201 ATMIDOMOON
What ever happened
To the second moon
Said to have swirled in crystal
Said to have glittered with sparkle
Where has it gone
Awakened to a misty dawn
Walking on the fallen dust
I leave the waters green
Straining air
Little to care
This new soil's made the dream
Climbed so high
Couldn't touch this sky
But I was alone
And maybe that's why
There is no second moon
Not there anymore
Beneath this ocean floor
Amongst this deserted dune
PEP TALK
Persuading heat exchange
Yours on mine
Smooth as fine
Move to rearrange
Seductive converse
In a cool satin earth
Dead sweat release
Rest in peace
A midnight mornings birth
Needs the night forgotten
Needs a reason to go on
Tomorrow's a new game
Same players to a different dawn
Pressures intension
Read it in your eyes
Made the final chapter
Closed the book everafter
Broke the suspension
Now get in there
And go for a touch down
But I'm all too tired
I seem misinspired
As though I was meant
To reach no further round
202 PLASMAOPTIC
With eyes of crystal green
Dreams a universal machine
A grave collapse
A prism synapse
Conclusive unequasive mean
Now she knows
How all is one set apart
For existence grows
As thesis shows
Not star, nor heart, relevate neostart
Mere time complex
A ratio met sudden end
Motion stilled
Notion filled
A distant witness to attend
One creation
One destroyed
Two to bear evermore
Competitive void
Of a quest he'll survive
A dream unwebbed pures thought
Manual energy of override
Thinning away to alls essential plot
DESPOND FREQUENCY
This evening there's no tranquility
There's no-one else around
Feeling's so cold and eery
Thoughts as unsound as senility
Frequency frozen
Edging vacant for a motion
Despondency chosen
Last drop of salt from this ocean
Systems on
All doubts begone
Modes of action silently hesitate
Astounding reaction
A fussive infraction
Cracked the cold one to a physical state
Now all is in hand
Invasion is inevitable
Existence now in restraint
A universe no longer stable
What's there to fear
But myself, if ever to give in
This mind to only adhere
Mind mattered machine, a deadly grin
203 IN THE LIFE OF TIME
Let you sleep from a dream
Soon have to leave you, darling
There'll be no-one to wake you
Not intending to be cruel or mean
This mindless world lost
I'm out to find their reasons why
Only your hand to hold
Letting go's weighing the cost
Returning, I see the wish in her eye
This quest an indefinite task
As I'll begin
Changes are slim
That I may return before you ask
So sleep on these tears, darling
Our dream may never mend
Brighten the stain
False colours of pain
As though our lives will never end
JUST FOR THE ONE
This knowledge
More relevant than existence
No taking for granted
Limited to age this
distance
An encircled phase
I wish, I dream
But still I remain
Though as I remain
I wish, I dream
How far can the end be
Without statistic error
Acknowledge true reality
To live without such care
To learn then repeat
Once more is obsolete
I must move on
Forget with each dawn
There's much unknown to meet
Advanced with the many
To find just one more
Another with these many
To obtain all's not to ignore
204 POLITICIAN VACATE
This coition
Setting false ambitions
A congress of plug pullers
Set in mesmerized visions
They despise you
Step out of line into some publicized scandal
They compromise youth
Stricken by rules of fools who can't handle
Being beat out by actual truth
Can't get it together
Even when they are
Unofficial agreement scarred
Caring was as though never
Baffling all, for their era
To pass down visual obliquity
The supreme so primitive
Making sure no-one gets the better of
Their vile ability
Only one step ahead
But so unaware of I
Skipping the treads
Never bother with why
BETTER THAN WONDERS
While living through life
I find ourselves doing so
Is more important than beauty or machine
Cause of you ever dying
How I'd try to save you
This beats love of mere beauty
This beats obsessive technology
For there's only one of you
Living in my time
There's no romance in survival
A single species in solitude
To suffer these ills and fractures
Dies the ego and attitude
I've a friend, not a wife
And from this we'll grow
More so relative of beauty as machines
Worn and fragile
Wrinkled in smile
But we know us so well
Being a lifetime trial
We knew more than time could tell
205 FEMALE SPECIES
Young is too young
Wild is too dangerous
Independent's too ambitious
But woman's too under the gun
Of this species
Excuses overweigh reason
But knowing this
Lines are drown thin
What they want
Is what I want
But I only for the reason
But there's no use
Leaning on an excuse
This eye's seen wrong being done
Anything more
I'd be foolish to go on
Any one less
I'd be cautious to go along
Clever they are
My misfortune for seeing through
Missed out for seeing what we are
This, the earth and star
If only there were you
LOVES WON'T SAVE ME NOW
Get out of my hearty eyes
I'm a rebel, no disguise
Telling you and your face
This ain't the person or place
To break romance on wise
Hello, and I'm gone
Wait, no move along
Maybe next time, but I know never
This patient mind too strong
Now, I might love you
But you might leave me
Then what am I to do
But it's just the possibility
Because of being once in a life
Is once too often
Determined to die, despite the wife
Born in a coffin
Exile's not so bad off
No cons nor lies required
I know you're a sad loss
With all you may have inspired
Destined for this
A species in his mind
A place where you've not time
206 FIRST DRATTED FOOL
Well, I have no intention
Hitchin' on the first come by
Service smiles mere deception
To but all dreams from your eye
And after words
The truth of their lies unfold
Just tying you down
With angers of psyched tears
But don't turn around
But only if worthy to grow old
Better to forget
These instinctive feelings
The first drafted fool
Is the last dreaded chance
For a look from freedoms flings
The best was better yet
Life is fun
So easy to keep it that way
Do as though done
And together we'll see why we stay
Eyes on the run
Maybe next time
I,ll come around and see you
That'll be reason
That's just a sign
You'll be first, but not of fool
KNOCKED UPON THE SHORE
I shouldn't've walk away
I wasn't being me
Just playing for others insecurities
Now there's little to you I can say
You went away
Right out of town
Is life to blame
This recalling shame
Don't stay
Why I turned first
The after shock so painful
Years later even worse
Is it you or I
Who gets to cry
When driven back's so insaneful
Too young to wait
Those feelings too great
Too wise to break
This guy's as shy as bait
Should've faced the rumours
And tore them away from me
See you are just as I could see
One of the few washed upon my doors
207 YOU MADE ME DREAM
Hard to get
But I'll never forget
That day you won me over
Touch this smile
With mysterious style
Pulled away inside feeling unsober
Snapped out of trance
And you were gone
Never had a chance
To play along
A breath of fire
In this cold world
Everyones deicer
To be held and swirled
Now taken away in awe
Wondering what you saw, in me
I try to figure
Dealing's big here
But together's meant not to be
Hard to find
Answers in mind
To these dreams that have no owner
DREAM THE OTHER WAY
Sorry, but you're perfect
And I'm not going near you
Not anymore
Things won't be as they used to
Sure, way back when
You were more of a friend
But now how you look
Breaks my pocket book
Sure, beautiful things come to end
And that could've been you and I
Picture in a frame
But you pulled the chain
From silver to gold's just too high
You turned your page
Before I reached the stage
End of story
With you in alls glory
I just had to disengage
Changing course from you life
I know was doing right
So close your eyes
And dream the other way
We saw the blue skies
But for you's someothers night
208 LIVING LIES
Everyone and you
On foundations of falsehoods
Maybe me cause of seeing through
Imitated ages in synthetic goods
Big fortunes buy's the death
And who cares then
For only what's left
Mere ink of this gold pen
There're the no gods
There's no santa claus
No mickey mouse
No crooked house
There's no use finding odds
And without you
And everyone else agreed upon
Truth would arise
Over mens own lies
And see realities of alls dawn
Thousands of years
Of mesmerizing schemers
Brought to their fall
By one of wise reasoned dreamers
Thinking not of all
But those living in lies
For empty tears
EMPTY STAR
Photonical plasmanite
Void motion is collapsed
Frequency inaudible
Prismatics.deadened on synapse
Strident and fatigued
This photon sheds nomore
Found no universal shore
Lost in an endless league
Burning out's alls power
This frozen spark ignited
Sit back beside me
Where everywhere's sky
Runaway, you're all invited
In a continuum of hollow matters
Centrifugal forces compel
Substantial frictions swell
Matters mesh and the bursting begins
No need to breathe this
As I'm living without need
loo big for reads to bleed
Are these cells to feed on bliss
209 MEEK RAISE IN IGNORANCE
Looking down
Looking down in the gutter
Living down as far
Looking like no other
Maybe he's happy there
With no world to contend
Maybe he'll go elsewhere
When there seems to be no end
There are reasons
Out weighing their excuses
Useless paining liaisons
Leaves one in views of disguise
Old in a decaying age
Pretending otherwise is not so
Nay of change, game, or stage
Nothing in mind comes to grow
Looking up
Looking up, just to look down again
A face to remain
For no reason again
To look anywhere from the ground
One needn't care
For those careless of one
By voiding the cause of what now's done
Now waste to repair
LITERAL HATE OUT
Don't look down at me
Cause I'm there
There 'cause I can see
Those to wear
I'm already dying
Reason enough to say all's said
A lifeful thought of dead
Stops for crying
I can read between
Now I write there can't you see
Thin as they are
I've not far
Till I'm down to lifes actuality
Love's rotten to the mind
Made me think so blind
m*c-squared equalled butterflies
Left me to despise
For all those times I was meant to find
Couldn't rest then
For these thoughts forgotten
Now to unscramble
A rebel I ramble
Too wise to now be baughten
210 BEFORE THERE WAS NONE
I have won
That's mere truth
Now to be done
To revise that youth
Breaking down
This essence of all men
The bloody sword
Live long, this fatal pen
Believe in hell
The casted spell of sin
And you'll need heavens
Take not for granted
Your live being given
And prospers natures pagan
But of so many gods
When there are none
Dying chance of odds
That I'm a fool to be one
Thus I can not defy me
For being correct of all I've said
This dreamt up illusions not read
But a scam to merely misguide me
SHE FEELS GOOD
Rising from her sheets of satin
Appears in the mirror
Caressed as the dawn
She feels so good within
Checks the hour
Awakens this shower
Pampers her face
Steps out with grace of power
Picks out the moods attire
A calm piece
Over her figure of fire
A tempered beast
I so admire
She feels good
In this outfit of clashing leather
She feels good
Carefree of my worlds drastic weather
She feels good
Night stars glitter
Relives her bedtime songs
To gladly admit her
These dreams where she belongs
211 A SINGLE DAY
When I'm all alone
She'll kiss me back again
When I'm cold as stone
She'll touch away the pain
For every man
There falls a single day
For every hand
There falls anothers sway
And all I do is love her
For the rest of our time
Never asking one another
Being here and there soothe us fine
When I'm on my own
Time had no reason for this game
Was doing well, growing unsown
When she tossed me this rope, not string nor chain
Climbed upon her poem
Take my hand, she said
I said, No, I may drag you down
Be a man, she said
I thought, This ones got me down
A single say so
I may be wounded by her eyes
If I say no
What defense of reason alibies
AUXEINDUCTION
Leave love alone
And you could be free
Think, you could be free
Just refuse to submit.
Just void that smit
And you could be free
Stay down, stand alone
And lifes freedom could be yours
Out upon these earthly floors
Think sound, thought's own
Nobody else opens such doors
Say no to the throne
And you'll belong with the few
And you'll die an age so new
The sky becomes your home
Now don't get me right
Cause I never get what I want
Don't wanna be free
Don't want to die
Cause I've had enough of your spite
Maybe you is all I want
Exactly
I'll see this earth off
While you drain mans world away
I'll live free of cost
While to your greeds all pay
212 NOTHING'S BETTER THAN ME
You're all I have
And I'm losing me for nothing
You don't care about my loving
And I think it's sad
We're just two people
Having a hard time
Just can't get this head together
I can feel it now and then
But hearts won't rhyme
Now you've nothing
And you feel better than me
Eyes just not fair
Seeing not to care
Now I've nowhere left to be
Standing in circles
To small to walk around
Dreams of fantasy worlds
Falling to the ground
And at my feet
Dying in the heat of rains
A protoplasm of life
No sense of defeat or pains
I know not how to save
This essence of my life
As she weeps
ON STAND BY
In these of lightning eyes
I fear not, you men of delusion
I make my sights
I've chose my views
Created these reflective conclusions
A calm blooded species
A palm of all theses
A dangerous mind of all truth
Am I glad to be alone
Only with pipe, book and fire
I've no-one to rule
No echoing you fool
The cold outdoors to only inspire
Snapping into this state
Of fluctuating intellectual motabs
Ah yes it's great
Laying back with earths natural hates
A sense of power
Knowing it's there when needed
But upon a dying hour
Will I remember to stand to impede
213 THOUGHT PROCESSOR
No propaganda control
No mesmerizing rockin' roll
Forbidding romance
Voiding shakened dance
No stagnating on blinds scroll
Eyes are of chromide embryo
Neurons of plasmic photons
Sun is west of next galaxy
Life will end here for you and me
But what I don't know
Why are we waiting behind
To make sure generation next
Waste to existence, their nurtured mind
Such authority out of context
Think an answer
Write it out
Save it for your rainy days
A futuristic enhancer
What we're about
To create till brainy frays
Revolt and abandon
These worlds to dwell
The dead have gone
Leaving you to tell, an old story, no
Best go your own as well
CREATOR I
Took all my life
To write this tall tangled tale
Hook, line and sinker
No-one dared to tinker
For fear of being staked in the pale
Thousands of years
Along came a nobody
My thoughts exactly
On line and twice the fears
Put out on everybody
Thing is, I and he are dead
So no-one at the stand may answer
We know all
You'll just have to believe
I know
How wrong the books been read
For greed they deceive
But I know it's the religious way
To silently betray
Building from the ground
A new country of mindmastered species
No mercy, no surrender
This species must be found
214 THE LOSERS GAIN
What don't you know
And why, because
The big ones tell you so
Well, get away
When you can
Play the lies
Till you can look straight in their eyes
And say, hey
My life I rule
These streets of the world
Repaved for this fool
Who's tossed away the gold
Just for actual natural school
At least I'll die a human
Not some careless funded preppy
Working hard through college
Knowing nothing of living knowledge
Why's and watts in a rusted can
Think about the answers
And why, because
You're the ones that must only know
SCAMMED HUMANS
My answers useless
To this crumbling world
They wish to lie
Then lie they will
These men need corruption
And peace is out of the question
So silent am I
To stand and watch by
Knowing all the while their intentions
Inventive scientists not allowed
Might glue in the missing pieces
Might finish all the bridges
Removing my doubts of beingless shrouds
They'll pick and choose
But again, I'll die not lose
Don't care to learn
Don't dare to turn
They'll simply join to refuse
Older, no wiser
So little do they see
Locked away
One clear day
No, I'm never to be
215 PLAGUE OF MANS MIND
When she wakes up
While he sleeps
Shrugs and walks away
Right to another day
With roles reversed
What's all the worth
Doing what humans learn best
Abandoned at birth
Mans world upon an earth
Controlled through manipulation
Kill, lie and scam
And they'll do what they can
To promote decaying of our next generation
Innocent crimes the plan
When she returns
No-one remained to play
What ever he learns
Life goes on from where they lay
Love sometimes ages
Dreams forgotten with time
Memory disengages
Thieves rarely feast the crime
A planet disowned
Out of the names who' ve conquered
Tossed to all loaned
The cost to be shared
ONCE YOU'RE OLD ENOUGH
You no longer look in the mirror
You haven't changed
Nothing youthful, only truthful
How aging pains
You don't have to look to feel a tear
And all valuables
Merely collections of dust
With growing expenses
Now climbing the fences
They too, soon old enough
Loves age has passed
Living on a second perspective
Old enough to see
Old enough to say
Figures of a prime directive
No longer lead the way
Times linger repetition
Every day's of another years gone
Where lost are old ambitions
You can only dream, no longer belong
Seems once you're old enough
The next stage weighs on you
The ways of the world change too
Then being old's never enough
216 ESSENTIAL IMPORTANT RELEVANCE
If the answer lies within
Then truth be found without
A voice, a picture book
Alone you'll see for sure
What this living is all about
If you disagree
Then research for liability
If what you find
Doesn't estrange your mind
Think what's been done to me
Found the answers better
In some local library
Statements therein
New reason begin
Now look at the world I see
Full figured destiny
No dreams over actuality
Death's turning my way
Life turns me away
But while I am the best is yet to be
In their lies nothing
True life grows without
No love, no crook, no miracle
Alone's a living thrill
imagine knowing existence and bout
MEETING YOU, LEAVING YOU
Met you at someothers
Wilder than average private party
Never spoke face to face
Till later introduced by some lovers
Found your name
Without asking through some rundown
Point blank rumours
No ring, no amours
Phase to a sun settling down
Later that eve
Ends the movie,games, and conversations
Farewells greet and leave
Waiting for next destinations
I went her way
And we went our own
No room in this place
Motionless gauge rest alone
Electrolyte drains low
Sound water flows
First kiss sensed a soon to come ending
Still we lied pretending
But you know
Left you at some mothers
No love on this page
A moment found it's place
For her and I there'll be others
217 A MODERN CAREER
Alluring sixteen
She's got a second hand chevy
Took me to her place
Instead of the levy
Met her parents
And things got heavy
Said we'ld meet tomorrow
Didn't stop to kiss the night emotion
Just closed the door
And walk my way
T'was far to soon to lock this notion
When tomorrow arrived
She was by my side
Telling me we could be
Longing together so alive
And tonight by a ford
In a half ton board and breakfast
Out with open space
Torn shirt off my back
She's down to lace
So many clouds never seem to pass
After the bearing
This caring we shared
Then how we dared
This sparkle ever glaring
RED'N"WHITE AND SHES BLUE
When she wakes up
With somebody else
Does it get you enough
To cry with yourself
Well, don't you care
No bother worth wasting the glass
Chip the cold stone
Ain't no ice bone
'S going to sweat down the crack' n'shaft
She got nothing on you tonight
Your life of blood's no tear
Fight the lover out of here
Another day to hold so tight
See she's still changing covers
Door after door at her step
On a road meant for mothers
A better life is better kept
Now what's it mean to you
A new girl breaks through
And this you've got
That she does not
Gets her well enough
Out of her life, cold misery of blue
218 DELUSIONS FOR MINE
Do I wish to give
Up this cold miser ability
I do so wish to live
In this bold wiser fragility
Looking away for tears
Savouring everyones fears
Oh, I'm one too many alone
And I stand on my own
A master of nothings in my ear
Telling you all rights
Telling you all's wrong
Until so, I'll never disappear
Freedom's so much higher here
Outside on the sun
Inside is so undone
Torn depressive down when here
Shuns this broken heart
Love's no life to start
Oh, I'm one too many all alone
Useless happiless mediums
Everyone runs away from
Just to feel like me
How can this be
In their worlds of laughter and fun
INSTABLE FOUNDATIONS
Beliefs be lies
Speak truth and one dies
For truth they fear
Must not be known
And age has its ends
As they watch for yours
Though you've beaten their scores
Once you're gone
Your findings belong
To those who'll twist with denies
So much for friends
Figuring this all out
Wheres all the earths support
Tossing millions, finding pennies
In some batters dugout
Wheres this war come from
A man of men tall egos
Defend him in crypts of their sun
Finds home for his nose
This time I die
This time I'll not lose
Thoughts in an eye
See a vision all now choose
219 SUPERIOR ADVANCE
Expanding to higher realms
Species of deadly reason
None need live without it
It being of mental understanding
Obsolete are granted acceptions
No cares beyond yesterday
So aware of whets on the way
Leaving behind
Those over populating violent deletes
We're torn from dreams
Off by mere means
To find what's all to find
Gathering to combined
Our master minds
Substantial materials shown evident
Independent self sustaining features
Venturing more than survivals intent
Dirt beneath our nails
Labouring from old trails
A perfect defense immune of existence
Imagination imports knowledge for relevance
As hatred now prevails
WALK AWAY HEARTLESS
Tears me to shreds
Wishing you could be with me
Think and remember how I see
Back to the threads
A rebel for life
Or not at all
A weathered man
A fragile hand
No such time as last call
And when I see you
I'll smile, but always realize
My world so blue
Return broken just to stabilize
My worldly mind
Sees without you and me in
A space for me
Cold and empty
I will end as I did begin
And this is too much everyday
To pass those eyes away
Best I look down
Better yet, leave town
Your memory here can no longer stay
220 TANGENTS OF TIME
Better savoir this
While you can
Cause of time being even longer
Than a moments demand
I may return
But I, I might not
So savoir the meaning
Could be anything
These years ahead
Running off, round and away
Few words to go by
Few views to stand by
Too old now to recall the way
If you wait for me
I may return
But way over there
As I've learned
In another tangent change
Found a differed taste
But it's been so long now
I can't tell
I just can't tell
Cause of never changing anything
Aged, timed and out of place
SECONDS INVOLVE
This hand of sand
Makes me feel
I'm going down in the ground
No big deal
And with the earth
This trees mere birth
I die the grain
Immortal stain
This is all I'm worth
For every tree
Who dies for me
What will I make of you
Clouds of brown
Turn this surface to blue
Growth mere black and white
Clues turn long terms true
I used to care
But dead, I need no more
Yours to do so
How would you know
Cold winter winds through summers door
221 OUT OF TIME
Earth circles this sun
One quarter more
Four years saved and gone
I'm keeping score
From this observed
This year's one long fall
Next year
One cold morning to install
Time now's so clear
You wanted answers
Here you'll have it
We're not living any longer
Merely faster
For with time falling shorter
Like fools gold, we're accepting
Mans world over earths nature
Invented bio-clock
She knows the warmth of any moon
A conscious death
He knows the wake will be soon
Saying
She's not into love
And he's not dead yet
They're only out of
Time syncroset
RAISED TO SET ASIDE
This was a space age
But nothing flies
And these prices just outrage
Babe lives and cries
Why,why, why
Because, well, that's no good
Might change if time could
Blind's the eye
Lead to believe
Bred to receive
Never given a moment
To concept or percept
Never allowed to sever whets being weaved
Won't get to this moon
Accepted dreamed up screens
Forever nothing more
Mere matters to adore
Earth water lines and high sky beams
A love in a solitaire tune
Locked in their castles
Trapped in their ways
I leave them behind
In deceptions holy crime
A I die alone in final phase
222 WITH STANDING
Hey watcha coin'
Wading in a coffee
When there's rest to be desired
Works out when you're tired
There's no cup of tea
Comes home early
Sleeps till dark
Wakes to a closed down day
A night person's nowhere to play
Thoughts to hark
This is a one man empire
One by one, still building
Tools, I need tools
To build more tools
Create what so of this mire
Shielded within
This globe of luxury
Food, water and trees
To do as I please
No enemy, nor disease
As this building begins
She weakens my skin
This world crumbles down
This dream and I to die unfound
No, don't let her in
THE TIME IN MY LIFE
I've no time for memories
Must continue to create
From what's left in me
Powerful or poor
Of thoughts and dreams
Money's no four
Not to be so much a mad scientist
Mere abandoning all's no atheist
Species main intension
To create from invention
Alls essence required for blight, bounds ,and bliss
But standing in the way
These blind that fear to play
I'm to laugh
Within such wrath
Being lead by whom have lost the way
Still I've no time for games
With men of knuckled names
To die for the lies they live
Can't compete with a master whiz
Merely defeat for their greeds of shame
It's the price so high
Remaining difficult to buy
I can row this boat alone
But the time in my life
Leaves distance naked to my eye
223 INAESTHETIC
Hairs of sweat
Dead and alluring
Repulsively contouring
Hard to get
Tongues in seduction
Kiss this pulse away from me
Open my eyes
No longer there in ecstasy
Again and again
She writes my mind
At night, I read alone
Seizure of blame
Life into life of ages time
Have drown and been miserable
Too many times
Loves shattered unstable
Emotional crimes
Taken by surmise
Never knowing next time may be
Only knowing they happen to me
Exhilarating surprise
But I can't touch
And these memories won't erase
What's the catch
To a feeling I no longer face
TERMINAL LIFT
Is this smile for me
For friendship or love
Whys this always have to be
A game of guessing what all's of
If I'm saddened
I'm sad because I'm not to play
Luxuries of satin
Will never be my fortune to fray
Spriteful as the earth
Forced to wallow through mans world
Confliction of lifes worth
Don't thank me
For a routine worn out
A lifestyle burned out
Do ignore me
These gaps you'll do without
If you've time to fill
If it's me, it must be lifelong
I've not the time nor will
To waste upon your wine and song
Best not at all
You smile to me in this world
No time to fall
During hourly wages of living, little girl
224 DOMINANT DISTANCE
Though the light shines down upon me
I feel so out of place
The night carries on
Until the sight of dawn
And I'll never for get your face
As I'm nobody
And nobody lives forever
I can't die
Even if I try
I've just too much endeavour
Power again
A state of mental advantage
Tempered migraine
A momentary distortion for age
Fast
I weigh you within starvation
Of hunger of need
A strength to heed
Built on solid deprivation
Deceptive to illusions
There to void, I do
Perspective of conclusions
Here upon each clue
BELOW THE PIVOT OF TIME
Remember
Understand
This overseer
A tonic mind
Solars wind of sand
Now changing time
They howl
As I breathe photonic fumes
That's all as is
In a night of no-ones tombs
I am
This world will alter
Call as you will
I will not submit and faulter
As all kill
I stand
Power
This ultimate still
Say what best be said
To man, a species to unwill
In a taste of sour
A filter of life not dead
I awaken
I awaken all of mind
Observe
Observe all shall find
225 WHO NEEDS HIM
Did anyone see
The end of the world
Has any one here
Remained to only die
See the pieces scatter
Dispersed fragments of matter
Drifting to space
Cold bitten face
Thanks to those religious mad hatters
But don't be angered
T'was their world ways
Imprisoning all the crazed
True masters endangered
A superior species
Remember only a creative mind
Innovative theses
Always thinkable given the time
Can anyone be
Never walk alone, girl
Have no fear
The morrows fly by
DEAD EGOS MANE AND REASON
She dies in my arms
And now how I feel
So soft in a lifeless real
The coldness all man harms
We played with love
We tossed love in the sun
But some broken man
Still goes out for death on the run
As here I stand
A severed tear
To cry alone as best I can
While that man
Laughs at fear
And my thorns of mortal clan
She was mine
Free within these stones
To be hers all cobbled thrones
She'ld've climbed
Innocence victimized
All men cause of one despised
Leave her to lie
Intent in my eye
Another male not to sympathize
226 A REASON
Drops of pain
Sweat like rain
We clutch through the winds
Such powerful vanes
Touching down
Upon steaming ground
Our reasons to live begins
Tending to the sounds
Right to sleep
All sorrows wash away
Together we'll lay
Sharing this so deep
From her heartbeat
Life's found another
One dear mother
Defends my tears so weak
Food, shelters and secure
Obtained for the one
For all matters I must be sure
Stable morrows to have won
Awakening beneath these earthly stars
Dreams we knew
Life now to do
Survival for our scars
OPACITY
So dark inside
These windows discoloured
So barren and cold
This design so obscured
No wonder these fools believe
Eery as a cave
No chain, still a slave
Such psychology they must weave
Poor lonesome souls
Entering this crypt to be shed upon
By one who never smiles
By one who burns denials
Sounds to me so darkened of a dawn
Dreams left at the door
No light allowed in here
Truths disguised
In honest lies
Despite these threats of fear
I step outside
There's sun and rain
There's fun and pain
A real life with no reason to hide
227 CORPUSCLUE
Existence is not philosophy
Philosophy dilutes such relevance
Tis all mightys sheer followers maintaining ignorance
Sustaining mans world with catastrophe
Light is not a simple matter
Life is no mere concern
Love is never substantial
Natures no time for thoughts to churn
Over and over
It's said, And I hear
Take a listen to it
But no-one understands
So they walk away as is
Never accepting lifes real biz
My dream, their nights-mare
Truth of all they fear
But no excuse to go near it
Afraid to think it over
Just a burned out photon
Drifting prismatic spheres
Waiting for acceleration
A useful destination
Existence invalid till time adheres
BASED WITH PATTERNS
I was too small once
That's all I was
But I knew what was best for me
Yet no-one else could see
Know what that does
So much for parental guidance
Do what they say
Until that day
When you're as your own
Then leave them to fray
Well, you won't have to run
No, just walk away at all cost
Cause of their ignorance
The choice on the price they've lost
Remember who gets done
Never forgive the first glance
Insight the worldly ways
These wrongs still done being promoted
Over better ones being denoted
And who of all portrays
Younger than youth
The silence you keep, devised
Hungers for truth
The violence to reap despised
Bound for life to foolproof lies
228 AS IS
Why should I love
Anyone anywhere and you
Why should you care
For no known reason
You take it as is
So tell me what gives
When it's not my style you're pleasing
Is freedom not good enough
Must your violence intervene
If love's meant to be tough
Since all need love, I don't belong
When love is a crime
Then love pays for all
The flowers, tombstone and all
And all is found in time
But time is an untouchable phenomena
And to alls death we reach
As loves been early breached
Why stagnate in ways once nominal
As you were, was better
Now I'm no-one to hold on
Best forget all and her
I've no need for this primitive scene
SOCIAL UNIFIED NATION
In our world of species
There are so many varied views
Those all agreed upon
Are few the ones we best choose
Substantially we exist
Capable of knowledge we are
With this we can do ourselves
More than a species to persist
There's no one of us superior
Not anymore than you
Because you understand
Whether female or man
The level of sharing is interior
Earth and nature survive together
But us and our world seems forever
And what's required
These morrows inspired
Our abilities to venture on, till never
This direction unanimous
This defection contagious
Free to travel your world if so
No translator, passport, nor fear to know
No ones world for all of us
229 THE SELF OFFENSE
These eyes see nothing
No time to reply
A scream of dying, aeh...
And now she's gone
But no-one caring, there to feel
Why's this so wrong
Why's this so real
When a man makes up his mind
You can't melt ice hard as steel
This cruel remains unkind
Cold is this fall
Couldn't hear for the winds
As though no-one at all
Streets echo every call
Prime slaughters continue after the longing begins
A thought
A crooked thought
A twisted plot
Stuffed in a circle
Of what was but is not
In sweat of a kill
Knowing the error
Ignoring the terror
But when mothers return
I'll be there
EVOLVE AND THEN
This is what you don't want
Because, this is what happens
And though it's right
Puts an end to the fight
This is no good in a world of pretend
You have what you require
But if that's suppose to do me well
Well, there's no surprise
That I've found further wise
And banning me's the reason why
I've got to move on from here you dwell
Why I'm leaving all behind
Leaving be this world as is, to you
Wait not for me to change your mind
I've not the time you've put me through
But you don't want me to leave
Might promote free thinkers
Might activate members to unweave
And that would sober all the drinkers
Don't want to lose control
Sorry' you've lost tomorrow
It's ours to find
Ours to keep
From you so far behind in sorrow
230 AWAITING MORNINGS RISE
Cold winds blowing
Summers gone
Here I belong
In big dreams growing
Friends stay home
Out here alone
Candle and fire breaks the chill
A frosting night turns season long
Strengthens a crackled bone
Thrived upon an inflicted drop of sweat
Merely the warmth from inside
I rest at ease
Curled to these knees
First thoughts taken on a dream ride
Abandoned with scars
Passed memories dig like icicle tears
This hurting confined
A painless emotion
Rips through a mind
As though taken away from dream onto fears
To never awaken
It's not so bad I feel
One breath taken
Has always had the mysterious real
TIME TO OURSELVES
She says,
Where can we go
I said,
What will we do
Well, if we ever get there
We'll see then
Let's Just go now
Cause right now
Anywhere's better than here
She says,
I really don't care
I said,
You don't care, she don't care
Just take me home
As the night begins
I drive off alone
Open to the highway winds
So she'll phone
When I'm not home
Thinks I've gone to some bar
When I've gone twice as far
I think,
She could've came along
So I turn around
But now it's late
Ain't life great
Wasting our time when things go wrong
231 YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME
Don't like those pretty blondes
Bringing me to my knees
Don't need some cute brunette
Doing just the same
Don't mind the reds affection
But life's no game
I can't waste just to please
Hey, I'm a nothing kinda guy
I want your thoughts
Not that look in your eye
Don't need this mesh the flesh scene
All emotions mere routine
A real ideal and dream
She's got to know, before I intervene
I don't mind children
But I hate diamond rings
I'm fine to have a girlfriend
Until this phone ever rings
Talk to me about anything...relevant
Don't ask me what I'm doing here
See for yourself, talking to you, dear
Seems out of place's where I'm best content
DREW FRIENDSHIP LINES
I used to go to your house
Most every night
Your mother'd let me in
We'd sit and chat
About this and that
With an occasional wink and grin
But I never came round to tell you
That I cared and maybe loved you
Shared fries with the good times
Starry eyes with cheap wines
A steady relationship was showing through
But you moved away
And in a worldly way, that's o.k.
We'll never meet again
And since love never rang
Guess we'll answer to another day
Go out for a coffee
Sit by an old tree
As it ends when we'ld begin
232 HOW COULD YOU
How could you
Love me like a lover's suppose to
Girl, how could you love me true
How could you
Whisper those wild nothings to my ear
Girl, how could you tell me here
Because we're both to young
When it comes to making rules
Means we'll always know nothing
So says the hill full of fools
Baby, how could you
Want me after all these years
I don't look the same
I'm in a thinking game
Babe, how could you wrap me in your tears
But now darling
How could you
Walk off after all we shared
How could you leave me cold as you
INSTINCTS II
Me and she
Had some kids
They ran away
That's o.k.
Because we never loved
And didn't need marriage
All we wanted was
Instincts, natures prime directive
Had no time for being selective
We never had traditional parents
Still we survived so well
Thinking only so many years ago
Religions defied this life to death
But finding knowledge as true evidence
Lies faulter where they dwell
And now we've no fears to show
As natures rule up to be our best
Me and she
We'll do as we like
To run away
Or simply stay
Acknowledging all is right
233 SPREADING OUTWARD
This moment has come
We must move out
So many planets out there
No more room on this one
So says this environment
Over populated with our inventions
Where can we go
When everywhere's snow
While all we have is money to build
But it's all spent, on ancients guild
Our spacious technology
Will savour ecology
Nothing less will do
Understand, we're not all man
Thoughts linger amongst us
Composed of innovative trust
And gravities no longer leave us stand
Ventures on discovering
Found in this universe
A desolate shore
Columbus knew more
What was, is round all earths
NEVER STEPPED OUT OF LINE
I could've had her
But I didn't
So now I don't have her
And look at her now
Wow,
And she owns her lifestyle, too
Wow,
Woe is me, now
I wouldn't change a thing
She was better without me
She'll remain as much, so well
Without this world I see
And taking her
Meant losing all this thereafter
Didn't care then
Now I don't again
Missing different tears and laughter
She would've had me
Had I stepped out of line
But then wasn't the time
Ya, left the better be
234 SHE'S THE WRONG THING
No matter how I'd feel
I couldn't do the wrong thing
Girl, I felt so right
Girl, I fell in flight
But I knew you were the wrong thing
Just another young woman
Caught my every thought
To the last vacant neuron
Felt like tying the knot
But no
For me now, older up here
She's the wrong thing
She'll always be
The only thing so clear
Not for me
What will I do without her
Did just as I can now
Sing a song of everything wrong
All the whys and how
I never should've met her
Feeling down then
Would have saved me
Being there
Looking there
And you I'd never see
YOU FOR NOTHING
Thought I was doing this for you
But you know I know
It's all for nothing
Cause we're only here for now
And I know you know
We're just a fling
You're up in smoke
I've gone to ashes
Sparks when we met
Flames all we get
From then on everything collapses
Did me wrong
The moment gone
All rumours verified
I'm no longer classified
A forgotten song
Now I'm sure to live it down
Down to the end of my life
Live it up, girl
Live it up, girl
To the end of your conscience lid
235 TAKING OFF THE SHOES
If she don't care
I'm gonna find out
The hard way
Because, we're taking off our shoes
Not planning to snooze
And she's already getting clean
A mean,mean, clean
Thinking, What 've I got to lose
But if she don't care
I'll have second doubt
If I'd stay
All the way
Ya, she just better stay
See you in the morning
But when she's gone
I'll trust no-one
Won't wait for any warning
What's to lose
Everything of values
And nothing else worthy
Time to choose
COUNTS THE THOUGHTS
Three young ladies
Come walking in my door
I'm thinking alright
Well, I know there '6 little more
See, they're half my age
Old enough to know better
But at my age
Unfortunately sage
I'm old enough to say no
So I walk out for air
They're thinking, what a loser
But I die, never lose
A right time for blues
Sure I care, but how's it fair
They stayed in a while
Liked the music, and the scenery
But without smile
They' ld disappear through the greenery
As I returned once more
Doing what I was
Thinking what it does
To know why there's a door
236 UP TO YOU
Want to say I love you
Want to say it's true
But you know I'm not able, baby
Since I've heard what you've been up to
Ya, you've been messing around
Bringing them down like leaves
And though your hooks on me
You'll have to set free, These wings for the breeze
Would have said I love you
Would have been so true
But it's all a fable, baby
What I've been up to
You know I'm not able, baby
Whatcha trying to do
Well, don't mess me around
Bringing me down, like a thief
With a hook on me
This catch will be rather brief
When can I say I love you
When will you be true
You'll know when I'm able, baby
When I'm up to you
SOMETHING ABOUT YOU
Hey, can I tell you
Who you'll be this time
Who you '11 be tonight
Don't you know you better be mine
Cause of everything about you,I feel so woe woe
Cause of everytime I see you, I feel so woe woe
Girl, who's gonna tell you
And mean as much
And with every touch
Don't you feel like I'm feeling it too
There's something about you, girl
I know, I know
There's something about you
Yeah, yeah
Though I'm not sure what it is
May be none of my bizz
Cause of anything with you, I feel so woe
Cause of anytime with you, I feel so woe
Please let me tell you
All that I am
And all of it's true
Don't you think I'll do better when I can
237 DON'T GO
Well here we are
Under every star
Where we'll be
Waiting to see
Just how close, just how far
Well, here we go
Into the glow
What we'll see
Wanting to be
Just so close, just so far
And look at you two
Resting your heads
But seeing both of you
In separate beds
Don't go
Don't go
Well, here we lay
Up on a new day
This can't be
This can't be
Much too close, much too far
Don't go
Don't go
All the way now
All the way too late
All the way's to wake
WHAT SHE WORE
So she stayed the night
And I felt at home
So love wasn't in tonight
Still we're not alone
Her clothes were old, so she wore mine .
Though they didn't quite fit, they wore so fine.
Made up in the morning
For what we lost to sleep
She left without warning
For what we had, I did not weep
Her clothes were old, they wore once fine
When I first saw her, locked in my mind
I went that noon after
Thinking I'd know where
She knew time was all that mattered
She knew I'd tend to care
I knew she wouldn't be hard to find
Cause of the clothes she wore were mine
238 YOU ASKED ME
You asked me
Would you like to walk the sun down
With her I know we'ld go round
But I see we'll never get there
I asked her
Could she go on without me around
Said she 'ld go, but so far down
And I'll never find her there
Shouldn't mess around
Nay, don't mess around
She said
Cause we'll need us when we get there
Can we take our sweet life time
Can we shake this lonely sunshine
When does the sun go down
I said
Don't let me go, oh my
She said
Don't let me go, bye bye
Holding hands and we'll be there
See us there
You asked me
Walk with me and the sun
Walk as we were one
But I see she's always everywhere
REST IN PEACE
Days like this
Get to be so hard
And at the end of it all
Somewhere you just want to fall
Is that so hard
To my last rights
Rest in peace
Rest in peace
For such empty nights
To sleep and breathe in silence
I seep to leave the violence
Dead on the money
Just might find yourself
If not someone else
Not so funny anymore
No,no, just a good night's sleep
But nothing more
Is all I ask for
Well, rest in peace
For the rest of your desires
Long as the deceased
For the days dream fully inspires
239 SHE HAS A MAN
All the other girls
Want her dreams tonight
Cause of me being yours
And you're mine without a fight
We're just not the perfect
We're professionals
In everything we do direct
She's a man of intuitive eyes
Has him capturized
But he knows
And he shows
Things she's never realized
I touch with strong compassions
Her attire of lethal fashions
To fire, the cold stone
The best we are alone
Holding back with vivacious rations
Meanwhile, all the others
They dream to dream as we
If life was meant for lovers
Maybe someday they'll live by you and me
THOUGHTS REMAIN UNTOUCHED
Can't walk at night alone
Confined to a shallow home
Definitive life
Can't walk in the daytime
Looked upon as a good time
Discriminate life
But if I can see this
Then why can't they, too
If what I wants all, why can't you
Can't say what's never said
Sewn in everyones head
Die there, too
Can't be whos suppose to be
Such fortunes of a rare society
Not for us the fee
But we can be what they refuse
And if we don't do so
Then they never really know
The power all feel, ups the downs too
Can't hear the lies of hatred
Knowing thought how well they tread
Yey, for me to void degree
240 FORGET ELDER TRAITS
As the sun comes to
And the moon makes way
Now tell me
When the sky goes blue
As the winds wildly play
Now tell me
Where do I belong at the time
Why should I belong at all
How nature tolerated us all those years
Ashes turn to rain
Contaminated ourselves in walking these tears
Time awaiting pain
And where are you this time
Why should I care at all
Well where's the end
Now tell me
Well, why's there an end
Now tell me, when's this all begin again
Where did we belong the last time
Why should we stay at all
Filthy old minds in lingering fears
Pass on insane
Young as all earths that no-one hears
Take all the blame
DOING THE ANSWER
I look at you and wonder
Then I look down
You make me reel under
When reasons spinning around
Would I really be worth while
Is it love I'm in with you
Might do you some good
After all, it never hurts to ask
But the answer's all the pain
I care to feel again
Maybe she's just as shy
But not for I
Maybe she"s another guy
Remembering why
Looking always keeps sparks in my eye
I could use someone like you
Girl, you'll never be
Cause I can't use you wrong, too
Well, it never hurts to ask
But the answer will
241 DREAMS AND ME
Well, if I'm all yours girl
Will you take away these dreams
Or are they yours too, girl
And can you feel what all of it means
If you can't feel them
And won't you share them
Then if you don't like them
Girl, you better leave all of them and me
Well, if you're all mine girl
Do you've the room for any more
I've not the mind too, girl
To let you do what's been done before
But won't you share them
You don't have to like them
If only you could feel them
Girl, you'll never leave them without me
Well, if I'm all yours, girl
Will you hold me in these dreams
And if you hold me too, girl
You'll know I know what this all means
When you can feel them
Will you share them
Can you love them
Girl, more than I love you endlessly
ONE ANOTHER ME
I want to know more about you
Want to know more about you, darling
Where'd you come from, why you're here
And everything's inside you
What's in it for you, when'd it seem clear
That I'm all for you, too
I need to know more of you
Need to know more of you inside, darling
How do you feel about who I am
Needn't I remind you
How I feel about who you are
It just as long to find you
I'll feel the same
Even if you're true
I'll feel the same
Towards you
242 AIN'T IT SO
What she doesn't know
Is that I still love her so
And this only hurts me
But shes never gonna see I let her go
Cause I heard she found another
And he's just another lover, ain't it so
What she doesn't know
Is why I loved her so
And though this is hurting~me
It's best I leave her be to long and grow
Cause I see you found another .
But he'll never be above her, ain't it so
What she doesn't know
Is that if I still love her so
Why I'd keep the hurt in me
And let her off so free as the winds blow
Cause I know you're just another
And a friend is foe to love her, ain't it so
WHEN SHE TURNS HER BACK
A simple confrontation
She said she'ld be late
A crippled complication
Like a fool I took the bait
And when she comes in tired and tattered
She'll say she's going to bed
And to me it's never mattered
Believing every word she said
But a fool becomes wiser
When she turns her back in vein
And a mule becomes the miser
When she turned her back again
She can't take her weaknesses
And I can't take much more of her
How strong's a mind to be
But when she turns her back
On you lies the question complete
Ya, when she turns her back every time
Claim one down upon defeat
She says it was fun
She says I'm only one
But after collation
She says she's got to run
Life's a desolation
243 A WAY WITH WORDS
I see you sleeping
Satin' silk, and mornings sun
Where s no other one
Pure, perfect silence she's keeping
Goes on wondering
What beauty has she captured
In eyes for everyone
Wakens wide with days occurring
She has, a way with words
She has, a way with me
For when she says
A way with words, she says to me
She is a way with words
She has ways I've never heard
A way with words, she says to me
Yes she has
A way with words
A way with words
She's telling me everything she has
DESTINATION YYZ
Sound in the air
Cargo on wings
Beats every fare
Only nobody sings
Off the walls
And wheels coming down
This cat calls
Memories spinning round
Packed and parcelled
Meet you there
Time of arrival
Fans never cancelled
High's the fare share
Spirits higher
Song's over and gone
Another buyer
As the next comes along
Now the cartons abandoned
Swept away to the unknown
Waves goodbye
WaVes linger on
Haven't heard this good in so long
244 GRAVITY II
Inter mass involves velocity
A universal spatial
Without temperal viscosity
Time's no ratio
A particle of substance
One to the two
Over anothers mere relevance
Two to the one
As positive weighs one in
Two negatives half is equal
Balanced strengthens the thin
So begins alls sequel
Temperature minus rotation
States of matter bound in collapse
Negatives negative positive agitation
Expansion defuses structure
The pull becomes random
Compression merely objectiles of visual
Heavy polarity
At the highest frequency
Inversed parallel centrifugal
Weightless gravity
In light voids potency
Time now becomes vulnerable
NULL THE BICKERING
Does she love me
Do I care
Will I ever weaken
Dissolve in despair
Why should I pretend to be
But I'm too old
And falters come with ages
Bitter is the real
And real as I feel
I've no time to illude lifes stages
So companions just a friend
Her loves so obsolete
Her elders do I meet
To live with to their end
A lie so sweet
Naw, naw, naw
Don't need this chewing out
Have my little life
Living littles what it's about
Always chilling out
From a futile thaw
Left in square one
Leaving a job well done
In what I chose to care
245 WHEN I'M GONE
You have your arms
Around me as though I'm leaving
Well, how did you know
Been with you seven years
The twins are older too
No use holding off the tears
My love's strong enough for you
To stand alone
When I'm gone
Darling you can't keep me now
To die alone
I know it's wrong
But I've got to lose some how
You, the kids, lifestyle too
Had enough to call it all
But that big black sky over blue
Is where I'm destined to fall
When I'm gone
Girl, just remember why
We met our goals
Passed our roles
Changes had to meet you and I
ET CETERA
You took away the good times
You took away the games
Took all the fun of love crimes
But you know you couldn't take it
So you left me with the pains
And I'm far too well for that
So thoughts to sicken me pass
We were healthy
Bad off wealthy
Seemed all we had going would surely
Put an end to that
You took the money, the car et cetera
That was fine with me
Cause I could build from nothing again
But you, your love et cetera
That was all to me
And what I could build just won't be the same
If pains all I've to live for
How long, how much
No comforting touch
Take me away forever more
246 NIGHT SUNS
Sadness
Such sadness
I feel cold inside
So old to survive
Pulses of pain
The hurting of loneliness
Must be the end
Who'll be the friend
To fade from my eyes at darkness
A shivering chill subdues me
As I walk in this cold falls rain
Tired of mans world I see
Don't care to see spring again
Yesterdays dried tears awakened
Once more to shed another
To sleep by all nights distant suns
I'll dream I'm one
Sadness
Alone out here at rest
A place I've known best
Sadness
Staggering passed lifes lest
GET ALONG WITH YOU
With you girl
I could never mean you harm
Know I'd violate you
Know I'd desolate you
Never manipulate you with old sweet charm
With you girl
We could grasp all our ambitions
Eyes on eyes for mere ignitions
Think, yes I do
That I could get along with you
Cause you know you
And I know me
Yes, think we'll get along right through
Girl, you've got your ways
And though so differed as mine
We'll get along
Cause here we are to stay
Yes girl
Know I can get along with you
And what about me
Know you'll get along, too
247 TAKES BRAINS
You laughed at me
Still you can
Cause I'm nobody free
Won't touch your scam
And to know the consequences
Of bitter loneliness
Well, the world remains the same
Maybe you'll get me in the end
Won it dead and gone
And I won't be around to see what I begun
No, no shame
Cause you laughed at me
Ha, ya right
But I'm still free
The way man's suppose to be
Got my own spacecraft
Come and go as I please
Huh, where's the laugh
Well, not at my knees
Can't buy freedom like this
I had to think and build it alone
Alone, the final bliss
My mind's a humans home
PERMIT TO BREATHE
When it never goes away
You distract it anyway possible
But when it returns to stay
The final solution is unavoidable
The cause to each ends
To play or not at all
And if you can't understand, some friend
When it happens don't you call
But you know
How, how can one forget
A memory's a memory
And its self won't let go
Old age
Elderly enough to live again
But then
Laughter and loves only beat pain
And since I'm not up there
I get torn to shreds in here
Seeing clearer what all's for
Sitting alone on a floor
Knowing it all and no reason to care
No, never goes away
Urges of a deadly cure
Thoughts I'm to play I must be sure
248 SEE YAUH LATER
It's been a while
Little older, still we're ourselves
Different clothes, hair, and lifestyle
But still one plus one is two
The way things were
Well, tomorrow won't change that fast
Cause you'll never run as fast
Best be sure
Your ways have changed
Not really, just trying to adapt
They're not so strange
But there are boundaries
And all we can do now is meet there
At old memorized personalities
Ya, we were us
Always met at the end of the same path
But the paths are gone
Ages now don't belong
Must admit, there was a special class
We can still say hello
But from there, I don't know
Cause we're us
On differed shelves
Always time to go
SAVE YOURSELF
Saves the one
Saves the many
Now he's going for the world
Well, what happened
Can't you reach this little universe
Not allowed
To step out of the crowd
Well' life's a bit more to be first
Knowledge or money
Nobody can have both
Not forever, ha
But at least I knowith
So save yourself, man
Ya, save yourself the last laugh
This world's wasting
Ain't no earth worth tasting
So save yourself and let it pass
Well, he's the mind
But he can't find
What's in the world worth looking for
And if he digs deeper
This earths new keeper
He'll've found his way out forever more
249 DISBANDERS
Join them and be one
No, don't you buy me
I'll barter me to none
Join us and pay your fee
But while I'm still
Living inside these visual eyes
I've no need of will
To be illuded in disillusions to survive
Taught not to overstand
They live, that's all they're allowed
Only doing best they can
Die with fears in their shallow cloud
Dead in the ground
Here all rots to mere existence
Substantial but irrelevantly bound
Man, never had a chance
But be yourself
Alone may be but a step ahead
What good's health
When you play a simple part
A paper heart
No longing creations for all to be fed
ABETTING AND ASSISTANCE
I know my way
Because I'm innocent
Free to portray
Cause of being innocent
Creative as all gray
Yet, still I'm innocent
Acknowledge well mans ways
Don't like them all
But seeing all the haze
Helps fall the wall
Wipe out the scams
Keep out of the jams
And void at all cost, the giving hand
Innocence of my conscience.
Aware of my obliqueness
Innocence of my arts
Innocence of my thoughts
Have beauties aged from truthfulness
And how do you see it
Ya, well who's the authority now
Best change with it
Have your say that all may endow
250 LIVING AWAY THIS NIGHT
Is it here, We'll meet
This girl I dream, unknown
From crowd to crowd
Still, yet so loud
A club, a bar, a gathering in the street
Have we grown
There she is
Better get on my feet
Tough it is
To be somebody else
And still see yourself
But she takes to me
Don't know why
End up on her doorstep
Lost in her eye
Loving away this night
Like owls never asking
Just what they're missing
Loving away this night
Now how do I get out of this
Just tell me if all goes wrong
Sure I'll stay
If that's the way
Changes are of chaotic bliss
GROUNDED FOR LIFE
It's not easy staying down
Dratted good times
Splitting my minds
Such a dragging life I've bound
Go out with you girl
Well, I'm still waiting
Hard, I know
Barred out show
Going loon'ze down here is so agitating
Can't do better
Not totally alone,...yes I could
But with you girl
Know I would, do so much better
And hey
It's a whole differed view
Being down to earth
Does have it's worth
But you wouldn't know now would you
Said it's not easy
Well, I guess not
Learning to only understand
Why I've mercy for man
When I should not