"Just do it already!" Heero cast a frantic look from one to the other. "Don't make it *hurt*!"
Trowa nodded and leaned forward, his hands fumbling with the clasps again. He gave Heero another small kiss on the cheek. "Try to remember that I'm really sorry okay?" He asked, as he swallowed a lump in his throat. He released the clasped and pulled the two lower rings off. Then he undid the main ring and pulled them off, and looked back towards Heero's face. Heero tossed his head back with a cry, his shudders finally reaching the conclusion they'd been after for a couple hours now. It was clear it was physically painful to him, but he clung to them both, hands fisting on whatever they grabbed first tightly, until he just went limp, his breath erratic, but no one was home, clear black out.
Quatre winced with pain. Being this close to Heero was torture and he grabbed at chest, wishing for several moments that his Uchuu no Kokoro wouldn't always let him feel pain like this. Heero leaned into Quatre once he passed out, not quite completely out cold, but close enough.
"Damn it!" Trowa cursed loudly, throwing his fists down into the mattress. He threw the cock rings aside, noting that they were still warm. He stood up, suddenly in a rage, and grabbed his duffel bag again.
"Trowa?" Quatre hugged Heero to him. He'd be here when Heero finally woke up, and he'd accept whatever wrath Heero would give him. "Where are you going?"
"I told you. I'm leaving. I can't deal with this." He sighed loudly, his hand on the knob. "Quatre I'm sorry. Please remind Heero when he awakes that I'm sorry, and that if he wants to kill me, I'll accept that." Trowa turned the knob, opened the door, and left.
Duo gazed at Trowa from where he was standing by the door. "He's very complex. You're going to abandon him because of it." His tone was flat.
Trowa just sighed frustrated. "I can't do it." It was all he said before he took a few steps forward, wanting to leave and wanting to leave now.
"It's just Heero. I can tell you did something to make him want to trust you. You assume it will be hard." Duo looked away from Trowa. He didn't care for Trowa much recently, but he cared for Heero, both sides. Duo sighed a little. "I really thought you got over the entire not caring about the other pilots routine." Trowa took another deep breath, choosing to remain silent, looking away. "If you leave, I won't forgive you. He may not even remember." Duo stared at Trowa, daring him to contend it.
"And if he does?" Trowa asked.
"Then deal with it. If it's him. The gentle, fragile him, when he wakes up, what do you really think will happen when he wakes up?" Duo crossed his arms, staring at Trowa.
"He'll kill me and Quatre." Trowa replied without a doubt in his mind. Although he was stony face, it wasn't his death by Heero's hand that he was running from.
"No, if it's that other side, the one that told you he was Odin, he might cry if he finds out you ran away from him. I've seen more of that gentle version of him than you have. Do you really want *that*?"
*Heero? Cry?* Trowa didn't think that'd be something that would ever happen and he scoffed at the mental image.
Duo moved forward, seeing the disbelief. "*Think* Trowa! If he wakes up as Odin, *not* Heero, he will react entirely differently." Duo poked at Trowa's chest aggressively. "I won't see it! That's the part of him that won't let him make any mistakes. He doesn't want to hurt anybody, no more innocents. It's what makes him so *good*. Don't you dare hurt him because you got scared."
"I'm not scared." Trowa protested and took a step back. He did not want Duo touching him right now. Nor anyone for that matter.
"Then what are you running for? What is justifying you leaving him like that?" Duo dogged his retreat, continuing to poke. Trowa backed up again, steadily getting madder. He just wanted to be left alone. He locked it back down again. He didn't want to have to explain himself to Duo. "If you gotta run, at least leave your shit. Then, if it's him, he'll know you mean to come back. I have no illusions. We are pilots, all of us here, it's very likely we could just poof, disappear. So don't try and pull it on me." Duo stared levelly at Trowa, trying not to get mad.
Trowa dropped his duffel then, right in the middle of the hallway. He took a step forwards hoping that Duo would get out of the way, so he could leave now. It was only then that Duo did get out of the way, stepping around him to Zechs who was staring on in wide eyes.
Stunned, Zechs had to ask. "There are two Heero's?"
"No, there's a Heero and the person he should be." Duo pushed at Zechs, suprized he hadn't heard the sound of Wufei waking, that worried him...
Trowa continued past the both of them and into the living room, slamming the door behind him. Wufei was still in an unconscious state from the night before and he hadn't even moved from the position he was placed into on the bed. Normally in sleep he moved a lot, so for him to not move was rather odd.
Duo pushed Zechs into the room, looking at him. "If the room changes temperature, whistle." Then Duo ducked out of the room, Grabbing Trowa's bag and taking it back into the room to drop it inside the door before moving to Quatre and Heero's side, a small smile on his face. Quatre looked up as Duo entered, then looked away nervous. His grip tightened slightly on Heero when Duo came in. Duo brushed at Quatre's hands where they were squeezing Heero. "You'll bruise. He'll be in enough pain when he wakes up anyway, not that he'd let himself feel it. I haven't ever seen his other side out like that... It may have been good for him." Duo's voice is quiet, and he brushed the bangs away from Heero's face.
"You're not mad at me?" Quatre was clearly startled and looked up at Duo his face full of surprise. His lessened his grip on Heero a fraction.
"I smell plenty of sorrow, sex, and happiness, but no fear or anger of his. Why would I be mad?" Duo ran the back of his fingers down Heero's cheek as he considered him, tisking softly. "Besides, you still haven't gotten him. He didn't let you bring him off before that last did he? Stubborn brat."
Quatre shook his head. "I don't quite know what's going on with that. He asked for something to prevent it." Quatre shook his head as he blushed. He kept some of the other things to himself.
"He's terrified of losing control. You see what happened? He lost control anyway because he took it too far. It won't change his fear though. Good luck on that." Duo turned amused eyes on Quatre. "Don't think I didn't know the boy was kinky, he loves that gun to much for it to be anything else."
"Uh... Right." Quatre said, looking away. "Don't worry, I doubt I'll touch him again. Too risky. Why oh why did we have sex?" He wailed in despair and buried his face into Heero's hair. He looked up suddenly seeing Trowa's duffel, but no Trowa. "Where's Trowa?"
"Not sure, but he sure slammed a door on his way out. He'll be back. Heero didn't mind the sex, I can tell that already. Otherwise no matter who you were, you wouldn't have gotten that gun away from him. Either him."
Quatre nodded. He slowly laid Heero back all the way on the bed and lay down beside him. Quatre blushed as he realized they were both *still* naked, and he moved to pull one of the blankets over them both. "I'll stay with him until he wakes up."
Duo lightly touched Heero's cheek again before looking to Quatre. "If either of you hurt that person inside, you will regret it with all your being." There was a smile on his face, and his voice was almost light, but his eyes were serious and cold. Someone had to protect Heero.
Quatre shivered. "That's why Trowa left." His own fingers moved over Heero's cheek after that. He really cared for him, but it was just hard to show it. He sighed loudly.
"He isn't just what either of you have seen. He's my best friend. *All* of him. I'm just glad that piece inside finally found a way out. I'm glad you guys played around with him sexually. Though I'm certain he's still a virgin in a variety of ways. Don't spoil him all the way, hmm?" Duo moved from the bed, his braid arrowing the opposite direction it usually did with it's coils.
"I'll try not to." Quatre tried to smile softly, but his heart just wasn't in it. He felt really bad.
Duo sighed. He could smell the regret, and he didn't like it a bit. "Stop it Quatre! If I'd known this would happen I would've crawled into the boys bed ages ago. It was good for him. End of story."
"Alright. End of Story." Quatre sighed. He pulled the covers up over the two of them fully and tried to relax a little.
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