31May00
that was weird... i was just starting to write "well, it's another rainy day...i guess minnesotans can't be saying how much we need it anymore" - and as soon as i finished the thought paul said that to this other lady we work with. we must share a brain or something.
paul got a free pizza from one of my favorite places to eat pizza... for his bday. we went last night after he played ball. he plays basketball with his buddies every tuesday... i wish i had something like that. it forces him to get exercise at least once a week. i need to do that too. anyway, while we were at the restaurant i saw randy's best friend. i pretended like i didn't see him... and he either didn't see me, or he was pretending not to also.
it's weird... in august it will be two years since i've seen randy's face - i've spoken to him on the phone, but i haven't actually seen him. and in that entire two years, we've both lived right here, in the twin cites..... what's weirder, is i've never run into any of his family or friends either (and he was the youngest of 9 siblings that were ALL married and ALL have children - for a grand total of something like 32 people in his immediate family) - until last night, that is..... it was a weird feeling - i didn't know if should say hello... i felt like he would hate me... i'm sure he does - i mean, i wouldn't care to run into indie's ex-hubby... i think he's a dick. i'm sure this guy thinks the whole divorce was my fault because he's only heard randy's side of the story.
i only have 3 more clay classes left. out of a total of 7 classes that i've had, i think it has been raining for 6 of them... or at least threatening to rain. it's nice when it's sunny because i can walk around the zoo for 15 minutes before class starts... but when it's icky i don't want to. i got to paint my mask last week - i have two more things to paint tonight... plus, i need to make paul an incense holder. i promised him i would - right now he uses a coke can, and it looks ugly.
on monday night paul and i talked a lot about the future... like getting married and having a baby - stuff like that. i think it was the most seriously (and most lengthy) we've talked about it since we started dating. i made me feel warm and fuzzy - but i haven't been able to get my mind off it since. (and i definately had troule sleeping THAT night) it's a good thing - i just can't wait to make him mine.