Entry One-Hundred Sixty

Smile As You Realize

 

Today was certainly enlightening. I must say that the past few days I have been busy and tired. Today, I made myself even more tired, but regardless of that simple fact, I am happier than ever. All day today I felt happy, empowered, and abnormally strong. At track practice, I was able to accomplish times that I've never been able to accomplish before. It's as though I was emotionally rejuvenated from all the bullshit of my life with Merlin's party, and the joy I was able to receive there.

Liz called me last night, I had a great time talking to her, and will probably call her back tonight, I told her I would.

I also talked to Jenna online today, the first time we've talked in around two weeks. She told me a lot of things, and they made me feel better. I also told her how I once felt about her. I told her that I don't feel the same way anymore, and that I still consider her a good friend- that I needed time to cope with my grandmother's death, but that if she had wanted to speak with me, she shouldn't have felt uncomfortable doing so. I don't know where things are in her mind, but in mine, they are resolved. Finally. Truth and resolution.

I am having such a good time with life, such a good time, that I don't really feel like sitting here in my computer chair writing, but instead I feel like going and making my promised phone call and doing some Trigonometry homework. Take care my friends, because I will.

Adieu!

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