Entry One-Hundred Twenty-Six

More Pain in Anticipation

 

There is more pain in anticipation than there ever could be in the operation I'm having tomorrow morning. I'm sitting here thinking about that, and of course Freezepop, and of course my situation with Jenna and Allyssa. Taurus' are slow thinkers. That's a stereotypical statement - but what I mean to say is that I'm very cautious about going into a relationship - I don't want to get hurt, so I take my time.

Track was really cool today. I have a horrible kink in my neck, but practice was fun anyway. I was set up to run with a girl named Jessica. We ran a very slow mile and a half together, and talked the entire way. It was really neat, I think I may have made a new friend. Her favorite subject is English.

I was talking to my friend Casey . . . He thinks I'm destined to find a girlfriend at some point in high school. I think he's being optimistic. I called Allyssa today. She's a psycho. I tried talking to Jenna online (remember, she wouldn't give me her phone number), but she had to go eat dinner and her mom wanted online. When I asked for her number, she said she had to go, and she left, and said she'd probably be on again in 2 days. I think I'd be a fool to try for her - we're incompatible, at least it seems like this so far. I should stop thinking about her, and all girls, at least for awhile. Maybe a sudden change will occur - lightning from the sky makes her change her mind. Psh, optimism.

It seems like a lot of people are curious on this operation, so let me tell you all about it. It's a standard extraction of the wisdom teeth, but it's got some elements that constrict it. I've got a really horrible molar placement, so the wisdom teeth are impacted. They will be extracting them out the top of my gums - they're only removing the top two, the bottom two were removed two summers ago. There's a nerve in the top portion of my mouth, and they have to work around that - it's the "speech" nerve, so there's some worry for me about the operation.

I can't eat in the morning, or past 12:00 tonight, so I'm going to go snack and play video games - It's time to relax everyone. I might not be able to write for a few days, but I'll probably bounce back pretty quickly here.

Wish me luck, and call me or something - I want phone calls and flowers (Smile).

Pray for my girl situation, it's annoying me.

Pray for my parents, I love them, they're amazing and thoughtful. They've gone out of their way to be wonderful to me today.

Pray for my Grandma, and god bless her soul.

Take care my friends.

 

P.S. Yang's e-mail hasn't been working, so I haven't been able to talk to my good Korean buddy. It's sad.

 

 

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