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Sweet glory of accomplishment! I shaved 20 seconds off my personal record "P.R." in the Analy track meet today. I got a 6:00 mile and 5/10ths of a second. I guess I wasn't able to run the 5:53 that I wanted, but it only leaves room for improvement. For two weeks of training and just having my wisdom teeth operation, I'm doing pretty well. I'm pretty tired right now, and it's 10:13 at night. We just got done with dinner, we had it late tonight. Anyway, I felt so accomplished from the track meet, and my mom felt the same way too, so we went out for a gourmet lunch at Taco Bell. I talked to Jenna til about 10:00 last night. I don't know if she likes me . . . I don't think she does, so I'm sort of giving up hope. I don't really know if I should. I talked to my friend Sara about it a little. She thinks I should go barging on and tell her how I feel. From past experience I've found that there's nothing worse to do than put a girl on the spot and corner her emotions. I'll let fate take its course, roll my dye, and when I get bored I'll roll again. I don't need some depressing relationship distracting me from important things in life. Although I admit I'd rather be able to say that I have a girlfriend. God, I really don't know what to think. Wish she'd just be assertive and say something instead of sending me mixed messages. I think she's a good person, and wouldn't mind having her as simply a friend, but I don't want there to be a tension every time I see her that yells into my ear, "Hey look Bob, there's tension here! Only because you made a stupid mistake and told her how you feel! Ahhh!". Then again, shouldn't friends be able to tell friends how they feel? Maybe not. I think in a way that I really should have done that awhile ago, and stuck to my original thoughts about this situation . . . I need to find a girl who is confident, smart, and has a good bad sense of humor like me. I think that last paragraph sort of synopsizes the confusion in all teenage relationships. I'll enjoy looking back on this entry in a few years . . . I can feel it already. I finished Psion today. I downloaded "I'm Too Sexy" by Right Said Fred, and looked for the Spanish Version. It'd be a lot cooler if it was in Spanish ^_^. I also stacked Chris Gray's wood. Busy day. Too much time to think.
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