears
Nothing ancient resurrected
But this won't be coming for me
No, I've taken my advice
Cause of knowing when it comes, you'll see
The truth'll take no price
79 A CHANGE OF DREAMS
To the dreams
We'll never live for
To the dreams
We'll never find
Who'll come through
To make them all come true
Since not of the present
Systems without essence
To remain mere dreams to you and me too
Why should this matter at all
Such concerns to only whim
Days to years vanish by
Memories catch your eye
Waiting for your lifestyle to begin
Same timecard on the wall
To live and love
The things I'm free to choose
Learning what life's of
From all to gain for those to lose
And of these dreams
If to only leave one behind
Somewhere at it's seams
The chance of change in time
LOVERS IN TIME
You and me, babe
We were, and still we are
Lovers in time
Just in time
How did we get this so far
We stood the test
We did our best
Endured the clouds and weighs
Under the winds of shine
Occasional glass of wine
Learned from each other, eyes and ways
Never seen the sadness
Nor the hatred they comprised
Never knelt to madness
For the illness all have surmised
We were just lovers in time
Carefree as we would be
In a love just for the living
You in yours with me in mine
80 CONTAMINATED LOGIC
Logic's no longer as it means
Soundless to any reason
Mere overall views of scenes
Where do these doings wrongly convey
Yes, I know
But as it's done, no longer to say
I now must go
To this next stage of existence
To be twice less the third
Immune to this suns weakening burn
The ways unseen nor heard
The mastering I'm now to learn
To survive if for persistence
Leaving mere logics behind
Beyond this I shall find
That these humans are no longer precious
And our doings now lead to oblivious
And this earth, not a world to be
For a planet without, no differently
Because, cause of
These two ways of leading the morrows
The mind in itself being superiority
Yet the capabilities of beyond this one's to see
Logic no longer adequate
Outdated as each season
Now existence to be subsequent
NEXT ON STAGE
You have to live a little longer
You've got to dream a little stronger
Put the weight of your heart
Into a life set apart
Just keep space at a pace to belong here
And did you miss out on the good times
Have your dreams crashed to dust
Raised your fist
To an oncoming mist
Read all the signs before turning to rust
But when you told me lies
About the words we lived upon
How could I trust
Why should I
Once is a life raised wrong
The bottom lane goes nowhere
Stay on top and fade away
Get it back together
Live along forever
Aside from this imitative world astray
You know it just isn't there
81 IN SHORT NOTICE
Turns her back
To the wall I lean upon
She won't say
Where have I done wrong
There was no long term run
around
Straight forward finale
No more thoughts to settle down
No lovers quarrel to be
In short notice
She pegged the message through my eyes
Filled my mind
Solo confined
And in short notice never realized
Wasn't the differed age
Wasn't the lifestyle engaged
But through the loopholes of time
Sensations came to be sage
Tied down from adventure
This romance burned down fast
One's never to be sure
When lite takes over
Leading you, a rover
From a day to day now passed
What am I doing for here
The questions return the same
When everyone else is clear
But it's just a routine game
CORNERS OF LOVE
Back to the heavy
Baby, what you are
Thrashing wild, you scar
In the music
You found the answer
Now a fine flex dance
And I wouldn't want to sing you down
Because you're where it's at
High in a barren flat
In winds you sway without sound
Mystic sounds under this moon
Silhouette your auras from the cold
Autumns were never as enlightened
Such strings if played as bold
In awe, all would chant
To a nature in preformations
Grasping my thoughts
In physical knots
To the ground I fall to expectations
Nothing how she flies
From step to step like time
Indents tears on my eyes
For knowing never to be mine
82 THINK IF YOU LEAVE ME
Don't you leave me darling
You know what you mean to me
And it's not pain
No, not these tears kept deep inside
Just the mismentioning of your name
To a face I just can't see
In short, I need you
Your voice, your touch so close
Thoughts without, BO blue
Within glancing eyes, I'll miss most
I could never become sorry
Yet, I'd regret the times being missed
By you by me
We kissed
Just like that, end of story
Think of it, if I left you
From the views in the short
I never would for the long outlook
So look how you feel
When you think of leaving me
And see this world inways through
Can you understand
To be here's the meaning
The holding of your hand
From there's the ever wanting
NURTURE FROM MIND
Words of seclusion
Catch the tears
Miss the eye
Fed back no solution
What's seen and felt
No essence of anothers find
Life's being misdealt
A foolish imitation is sublime
Can not feel the actual, this one
If only to be as well
Compatible to all yet self as none
Such answers one can tell
So hear as you can
Without grasping thoughts traced aside
Woe onto this man
No doubt the findings placed inside
It is as all to one the same
These understandings choice of obscurities
Advanced on years left lame
To thrive freely from stages insecurities
83 FOR THE GREED
Just for the greed in it
You'ld stiff me in a shallow grave
If it would earn you a bigger tombstone
And would you take away
These dreams of all others
To keep your ego hard as clay
Breaking only for the lovers
For the greed
Would you bleed
Just to overcome the pain
For the greed
Would you plead
To build a kingdom once again
What 's power worth to you
When loneliness shares no wealth
Senseless through and through
When greed fails to hold your health
For no-one from all is taken
You wrapped yourself in a conscience
But life over all's mistaken
For the greed of tempered convenience
CAN I ROCK
It sure ain't mellow
No marsh land around here
Wasn't meant to be some young fellow
Fishin' off some pier
No meaning but of raging out
To scream this final breath
What real of rock is all about
To fade out without death
Can I rock
Play this role inside
Pick the lock
For no-one longing to hide
Be that of memorabilia
Somewhere from your past
Be there on your shelf to feel, ya
When lifestyles were so fast
Be that last horizon
Before you once more find the road
A tune to always lean on
When in tense stress of this worldly load
Can I rock
When your two views collide
Cut the talk
Lose the tension from the ride
84 THE DREAM IS OUT
They say it's over
From the sun it's all lies
They say you're human
But it's just their disguise
And you've dreamed so many
Seeing that there isn't any
More incentives to the age
To be forgotten as tomorrow's yet to be
So the dream is out
Now there's only here to see
Expanded as the season
My life shall rise and fall
No other time would suit you and me
Only for this reason
You'll stand up to the heat
The fires of the cold damp eves
Where depths of staggering feet
Through threaded thought appeals in weaves
Just one day to be
The mirror you awaken by
Instinctive moded spree
Innocent natures aging alibi
DERELICTION
All the time and expense
The sweat and common sense
Destroyed
Justifiedly vandaled
For us to no longer commence
A fort, a vision
A memory now condemned
And without concern
To what we've learned
Of creations we'ld depend
What of a tomorrow
Without maintaining basic foundations
Whos knowledge may one borrow
When there's no-one left for preservations
But of this dereliction
Abandoned cause of lifes illing validity
What use of a brighter future
While being torn down right behind
An endless viewed infliction
Staggering through a false life
Only to leave on a good intention
These children of an old friends wife
Still for me to move on
As though ignorant to the routines
Could this be so wrong
Refraining from building anymore dreams
85 ALONE IS THE ANSWER
And every now and then
Someone pulls out the pen
Writes it down
While no-other's around
In moments we know not of when
Now so this seems
They come from nowhere
A flashback redeems
As though they care
Alone is the answer
You can always find them there
Just this vacancy required
No cold tears being inspired
Imaginations found inside anywhere
Sometimes it's easy
At times going on and on
For just one mind
To find one of the many
Alone to question time
LOOSE CURLS
Somewhere down, you hide your feet
You curl out like a sponge in a creek
And to the ground
You think you've found
A cool dark place from all the heat
But you feel deep inside
That we're all the same
Behind the smiles forgotten by
Puts a wrinkle to your eye
Some old aging game
Don't worry
They're just surfaces of youth
Rusting from your dreams
Living sees no more than truth
Stay there if you can
Till your thoughts serve you a meaning
Create while you plan
To the breaths worth intervening
So while you're down there
Echoing through your knees
Just tell me where's your door
As you crutch back off the floor
From a one time lifeless seizure.
86 CHEAP LEATHER FARMS
Intimacy is great
Until you learn how to use it
Cause it's out of the relationship
And into the affairs
But even then you 'll soon lose it
Cause neither one cares
But isn't that the life
No, it ain't livin' for it all
Clams won't pry the knife
No, you can't pocket off the wall
So love is where it's after
While you've forgotten what for
Set back pints on laughter
Missing meanings of this before
And since you can not answer
Might just have to tell you
Shove the hex
Love and sex
Just phase your heart from blue to brighter blue
Stick to your leather canvas
Paint your life on an extinct scheme
Synthetics as thin as paper glass
Will never stand out to the mean
MINDLESS WISHFULS
What kind of contest have you won
has it all been played for fun
Living on adrenalin
Sweatin' off the stress
Have you gained what you wanted for none
And what's been lost
Have the after shocks not set in
But to this judicated cost
Has one nowhere to learn to begin
Now you've your place
Solid freedom, sound control
To move and dream
If silent or mean
Chances to create what ever the goal
And all you had to do
Was to see your ego and throw it away
Cause once you see the real you
Then you see what we see too
As you learn what to win as you play
Just one step away from looking through
Never be the boss
Against rumours you can't win
Careful how you toss
To a cold reality you may end
87 COMPASSION CONTROL
Don't think much of me
Because it's hard to understand
There's more than you can see
Not just some typical street man
I may never go as far
As to get you as you are
But some day when I do
Somewhere babe, you and me
We'll reach that high upon a star
Wonders as they'll be
Thunders as we roll
Mystic as times toll
Yes, I think we'll be
Heavy as sweat itself
To touch our dreams away
Holding out on posted health
Thrashing wildly to a sway
Could've been for the better
But too soon the worst arises
Went for the ways of cheddar
Old and aged to tanged enterprises
TAKE 'ER DALE
Crazy dale
He had a woman
Took him by the ring
Called them quail
Hand to hand
Combat to the hastening
And dale
He took to the streets
Took them by the laughter
And dale
Kept the cool in the heat
Now he's laughing ever after
Woman's got him nailed
To the life
He's gonna live
To the wife
Some kinda love's never failed
Shady dale
Cool as casual, man
No matter how he's
listening
Guaranteed, he'll understand
88 PAPER DOLL GAMES
Beyond that of obvious
This world's not ready for change
For being too complex
A prosper future's mentally out of range
So I'm leaving all alone
There's nothing worth dying for nothing
Just as all, on my own
I'll live for life as though it's something
And I won't live to see
So why bother telling me
Only seeing what's been done to my dreams
Torn, shattered and burned
How they teach us what must be
Destruction by any means
Our future chained unfree
So go for what you can
In these paper doll games
Just a clean cut human
From age to ageless span
The big scissors still remains
And though I was cut out from the rest
I'll sit back in their faults
Watch 'em all latch their vaults
And inside they'll hide
Clutched to their pride
As I roam out from this teary eyed mess
LEAVE ME BE
Always second to you
Babe, I'm worthy of no more
Still you want me, too
But I'll never even this score
So leave me be
The only one next to you
And I'll give you what I can
From what ever I'll be and am
If what I've to offer will do
Snagged me from the blinding sun
Made me your season shader
To stand behind from everyone
On a whim, being there to cater
And in return
I've you to stand for
Miss perfection
No misdirection
With live touch, even more
So leave me be
This one you'll never leave
To hold on to
To care all about and through
These lifestyles to tend and weave
89 CATENA KING
Faults on file
Takes away the smile
When changes get away
As long as a mile
You know they know all the while
Your every play
Beware the strangers appearance
From nowhere but the clearance
If you trust this eon
You're good as gone
Steer clear such social interference
And this long forgotten friend
No longer someone to defend
This one's burnt
And this one's learnt
The best and worst to no end
Offering no more than questions
To answers only you have found
Greed their mirrored intensions
Just to get ahead
In this rented bed
You're better off not being around
Don't even dial
Catena king style
Has no concerns to sway
KNOW WHAT I THINK
Painted in pain
But I'm feeling alright
Think I'll go out tonight
Though I know I'll refrain
Know what I think
It's time to be depressed
Keep inside this gloomy flesh
With a cold winter drink
Because everything is grey
Thoughts to the sky
No motive to do or say
The visions in my eye
Just the wanting to get out
Without changing seasons attire
But now to lose
Yet, do so, I'll choose
To bundle up and head out
A thermal mind of inlet fire
Gearing up to gain
First step out's in sight
Though I know I'll complain
Think I'll stay home tonight
90 AGAINST THE ROTTING GRAIN
Did once we sleep
For to the fascinate dream
On edge to keep
In words so none have seen
To replenish memories taken
By walls and wheels to fray
New goals aside the new
Left behind the few
To look back at how we'ld play
And while we live
We so do learn fields of time
The same to live and die
Existence that we give
May be lost to those that mime
Still to laughter we'ld sigh
But when it was, we stood
To say no, we are no more
Grasping inclined devastation
From outcrying delegation
Sounds they bled us for
Now opened grains within the wood
EIGHTY PERCENT IGNORED
Into a strange world
A lifestyle never lived
Amongst pagans and engineers
Mashed devotions
To one minds ocean
Daily sieved beyond my ears
What ways I've seen
None cared to be mine
Goals they live to dream
Why's time mean to the shine
Face's in a mess
Caffeine just don't cut anymore
Moving to another guess
Still sleeping on a concrete floor
Working just to wake up
In the middle of it all
Falling back to another cup
Tired, so tired in this stall
Letting loose the eves
Winds rustling down the leaves
Can this be the living
Could be in for some winning
Upon these ones of vouchered degrees
91 DON'T DO THAT
Innocence of a common situation
Instant replies
'Wow, don't do that'
As one is surprised in confrontation
Emotions touched, put on hold
If it means so much
Better keep it cold
What 've you learned
Little girl, show me little more
Seems there's concern
About the teachings and their for
Well, I'll wait
Will you wait
Or will time find us another
Well, what's another lover
Means this won't be
Meant for you and me
So we won't do, and we won't see
At such an age
When can we turn the page
Old enough the day after
Cold even moreso everafter
A vacant mystery lost unsage
DUSK BEFORE DAWN
Tact
Never mess with the mind
To alter too obscure
Strength's another find
And that nay friend
Shall never be known
To falter too condone
This, the sudden end
The words mere accost
Thoughts splurred out wrong intents
Sound visual then shows .
These chains to ore based events
All cause of such fires
Taught not to learn
We will not ask
This empty flask
To torch and never burn
Ever growing
As though an instinctive story
Compelled to never knowing
Of this infinite final glory
The mind
To learn again from new
Questions forgotten now obsolete
The generic cortex so few
Inclined upon these feet
92 DAWN TO DESTRUCTION
See themselves lost
For death only cost
A war for nothing more
And we shall die from freedom
To face no more, this world
As you choose
Bullets on booze
A child, you'll never grow for fun
I can not help
To interfere would belay
Too late for concealing
Too far from balancing
In regrowth now all shall play
Leading sons and daughters
To now a visual death
Laughter for these lies
After one more of your goodbyes
From nine to five forced theft
I've sought long ago this coming
But for greed
It was all bought off
But now for nothing more
The dead must die again
Blood, no others care to bleed
HERE AND TO GO
As though nothing happened
The clouds were gone
These lives went on
But no eyes found, see the same
Missing from their memories
Those not to be tomorrow
Fading away
These years so aged of clay
Dust upon all sorrow
Looking on to the new
Dimensions of glitter and chrome
Who stands alone
One to return
To live again as before
With friends to never answer
Imitating smiles still poor
But better are the days
For the feelings kept on pride
When we were all
Told to the small
The hidden lies long denied
93 '89 R.I.P.
Seven years ago we were
In the morrows we'll be again
The cabin crowd
To be as before and ever remain
Once we'ld sit
Casual drinks in hand
Filled with stories of the day
And as the years went on
One by one we'ld fray
Returning yearly in the long
Until there came a day
New crowds filtered in
But of lesser clouds they'ld climb
As of vandals to sin
An over burdened site of crime
But within this neglective community
As a whole, to look down
Raising tempers and crowbars into ability
To disperse those youths
From the wrongs and truths
They tore this cabin down
Again to rest in peace
By the hands of social snibbling thieves
We shall return my friends
Another place to reach our ends
To own as ours, this time no reefs
WITHOUT TOOLS
Have this idea
But to build in a life
Needed are such tools
But to build in a life
So much for this idea
And maybe with the two of us
Maybe with us all together
Tomorrow could be the day
From then on forever
Will I ever live
I'll dream only to see
Long as I'm allowed
But if only to be free
Hands to build tools
Tools to build plans
Plans to build fools
Fools with guild hands
But egotistic minds
To dig these ditches deep
To bury all ideal finds
In a life to I, I'll keep
94 CLEAR BLOODED MASTER
No life, nor death
Thoughts all of an aura
I see from eyes of digital plus
The pentavision over natures cleft
This redd is thin
Yet, so full of answers
No quest within do I need
So out there I begin
To find these cures
Of all times abandonment to greed
Humans are we, such species
Till one as I, oversees
That of a clear blooded masters theses
A mind in dangerous degrees
My life
Dependent of the world
My death
To be this world in hand
But of my essence
I'll leave on your discretion
To choose of presence
The choice be final on invention
NEUTRAL STRONGHOLD
No loss, no gain
Just playing the game
Yes you, yes I
Will never be the same
Your future's around
And mine's abound
Still we're here
On this eatable ground
You'll be the glitter
I'll be the grime
You'll have the glamour
I'll have the mind
Both in our riches
Born to instinctive ranks
Though I'll still be digging in
As you cash in on these banks
But could we get along
Where there's too much space for two
See it all as wrong
Leave the playing for those that knew
95 TIME TO CHOOSE
As the tree takes one last breath
As this man takes one last breath
Without the other
Both soon do fall to the others death
Fuel is exhaust
Exhaust is fuel
Trees have little choice
To these one functional voice
Cruel are the seasons
But flames shall cost
And as we breathe the losses
Our nations heartbeat ages weirs
Cloud one leaders
Whom paths never crosses
See no burden these futures carry
To risk not to gamble
To win not to lose
Here to test a sample
Time to choose
So know this one flame
May build or destroy
Not tomorrow, but forever again
But obsolete to the world, this ploy
BUT FOR YOU
You'll see the wars
And you see the laughter
You'll feel the pains
And so many ever afters
But for you
You'll never understand
These world ways
Opposed to earthly ways
Within this universe of man
I've learned the ways
Watched the styles of life being casted
And none elite
None prosper or perspired have lasted
Upon their philosophic days
Yet, I see the way
Holding strengths just to survive
Too weak am I to speak
Against the violence all do thrive
But for you
To never be taught
What is sound and not
Just an ethic haze
An imitative glaze
Mentally mazed to baffled plot
96 LOVE IS OBSOLETE
Real science
Has no base of granted theories
Love, gods, and religions
All defiance
Actual truths
All modalities must sense the able
Existent sleuths
Base not upon a far fetched fable
As of now
Love is obsolete
To eccentric emotions
Mere feelings now cleat
To care to be concerned
Upon all instincts none can learn
Withdraw the angers yearned
To knowledge nature's turned
To the forefront of creation
To us ourselves the species
The hand, the mind, the dream
The solidified theses
Changes made on point blank finds
Theoretical pictures so heavily drawn
Can never be erased after dawn
Appliance to the whole shall open the blinds
YOUR END IS MINE
And if I stand
Death will be mine
By the so called hand
Of the fanatical divine
But that, my final breath
To a revolution of all war
But those children
I care not to see the gore
Still the anger on edge
Pushed beyond shall answer
Don't touch me
Don't even nudge the wedge
Or I'll be
And I don't want it
No more than you
To reform to merely alter
To life will never do
The goal must grow from reason
For the better to perfection
When words be cast as stone to treason
From who to be our infection
No foundation
Found under this blooded species
May rule another with simple acceptance
To ones own final sanction
97 BEST I WAIT
With nothing to go on
But the risk of roads unseen
Think I'll carry on
With this style of life I've been
Often forgetting
Whereupon this ladder I stand
Where I care to be as planned
Moreso regretting
And it's cold
Ya, when cold enough to turn
Motion is out of control
And I'm old
Ya, old enough to know I'll learn
Best I wait
Cause of the stress so eager
To push me over
To snare me in
Cause of the wage so meager
No use moving on
Without a life on my back
For those around for those long gone
Best I wait
Until I've something to fall back on
Solid and sound
HEARS THE SOUND
Voice
You speak to me
You speak to me
Now I'm tired
Must've been the blasted war
Makes me stare at the walls so
Listen, who's to tell
When I cared to hear no more
Just simple comprehension
And then to rest, I'll understand
What you're saying
What I'm hearing
To somehow get together was the plan
But the roads are clear
And the wind chimes are silent
And with an open ear
It appears that all's content
Bird on the ground
Nears the sound
As the machinery fades away
Children bewildered
What on earth happened here
Changes come and gone
Gone, forever off the pier
98 UNDER THE NIGHT
She appears to be
All those thoughts I dare to see
Maybe it's me
To walk along side the era
And if we reach the end
One look back again
And there we'll always be
Dimples on the chain
Under the night
It seems all over my head
Into a life
That seems all out of my hands
Weighs my mind
Till I'm so blind
I no longer see near or far
Just to the core
As all I've ventured for
I'm being me for who you are
Behind her appearance
She finds me looking to hold
But what can I see
Under the night
Just a silhouette turning to fold
TO STAND
Means war
A must of death
You ask for
To be myself the theft
Would be my dramatic end
If I spoke at all to all
For every loss of any friend
The blame I'd have to haul
To stand
Push such changes onward
To stand
Crush touch angers the crowd
And fall I would
And fall I will
By the many, for I'm one
And reason enough not to kill
Without war's inevitable
So this god of yours shall linger
To teach girl and boy
In hands to destroy
Anyone real as to raise a finger
Point taken
To stand an open target
Not mistaken
Change's not shown able yet
99 NO MERE ACCEPTANCE
In this cold war
The pressure has risen
Into a flame to battle
The word no longer be given
A decade
To watch your back
To breathe your last breath
As afraid
As the knowledge you lack
For those all coming out to deceive
Sink in
To this obvious outcome
Through change
Comes revolters
Sad is the system to overrun
The minority never gains
Fatalities
I, the dream, the chance
Realities
I, the dream, a chance
And we won't talk
For I've chose my words
And roads we walk
Have turned away insecured
THE STAKES NOW RISEN
My life, your world
Nausea and migraines
To you, are the winds to circle round
Theft for profit
To you, life of those about to the ground
No child, no mother
No superstars fan
Maybe hidden from the earth
As I breathe on what I can
Kya, kya
Mish tak va ogit
Chia tel abwen, octorid dead
Take care the violence
Your mind shall never control
Step back in essence
For I've taken away your scroll
See the sun
See me smile
The price is now too high
See the rain
See me smile
The life is mine to die
My heart, your power
Burns and seizer
To you, is you to be no more
100 AGGRESSION FOUR
Black is the darkling nights
Glitter out the stars
Explosive actions ever ignites
System without flaws
As though these eyes have seen
The birth of all existence
Yet, only in memories have these been
If so, this death views unpleasant
Though I've felt the pains before
Repute the battles
The door is open for discussion
Though words and sounds found incongruent
But the social system remains chaotic
Not digital, as all else is seen
To the superior
For the inferior
I've creation by the hand, not dream, nor mythodic
But these fears you thought obscene
May I touch
Permissions never there
Know so much
No time to always care
ESSENCE
Ever nay matter
The story, song, or scene
As long as there's meaning
Alive remains their dream
To the essence
Emotions to the inside
Senses force the pride
Vast on presence
Overrides the balance
Overrides the intensity
Feelings rise and fall
Never hides the actual me
So ring the bells
Paced to understand
Fast for action
Slow for gloom
Beauty for the hand in hand
Know I'll shed the tear
Know I'll laugh along
What ever you feel
I'll be there inside
On the edge and holding on