SAD LOVE POEMS

I feel your lips touch mine,
I loose all my control,
All it took was a look and a kiss,
To Know you were a part of my soul.

I see your hands on my skin,
I want and need you to do more,
The passionate look you give me,
Tells me heaven is in store.

I feel your hand against my thigh,
I know you will fulfill every wish,
We were made to fit together,
And all it took was a look and a kiss.

I look deep in your eyes
And I see heaven there inside,
You make me feel so beautiful,
What I feel for you I cannot hide.

My Broken Heart

I told myself that God had forgotten me...
After a lifetime of pain and nights filled with loneliness
He had no one for me to love
Just move on, it will be ok.
And then I met you.

I knew it was all wrong,
But I looked into your beautiful eyes... and I let you in...
Into my heart, into my family, into my home.
You gave me hope when I had none.
A second chance.
You took my hand and let me think about
A life with a man who would love me and my children...

Fantasy... or foolishness?

It is so rare to find someone to connect with,
Someone to open up your heart to
When it finally, if ever, comes along, it should be cherished and prized.
Love so sweet that the night is not long enough for all the kisses to be shared.
I always said that after a lifetime of looking
I would know him as soon as I met him.
I would know he was the one.
Hold on tight and don’t him let go.

But then,
You learned you were not free...
To love, to share, to plan, to care.
With each day you pulled farther away.
Your heart is now hard and filled with pain.
You shut me out, pushed me away.

WAIT! Come back! Please don’t leave me...
Hold me, kiss me, tell me it will be ok, what about the dreams we talked about?
The love we shared? The love still to be had and made?
Please don’t go... please.

This pain is just too much to bear. My heart aches for you.
I’m begging, pleading for just a small amount of your time.
To connect with you once more.
When did I become this way? Why did I become this way?
Surely being alone is less painful than the humiliation of
crying for a man who doesn’t want me.

Why God why? Haven’t I cried enough in my lifetime?
What transgression am I paying for?
How could you be so cruel?
I survived my dark night.

~

Today is a new day. Springtime.

The newness of the season.
New beginnings.
Just move on. It will be ok.

Perhaps someday he will see that maybe I was the one that God sent to him.
The woman for him to love, to cherish, to give him hope, to hold his hand.
The woman to give him a home with laughing children.
The woman who would never hurt him like the others before
Whose heart has known pain, and would never hurt this man she loves.

But life is all about choices.

Let him go... Let him go... and cry for what could have been.
Let him go... Let him go... and cry for what will never be.
The nights of passion, beautiful brown-eyed children, a life filled with love.
Let him go.
Let him go.
And be glad, not sad, for the short time we loved each other.

Let him go.

Beware my Foolish Heart

Beware my foolish heart at ore dawn
When I reach out for you, to only find
An empty pillow when only yesterday
--------It witnessed our love--------

Beware my foolish heart at mid'day
When the blaze of the sun, reminds
Me of the searing fire of our passion
-------Of which nothing remains----

Beware my foolish heart at sunset
When I longingly look beyond my
Open curtains to times, where its
------Gold mellowed our love----

Beware my foolish heart as, though
All has, alas ended, gone for ever,
I Still love you, my Prince, now more
-------Than I ever did before------

Paroles, Paroles, Paroles

How sweet were your words in my ears
Like honey nectar, shrouding my soul,
How warm, enrapturing your embraces
How fiery, your eyes, boring, blazing
Gushes into mine, plunging me, into the
Throes of ecstasy by your mere being.
How far are those days when forsaking
All, you left me, seeking other ecstasies
Other edens of which alas I am no part.
How heartrending a pain stabs my heart
When only yesterday, you were my sun, my life, my world.
How blindly, have I Believed your words, when I should've
Known they were just paroles, paroles.

Playing our Song

In the golden, sapphire dusk of nature,
A myriad shimmering paillettes sparkle
In the stream like gold on the onyx of
The still waters, while trees loll their
Branches in the cool breeze of dusk.
Tears begin to flow, when in the hush
Of the night what used to be our song
Starts to play, and memories flood my
Soul, recalling how every note used to
Be played, on the strings of my heart,
Your arms holding me tight, whispering
Me your love in words that even poets
Would had envied, a music fit for gods
And Muses, that my soul used to wade
Through in ecstasy. The song goes on,
Indefnitely, when all, is gone, for ever,
---Leaving me but my bleeding heart----
--------------Crying out----------
---Wasn't this our song, my love?---

Pagliacci's Love

Like Pagliacci, I trace a smile on my face
In reds and whites, while garlands adorn
The fuzzy green of my wig and like a ray,
In my baggy, sunny clothes, I run about,
Chased by laughing, merry children tho'
In my heart unknown to all, tears drown
My soul, flood my heart, knowing I lost
You, the day you parted ways, walked
Away taking my sun, my life, my world
With you, not even once, looking back,
Forsaking all, you went away, and left
Me, like a ragged doll, a heart broken
Pagliacci, whose painted smile can not
Hide the pain no more. Will I ever feel
Your arms around me, taste your sweet
Lips on mine, lose myself, in your eyes
Again or are those joys, for ever lost,
-----For this poor Pagliacci?-----

Memories old, Memories new

How beautiful the sunset, how bright, the stars
Seemed to me seen thro' my half closed eyes,
Your arms round me in hot passion, your face
Pressed to mine, your skin branding mine like
Red irons!! How far are those days now where
Nothing remains the same, not the sunset, not
The stars, but the agony of my soul, the cold
Knife in my heart, the day you left, for other
Horizons, not even once looking back, taking
My life, my soul with you, leaving me nothing
--------But memories old, memories new------
How do I long and miss those long gone days,
My Love, where the entire universe was ours,
And gods envied our love, our passion, while
Muses sang and praised us in poems & chants
Echoed throughout the infinity of time
What Heart rending a pain stabs me, when I realize,
In agony and pain, that all I have left are, but
---------Memories old, Memories new---------

Loves gained, Loves lost

---- Rivers flowing, rivers dried up------
To my anguished heart and soul bring
Images of past passions, lost dreams.

----Nature lush, nature withered-------
To my anguished heart and soul bring
Memories of now faded love and hope

----Stars bright, stars eclipsed-----
To my anguished heart and soul bring
Mirages of long gone tinsel happiness

-------Fires live, fires extinct------
To my anguished heart and soul bring
Scenes of forgotten love throes ablaze

-------Deaths distant, deaths near----
To my anguished heart and soul bring
The familiar heart rending pain of loss

------Loves gained, loves lost-------
To my anguished heart and soul bring
Memories of you, my Love, my Prince

Whispering Hope

Dawn hues the entire universe in tones of
Pink opal like a flamingo's feathers at first
Ray and lying there by your side I can but
Hope for yet, another day of your love, so
I could share your passion, one last time.

------------Whispering hope ------------
As day grows older, birds begin to sing an
Aria of love that to my mind and heart can
Only compare, to the sweetness of words,
You have, blessed me with, shrouding my
Soul, in a butterfly like cocoon of ecstasy.
------------Whispering hope------------

Sun sets, in a trail of crimson mantle, over
Nature, turning it into a sacred chalice for
Its last kiss and pain stabbing at my soul,
I wonder if I'll ever feel your lips on mine
Again or has all that love ceased to exist?
------------Whispering hope ----------

Tonight You Belong to Me

Though I know that by morrow my soul
Will be wrenched, out of me, when you
Will walk out of that door, to your new
Love, I shall still, carry you in me, as
-------Tonight you belong to me-------

Though I know that no more sunsets
Will ever mellow our passion to gold
Again nor shall cherubs sing for us to
Time eternal, I shall still love you, as
------Tonight you belong to me------

Though I know that your lips will never
Imprison mine again nor shall I feel the
Searing fire of your skin branding mine
I shall still worship you, my Prince, as
-------Tonight you belong to me------

Though I know the tortures and sorrows
That await me from this day on, I can but
Feel gratitude in my lonely soul, knowing
---That you have once, belonged to me---

How could I have missed seeing?

How could I have missed seeing
That you no longer, lingered by
My side as you used to, blinded
By love, to even notice that your
Kisses had somehow lost their
Ardor in the cool of early dawn?

How could I have missed seeing
That when I reached out for you
It's always the empty pillow that
Met my hand, when it's that hot
Caress, of your skin against my
Very own that I expected to find?

How could I have missed seeing
That though I still had your body
Your heart was not mine to have
And that she had succeeded to
Enslave your soul when I had let
It slip away, unnoticed, for ever?

How could I have missed seeing
Any of those things when I still
Love you more than ever before?

The Sunset of my Love

Comes that inevitable time in life where
You realize that the love you had so far
Taken to be eternal, has run its course
And there's nothing left for you, but to
Move on, though the agony is so great
That you stagger on your feet, blinded
By pain, your life turned into a heap of
Burnt ashes, our very soul, shattered,
Seeing him go away, to newer delights
---Of which, alas, you are no part of----
Comes that inevitable time, in life where
All your dreams of togetherness, hopes
Of seeing them come true end drastically
When he tells you, that tho' he has loved
You with all his heart, it is time for him to
Move on, not knowing that, it is the very
Sunset of your love, that he is forsaking
To venture into other loves and passions
---Of which, alas, you are no part of---
--But does it have to end, that way?----

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