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Well, another Sunday spent in the city. Can't say I'm unhappy that I saw her, if anything I should be happy. She seemed like she had good color in her skin, but she wasn't doing too well physically. A nurse came and said she has been taking a bit too much of the medication, and to cut back. Maybe that'll change things for the better, we'll just have to see. It was a bit hard to be there at times, and I felt a little odd at certain moments (with her in such bad condition). I thought about all sorts of things though, and had my music to keep my mind off things. Talked to my Mom about Jenna today, and it made me feel pretty good that I could get it off my chest verbally, and not just on here. Somehow she already knew. She's a good parent. So is my Dad. I talked to him about his job because he was really frustrated. We ended up talking about how he's been a good father on terms of backing the family economically. Without him, we'd be in more poverty than we already are. He is really the "working model" of a father. Thanks Dad. I'm tired, and haven't eaten yet, it's around 8:00. I'm going to get some rest and eat some dinner, maybe even take a shower. This new gel my mom got for my hair seems to be working pretty well, she said I looked good today. My acne has gone down quite a bit, and I'm feeling pretty emotionally comfortable. The only thing that's bugging me, like I mentioned before, is what kind of relationship I should be in at this point. When we picked up the pizza at Papa Murphey's the lady at the counter told us she had no boyfriend. I complemented her and she flirted with me, it was pretty funny. Another funny incident: on the car ride home from the city I was dancing to "I'm Too Sexy" by Right Said Fred - moving my hands and stuff. A lady smiled and winked at me as she drove by. Made me feel happy and complemented :). I love life, even when it hurts during the 6:00 mile. Take care all.
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