For You, My Love.

Never will I understand,
Why my love, denies my hand.
What pain, what suffering have you endured?
With my help, can you be cured?

My thoughts, my dreams, you re always there,
When will you see how much I care?
Such little time I ve spent with you,
Enough to know my love is true.

The further you drift away from me,
The more I feel I ll never be free.
Perhaps I should just let you go,
Your love maybe, I should not know?

My love and friendship is always here,
And if you should ever shed a tear,
My arms are here to hold you tight,
For I will always be your light.

The Stars

some times i sit and look at the stars,
and ill name the brightest one after your name,
because no matter where i go,
or where i am,
theres always some thing that reminds:
the days we laughed and first kissed,
that night at the movies,
all snuggled and sweet.
Because every one knows that we were meant to be together,
thats why i shall wait until your ready to try again,
because your name is with mine,
imprinted in my heart,
and remember when your ready to love
ill be here thinking of you.

Does It?

I guess I’m not quiet sure when I started feeling this way again
I thought it’d be easier if we could just be friends, the best
But as I see you almost every day and seem to hear your voice
I’m drawn back into you
I wish that I was her—with you once again
With your arms holding me tight and feeling like there wasn’t anything I couldn’t do
I still have our little jokes and late night chats
I know that I can still come to you with all of my problems, fears, and joys
But I need you more than that--- I need you as my other half
As my boyfriend
And I don’t know if that’ll ever happen again
And if it doesn’t I’m not quite sure what I’ll do
But until that time it never hurts to dream
Does it?

Someday

Someday
When the world is warm
And the flowers are full in bloom
You'll come to be with me
And finally you may see
All that I can be for you

Someday
When the days are long
And the sun shines brightly in the sky
You'll look at me the way I look at you
And see me the way that I see you
A beautiful being to me

Someday
When the full moon shines
And reflects beautifully on the bay
You'll look into my eyes, and say you love me
And tell me all that you want to be
And see I'd do anything for you

Someday
When my dreams have been realized
And everything is right with the world
You'll see deep within my heart is you
And know there's nothing I won't do
And just the same, love me

Someday
When the earth and heaven are one
And we all walk together hand in hand
You'll have a place in your heart for me
But for now, it's only just a dream
Until you see how I care for you

Falling In Love

Falling in love with you
is one of the hardest things I've ever done.
Some people find that strange,
but then,
they haven't been fighting their heart for years,
relabling every feeling as "misguided" or worse.
When I speak to you,
I'm still waiting for the numbness that refuses to come.

The other day when you left,
my heart screamed a protest.
Was it fake?
I ask myself the question again,
the same question I've been asking for all this time.

The difficulty of the situation is made harder
by the fact you want me too.
How do I know?
The smiles you give me,
the phrases you choose,
your eyes.
I stare into your eyes and my heart jumps.
I stare into your eyes and my head reels.

We're best friends, but
I think I'm in love with you,
I'm convinced you're in love with me,
but I can't be sure.
I can't tell you my feelings,
I can't hear you tell me yours.
You're the girl I want, but it cannot be.

Can we ever be together?
The answer to that is what really leaves me numb.

Just Tell Me

I don't how long I can go on living this lie,
Pretending I don't love you when I look into your eyes.
You told me not to fall for you, you wouldn't be there to catch me,
But my heart just wouldn't listen and now this feeling scares me.
I'm running around in circles, not knowing what road to take
Scared to take the roads unknown the decision is so hard to make.
I wish you felt the same for me that I so strongly have for you.
I pray at night that God will hear and make this one wish come true.
You confuse me with your actions, sometimes I feel like you more than care.
Other times your cold and bitter like when ever she is there.
I'm tired of hiding how I feel so please be honest with me,
If you love me then just tell me, if you don't then let me be.

Beginnings

Although I can see
Your beautiful face,
And I remember the feel
Of your warm embrace.

When ever I think
Of you,
As
I always do.

My heart beats
Like tribal drums,
I miss you so much
As I start to hum.....

Those songs that seem
Written just for us,
You know the ones
I'm sure you must.

These words in rhyme
Come from my heart,
Which is aching now
Because we're apart.

How I long
For the day,
When your all
Here to stay.

For my life with you
And Matt and Brea,
Couldn't get any better
Well not for me.

There's a lump in my throat
As tears start to well,
For missing you
Feels like hell.

So please say
We'll stay together,
Both day and night
Forever and ever.

With these thoughts
Clear in my mind,
I'll rest my head
The dreams I find.

Will keep me happy
While your away,
For you to be here
Is all I pray.

Marianne I love you
I truly do,
Will you marry me
Please say yes say I do.

Be This Way

Did it have to be this way?
I saw you the other day,
I noticed things I didn't before,
It seems I have walked through a different door.

I watched your lips move as I fell in to,
In to a daze, in to confuse,
Did you have any clue?
It must be a path I had to choose.

These feelings I must share,
Each day I feel deeper,
That you are the keeper,
You are the one I must care.

Your wings sore upon me,
You shed light upon thee,
Joy that I feel,
So before you I kneel,
I ask "Will you hold my hand and never let go?"
The answer I will never really know.

If you tell me I will forget,
But if you show me I will know,
To this I owe you a debt,
Hope fully you won't say no.

Just A Dream

Had a dream last night, it was so real
Now I think I know, how you would feel
Saw your face so clear, Your eyes bright too
It was just a dream, I could swear it was you

Thought I felt your skin, as you lay by my side
My hair whisked from my face, as you did in one stride
Felt my body get warm, and I melted closer to you
It was just a dream, I could swear it was you

Your voice was the same, as I've heard you talk to me
The words were soft and sincere, you made me believe
Heard a crack in your voice, as you spoke of me and you
It was just a dream, I could swear it was you

Smelled the scent of your cologne, as your cheek touched mine
Brought my heart to skip a beat, the feeling was divine
I fell in love in this dream, I must tell you its true
It was just a dream, But I could swear it was YOU

Impossible Love

Sweet tormentor of my dreams, how long will you haunt me?
Will it ever come to pass that my love will be returned?
Is there a chance that I'll ever know if we are meant to be?
Or is it fate that my love will be rejected or unheard?

The happiness of seeing you is beyond words.
The joy you bring to me with every smile is equal to none.
To hear you voice is to know that everyone's prayers are heard.
Does he know what the obligation he placed on me has done?

Of my friend I can tell you this.
He will treat you well and possibly keep his vow.
I will not betray him or speak ill of him as long as you are his.
But, he has left and hurt you over and over and that I'd never allow!

I can pledge to honor you and that I would.
Never would I allow you harm or pain.
Always making you love me the best I could.
But I feel if you don't harbor these feeling this is written in vain.

WILL WE EVER

Will we ever touch and hold hands,
will we ever walk in the sand...
will we ever walk along the beach,
so we can have memories for us to reach.
will we always be in a huddle
so we can never kiss and cuddle.
Will we ever dance in the moonlight,
or even make love during the night.
Will we always be this way,
where we never speak what we feel,or not know what to say...

TOO MUCH I GIVE BUT PAIN I GAIN

Assessing myself as I looked nowhere
Asking myself why I felt tormented
As well as of remorse thinking my fate
Endless acts of giving indeed been laid
A message to convey of your importance…

At times don’t want to think taken for granted
At times I felt it was all just an act from you
Trying to reciprocate my deeds as to repay
Just to pleased the promises only at first
But it was put aside once more until piled…

Courage I’m waiting for me to open-up
Reasons why I start to change of direction
Our friendship we built I want for keeps
But the feeling I have need to extinguish
I can’t imposed my rights for I really don’t have…

The fault is within me for I care too much
I give too much but I found myself hurt
High expectations I regard from your side
Deep within me I knew it is awkward
My thoughts for you now, its time to set it free…

The Orchard of Your Love

Through the lace of my curtains gently
Flapping against the golden twilight of
The night I recall the day you made me
Taste my very first nectar of a peach,
So velvety and yet so strong when you
Held me tight, in your arms, your lips
Like a pair of red cherries against the
Syrupy pallor of your face, your eyes
A pair of hazels boring fires into mine
As in a desperate urge to show me the
Way to the apple of your heart, racing,
Pounding against mine in a mute appeal
To be had, held, consumed, to pave the
----Way to the rich harvest of the----
-----Orchard of your love-----

Alice in Wonderland

Spring and summer passed by, seasons alike
To the child that I was, unseeing, though my
Eyes wide open, unfeeling, though my heart
Still beating to the day, I ventured, past my
Realm and entered the forest, in all its fiery
Glory like an enchanted Prince, donned in
Reds and golds, inviting me to take yet one
More step till, leaning against an elm I saw
You thru' eyes I did not know I possessed
Felt my heart beat in a way I hadn't known
Before and though fear shook me like a leaf
I took yet, another step, and hesitantly put
My hand in yours, not recognizing my old
Self no more nor my childish world that had
Vanished as if by magic, oblivious to all but
The weakening of my senses, unaware to all
But your gentle lips on mine, your hands on
My arms, your smoldering eyes, singeing me
Down to my soul, till closing my eyes, I let
---You take me to the enchanted world of---
------Alice in Wonderland------

The Sweet Harvest of Summer's Eden

Through my half closed eyes, I follow
The cheerful chase of the clouds against
The blue of the sky, while a light breeze
Rustles the branches nearby and I recall
Just such a summer day when we tasted
-----How sweet a kiss could be-----
Our eyes shut, our souls and skins one,
Oblivious to all, but the throbbing beat
Of our hearts, to the distant song of a
Robin. It was on that day that you took
Me from my childish world and merged
Me into yours, unleashing those hidden
Fires and pleasures of
Life's forbidden
--Fruits, as the sweet harvest of--
--- Summer's Eden---

The Love of our Hearts

Blessed was the day we took you home for
The first time, a pink little bundle of twinkling
Eyes and auburn hair where the sun danced
Its solo ballet, adding a myriad golden flakes
Like an Angel's halo. As years went by, we
Watched you take your first baby step holding
On to your teddy bear, to gradually grow into
A beautiful child, playing among the daisies
And bunnies in the garden. From a delicate
Bud, you blossomed into a beautiful Rose ,
Where the smile never once, left your face,
Your words always a balm to others, your
Heart, an open field of lilies and daffodils
In the sunshine of God's own smile and
We cannot find words to tell you,
Dearest Sarah, how proud we are to be your
--------Loving Mum and Dad------------


The Flight of the Blue Bird

As the first trembling flap of wings of a
Young fledgling, I too, trembled at the
Immensity of Life’s treacherous paths
But with love and patience, you took
My hand to help me, cross over the
First step, your strength flowing into
Me like a fire of steel, showing me
What love could do, to transform a
Young fledgling into a beautiful, full
Grown bird, the sun dancing in its
Brilliant plumage like a homage to
Its first love the sky above its very
Kingdom while your heart became
Mine, teaching me, how to grow
With love, showing me the riches
Of the treasures you had in your
Heart and soul for the day I would
Fly high in the kingdom of your
------ Heart, like the magic-----
----Flight of the Blue Bird----

The Fire of our Love

Fiery red is dawn when I become one with
A volcano, my own searing lava singeing all,
The rocks, the lands, oceans, worlds alike
----When your hot lips imprison mine----

Fiery red is our desire against the paling
Glow of the volcano, compared to our
-- Own ocean of quivering senses and love --

When your hot breath brands my skin---
Fiery red is the sun when it rises high in
The sky, our breaths afire, our skins and
Souls entwined in ecstasy of sheer Love
----In homage to Eros, our Master----

Special Magic

Special is dawn when I become one
With the deep ocean, when the sky
Hues into a pale tender pink against
---The raging of my rolling waves---

Dawn is when from afar,
I urge you To forget all else, come lose yourself
In the deep sea of my love, cooling
----Your fire in my frothy waves-----

Dawn is when I surrender myself to you
A mere slave to the throes of my master
To happily die, at your feet, in a lacy
-------Pearl of a whisper-----

Dawn is when I feel your burning skin
On mine, your heart pounding in pain
Ere our souls fuse into one to face all
Things, God, men, the earth when all is
Mere shadows against the glow of Love
--------Dawn is Love, Dawn is You-------

The Flight of the Blue Bird

As the first trembling flap of wings of a
Young fledgling, I too, trembled at the
Immensity of Life’s treacherous paths
But with love and patience, you took
My hand to help me, cross over the
First step, your strength flowing into
Me like a fire of steel, showing me
What love could do, to transform a
Young fledgling into a beautiful, full
Grown bird, the sun dancing in its
Brilliant plumage like a homage to
Its first love the sky above its very
Kingdom while your heart became
Mine, teaching me, how to grow
With love, showing me the riches
Of the treasures you had in your
Heart and soul for the day I would
Fly high in the kingdom of your
------ Heart, like the magic-----
----Flight of the Blue Bird----

Sheherazad's 1001 Enchanted Nights

As night comes down on us in swift paces
Like the mystic veil shrouding Sheherazad
When she began telling her 1001 tales and
Fable to Shahrayar, the prince of her heart
I too, began living my own fable when from
The darkest corner, you slowly came to me,
Walking through the entrancing fumes of the
Incense, your arms a welcome haven to my
Trembling being and gently undid the ribbon
Holding my hair, letting it fall down, on my
Shoulders like a dark veil where you buried
Your face, whispering me words, sheer music
In candalise delight. The world, old and new
Stood still, time ceased to exist when I felt
My light cape fall down to my feet, with only
The incence clouds shrouding me from you,
And that is when like Sheherazad, I began to
Live my own 1001 Enchanted Nights of love.

The Cinderella of your Heart

As the hours passed by and daylight
Dimmed to a misty dusk, a strange
Hush descended on all, the nature,
The universe, time ceased to exist
As if by magic, changing all, into a
Mystic, throbbing world where we
Both began to drift into the magic
Spell of the moment, oblivious to
All, but our quivering senses and
Hearts, till renouncing all, my past
Life, my world, I let you patiently,
Lovingly, turn my childhood rose
Buds into the beautiful petals of a
Full grown Rose, under the magic
----Wand of Love and became----
---The Cinderella of your Heart---

The Sleeping Beauty

Looking back on my past, childhood days,
I recall how simple things brought me joy
Like a bunny drinking at a spring nearby,
Or a beautiful butterfly on a golden daisy,
Little knowing how things would change,
The day, you walked into my life, like an
------------Enchanting Prince---------------
And through love, opened my eyes to
Beauties, I did not know even existed,
Waking me up, from the child that I was
Like the Sleeping Beauty, at the touch
Of your gentle lips on mine, taking me
Into your world, where love was king,
And turned me into the mesmerized
Princess I became, walking not, into
My past childhood prairie, but into
-----The Love of your Heart---------

Random Dreams

Random dreams of golden yores,
-------Dreams of you and I --------
----In the twilight of the night ----
Entwined shadows, traced on the
Wet sands, dreams of your love,
In the blaze of your hot embaces,
Memories of crystal sands biting
----------Into our bare skins----------
Memories, dreams of passsions,
Ecstasies, hungers quenchhed in
------The warmth of your lips-------
---Random Dreams, no more---

A Summer's Memory

How sweet and gentle were your words
How tender and loving, your embraces,
When life was still good to me, and all
Seemed, like a long, blossomed Eden,
Where sunshine never failed nor birds
Ceased to sing. How very distant are
Those days now, when all alone, I lie
In the dark reliving those happy times
I foolishly, thought would never end,
Little knowing how all that love only
Existed in my own heart, soul but was
Never shared by you, since you only
---Looked at it as a mere, passing---
-------Summer Love------
What a sad memory of a long gone,
But beautiful summer will I longingly
-----Take to my grave---------


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