The title above is an excerpt from a Freezepop song called Tracy Gold. It's a great song. Actually, Freezepop is a great band. I'm going to try to e-mail them and get in contact with the band, and hopefully we can develop a relationship. I feel that I can personally relate to almost all the lyrics in their songs.

I wasn't able to write a journal entry yesterday. The day was actually too busy. I'll quickly summarize yesterday, so that I can talk about today, which was far more . . . emotional.

Yesterday morning I woke up and soon after went to work over at the church. When I finished, my friend Matt came over and we played video games. I got a horrible kink in my neck from lying up against the wall. In the evening, we went and saw the play "Pirates of Penzance". It's an amazing play, with amazing humor. I hope to see it again with my future partner, whoever she may be, because the humor is so amazing. If the play had been cast better it would have been superior. The only good actor in the entire play was our friend Jon Rathgen, who was cast as lead male.

Today . . .

If I didn't have Freezepop's music to cheer me up, I probably would have cried at some point on the ride home. Today, we went to go see my Grandmother in the city. Today was probably the last time I'll see her. My family thinks she is going to die next week on my Aunt Debbie's birthday. Even though I've been strong for a long time about this, it hit me in a sense on the car ride home . . . . I love her so much, and she's being taken away from me because of something I don't even really understand all the way. She smoked cigarettes, and they killed her. Grandma, I love you . . .

I'm a bit too emotional to write about it right now.

I wrote Freezepop and e-mail. I hope they'll respond quickly :).

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