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January 2004, 12:57pm
Well, i dont actually really ahve anything that i want to
put up here at the moment, but because my computer and ISP
are being ever so nice, it wouldnt upload my site, when
i tried to, twice.
The days are dwindeling until
it becomes enevitable that my time of freedom will come
to an end. Sure i have more than a month to go until i have
to return to Uni, but i have been off for over a month,
almost two months and i have achieved nothing, apart from,
as i said reading 6 books. Still need to learn a procedural
language, for one of the courses im doing next year, cant
understand how they can offer it, when we dont get taught
a procedural langauge, only a object oriented language.
Oh well, C is close to Java, so it shouldnt be tht hard
to work it out.
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January 2004, 12:01am
Its a new yaer, and a new day, just. I trust that everyone
had a good holiday season, which ever it is that they might
celebrate, if any.
What is scary is that there
is only about a month before i go back to uni and i have
achieved absolutly nothing, oh i mean i have read 6 books,
but i needed to clean up my room, it would be nice to be
able to see my floor, to know that there is carpet under
all those piles of books (text books, not anything interesting).
Whats even worse is the fact that im looking forward to
going back, i mean who in their right mind would be looking
forward to getting more asignments to make programs that
yu cant figure out, and other stuff. At least im through
with ethics in relation to the IT community............
Now that was a boring course and a waste of time, why do
i want to know about what to do with intellectual propery.....
I know its become a huge issue now becasue of all the software
progs being created, and the net being a easy source to
get code from, but itsnt it common sense? And then there
was the big question, is the IT industry a profession, seeing
as though most of us IT people dont have any ethical standards
that we abide to. Shit if its not a profession, i wish someone
told me before.....
One book i recomend every
person, especially any Australian's read is John Marsden's
Tomorow When the War Began series, then go out and get The
Elie Chronicals: While i live. They are the most bone chilling
books, on what is quite possibly going to happen. Not that
Ian Irvine's The Last Albatross is any less chillingy correct,
its just these are more correct. Where Irvine's are sci-fi,
Marsden's are just plain old fiction. Oh and don't waste
your money on getting Robert Jordan's Crossroads Of Twilight,
its shite and nothing happens, absolutley nothing. And to
think there is up to another 5 books of his to complete
the series, i mean 15 books is a bit much for people, pitty
its been comericalised so much really, it started out as
a good series.
Why do people like UML, why
do we have to leanr it? Unified Modeling Language is boring
and doesnt make sense, but does anything.
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December 2003, 2:40pm
XP Pro.......................Win2k Pro................................XP
Pro....................................Linux.......................XP
Pro..........Wink2k Pro........
The changes that have gone on with my OS over the last couple
of days, do you think im bored, or that i have to much time
on my hands, or even that im picky and cant find the right
OS...... XP is fine, except i cant play warcraft 3 on it,
not that i can get past chapter 5, but thats beside the
point. Linus wouldnt work, because my 3Gig HDD says that
it doesnt have any OS on it, and there fore doesnt recognise
it as an actually HDD, i think thats one for the bin, unless
formatting it will work...... *Thinks she might try that
later*
Well its that time of the
year again, the time when you sit back with a cold beer
or if you have money, a Jim Bean and Coke, me i've only
got the cheapest Burbourn that i could find, and thats almost
empty, i swear it evaporated.............. Well, to get
back to the story, its that time of year when you sit back
and think about the year that has just finished...... This
probably doesnt take long, beacuse you have not achieved
much that year, and then once you have recounted all that
has happened, you work out what parts of it that you thought
you could have achaieved more in, this will probably take
the better part of a couple hours. if you didnt achieve
anything and wanted to achieve something... After that,
you fill up your drink again, becasue afterall thinking
is thirsty work, you make your new, New Years resolution,
to do all those things that you didnt do this last year
and do them in the comming year.
Only the problem is, that if you didnt do anything productive
this year, it is very unlikely that you will achieve anything
productive this next year.
It is also the time of year
when you find out that all the money you have been putting
in your piggy bank, wasnt actually staying in there, either
that or some loverly person had been taking it out of it
(reminded of great book, "My Place" by Sally Morgan.)
and you are left with an empty piggy bank and lay-buy's
looming and people wanting presents that you havent gotten.
*Smiles*, Its so good not to have any friends that are like
that.
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December 2003, 10:50pm
What is it with doctors and hosiptals? The GP doesnt want
to do anything because they didnt like the surgeon that
you got, so they tell you go to the hospital emergency department,
the emergency department tell you to go see the house doctor,
its ok you are high dependency so you get in quickly, then
you sit around waiting for other departments to work out
how to fit you in, then you have to wait while the surgeon
does an operation so he can come and tell you, no thats
fine, thats what i expected it to look like....................
NOW WAIT A MINIUTE, IVE JUST SPENT 6 HOURS SITTING HERE,
FOR YOU TO TELL ME EVERYTHING IS FINE????? Is it just me
or would that piss you off?
Happy go lucky, not really
caring about much 18yo to a full time carrer in the space
of a 5 miniute phone call, not something i would recomend.
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December 2003, 10:01pm
Hmm..... Not much at all to say, not much at all. Finished
Scrutator manys days ago now, onto Return of the King now,
yes i know its sad, i have read many other fantasy's but
i have yet to read the original one, on which most are based.
Well there is good reason, i had purchased the book, all
three in one. Beofre we left Tassie, but somehow it got
lost, you know i think one of the Grace removalists helped
themselves to a brand new $50 book.... So i couldnt fins
it for a long time, until i happened to be looking through
a Smith Family shop, and low and behold there for $6 was
lord of the rings, all three books. Well i got it, and although
that was a good 2 years ago, ive not had the time to read
it, until now. I wanted to read the Two Towers before i
saw the movie, and im glad i did, i could then see all the
parts that Peter Jackson left out and where he added bits.
I never remember Frodo and Farimer going to Osthilgas (sp?)....
Oh well. After i've finished that book, its onto one i have
started a few times, only to put down in bordem, Crosroads
Of Twilight, thats been out for ages, but i cant get past
the thrid chapter, its boring, really boring. Perrin hasnt
shown up yet, my fav character in the book, and he doesnt
make an apreaence. Oh well, someone has to do the job.
Might be my last entry beofre
Christmas, dont know, i guess we will all just have to wait
and see what happens.
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December 2003, 11:57pm
Why do all movies have to end with a happy ending? Take
for example the three movies that i watched today, X, ok
its anime and the Japanese made it, so maybe it doesnt count,
but all the other guys were dead and fought a really tough
battle, and then Corus (or whatever) comes along and in
one foul swoop, takes Farook's (or whatever) head off. IE
moral of the story, the good guys win, or heaven's dragons
which ever you want to call them, win even when all odds
are placed against them. BTW it came to my attention a little
way through that movie, that i have seen these sorts of
things before, Dragon Ball Z is a bad immitation of this
movie, i mean the movie wasnt crash hot, but it was better
by any measurement to Dragon Ball Z.
Take for another example the movie Breaking In, i had never
heard of it, not surprising, it was a crap movie, but i
mean it was all about robbing safe's, ok i admit it ended
with him in jail, but he was still happy and everything
was alright, no really bad thing, not like could have happened.
Yet the last movie i watched today, Mr Jones, about a guy
that had bipolar manic desease, they have since sortened
the name to only bipolar, its much easier to say as well,
or if you like manic depression, all meaning correspond
to the same thing. Now this guy, Mr. Jones, wanted to fly,
argh if you want to know the story line go and watch it,
i think it was the best movie that i saw today, maybe if
only because i could relate to certain aspects of it. And
those of you that are Alias fans, it has Derevco, or however
you spell her name in it. She plays a really good role too,
so does Richar Gere, again or how ever you spell it.
This trend it one that i have seen in pretty much all movies
i have watched, lets see a few examples: Shrek, Girl interupted,
28 days, Daredevil, Catch me if you can, Emporers new groove,
Gladiator, The Pianist, Shine, Trainspotting, Four weddings
and a funeral, On our selection, Gone in 60 seconds, Evangelion,
Star Wars 1,2,4,5,6, Mrs. Doubtfire, Ever after, Three kings,
Chocloate, Final fantasy, Strictly ballroom, Legend, Titan
AE, XMen 1, The sound of music, The beach, Up close and
personal, Oceans elleven, YOU GET MY POINT.
Scrutator calls........
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December 2003, 2:57pm
I was just thinking, with the disorder test that i took
yesterday, i really should go and see a doctor, well at
least thats what im thinking the test was trying to tell
me, or maybe that was the voices in my head?
Anthony from Telstra, i would like to know the significance
of the fact that we are the same age, when you requested
to know my age.... And this after telling me the call might
be monitored, what would your boss say? Im reminded of the
movie "Crackerjack" when his boss listens to a
phone call of his, which subseqent gets him fired. I refer
to him, because his name eludes me at the moment.
Now i have added a page, put in archives, because its to
long to scroll to the bottom of the page, that and the fact
that im bored and want to fill in time. Although i could
be reading Scrutator, which would probably be alot more
productive seeing as i have many books to read yet havent
read many of them, Damn Uni. No i take that back, Damn everything.
By The Way, Myrmician, im much better at being a Bitch,
than i am at being a nice and easy to get along with person.
Little voice: Watch X
Nita: No
Little voice: Read Scutator
Nita: No
Little voice: See who came on icq and annoy them
Nita: Maybe
Little voice: No, stay away from icq its brother, he hurt
stay away
Nita: *in Smegal's voice* My Precious, My Own, My Precious...
Little voice: Run arround naked... On second thought no,
dont.
Nita: This is boring *goes to find approrprate random link*.
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November 2003, 6:24pm
Got plenty of excuses, all are valid, just dont feel like
giving any at the moment.
All these things i did know
already though. Perhaps the Antisocial should be very high
though...
Hmm, they say you get a new amount of understanding when
you are an adult, im now just starting my second year as
an adult and i have to agree. I understand now that more
and more people are dickheads. Maybe i am being harsh, do
you think im being harsh? I dont think im being harsh.
Also it would be nice for once in a while, a doctor was
a good doctor, surgeon whatever and had a bedside manner,
its impossible to find simple curtosy these days. Nurses
are the best though.
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August 2003, 11:43pm
Been a while, oh well the excuse i can give is shit happens
and normally arseholes cause it. Well thats wrong, arseholes
always cause it, only you dont know that they are arse hoels
when you should.......... I hope it makes sense to someone...
Guess what, shock horror, i bought 2 cd's!!!! For those
that dont know, its a major even for me, because i only
buy cd's of those artists that i deam to be important enough
to not warrent me downloading the mp3's. Anyway, if i mention
the artist none of you will know who it is, so i wont waste
my time.
Now its time for Prime Possum and all his friend to go to
bed, good night Possum good night boys and girls........
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July 2003, 10:20pm
Well it's monday night, it's passed my bed time and im still
up. How come this doesnt surprise me? Oh wait, because i
dont like going to bed at 10pm........ even though i cant
keep my eyes open. Plus im downloading books, so thats also
a good excuse. Alias is back on, twice a week, plus Stargate
is comming back, oh thank the gods of decent television.
All that has to happen now is for me NOT to see that its
the FINAL eppisode of Angel, and not to know that buffy
is soon to be finished for ever, oh and if Dark Angel could
come back it would be good. And of course Ally, but thats
not going to happen, GRRRR to all those that dont appreciate
decent television. Bah to Big Brother, even though a Tasmanain
won, it's still not worth watching it.
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July 2003, 9:22pm
Out of my bitching mood, for all those that didn't like
it. Its not normally me, but every now and again i get the
urge to get down and have a real bitch, well i wasnt in
that bad a mood yesterday, lucky you all. But i did pay
my GSC maybe it had some healing properties, because i just
love handing over money to undeserving people that wont
use it for any good *Now Nita, calm down, deep breaths,
thats it calm down. No bitching* Sorry about that, by the
way, that was my alter self. She is the one that always
gets me into trouble, although she is being nice at the
moment, trying to give the idea that she is the angel, not
the other way around.
Yes well, i am normal, most of the time. Oh you have just
got to love uni. Because i swear if you dont, you will bloody
hate it. hows this, not even the first week is over and
already i have shit pooring out of my ears. Literally too.
Should be expected though, but no not in the first week,
cant we have time to settle in again, like half the semester
before we get given assignments? Im bitching again. Finished
a letter today, more like a book really. Well not really,
but it seemed like it after writting lecture notes down
all day then going and writting a letter.
Decided to take the last lot of lnks out of the thing on
the side and put my current status up there, for want of
something better to put there, because i will never be able
to pass on that many links and still make the few people
that might decide to visit here, that i am actually sane
(Im not, so why should i hide?). One last thing, i ditched
the counter, damn geocities never works.
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July 2003, 10:16pm
Well i made up for the fact that i posted twice in one day,
i didnt post for several days after... Not that i meant
to, first week of Uni and all, i thought that i wouldnt
be busy, Uni had other plans. Well i found out that surprise
surprise my counter doesnt work... I Knew that i shouldnt
have expected it to work, but we can all live in hope.
Well roughly $300 later i have all of my Uni text books
for this semster, and i might have to get another text book
because one im using is out of date, and they want to use
the new one that comes out in 2-3 weeks, hey its only another
$100 why not get a couple and put some away..... Do the
people at university know how much someone on youth allowance
gets paid? Not that i thankfully have to worry about that,
but still, its hardly enough to live on with day to day
expenses, let alone the $200-$400 for books (all brand new
because no one sells them second hand, it must be a toboo
thing), the $170 GSC (General Service Charge), (im yet to
work out what it entitles me to.) and it you want to to
get any decent discount off your HECS then $500 there as
well. oh and did i mention the $30 per week in travel expenses
(the cheapest way). And people look at you funny when you
take a cut lunch!!!!
You can blame avery nice Ian Irvine site and forum owner
for my mood, ie the fact that im bitching about the facts
of life. I started on Big Brother and she encouraged me
to continue, a big mistake. No one ask me about the link,
i was feelingin a weird mood. Donno maybe i should try and
get the friendship back, i felt that we were good friends,
but i really dislike being ignored. If that person reads
this, which i doubt they will, send us an email or something,
i think i can say i do miss talking to you.
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July 2003, 9:40pm
Twice in one day... I dont count it like that though, i
count the last post as yesterdays. Plus i got a counter
to work out how many suckers actually visit this hell hole.
Thxs to Tom for it, for somehow reminding about it. Anyway
im bored so i wont stay talking.
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July 2003, 2:24am
Is it just me, or are the length of these posts just getting
longer and longer? Or may i guess it right, Romeo hath not
seen his bed tonight? Sorry it just popped out, i was going
to say before i was rudley interupted, that or is it that
im the only one that reads these. I think im correct insaying
that, for if it were me, i wouldn't want to spend my time
reading this, as it is i write it. Well nothing interesting
happened today, unless you want to hear about how i mowed
the lawn (real excitment now) and found a nice pile of dog
shit in some long grass, no i didn't think you would want
to know about that.
But i do stay at uni and advance on to the next stage of
things, dont know yet if that is good or bad. Muriels wedding
was on the tv tonight, its really an Aussie classic as far
as im concerned, a fat usles slob pulls herself u and into
a really nice person, all while being told that she is usles
and not good enough to do anything, sure she steals and
runs away but hey, no one is perfect. Anyway, really thinking
about putting a counter on here....that requires work on
my part, maybe later.
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July 2003, 10:53pm
It's a late post, but thats about all i can say, its still
early for me, seeing im a night owl. you know i have never
really liked that saying, of course all owl's are awake
at night, why do we have to say that we are a night owl,
is it just me, or do others (i.e. all the masses that read
this.............) feel that it is stupid to say night owl?
I had a good talk with my 'Sister' (not the one meantioned
in my previous post, i.e. she isnt by blood but i wish she
was) and i sorted out a few things, although i still need
to get drunk err umm more than drunk. Totally wasted out
of my brains, anyone interested in aiding me, not for the
company necesarrily but the alcohol (i like the top shelf
stuff btw).
Well it all happens tomorow, i get the results from my semester
1 Uni, it's the moment of truth when i find out if i passed
semester 1, im bloody hoping that i did, i should have i
think. But it just means that i only have a few days left
in to which i can enjoy my freedom, not that school holidays
at the same time as uni holidays is freedom. I HATE KIDS,
none have any manners these days, they push in front of
you if they want to see, get something, anything. I had
the pleasure of being in one little shit's way today when
i was getting my exciting tax pack, he wanted to look at
some cards, so instead of moving around me to the other
side of me, he pushed me out of the way to get the bloody
cards, so of course i told him to piss off and clipped him
under the ears then back handed him across the face and
then kicked him in the nuts for good measure............
Or maybe that was my imagination and i just stared at him.
You decide, i know which i would have rathered. And i thought
yesterday's post was a long one.
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July 2003, 4:11pm
It's drawing to a close now, and not to be around again
for a lone time, gone blown away in the wind like another
lost oportunity. Yes my holidays are soon to be over and
like all the others that i can remember, i have wasted them,
by not doing what i really wanted to do. Sure i went away
at Xmas time, but what did i gain? Oh thats right i gained
a friendship with my sister's partner and lost the megear
relationship i had with my sister and another friendship
with another person i regarded as a good friend. This holidays.........they
are not over yet, there is still time for worse to happen.
But not to be outdone, i have done a little study, yeah
like thats interesting, im on holidays to relax and enjoy
myself so i go and study... Just shows ow smart i really
am, althoug some would already know that for they make false
accusations about me and my opinions (I should say their
names, because they wont read anything i have to write,
not that anyone does.). One good thing, i think i might
have found some inspiration to work hard on the rope play
group that im a owner/moderator of, time will be the judge...
Might update some of this site before i go and post this...maybe.
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July 2003, 5:26pm
Well i sadi i would update this each day, ha ha ha ha, i
should have known beter. Anyway, i updated Ian's page, hopefully
it's finished now until i get a great burst of energy and
do a whole thing on it, dont hold your breath though, you
will be dead a long time before i even think about it. Got
some links up to the outside world. Nothing much has happened
with me, got to get back to uni next week, something that
im not really looking forward to, i have gotten used to
getting up around midday again, and getting up at 6.30am
to be at uni by 9am, isnt something that im looking forward
to, can you understand why... Still waiting to see if i
passed all my subjects, i have all my fingers and toes crossed,
dont want to fail anything in my first semester, wont give
me a very good moral boost.
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June 2003, 3:26pm
Well after a long absence i have decided that i should put
up a web site again, mostly becasue i have come up with
an idea on what content shuold be the main focus of the
page. If any of you have been to my page before, you will
have noticed that i am keeping with my theme of black, suits
me i think. Anyway, im still in Uni exams but only have
one to go and it's on basic computer concepts, with i feel
is an insult to my inteligence, but hey i still have to
look like im interested..... So, stay tuned for daily rants
and ravings, without further annoyance to you i shall leave
you with one of my favourite quotes from one of my faviourte
movies, email me
if you know which movie it's from and ill think of some
'nice' thing to give you.
" This is going
to be fun, we can stay up late swapping manly stories, and
in the morning, I'm making waffles."
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