If I Didn't Know the Difference...

• i live in a house of positive vibes
• at least i hope so, because my microphone breathes it in
• thunder outside and the input levels flicker; they jump at the neighbours' door slamming
• and tonight my house and i are making history
• note by precious note i try and do something special, something good
• is happiness good? does happy music reach into the sad, like sad music does?
• i am remembering elliott, remembering words; i don't want to say but i want to know i do it still
• if i didn't know the difference, living alone would probably be ok...
• i had the bizarre feeling all my cds would be wiped clean
• someday i may wonder about being reached from beyond the grave
• someday, could the thunder and i be immortal?
• strange thoughts
• strange week
• but i have never known any different
• i don't want to know any different

but i am never the only one...

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