| Hated |
| Pains of Life sweet loss or miserable victory decisions we make daily be their God or set them free some how this'll drive me crazy hold onto the few things I have thinking of how life makes me mad falling on the ground at your feet you have won, twas me you did defeat thought his love was true it all leads back to you twas me they did undo my angel's voice does soothe... I'm lost in my thoughts, lost in my head my voices wonder how I'm not dead |
| I, The Whore waterfalls and ice hotels so many exotic places men and women, fantasies so many new faces being a whore does me well I travel much 'though I'm in hell I hate what I do to myself every day drugs, sex, and alcohol these are my ways sorry if I offended you by not being CEO I left home at age eleven I had nowhere else to go prostitution is my world |
| Her Tears Do you hear her crying? those sad voices in her head... she hates the life she lives preferably, she'd be dead fate did not hand her the most favorable cards wish she'd known back then that life would be so hard tears streaming down there's no way out strangers often wonder how her sadness comes about so love her now protect her if you can tis a sad sad thing the wrongdoings of man |
| RandomEVIL so what if darkness rules all? tis our own fault that we fall evil self-absorbed beings who maul stop your words, don't start a brawl evil slowly manifests itself in you the worthlessness of life holds true holding our breaths til we turn blue suffocating ourselves til days of new teens killing cuz they weren't cool this is what happens at school... people beaten up cuz their tools how can we be so incredibly cruel? stop crying now, you li'l baby you're going to drive me crazy! he laughs as he beats down an old lady you prance around like a daisy |
| Poison a kiss of death, a shot of love poison flowing through me never know if I'm below or above they shot me up with poison I cried every single time if you ever find a broken heart chances are tis mine my pain and suffering to others doesn't compare I don't deal with much shit but still, tis always there but poison inside me stings bites away at my skin I'm happy mostly as long as this stays within |
| Running From Him running from the pain fleeing all the hate tiredness I must ignore if I'm to reach the gate freedom lies ahead swimming out to shore leaving this hostile waste no abuse anymore tears in my eyes he hurt me bad gotta escape quick cuz he'll be real mad such injustices I've never faced before wish I'd killed him then he just wanted to score |
| Insanity nights of no sleep days of no rest anxiety and insanity doubtful I'll pass the test scenarios run through my head dreams of killing myself why do I dream I'm dead? in nightmares only I dwell... many years ago, life made sense things have changed greatly, since then please ignore me, I beg you if I begin to foam at the mouth please excuse me if... with you I have fought insanity is my plea, your Honor I am not in my right mind this requim, I should be in an asylum many things wrong with me you'll find |
| I wonder if anyone cares Is anybody there? Are you listening to me? Is that how its going ot be? I'm alone and Iknow it But what can I do? Since I lost you You're the only one who listened but now you're gone forever... ~Liz~ |
| Death stop crying as I enter your door your husband won't feel pain anymore welcome me to your heart, into your soul I'm going to pull you into my big black hole stop resisting me and my great power the time is now, this is your last hour your child is sick, will you fucking let him go? he's already played a few times in the snow fear me not, thouhg you'll eventually come with me I'm loving and compassionate, though brutal I seem I engulf all that's living, man or beast so many die everyday, I have a daily feast you cry when you welcome me though some call my name my kiss takes your breath away with your mind I play a game... I cradle children and lull them to sleep young ones accept it when tis their time to depart they kiss their mothers a sweet goodbye and whisper softly "you'll always be in my heart" |
| Sickness every breath is a struggle everything drains me so... simple tasks soon become hard rivers of tears start to flow sickness lives within me my body aches with pain slowly eating away at me how am I s'posed to be sane? the left me alone in the dark no food or water for days the world was my assassin with their cruel neglecting ways |
| Hurting the world is unreal in dreams do I l ive I allow myself not to feel or else to them I give the anxiety of oppression filter to my heart despair and depression I am torn apart hunger and desire fill my dying soul embers from my fire mutate into coal pain within my heart fire burns my mind I hate where I am now this place is so unkind |
| I AM A MONSTER |
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